[Tutorial] Sense and Sensibility

She said her name was Windsor.

"Gasparre? I know you. You can call me Sasa."

That year, the sun was still shining, he was 7 years old, and she was 10 years old.

He clearly remembered that the spring of that year was extremely warm and long, and the excitement and joy of the small town in southern Italy were all concentrated in that year.

That night, as usual, he returned home early with his schoolbag on his back, and then quietly washed his muddy sneakers and dried them in front of the fireplace before his mother came back.

Following the faint light of the fireplace, he lay on his exclusive small bench and struggled to identify the homework assigned by the teacher, calculating with his heart.

At 07:30, there was a faint j□j from the old wooden door, so he knew: it was his mother who came back.

As usual, he looked towards the door with excitement, but unexpectedly met a pair of black eyes... That was different from his deepness and his mother's charm, the unfamiliar face made him slightly stunned for a moment.These eyes look very quiet, kind of like

The Chinese ink painting that the art teacher talked about in class.Black as ink, bright as stars.Clear and shallow floating.

... He had never seen an Oriental.

"Gasparre, I'm back." Mom's voice came from outside the door, with a characteristic tenderness: "Today I brought you a little friend back."

Hearing this, he realized that he had been staring at him for too long, so he looked away in embarrassment.

... No friends have come to play at his house before, so facing this strange little guest, he feels a little restrained.

Fortunately, the girl didn't care about his anxiety, she just smiled at him naturally and said, "My name is Windsor." After speaking, she added, "Gasparre? I know you, you can call me Sasa."

"Sa...Sasa." He repeated nervously after the girl.

"Well, that's it." (∩_∩)

Then, she officially moved into his home.

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He is a child of a single-parent family. Since he can remember, he is smart and knows that he is different from others...he has no father.

When he was very young, he also cried and asked his mother why other children had fathers, but he didn't.Mom smiled warmly, but there was a complexness on her pretty face that he couldn't understand.Mom gently told him that Dad was working far away,

Very busy and will only come back when he grows up.

How can a five-year-old recognize white lies from adults?

He just remembered that if he wanted to become like others, he had to grow up quickly.

Therefore, he really wanted to "grow up" quickly.

I really want to.

My mother said, study hard, get along well with classmates, be polite to teachers, pay attention to table manners when eating, and help others generously when you meet people in need.

My mother said, be brave when you encounter difficulties, and learn to use your brain to overcome difficulties.

My mother said that you have to be an upright man so that you can protect your important things.

Mom also said that as long as he did what she said, he would "grow up".

At the age of five, he silently remembered his mother's words in his heart.No one knows that the memory of a five-year-old will last for decades...until he closes his eyes for the last time.

When I was seven years old, a little sister lived in an 80-square-meter home, and she was also an oriental.

He curiously asked where she was from, and she said she was from China, far away.Since the teacher didn't specifically say where China is, he put China in his mind as far away as his father's location.

"What does China look like? Is it the same as Italy?" After a barren but warm dinner, my mother was cleaning the dishes in the kitchen. I just asked out of my curiosity.

She bit her pen, thought for a while in distress, and then confessed: "Well... I was born in Italy, and I haven't been back to China, so I don't know what China is like..." Seeing His disappointed eyes made her feel a little unbearable

, then added: "But I heard from my father that China is a beautiful country with many, many years of history, and there are many delicious and fun things that are different from Italy...Really, I still have There's a photo my dad left me

, Said it was my hometown! "As she spoke, she ran away with a blushing face and came back after a while, handed him a thin piece of photo paper, and said happily: "Look, this is it! Dad said Yes, my hometown is Nanjing in China! It is a very ancient city, very famous in China!"

He took the thin photo paper and stared blankly at the ancient city wall, the dim light, and the setting sun in the color photo, and was shocked by the world in the photo for a moment.

...It was a completely different feeling from Italy. At that time, he couldn't tell what the difference was, but he really felt a kind of release from the depths of his consciousness...It turns out that the outside world is so wonderful.

"Dad also said that our family still has a house in Nanjing... I can live in it when I go back to China." She said enthusiastically, "This photo was taken near that house. My dad took it himself!"

Listening blankly to her introduction, after a while, he finally couldn't help but said, "Then can I go to Nanjing with you in the future?"

"Of course!" She smiled happily, "You can also live in my house."

"Um!"

