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Xiao Yu propped herself up against the door frame, she tried to stand up to meet Qiu Zixin, but because she sat and slept at the door the whole night last night, her legs and feet were a little numb now, and she almost fell down several times when she got up.

The woman who watched her series of actions did not speak, nor did she come forward.

Qiu Zixin tried her best to hide her emotions, and she kept restraining her desire to rush forward again and again.She didn't expect that the girl would come back home first without notifying her.

She didn't even expect that Xiao Yu sat at the door and waited for her all night.

What if she doesn't come back for a few days?Does Xiao Yu have to sit outside and wait for her every night?

Qiu Zixin's complexion subtly became ugly.

It's a pity that Xiao Yu didn't understand Qiu Zixin's psychological activities. She pursed her chapped lips, and the faint morning light fell on her porcelain-white skin, warming her icy red nose tip and White knuckles.

The blanket lay quietly on the doorstep.

Xiao Yu squeezed a dry smile, moved her slightly stiff limbs, and slowly walked in front of Qiu Zixin, and stood still.

The eyes of the two met, compared to the past, this time it seemed too calm.

For a long time, none of them spoke to each other.

Qiu Zixin looked down at her silently, there seemed to be something missing in her eyes, the corners of her lips were always drawn, Xiao Yu suddenly stopped, the person in front of her felt strange to her.

Xiao Yu felt that the way Qiu Zixin looked at her seemed to be scolding her.

Why are you here?

Xiao Yu curled up the corners of her mouth, she lowered her head to avoid Qiu Zixin's gaze, her hands began to have no place to rest, and she nervously tugged at the corners of her skirt.

The two were silent like this, the atmosphere was awkward and strange, like a taut string, the two were pulling at both ends of the string, as long as one of them was a little careless, the string would easily snap on the spot.

Xiao Yu really couldn't bear Qiu Zixin's lukewarm gaze at her. Xiao Yu felt suffocated by the feeling of not being welcomed and valued, and her heart began to ache uncontrollably... ...

She didn't know why her Qiu Zixin... was unmoved...

The surrounding low air pressure swept in again, Xiao Yu took a deep breath, her hands suddenly stretched forward and clenched the hem of Qiu Zixin's clothes, her dry lips were cracked, and a bitter and salty smell came out, she dared not speak, she could only Pulling Qiu Zixin's clothes like this.

The wind and clouds were surging, and the damp and cold mist dispersed from the flowers.

Xiao Yu's body shivered due to the cold. When her hands tightened the woman's long windbreaker, Qiu Zixin froze. She could see the girl's red nose and trembling white hands. In the past, she would have hugged the girl nervously and brought her into the house, but now...

Qiu Zixin wanted to hug Xiao Yu, but as soon as she recalled the promise she had made to herself in her heart, the hand she wanted to raise felt like a heavy weight, and she couldn't move it at all.

They stayed in this weird posture for a long time, until...

Until the girl finally raised her head.

Asked Qiu Zixin with a very aggrieved girlish voice:

"Aren't you hugging me..."

In an instant, Qiu Zixin's face remained pale, and mixed emotions quickly filled her heart. She frowned, and the five fingers of the hand hanging by her side tightened and loosened, feeling extremely tormented inside.

Xiao Yu noticed Qiu Zixin's tangled expression, and before the woman could speak, she tried alone, and quickly hugged Qiu Zixin's waist, her voice was muffled, "I've been waiting for you here all night... ...so cold..."

She still wants to gamble on whether Qiu Zixin will...soften her heart.

Qiu Zixin lost her speech, the girl's cold body temperature came directly through the fabric, her rationality told herself that she had to push Xiao Yu away, but her body and heart were still unable to follow the original plan.

Another battle of torment.

Qiu Zixin closed her eyes tiredly. She came back on the latest flight after finishing the announcement last night. This morning she was still wearing a long brown trench coat with a knitted turtleneck sweater inside. The suspender strap on her right hand had been removed. Untie, leaving only the arm brace, which is hidden in the long sleeves.

