The sun and the moon are affectionate

(Fives)

The next day, I was delayed for a while due to the task of the dark clothes team.When I rushed to Leng Yue's room, I just heard this conversation between her and Sai Huatuo:

"It's not that I don't mind at all, but that people are not sages and sages have no faults. It is useless to think about what has happened. What's more, you are not a casual person. I believe that there must be hidden secrets behind these things."

"This is the second reason, and what I said yesterday, is the darkest side of my heart."

"The darkest side of your heart?"

"Do you know why I have to continue with Xiaoyan after being wronged? Because I think that once I leave Xiaoyan, no man will want me anymore. And the saddest thing is that I didn't do it because I liked him and stayed with him because I was afraid... So, in the end I agreed, just to satisfy him, it had nothing to do with love, nothing to do with love. I was like a beggar, begging for the care and company of others, ...You said that I am not a casual person, but I feel that I am too casual. What qualifications does a woman like me have to ask for a real relationship? "

"No one blames you, but you refuse to forgive yourself."

"Don't you think I'm cheap? Can you forgive my absurdity?"

"It's not cheap, but you at that time. Under the circumstances at that time, you had no other choice."

"So what! No one forced me with a knife. It's my self-destruction and self-inflicted punishment."

"It's because you blame yourself too much. Come here today, you can rest."

Sai Huatuo walked out of the room with a sullen face, closed the door, and left without saying a word.Through the door, I heard Leng Yue's voice trembling uncontrollably: "Haha...you still say you don't mind? I really mind it myself, so how could you not mind? Well, anyway, you and I have no future, so it's better to end here .You don't have to worry about me anymore, and I...hehe..."

She cried very depressingly.I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists again and again, but I still didn't go forward after all.

Actually, I don't mind what happened to her, not at all.In my opinion, a woman who puts so much importance on chastity has compromised herself, with deep panic, and every time is an injury.How distressing.

And what can I say to her?What she wants to hear is better told by the person she wants to hear.

I approached Sai Huatuo's room and heard him murmur: "In the past, I fell in love with Miss Shangguan bitterly, and only her frowns and smiles were in my eyes; now, I am in love with Leng Yue, but it has caused so many troubles." Come on. Love, is it really so difficult? It would be great if she and I were as innocent as we were when we first met."

"Really?" I sneered.

He frowned slightly, and said in a low voice: "Mr. Yue Yue, my heart will be very confused tomorrow."

I snorted coldly: "Since ancient times, chivalrous women came out of the world. If a woman in the world is affectionate and righteous, she is still respected by others. What's more, Leng Yue is not a woman in the world. Sai Hua Tuo, is your feeling for her so vulnerable? "

"I..." Sai Huatuo's expression froze, he lowered his head and said, "So it was you."

Hehe, maybe you thought I finally didn't come today, but you were wrong.I laughed in my heart.

"That's right, it's me. Nongyue has never seen anyone who dares to dissect the deepest thoughts in his heart so frankly. It is harder for a person to admit that he has done something wrong than to admit that he is dead. The reason why Leng Yue has Today, it’s also because she cares too much about other people’s feelings. At the beginning, if she didn’t care about that person’s feelings, she believed that no one could take her away; but now, if she doesn’t care about your feelings, how can she say these heartfelt words to you? ?”

"The darkest side of your heart, don't you have it? Don't I? Sai Huatuo, I don't care what you think, in Nongyue's mind, Lengyue is pure and pure, and her exquisite heart is even more so. She is dazzling. If you have a grudge, you might as well just give up on her. Nongyue says goodbye."

I don't know if these words can wake up Sai Huatuo.

About Leng Yue's past, I don't care at all.If it were me, I would only cherish it even more.It's a pity that she didn't choose me, but him.

Sai Huatuo, you must not disappoint me.

Fortunately, Sai Hua Tuo did not disappoint me after all.Listening to his thoughtful words and seeing their embrace again, a hanging heart finally let go.

Leng Yue, maybe you don't need me to give you happiness, but I will protect you silently and never let anyone bully you.

Sister, don't be afraid, Nongyue will protect you.

(six)

Ever since I took over the Dark Clothes team, I have been systematically weakening the power of the Shenyue Sect.

The first was unannounced visits to find out and remove all the eyeliners that Ban Tianyue planted in the palace one by one.Immediately afterwards, all the older members of the Shenyue Sect were exterminated.Then, several new leaders and subordinates were removed accordingly.

