The sun and the moon are affectionate

(three)

Since the first time I saw Leng Yue, I have been watching her.I can see her character and her way of doing things.I thought I knew her all too well, but I guessed wrong.She is far more fragile than I imagined.

I asked Sai Huatuo to pretend to take poison to lure her to reveal her heart, but Leng Yue's face suddenly turned pale, her body went limp, and she almost fainted on the spot.I quickly caught the pulse on her wrist, beating faster than the sound of horseshoes.

"Leng Yue, Leng Yue, cheer up, I saved Sai Huatuo's life, really."

Leng Yue looked at me with teary eyes, her voice trembling: "Really?"

she cried.I'm sure I saw her cry.Originally thought that Leng Yue was a hero among the girls, but he didn't expect to scare her into such a state.

Perhaps, the relationship between them is much deeper than I imagined.

I suddenly felt that my tossing was meaningless.

Helping her to sit beside Sai Huatuo's bed, I said lightly, "Sai Huatuo is fine now, so don't worry too much, pay attention to your body."

Leng Yue smiled pretentiously, and said four words tremblingly: "Thank you, Nong Yue."

"Then you can talk to Sai Huatuo here for a while, and Nongyue will leave first."

I almost ran away.This sourness came inexplicably, but it was so strong that it almost swallowed me.Why?Why has no one ever loved me so passionately?

Once upon a time, there was one.Today, no more.

Now I am no longer a ghost, but a living person.But, apart from a warm body, what is the difference between me and a ghost?

My elder brother has Shangguan Yan, Sai Huatuo has Leng Yue, stinky tofu has Princess Lingxue, and who do I play with the moon?

Alive, still a lonely ghost.

Standing in front of the window for a long time, suddenly heard a strange voice from Sai Huatuo's room.When I opened the door, a black shadow flashed by in an instant.When she arrived at Sai Huatuo's room, Leng Yue's face turned purple, and Sai Huatuo was using her internal strength to force poison for her.

"Young Master Yue, pick up the small bottle on the ground, and put the antidote in the bottle into Leng Yue's mouth." Sai Huatuo said.

I did.

"Master Nongyue, use your internal strength to help me." Sai Huatuo said again.

I put my hand against Sai Huatuo's back, losing a thick wave of true energy to him.

"Puff puff puff puff..." More than a dozen poisonous needles flew out of Leng Yue's body, the needles were purple and black, it was snake venom.

Sai Huatuo's face was pale, and the beads of sweat on his forehead represented his weak vitality at this time.

I didn't care about the reason of intimacy between men and women, I reached out and hugged Leng Yue and sent her back to the room.

"Sai Huatuo, in fact, Nongyue and Lengyue have married Jinlan. The relationship between us is just sister and brother. There is a reason for what you saw last night. She won't let me tell you, and I can't explain it to you, but You have to believe that Leng Yue is with you wholeheartedly."

Sai Huatuo's face was serious: "I know. She didn't tell me, it was just for my own good."

I don't know how to comfort.If it wasn't for my bad idea, maybe Leng Yue wouldn't be injured or poisoned at all.Although the poison is gone now, the poison on the poisonous needle still hurt her body, and I am afraid that she will suffer from irregular attacks for a long time.

I just wanted the beauty of being an adult and pushed the boat along the way, but I didn't expect things to backfire.I hated myself a little in my heart, for not doing enough to succeed but failing to do so.

Sai Huatuo asked me with a wry smile: "Am I a very useless man? If not, how can I let her get hurt for me again and again?"

It turned out that he also had such a deep sense of frustration in his heart.She is used to protecting him, but he is a seven-foot man, how could he be willing to hide behind a weak woman?

"Sai Huatuo, my sister's personality is like this. Don't blame yourself too much." I comforted.

"I'm afraid to be with her anymore, I'm afraid she will..."

"Nongyue, why did this feeling become so heavy? I can't breathe."

Sai Huatuo's words made me feel very sad.It turns out that falling in love will become such a heavy thing.

"My sister has too many worries in her heart, that's why... Hey, Sai Huatuo, now, I will tell you the truth about what Leng Yue told me! I believe that after hearing this, all the doubts in your heart will be overwhelmed. It can all be untied.”

I don't care about other things, I just want to tell Sai Huatuo all this.We are just a story, we are just fictitious characters, our love and hatred are just the talk of others after dinner.But she came for us, gave her heart, and suffered pain and torture.