At that moment, he smiled.

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He knows that the beautiful mother is a model, but he doesn't understand why the salary of the model is so low... Don't those models on TV look very noble when they walk the catwalk?

Mom said it was because she was an outdated model.

He didn't understand what "passed" meant, so Sasa told him that "passed" meant that he was no longer popular.Now he doesn't understand again... How could my mother be unpopular when she is so beautiful and gentle?

When he told his mother this question, his mother didn't speak, but smiled complicatedly with an expression that he couldn't understand.

Later, when he accidentally made Sasa cry when he was playing with Sasa, his mother angrily scolded him and asked him to apologize to Sasa. It reminds me of Sasa's father and mother.

The first time he heard his mother mention Sasa's parents, he was still very curious, but because of his "face" he didn't want to show too much interest, so he just lowered his head and listened quietly.It turns out that Sasa's parents are both photographers from China, who temporarily lived here in Italy and once lived in

His mother helped her in the most difficult time, and because of her... she went to a faraway place. They are benefactors, so he has to take good care of Sasa for her mother...not to bully Sasa.

At the age of eight, he was a little confused, but this did not prevent him from grasping the key points.The mother's meaning is very simple, that is, he should not bully Sasa, but should take good care of Sasa.

Facing his mother's expectant eyes, he nodded slowly after a while.

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Sasa quickly integrated into their life. Although her mother worked very hard every day and her life was very difficult, the three of them lived happily.

Before, because of the ridicule of his classmates, he didn't like staying in school very much, but since Sasa came, everything changed. Sasa is very capable. The specific ability does not mean that she severely taught those children who laughed at him, but that she

She actually turned those little friends who looked down on him into his friends.

When this unexpected thing happened, his first reaction was: "...This is a dream?!"

...But, this is indeed the reality.

His strengths were immediately discovered by the children. In the eyes of the children, he became smart and outstanding, but the label of "illegitimate child" attached to him before was covered by those attractive advantages... He Finally lived a quiet and comfortable little

Students live with the liveliness and innocence that children of the same age should have.

Sasa brought warm and bright sunshine into his life and gave him happy memories that he will never forget.

Time flies, happy days are often short-lived, and after living together for three years, the stolen happiness will eventually come to a pale end.

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He finally saw that arrogant man with a stern expression.

...his father.

At that moment, he finally understood what his mother meant by "grow up".

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That man sat on the only unpatched sofa in the living room with a haughty expression on his face, his gray-blue eyes stared at him in his mother's arms without warmth... He didn't understand why his mother's body was shaking slightly. trembling.

In contrast, Sasa is much more mature than him. She hugged her mother's arm vigorously, and watched those strange men who suddenly broke into the house with her big black eyes guarded.

The three people who depended on each other hugged tightly, only his face was full of confusion and ignorance.

"You have been hiding for so long, and you have really tried your best." After a long while, the man finally opened his mouth coldly, and the cold voice was full of strong sarcasm.

Mom didn't speak, but her slender body trembled violently.

"You'd rather sell your body than come to me. You have backbone." The man sneered, "I'm here this time to bring back what belongs to me. In return, I will give you a corresponding charity."

"NO!!!" the mother screamed, "Gasparre is my child!!!"

"He also has half of my blood." The man said coldly, "Since he has my blood, he is a child of the Costa family, not the lowly illegitimate child of a butcher."

Mom's face turned pale in an instant... "Low" and "illegitimate child" will always be her most painful scars.

…The supermodel who was once so popular in the past decided to give birth to this unnamed child for the sake of the so-called "love" at the peak of her career. Only she knows how much she has lost, but who? I had expected this to be ushered in

What kind of ending?

"One, you can't give him a future at all. If you follow you, he can only be a lowly worker in his life." The man stated without emotion: "Second, it is absolutely impossible for the children of the Costa family to be homeless. They must To contribute to the development of the Costa family

full contribution.So, you have no choice. "

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His mother was sobbing in despair, covering her face, and he stared blankly at Sasa comforting her... His heart was at a loss, with a trace of indescribable pain.

...Isn't this man his father? Why is it a little different from what he imagined...

...Didn't Mom say that his father is a very gentle man, but why did "Daddy" make Mom cry...

...What did Dad mean when he said he was going to take him away... Could it be that he was going to pick him up and go home with his mother...

... so dazed.It's also very sad.