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Even though he was wearing a coat and turned on the heater fully, Xie Zhitang's little face was still pale from the cold when he was blown by the wind along the way.

Parking the car on the open space in front of the beach, Lu Jinsen unfastened his seat belt and turned to look at Xie Zhitang, then reached out and touched Xie Zhitang's cheek, which was cold to the touch.

Xie Zhitang didn't hide, just smiled obediently at Lu Jinsen.His face was comparable to that of an off-white coat, but Xie Zhitang's lips were bleeding red. Lu Jinsen suspected that Xie Zhitang was about to fall ill, so he immediately closed the roof of the car, raised the windows, and the car became a closed space again.

Xie Zhitang seemed to know what Lu Jinsen wanted to ask, and said first, "I'm not cold, but my face is a little cold."

As he spoke, he took out his hand from his pocket, spread his five fingers in front of Lu Jinsen and said, "Touch it, it's hot."

Xie Zhitang's fingers are slender but not thin, but round and cute.The finger pulp is a healthy pink color, and the blue blood vessels underneath can be seen through the skin of the finger pulp.

Lu Jinsen stretched out his hand to cover Xie Zhitang's hand in front of him, shook it briefly like a normal handshake, and then let go.

The temperature was not too hot, but it was much warmer than the coolness on Xie Zhitang's face.

Lu Jinsen felt relieved and said, "Wait for me for a while, I'll go buy some tools. I'll bring you candy when I come back."

Xie Zhitang wanted to say that I am not a child anymore, but felt that he was acting like a spoiled child, and he might not get the candy, so he just waved his hand and put it in his pocket and said, "I'll wait for you."

After getting off the car, Lu Jinsen went straight to the shops on the side of the road. Naturally, the shops by the seaside sell things related to the sea.Lu Jinsen picked and bought a big bag, but finally got into trouble with the candy.

Without him, this sugar is too much.

A whole cabinet is full of all kinds of candies, colorful and dazzling.

Lu Jinsen paused, originally wanted to grab the candy and leave, but thought of Xie Zhitang's list of picky eaters that was several pages long, so he had no choice but to read it carefully.

The most expensive of these was a box of fruit candy, but Lu Jinsen looked at the ingredient list and found that the candy contained cherries, apples and lychees.It is a red fruit that Xie Zhitang does not eat.

Lu Jinsen had no choice but to put down the fruit candy, and turned to ask the shopping guide beside him which candy sold the best.Finally, with the help of the shopping guide, Lu Jinsen bought a few original lollipops, which were the least error-prone, and paid for them together.

When Lu Jinsen got back into the car, the inside of the car was already very warm from the heater.Xie Zhitang also opened the zipper of the coat, revealing the light brown thick-lined sweater inside.

When Lu Jinsen came back, Xie Zhitang was holding his face in a daze.Seeing Lu Jinsen open the car door, he raised his eyebrows and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Lu Jinsen delayed buying candy for a while, so he took the candy out of the bag and handed it to Xie Zhitang, saying, "See if you like it."

Fortunately, Xie Zhitang was better off than Lu Jinsen imagined, and he said, "Thank you brother." Then he unwrapped the lollipop and put it in his mouth, leaving only the white stick in his teeth between.

Lu Jinsen then took out two pairs of waterproof shoe covers, two pairs of waterproof gloves, two large flashlights and a small bucket from the bag.

Xie Zhitang held a small bucket in his arms, and in the bucket were allotted shoe covers, gloves and a flashlight.

He was stunned, and stared at Lu Jinsen with wide eyes, apparently not quite understanding why he was holding the bucket.

While reversing the car, Lu Jinsen said, "Go a little further and I'll take you to pick up shells."

Xie Zhitang glanced down at the yellow bucket in his arms, then turned his head to look at Lu Jinsen, and asked the question he had always wanted to ask: "Do you know that I am an adult?"

Lu Jinsen didn't look at him, but concentrated on driving, and waited until the car was on the road before saying, "You are 21 years old, I know."

Before Xie Zhitang could speak, Lu Jinsen continued to ask, "Have you ever picked up shells?"

"...No." Xie Zhitang was silent for a while and finally said in a muffled voice.

"Yeah." Lu Jinsen nodded, "It will be there in a while."

Xie Zhitang paused, suddenly felt that their conversation was not on the same channel.He didn't want to be dominated, so he deliberately said: "But I don't want to pick up shells."

"Then don't pick it up." Lu Jinsen said without hesitation.

Xie Zhitang was silent again.

Lu Jinsen turned the steering wheel and said slowly, "I respect your choice."

Xie Zhitang put the hat on with a swipe, then buried his face in his arms, holding the small bucket without moving.

Lu Jinsen glanced at Xie Zhitang who was curled up in a ball on the co-pilot out of the corner of his eye, and smiled silently.

After 10 minutes, Lu Jinsen stopped the car, put on his seat belt and walked around to the other side to open the passenger's door. Xie Zhitang was still shrinking, and only raised his head from his arms to look at Lu Jinsen.

Only then did Lu Jinsen chuckle and ask, "Why are you blushing?"

Xie Zhitang raised his hand to touch his hot cheek and said, "You look radiant!"

At this time, if you meet someone who understands memes, you should ask "Why is it yellow again?" But Lu Jinsen didn't understand, so he just nodded and pretended to accept the explanation, and said, "Come down and let the air blow."

Let's go. ”

Xie Zhitang said: "Okay." He got out of the car with the bucket in his arms.

The sea breeze is mixed with a faint salty smell, blowing towards the face, and this beach is obviously less touristy than the previous one.

Now it is the time of ebb tide, the waves rush to the beach again and again, and then recede into the sea, leaving only a few shells and small fish and shrimp hidden on the beach.