I remembered what Leng Yue said in the imperial garden that day.

"Illusion, whose life is not illusory? My life may also be illusory. What we love, what we hate, what we are obsessed with, what we insist on, from the perspective of the soul, may be nothing more than an experience That's all."

Whether it is true or not, let it all be open and honest.Don't guess at each other anymore, don't avoid each other anymore, this kind of scene is too tiring.Even as a bystander, I feel a bit unbearable.

Hearing the truth, Sai Huatuo's reaction was not as intense as mine was.He just responded lightly: "In this case, it's not surprising that she knows us well."

Leng Yue, if you had expected Sai Huatuo's reaction early on, would you still try to hide it?Maybe others are not as fragile as you think.

"Actually, I have practiced the art of dream control before. Because it consumes my mind, and requires the formation of a barrier, and the layout of the formation is extremely cumbersome, I have only dreamed about a dozen times in three years, and each time does not exceed half an hour. Leng Yue doesn't know the five elements, eight trigrams and formation techniques, yet she can create long dreams that last three and a half hours with clear layers. Her dream control skills are so superb, you don't think it's against common sense, Mr. Yue Yue Is it?" Sai Huatuo raised his lips and asked slowly.

I was shocked: "Could it be..."

"Leng Yue is also a fictional person. She is no different from you and me." Sai Huatuo said word by word.

I was stunned at the moment, froze in place, and felt confused for a while.

If all this is false, what else is true?

"Whether it's true or false, this is our life. Since the trajectory of life is like this, we have no choice but to go on like this. Anyway, after all, we have to close our eyes and let go of everything. Since we have never really owned it, why should we care if it is true? False?" Sai Hua Tuo said.

"Then you and her...?"

"Even if everything is empty, I will not let go easily. Even if the result is unsatisfactory, I hope to be worthy of my heart."

Although the tone is light, it is loud.

I lay on the bed, my whole body seemed to be hollowed out.A sleepless night.

If one day, you suddenly find that your life, your world, and even yourself are just nothingness, what should you do?

Ouyang Feiying joined forces with the Shenyue Sect to launch a palace coup, and the Shangguan family, the royal family of the Sima family, was destroyed overnight.Such tragic family affairs are just a few words in the book, the purpose is to draw out the love and hatred of our descendants.

Everything, suddenly became so deliberate.Every word and deed is a well-arranged script, but the person involved still believes it is true, thinking that it is a entanglement of grievances from the heart.

ridiculous!Ridiculous!

If more than [-] members of the Sima family died under a pen less than three inches long, how should I take revenge?Now, who should I seek revenge for the wronged soul of the Sima family?

I suddenly felt that I had lost the meaning of living.No wonder Leng Yue warned me not to do stupid things so solemnly in the Imperial Garden that day.Everything is like a dream, it is too unacceptable.

"Whether it's true or not, this is our life. Since the trajectory of life is like this, we have no choice but to go on like this." Sai Huatuo said.

Although the old scars on my shoulders had already been removed by Sai Hua Tuo during the treatment of the dragon soul knife wound, but the heavy knife 16 years ago hurt my heart, how can this pain be faked?

Since the trajectory of life is like this, we have no choice but to go on like this.

For a long time, I still want to tear your corpse into thousands of pieces.

Turning over in boredom, the Jade Ping An card slipped out of his clothes.This is a peace card with a static surface, oval and thick.I have been wearing it since I was a child, I do not know how many years.

Ten years ago, whenever I was homesick, I would take it out and play with it.Sometimes they make wishes on it in a serious manner, hoping to reunite with their parents in their dreams.Unfortunately, the wish never came true.

Now... home, where is home?

Suddenly, I felt that such sustenance was too illusory.

I picked up the carving knife and carved a gourd casually.I felt that the gourd was monotonous, so I carved another vine, which hung down loosely and softly.Looking at it again, I still feel that it lacks a bit of spirit, so I carved a squirrel on one side of the gourd.After half an hour, this jade tablet is no longer a monotonous jade tablet, but a delicate jade pendant.

I remembered that Leng Yue was three years older than me, so she should be a rat.The squirrel jade pendant is perfect for people born in the year of the rat.If so, give it to her.

I caused her to be injured and poisoned, so I should apologize to her personally.

