Uncle, you are not good

Chapter 87 I Don't Understand Your World

This is him.

There is no way to retreat.

It is hard to make such a person half dead.

In fact, he is the one who should lie on the bed the most, and he is also the one who should be stabbed, isn't he?

A person like him, selfish and greedy.

Mo Qingtian like this, him like this...

Lin Rui's eyes fell on the thick notebooks on the coffee table, and Lin Rui picked them up casually.Fiddled with the locked place.

This is Mo Qingtian's secret...

Like a little girl, quietly lock the secret in my heart.

Since it is locked, it is a person's privacy and I don't want others to know.

However, discovering the secret but not pursuing it is not in line with human curiosity.

Uneasy, Lin Rui's palms were sweating.

I entered Mo Qingtian's birthday number habitually, but the lock couldn't be opened.

It didn't work after several times.

The more he couldn't open it, the more Lin Rui felt the importance of the things in the diary.

If it cannot be opened, the secrets in the diary will be sealed forever.

This thing is in Mo's house. Besides Lin Rui, who else has the guts to touch the Mo's master's stuff.

The secret is forever buried in the darkness, if not discovered, Lin Rui feels that he might lose something important this time.

Perhaps the secret that will make him regret his whole life.

Just when Lin Rui was a little discouraged, Lin Rui entered his birthday number by mistake.

The lock opened with a click!

With this crisp sound, somewhere in the bottom of my heart began to show some signs of loosening.

With a slightly trembling hand, he gently opened the first page, and the immature strokes came into view impressively.

Lin Rui read every word carefully like a primary school student.

"Today I saw a very beautiful boy. When I saw him for the first time, I wanted him to be my own. I wanted him to stay by my side all the time, talking, chatting, writing, and attending classes with me. But, that beautiful kid is the eldest son of the Mo family. He came from a bad background, and he was blinded by the Mo family. People are like this, and they are very annoying guys. So, I decided to hide him Get up and protect yourself."

The time was August 1975, 8, the first day I saw Lin Rui on a sunny day.

In the following days, Sunny would write down the events of the day every day, and Lin Rui flipped through a few pages, and the thick book was actually filled.

"I am very troubled today. Because Rui'er looks a little unhappy, I know that Rui'er actually resents me very much in her heart, but she didn't say anything, but there are some things that must be done.

In the Mo family, in the eyes of others, I am a son of a rich family. The family has money and advantages. I can have good food, good clothes, and a good education.But they only saw the surface, not the essence inside.That sentence is good, once you enter a wealthy family, it is as deep as the sea, and the wealthy family is like the royal family. Conspiracies in the field and mutual killings, invisible gunpowder smoke, such things happen every day.But today he was No. 20, assassinated and poisoned 38 times. Fortunately, he narrowly escaped death every time.

I want to become stronger and live a little longer. I don't expect to get the position of the high-ranking master, but to keep Rui'er by my side.

What will Rail do if I die?I'm very scared, so I hope Rui'er will become stronger and stronger, no one can hurt him.Today is the time for Rui'er to take medicine. I saw her eyebrows frowned, but I acted like I didn't see it. I think Rui'er really didn't like me treating him like this. I secretly felt sad for a long time. "

1978, June 10.

"Ray is an idiot!

I hate Ruier like this.Why does he trust me like this? If Ruier trusts everyone like this when she goes out, and laughs happily at each other's little sweetness, then what am I in Ruier's heart?So I hate Rui'er very much, I really hate Rui'er, Rui'er belongs to me alone!Hmph, I saw Rui'er smiling at a servant today, really, what does that servant care about? !I hate Ruier like this! "

1980, June 1.

"Rui'er is becoming more and more beautiful. I am stunned when I smile casually. It is really beautiful! I think Rui'er is really a good baby. She can chat with me, sing to me, and Can make pastries, such a small child is really amazing! What to do, I like Ruier more and more, I really want to hang Ruier by my side all the time and never leave. If there is a small mistake, if you catch the pigtail, you will be finished! So in the days to come, I will rarely go to Ruier’s small yard to visit him. I feel very sad. So I will work hard to become stronger”

1980, June 3.

"Rail is really a difficult person to understand.

After finally finding some time, I went to see Xiao Rui'er.Because today was a large gathering of several families, many people came here in a hurry, like a child like him, no one would particularly care if he was there or not, so he went to the small courtyard.

very angry!That buddy is kissing Rael!Really, Rui'er is a big fool, what's on his mind, how can anyone other than him kiss him! ! !What an incomprehensible fellow!I hate Heechul to death, for actually hurting Rui'er, he didn't cry or fuss when he heard our conversation, and heard such ugly words, I just made him angry on purpose, who told him to let outsiders kiss him!What an inexplicable fellow!I hate Heechul! "

1980, June 6.

Every side is written about him, and the person who never told him what was in his heart.

It is true that there are more things in his heart than anyone else, he just doesn't say them.

It turned out not to be, you also had the darkness of Mo Qingtian when he was young, he always thought that he was the most unfortunate person in the world, but the most unfortunate person was not him.

Those who are loved by others are very happy, but unfortunately those who are loved by others don't know it.

Diary, I can't stand it anymore.

Lin Rui didn't know what kind of memories were recorded in the same thick diary on the coffee table.

He didn't dare to read more, these are just young love affairs, many of them are incompatible with his thoughts, he always thinks that this person is hurting him, using it, hurting him time and time again, but no one can think of it What's more, this is just a child's very simple and narrow idea.So grown up?He grew up, became a teenager, became an adult, until he broke up and said goodbye, how many times has he misunderstood Mo Qingtian in the past twenty years?

He always thought his world was right.

However, Lin Rui didn't know that his world couldn't accommodate other people because of its coldness and indifference by nature. It was closed tightly, and it seemed affectionate but he was on guard at every step. No one could enter his world .

Likewise, he cannot enter other people's worlds.

In the world of the two of them, they all yearn for warmth, but neither of them is willing to make any more concessions.

One step is wrong, every step is wrong.

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