Qiu Zixin lowered her head to look at Xiao Yu, the girl was buried between her chests, her breath was warm on her chest, Qiu Zixin was about to say something, but the driver just got off the car Come and talk to her, "Miss Qiu, if there is nothing else, I will leave first."

The man's figure is a bit bloated, and his hairline is also flying upwards out of track. When he saw Xiao Yu who was hugging Qiu Zixin tightly, his eyes were full of doubts, and he said with a half-smile, "Oh, Miss Qiu, this is you." Is it a relative's child..."

"...You're still so attached to you at such an age!? How can it be possible..."

As soon as the words were finished, Xiao Yu gave the driver a fierce look, and the corners of his lips froze. Xiao Yu wanted to refute him, but someone else spoke up for her.

"none of your business?"

Qiu Zixin asked back in a cold voice, with a chill in his eyes.

"Such gossip, do you want to stop being a driver in the future?"

"Shall I help you change careers?"

The woman's tone was calm, but the driver's face turned pale with fright. He didn't want to be completely blocked in the circle just because of a word.

The driver ran away quickly with a smile on his face, Qiu Zixin withdrew his cold expression, his eyes softened a little, he lowered his head and asked Xiao Yu in a warm voice, "Let's go first, shall we?"

Xiao Yu, who was buried in front of her, nodded. Qiu Zixin's behavior just now made her very surprised and very happy. Xiao Yu's heart warmed up a lot. It also seems to be completely offset.

Aunt Tian had already returned to Q City a week ago, and only Qiu Zixin was left to live alone in this villa. During this time, Fu Meixuan would occasionally visit her to take care of her, an "empty nest and lonely old man" '.

There were no professional courses to attend this weekend, and Xiao Yu had no intention of going back. When she entered the room, she followed Qiu Zixin's wishes and drank warm water before taking a hot bath.

Xiao Yu felt a little strange, only when Qiu Zixin came back, would she feel that this room was really their home, and that kind of atmosphere that truly belonged to home would slowly warm her heart.

It was still early, and Qiu Zixin was making oatmeal in the kitchen. There was very little food in the house. Xiao Yu opened the tall silver refrigerator and found that there were only three eggs, two boxes of fresh milk, and a moldy avocado inside. .....

Xiao Yu: "..."

During her absence, is Qiu Zixin really living a good life?

The morning light is warm, and Qiu Zixin is standing in front of the stove stirring the cereal with hot water. There is a blind beside her. The light shines on her body in rows. Looking from behind, the tall woman's back is picturesque. .

Xiao Yu stood behind her, with a faint smile, and called her, "Sister Qiu."

"Huh?" Qiu Zixin turned her face sideways, from the forehead to the depth of the eye sockets, to the straight nose bridge and the full and moderate lip bed, all connected into a very smooth and beautiful side profile.

With her hands behind her back, Xiao Yu clasped her fingers where Qiu Zixin couldn't see, "I... want to continue to live, is that okay?"

Her eyes flickered, afraid that Qiu Zixin would show displeasure because of this, and she was even afraid of hearing Qiu Zixin's answer.

Qiu Zixin restrained her tenderness slightly, her eyelashes trembled slightly under the sun, and the movements of her hands gradually slowed down.Holding the cup, Qiu Zixin turned to face Xiao Yu with a gentle smile on her face.

"Xiao Yu, would you like to drink a cup of oatmeal too? Drinking it in the morning will make your stomach feel very comfortable."

Xiao Yu's heart froze for no reason.

Her Qiu Zixin did not answer her question directly.

"I... don't need it... Sister Qiu can drink it by herself..." Xiao Yu said with a forced smile, returning to Qiu Zixin.

When the girl lowered her head, the woman's eyes also dimmed.

"OK then."

Qiu Zixin said in a warm voice, turned her back to Xiao Yu, she took a deep breath, her heart was so congested and painful.This approach, for the two of them, is extremely cruel.