Hearing familiar footsteps, I pushed open the door and saw Sai Huatuo standing outside.

"Master Nongyue, I'm afraid you need to report to the city lord about the man in black. Are you going to talk about it or I'm going to talk about it?" he asked.

"Sai Huatuo, if you have something to say, you might as well speak up." I said.

"Young Master Nongyue is really straightforward. I think, if this incident alarms the city lord, the city lord will definitely come to visit. Leng Yue will definitely not commit suicide because of the city lord's entrustment."

"Sai Huatuo is so well-intentioned, how can Nongyue not help? Don't worry, I will report to the city lord tomorrow morning."

"Thank you."

The next day, I reported the truth about the man in black to the city lord, and the city lord really came to visit.Leng Yue's performance was very calm, not only fully confiding in this person's details, but also offering countermeasures.That calm and wise Leng Yue has returned, and I am greatly appreciative in my heart.

Sai Huatuo sent the castellan out the door, I walked over and sat by her bed.The lingering poison of Leng Yue has not been cleared, her complexion is dark yellow, and her pale lips are slightly lavender.Seeing me, she seemed to be in a good mood, she squinted her eyes and said with a sneer, "You brat."

These three words mean that she not only guessed that I was the instigator of the scene last night, but also guessed the reason why the city lord came to visit today.

"Is my sister angry with Yue Yue?" I asked.

She smiled and shook her head: "No, I know you have worked so hard to find all the city masters."

Leng Yue is a good sister who can understand me and tolerate me.

I took out the squirrel jade pendant and handed it to her, she liked it very much.She also told me that she is not a rat, but a rabbit.Because she came from a different world, the calendar of her world is out of sync with this one.

"In this way, my sister is only less than a month older than Nongyue. Sai Huatuo was born in the twelfth lunar month of winter, so in this way, my sister is only half a year older than Nongyue, and she is the same age."

Leng Yue frowned: "But I am indeed 26 years old, even according to yours..."

"Hey, since my sister is here, she should abide by the calendar here. My sister is 26 years old in her hometown, but here she is 23 years old."

I am very satisfied with this conclusion.

Leng Yue suddenly smiled frivolously, and said something like this: "You said all this because you want to match me with tomorrow. In fact, my sister thinks that you and Sai Huatuo are very suitable."

The hand that was playing with the fan froze suddenly.

That night, Leng Yue suddenly said in her drunkenness: "Hey, you're not with Sai Hua Tuo?" Today, I finally understood what she meant.

I stood up dumbfounded, waved my fan and said, "There is no Longyang hobby in playing with the moon."

Leng Yue said with a smile: "Nongyue, in fact, the friendship between men is sometimes more precious than the relationship between men and women."

Not wanting to continue this topic, I said coldly: "Sister, don't make fun of me, otherwise, Nongyue won't help you."

Leng Yue covered her mouth and smiled for a while, begging for mercy: "Good brother, sister is just joking with you, it doesn't matter if you help me or not, please don't be angry, huh?"

"Nongyue and Sai Huatuo are sympathetic and sympathetic, not as my sister said. Mencius said: If you know lust, you will admire Shaoai. It is human nature to prefer female sex. Although Nongyue is outstanding, he cannot be exempt from vulgarity. What's more, if there is no competition between Nongyue and Sai Huatuo, but instead a fight between you and me, what's the point?" I said seriously.

After hearing these words, Leng Yue still had the same playful smile: "I know. It's my sister who is wrong, good brother, don't be angry."

I slowly closed the fan, pointing the tip at her face for the first time in my life.

"If that's the case, my sister is not allowed to say it again, otherwise I will underestimate Sai Huatuo and Nongyue."

There was an inexplicable anger and sadness welling up in my heart.

Even if Sai Huatuo is Lord Longyang, I am not King Zhao.Not to mention he is not.

Since I was seven years old, I have lived in the Spring Breeze Palace, and when I open and close my eyes, all I can smell is the smell of a girl's house.The smell makes me feel comfortable and at ease.The Spring Breeze Palace has never been short of beautiful beauties. After watching for a long time, the aesthetic standards have gradually become higher.

Now, you actually say that I like men?Leng Yue, you know the story between me and Xing'er, how did you come to the conclusion that I like men?

What are you thinking about all day long with this unique little brain of yours?