I have been looking for Shi Qiuyan, but he never showed up.Since they had never seen his face before, and adhered to the principle of "rather kill a thousand by mistake, never let one go", the suppression of the Shenyue Sect was intensified.Under my leadership, as many as a thousand believers died at the hands of the dark clothing team through tricks, arrays, and poison.

Unexpectedly, even so, it is still just a mantis' arm.

On the day of Frost's Descent, the palace fell.

Tens of 10 people rushed towards the palace in a black mass, devouring the entire palace like a flood of beasts.Only now did I realize that the Shenyue Sect was far more terrifying than the worst scenario I had imagined.Where did so many followers come from?Could it be that Shi Qiuyan didn't just attract people from Sifang City?

You can't stay in the palace anymore.I hurried to the city lord and asked him to take everyone to the Spring Breeze Deyi Palace to meet up.

I rushed to Ouyang Feiying's bedroom, dragged him outside.Who would have thought that this old fellow would fight me when he left the door of the bedroom.In a moment of desperation, I raised the iron fan and knocked him unconscious with a bang.

But soon I regretted it, because it was too inconvenient to break out of the encirclement with a comatose person.Although those people are not good at kung fu, but after all, there are many people.If Ouyang Feiying hadn't been knocked unconscious, maybe he could still help deal with these shrimp soldiers and crab generals.

Outnumbered, I hurt my shoulder.Fortunately, Ouyang Feiying was finally brought out of the palace alive.

"I'm sorry Sai Huatuo, I failed to protect Uncle Ouyang." I said.

"Don't say that. You risked your life to save my father from the palace. You are my benefactor tomorrow. Let me help you treat the wound first."

Sai Huatuo untied the cloth strips that I had wrapped up indiscriminately, carefully helped me treat the wound and re-bandaged it.After handling it properly, he went to the bedside to check Ouyang Feiying's pulse.

"My father was hit hard on the head, and his life was not in danger, but he didn't know when he woke up," he said.

Yo, the strength seems to be too much.With a hint of guilt, I comforted myself with a guilty conscience: "It's good that your life is not in danger. Uncle Jiren has his own destiny, and he will definitely wake up."

"Tomorrow, uncle will be fine." Leng Yue also comforted.

Sai Huatuo nodded: "I also believe that he will be fine, you go back and rest first."

"I'll accompany you." Leng Yue said.

"I didn't expect Ban Tianyue's power to be so powerful, and the martial arts of the traitors of the Shenyue Sect have also increased a lot compared to before. We must find a way to get rid of them as soon as possible, otherwise there will be endless troubles." I muttered softly at the side with.Now that so many people have been injured, if Ban Tianyue strikes at this time, it will definitely be a disaster, so we have to think of a way.

Leng Yue heard me talking to herself, walked up to me, frowned and said, "Nongyue, you must not act rashly. Now that the enemy is strong and we are weak, our soldiers and generals are very precious, so we must not spend any money." error."

These words warmed my heart: "Thank you sister for your concern."

Leng Yue's expression became more serious: "This is not concern, but an order. You always like to come up with crooked ideas, which are too risky. If you have any ideas, you must discuss them with everyone, and you must not make your own decisions."

I smiled innocently and said, "Nongyue hasn't thought of any crooked ideas yet."

"Really?" Leng Yue stared into my eyes and said word by word: "This is your home."

Nothing can be hidden from her.I sighed helplessly: "It's my sister who understands Nongyue."

"Do you know that the underground water source in the entire Sifang City is connected? If you poison the water source of the palace rashly, it will hurt the people. What's the point of killing the people of the Shenyue Sect? Haven't we become more than half a day?" Is Yue a scarier person?"

I was shocked.The Spring Breeze Palace lacks everything, except poisonous substances.Now that the enemy is strong and we are weak, poisoning the water source of the palace is the best way.Once those people die, I will detoxify them again, and everything will return to normal.This plan seems impeccable, but I really forgot how to deal with the poisoned people.In this way, the method of poisoning the water source is really useless.

"My sister is right. Don't worry, Nongyue won't make her own decisions anymore." I agreed.

"Nengyue, you are extremely smart, but your lack of thoughtfulness is the most worrying thing. Now you are the owner of the Spring Breeze Palace. The city lord and all the seniors are here. If you have an idea, you must discuss it with everyone. We really lost I'm sorry, if you don't have absolute certainty of victory, you must not act rashly. This is not only self-protection, but also a strategy, and it has to take into account the overall situation."