Seeing that Xie Zhitang got out of the car, Lu Jinsen went back to the car and turned on the headlights.The weather is good tonight, there are stars and moon in the sky, and the headlights of the car are shining brightly on the beach, which gives a clear view of this small piece of beach.

Xie Zhitang supported the car and put on waterproof shoe covers and gloves for himself. Finally, he took a small bucket and a flashlight and waved excitedly at Lu Jinsen and said, "Brother, I'm going to pick up shells!"

Lu Jinsen said: "Okay. Be safe and don't go into the sea."

Lu Jinsen put on waterproof shoe covers for himself, found a small rock and stood on it, watched Xie Zhitang's white back take out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and tapped the cigarette in the palm of the other hand Suddenly, a cigarette jumped out, and Lu Jinsen caught it between his index finger and middle finger.

The waves crashed onto the rocks one after another, and all the splashes were blocked by the waterproof shoe covers. Lu Jinsen watched Xie Zhitang keep bending over to put things into his bucket, and he just found it funny.

It reminded him of a text he learned as a child.

A boy came to the beach at low tide and found that there were many fish left on the beach. If the fish were not released back into the sea, they would be sunburned to death on the beach.

The little boy picked up the small fish and threw them back into the sea, but there were too many of them, and the little boy couldn't put all the fish back into the sea by himself.

So a man asked the little boy, "Why are you doing that? Who cares?"

Throwing the fish into the sea, the little boy said, "This little fish cares...this one cares too."

Lu Jinsen remembered this text very deeply.

He believes that this is the principle of doing things.

Don't refuse to try because the result may not be perfect.

It was as if he agreed to assist Xie Zhitang in treating his illness.He knew that bipolar disorder was very difficult to heal, and his adjuvant therapy probably just kept Xie Zhitang in this world for five more years.

However, just because Xie Zhitang may not recover, it should not be considered that he is doing useless work.If Xie Zhitang can be a little more relaxed and happy in the past five years, his efforts will be valuable and meaningful.

Xie Zhitang went around the light range of the headlights to pick up shells, picked them up and put a layer of shells on them.

Then I ran back to show Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang let go of his palm, and on the palm lay an irregular triangular stone half the size of a palm, and upon closer inspection, there were lines engraved on it.

Lu Jinsen lowered his head slightly, glanced at it and asked, "What is this?"

Xie Zhitang looked at the black stone in his hand and said, "This looks like a tooth."

Lu Jinsen nodded seriously and said, "It may be a fossilized shark tooth."

Xie Zhitang stared at the black stone in the palm of his hand for a while, then put it back into the bucket, carefully took out a round shell from the bucket again, winked at Lu Jinsen mysteriously and said, "Hand out!"

Lu Jinsen stretched out his hand, Xie Zhitang put down the barrel, turned on the flashlight and shone it on Lu Jinsen's hand, then turned the shell over and placed it on Lu Jinsen's hand.

Only then did Lu Jinsen realize that it was a hermit crab.

The hermit crab shrank into the shell in fright, and blocked the mouth of the screw with its claws, but this did not hinder Xie Zhitang's excitement.

"I saw it moving, and it was moving so fast, so I grabbed it." Xie Zhitang said with bright eyes, biting a lollipop, "I didn't expect it to be a hermit crab. I’ve never eaten hermit crabs, so I don’t know if it’s good or not.”

Lu Jinsen couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth. This smile washed away the indifference in his eyes, and he looked gentle. He said, "Hermit crabs are not tasty, but you can keep them at home."

If Xie Zhitang had a tail, he wouldn't be able to stop shaking it right now.

Lu Jinsen's inhibitors are very strict, and he never intentionally releases pheromones, but Xie Zhitang can smell the faint fragrance of his body, which seems to attract Xie Zhitang.

It is a pheromone that can make people relax and make people feel happy.

Xie Zhitang took a deep breath, raised his face with a smile that was not a smile, and said in a frivolous tone: "Brother, you smell so good."

Lu Jinsen raised his eyebrows, first threw the hermit crab back into the bucket, then tapped Xie Zhitang on the forehead with his fingers, and said, "Little rascal."

From Xie Zhitang's perspective, he could see Lu Jinsen's clear and clean jaw line, raised Adam's apple, the meridians on his neck, and a small collarbone exposed from the two buttons that Lu Jinsen had unbuttoned.

Xie Zhitang also stood on the rock, and got a little closer to Lu Jinsen, asking persistently, "Brother, what's your pheromone smell like?"

Lu Jinsen rested his index finger on his forehead, stretched an arm's length away and said, "I don't know, I haven't checked."

"I don't believe it, you just don't tell me." Xie Zhitang said as he took off his gloves and threw them into the bucket, and raised his hand to pull Lu Jinsen's hand from his forehead.

Xie Zhitang's hand was warm, but Lu Jinsen's hand was blown to ice by the wind. Xie Zhitang held Lu Jinsen's hand with both hands, trying to keep him warm, and then stuffed Lu Jinsen's hand into the big pocket on his waist.

Lu Jinsen allowed Xie Zhitang to fiddle with his hands, and asked calmly, "Can't you smell any difference between your pheromones and yesterday's?"

The ao mark means that alpha injects its own pheromone into the glands of omega. After marking, the pheromone of alpha will fuse with the pheromone of omega, and the pheromone smell emitted by omega will change from its own taste to be mixed with alpha pheromone. taste afterwards.

Xie Zhitang bit the lollipop stick and confessed honestly: "I've been smelling it for a day, and I can only smell sandalwood and cedar, and I can't smell other smells."

"There is no other smell." Lu Jinsen said.

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyes, knowing that he couldn't get anything out of Lu Jinsen's mouth, so he changed the question and asked, "Brother, does my pheromone smell good?"