When Qiu Zixin pursed her lips and picked up the cup, there was a sudden sound of quick footsteps behind her, and the moment she was about to touch her, she tried her best to stop her footsteps.

She knew that Xiao Yu was standing behind her at this moment.

She must have a lot of things to say to herself, but every word will break the tight strings in their hands.

Qiu Zixin lowered her eyes, her lips turned white, and the hand holding the cup began to tremble uncontrollably.

In the end, the girl was still cautious, and hugged Qiu Zixin from behind.

The bodies and bodies pressed together through the clothes, the warm touch became hotter and hotter as Xiao Yu's hands tightened.

The woman's heart trembled uncontrollably, Qiu Zixin quickly put down the cup, and just when she was about to turn around and pull away Xiao Yu's hand, the girl behind her suddenly said:

"Sister Qiu, I'm so scared..."

"I always have a strange feeling... as if you're leaving me soon..."

"I had a dream a few days ago. I dreamed that you suddenly ignored me and kicked me out..."

The girl's nasal voice gradually became heavier, "Sister Qiu... tell me, would you really treat me like that...?"

Hearing this, Qiu Zi made a new movement, and immediately turned around. She wanted to say something but was stuck in her throat and couldn't get it out. She raised and lowered her hand behind Xiao Yu, "Leave... It was a normal thing, wasn't it?"

"Even if you are a family or a lover, you can't stay together all the time..."

She softened her eyes, and some unconcealable pity fell into Xiao Yu's eye sockets. The morning sun enveloped their bodies. Qiu Zixin took a step back uncomfortably. Xiao Yu didn't want to let go, and followed suit. Take a step forward.

Xiao Yu raised her head, stared directly at Qiu Zixin with broken eyes, her little face was full of sadness, "Then...if I leave..."

"...will you feel sorry for me?"

Qiu Zixin's expression was slightly condensed, she curled the corners of her lips, and said in a calm tone, "I will."

Xiao Yu looked happy.

"But I'm more happy with you." The corners of Qiu Zi's newly sunken lips were slightly curved, gradually forming the arc of a smile.

The joy on Xiao Yu's face receded again, she kept silent, her eyes never left Qiu Zixin's eyes, and when they looked at each other, Qiu Zixin finally raised her hand and touched the back of Xiao Yu's head, " The world is so big, you shouldn't be confined to just here."

Don't be stuck in place for someone who doesn't deserve it.

Qiu Zixin closed her eyes, bent down, and gently hugged Xiao Yu back.

There are too many hidden meanings in this hug. When Qiu Zixin hugged the girl tightly, his mind was full of fragments of their past life together.The little girl who could be hugged by her with one hand at the beginning has now become her sweetheart.

On this extremely ordinary morning, Qiu Zixin hugged her whole world tightly.

She will be sad, but will let go anyway.

She doesn't love someone selfishly.

This is her last tenderness.

Although Qiu Zixin thought of many ways, she still couldn't do it in the end, and used extreme methods or despicable words to hurt Xiao Yu and force the girl to leave her.

She could only disappear from Xiao Yu's world bit by bit.When Xiao Yu gradually forgot about her, everything would be back to normal.

She is still her sister Qiu.Forever, sister Qiu.

She can be unhappy,

But her little lover must be happy.

Obviously they were hugging, but Xiao Yu couldn't feel joy in her heart for no reason, the tip of her nose was filled with a woman's scent, this was the first time Qiu Zixin had hugged her for so long in a long time.

Xiao Yu leaned against Qiu Zixin's shoulder with her face sideways, the soft light from outside penetrated the blinds and shone on the woman's face, Xiao Yu raised her head, and lightly scraped the woman's chin with the tip of her nose.

Qiu Zixin lowered her eyes and lowered her head, their gazes and breaths collided.

if it is possible.

They will kiss now.

But they can't, and they probably won't.

The author has something to say: This chapter is especially grateful to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution! :

9 bottles of Liu Xiaomang;