She spoke very slowly, word by word, solemnly.

"Sister, don't worry, Nongyue will never worry her again." I promised.

There was a hint of unnoticed embarrassment in the atmosphere, and it seemed that they should not stay here any longer.So I politely bid farewell to Leng Yue and Sai Huatuo.As soon as the door was closed, Sai Huatuo said sourly, "It's nice to have a sister."

This time, I was not helpless.Because I know that on weekdays, he would never say such words.At this moment, his father was injured, his sister was injured, and his heart was disturbed.

So I'd better leave.Their affairs have nothing to do with me.

As the host, I still have a lot to deal with.

After taking care of the city lord, seniors and soldiers, I returned to the long-lost room.Unscrew the mechanism of the darkroom, and knock on the familiar door.

There are still ten maidservants left in the dark room, all of them are loyal, strong in martial arts and possess unique skills.On the eve of the Battle of Bailu, I put them in this dark room, and told them to wait for my return here, and no one should leave without authorization, let alone let outsiders find out.The other door of the dark room leads to the back mountain, where very few people pass by.Because of its remoteness and lack of offensive and defensive value, Ban Tianyue never set foot in that wasteland.So as early as when the Mistress of the Palace of Worry-Free was still alive, I asked them to plant food, vegetables and fruit trees in the back hills for emergencies.

After more than a year, I saw these ten sisters again, and my heart was full of emotions.They were also very excited when they saw me, and asked me why I just came back.I simply explained the reason and arranged their tasks as quickly as possible.First let them take all the civil and military ministers and their families to the Windless Valley, then pretend to be court ladies and sneak into the palace, and come back every night to report the situation to me.

All the details are arranged.I breathed a sigh of relief, walked slowly to the altar, and talked to the tablets of my father, mother, Palace Master Wuyou and Xing'er.

Nongyue believes that your spirits in the sky will surely protect us from this calamity.

There was a familiar knock on the door, and one could tell who it was by hearing the strength and rhythm of the knock.I pushed open the door and asked with a smile, "Is my sister still worried about playing with the moon?"

"I just came to see your injury," she said.

"Won't Sai Huatuo be unhappy?"

"He's not such a petty person."

I sighed: "My sister doesn't understand Sai Huatuo too much."

I hope you will never know about the secret fight between me and Sai Huatuo.

Leng Yue met my family.After burning the incense, he played the piano again.Although the piano skills are unfamiliar and the melody is blunt, I can still hear the uneasiness in her heart.

"What are you going to do, sister?" I asked.

"I just want to talk to him, to talk about it." She replied.

"Since that's the case, why are you so preoccupied?"

"I'm just afraid that I'm not that brave enough to really face all this."

I suddenly felt that Leng Yue was really tired.At this moment, she is neither suitable for encouragement nor comfort.I was at a loss for words, not knowing what to say.Feeling oppressed in his chest, he could only sigh.

Leng Yue said with a smile: "I am for myself."

I sneered for a while.Obviously there are so many high-sounding reasons, but they say it is for themselves.When everyone else is a fool?It's really interesting.

"It's an interesting excuse," I said coldly. "You and I know it well, so sister should stop talking about it in the future. It's getting late, sister, please go back."

Leng Yue nodded and said softly, "Go to bed early."

I turned my head and said lightly: "Go slowly."

The mood is a little heavy.I don't mean to be childish, I just feel bad.

I wish you could be more selfish and stop getting involved in this bloodbath.

The thunder outside the window is getting louder and louder, and the rain is getting heavier and heavier.

Looking at the tablet of father and mother, Palace Master Wuyou and Xing'er, scenes from the past kept reappearing in his mind.

"Poor child, will I be your mother?"

"Xing'er will always be the son's man..."

"Then let's be a Yaotai Drunken Immortal..."

"Sister will protect you..."

In my life, there are few warm moments.They passed by in a flash in my life, but none of them stayed for me.No one belongs to me, Sima Lingfeng.All my treasures are but these memories.

However, what if you have it?Since everything is nothingness.

Just like Sai Huatuo, even if he has it now, he will be very desperate when he thinks that he will lose Leng Yue seven years later.That being the case, why do you have to hold something in the palm of your hand?

No, I don't need to hold something in my hand.Such procrastination does not belong to me, nor does such vulnerability belong to me.Warmth, just a little bit is enough, why be too greedy?

Thinking of this, the corners of his mouth curled up beautifully again, as chic as usual.