Uncle, you are not good

Both of them are in their own world, and neither can see the other.

With the secret revealed, Lin Rui really doesn't know what to do at this moment?Is it time to let go of everything?Or should it be a clean break?

The feelings of more than twenty years are so dusty in the bottom of one person's heart. The other party who is chasing each other also hurts the other party.Because of liking, because of deep love, they hurt and bullied unscrupulously.

Lin Rui looked at the person lying on the bed as if dead, and was both happy and painful for a while.

What kind of feelings does he have for Mo Qingtian?What kind of expression will Mo Qingtian look at when she wakes up?And Helen Mirror?What should he do?

Everything he prayed for and hoped for came true.

It's time to laugh happily and accept reality well.

However, why do I feel like crying, the corners of my eyes are swollen unconsciously, my heart is sore, and I feel sick.

"Sunny...Brother Qingtian" Lin Rui cried and knelt beside the bed, looking at this man who had been in love with him to the core.

Now he fell weakly, and the pillar of his heart for a long time, the man who was like a god, was destroyed.

"It's all me, it's all my selfishness and despicableness, that's why you became what you are today...Brother Qingtian, what do you think I should do? Am I stupid, bad and stupid, you silently , take care of me, like me, but I am a big fool, really bad, not only do not know, but also think you are torturing me, hurting me..."

Lin Rui knew that in those unopened diaries, the tears of a man must be frozen.

Locked tightly with a combination, covering everything with indifference and ruthlessness.

This is Mo Qingtian, always smiling gently at him, bright and sunny.

Always say something cruel to him, do something incomprehensible, unreasonable damage and destruction.

Always hide these things in my heart, and always be a person silently hiding behind everyone and watching him quietly.

Such a person, he is Mo Qingtian, who loves someone who can't love in the most painful and cruel way.

But from the beginning to the end, this one will not put the word love on its lips.

He is stingy and extravagant and doesn't want people to know this secret, even if he is misunderstood or forced to stab a knife in his heart by someone he likes.

He will not say a word.

He used darkness as a layer of protective film for his wounds and fragility, and swallowed up all the loneliness with endless darkness.

"Is it because you punished me? Mo Qingtian, you are taking revenge on my ignorance now? Being played around like a fool is ridiculous, isn't it? Why can I finally get rid of you when I thought I was happy? Bastard, I got a man who really treats me well, I thought I could go on happily like this, when I found someone who understands me, why did you give me such a surprise when I was so happy?!"

Tears flowed down crazily, facing the air, Lin Rui babbled.

He wanted to wake up the weak man on the bed, and desperately pulled him up. He needed to confront him, and he needed the man's own confirmation!

What is this damned man thinking in his heart, and what does he take him for?

Are those cruel words insincere?

Since you like it, why do you want to hurt and push him into the arms of others again and again?

"It's a great surprise...Sunny...Brother...Brother, will you give me hope again this time?"

You've been tortured and tortured for the rest of your life, Mo Qingtian, what has bewitched your heart, haven't you played enough games for decades?

I hope it's not too great, it makes him feel so happy and painful that he wants to pass out.

How wonderful it would be if this was a dream......

Pack up the diary and put it on the coffee table intact.

Lying quietly on the table.

There were also those deep memories, which were like a knife to the heart after reading it. Lin Rui was afraid and did not dare to open them.

Even if it is only one page of paper.

You will find that his world, and his world, are so far away.

Cruel and desperate.

With a pale face, the face that exuded glory in the past was tinged with blue, showing a gloomy and dead air, and the remaining pride and self-confidence were shattered by the blow.

This is not the Mo Qingtian he is familiar with, he will not say cruel words to him, do some chilling things to him, silent as if dead.

His pride is gone, his confidence is gone.

Is it hopeless?

"If you want to play games, I will play with you." Lin Rui faced the man wearing an oxygen tank, and the room was deadly silent. "But, can you wake up and play again?"

"All this time, I have been waiting in the dark. I resent you. I am obviously a person who loves to die, but I also want to kill you and then commit suicide. It's ridiculous. I used to be such a stupid person, stupid You rolled your eyes in disgust. But I won’t now, really, Mo Qingtian, I won’t be so stupid again, I have learned to be selfish, I have learned to be greedy, I have a shameful possessive desire, I want more A lot, I want to fill my hands and chest with warm things." He paused, sucking his sore nose.

"So, I don't want to throw away my current warmth. I won't be as stupid as before, I won't be stupid anymore... Mo Qingtian, did you hear that?! Did you hear that! I won't be stupid again... ...really...really...wouldn't..."

Very simple words, compared to the previous decisive ruling and ruthless words.

These are really insignificant, but today every word of these seems to be picked out from the heart.

With blood, the bright red soil is full of all emotions.

Lin Rui cried, clutching his heart, helpless like a lost child who couldn't find his way home.

"... I really, really won't be stupid again... Sunny... Brother... Brother... I will play with you... Your game"

What you want, sunny brother.

I will satisfy you, but I have changed.

Do you still know, greedy, selfish, willful......

No more, it's me...