The beauty of rebirth

When Lin Rui pushed the door and walked out, Fed, who was lazily leaning on the sofa, immediately bounced up like a spring on his buttocks.

"It's been three or four hours since I've been in, are you tired?" The nanny mode was automatically and unconsciously turned on, and she walked over to pull Lin Rui's little hand, and asked warmly.

"Uh, it's okay." Lin Rui finished casually, and felt that he could no longer hide the fact that his eyelids were fighting, so he added, "Is there... coffee?"

"Nutrition Express." Fed replied with a smile.

"..." Lin Rui sighed, and just about to say "forget it", he heard Zhong Yuan interject from behind him.

"Do you want coffee?" Zhong Yuan didn't know when he was already holding a cup of Starbucks in his hand, and handed it to Lin Rui, "I asked the staff to buy it for me before, but it seems that I bought an extra cup. If you want it, give it to me." You?" After speaking, he still did not forget to push his glasses, and incidentally attached a shining smile.

The corner of Fed's mouth twitched, thinking that Zhong Yuan seemed to have a radar on his head, how could he come out at such a "coincidental" time every time.And that rhetoric is quite unsophisticated, if you buy coffee, you buy coffee. Could it be possible that the staff was dazzled by his light, and can you buy an extra cup?

"Thanks." Lin Rui looked down at the paper cup that was handed to him, and went straight over without saying anything.He reckoned that if there was no coffee, the next shoot would probably only be the same "Sleeping Beauty" look.So he didn't bother to think about who gave the coffee, for what purpose, and other things, in a state of extreme sleepiness and stagnation.

Zhong Yuan watched as Lin Rui lifted the lid, raised his face, and his Adam's apple moved slightly on his slender neck.Looking up at Fed again, with an unconscious smile still remaining on his face, he patted him on the shoulder and said, "I'm going to the lounge first." He looked down at his watch, "Let him rest, three o'clock continue."

After speaking, he tugged the collar very chicly and gracefully, and left calmly.After turning around and taking a few steps, I could still hear some words like "Nutrition Express" chirping out from Fed's mouth.

Smiling lightly, he walked into his studio.After hastily finishing a few mouthfuls of lunch, I raised my face and leaned back slightly on the sofa.

I took photos all morning and half noon, it seems like I fought a battle, I was really tired.But when he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with all kinds of pictures he took just now, and only the appearance of that one person was particularly clear in the picture.Zhong Yuan opened his eyes again and kept staring at the ceiling, as if he could squeeze out all the thoughts in his mind with what he saw.Until he felt that he was going to see a hole in the ceiling, Zhong Yuan realized that he must not be able to sleep, so he finally stood up, stretched his waist and opened the door, asking the staff outside to buy him a cup coffee.

After closing the door, he leaned against the wall gently.After a while, he lowered his head again, and stretched out his palms to show them in sight.After staring at it for a long time, I squeezed it lightly a few times, only to feel that the touch between my five fingers still remains as before.

If he hadn't touched it with his own hands, Zhong Yuan would not have known that Lin Rui was much thinner than he looked.The arms held tightly by the palms, the shoulders held by the five fingers, were as thin as a stick, as if they would fall apart at any moment, which made him feel a pain in his heart.Perhaps it was because of this that he became dizzy for a moment, so he stepped up and brought him into his arms and gently embraced him.

After more than two years, the feeling of the person in my arms is completely different.He remembered that when he hugged Lin Rui for the last time, the latter still managed to maintain a hearty smile, standing where he was and fully accepted his last unfeeling request.However, this time, the same person in his arms was so thin that his heart ached.He still let himself hug without any resistance.

Zhong Yuan didn't know whether Lin Rui's compromise with him again and again this time could still be counted, but he couldn't help guessing, did that compromise mean that he didn't have no feelings for him...?

At that time, my mind was in chaos for an instant, and when I came back to my senses, I realized what I had done.He let go of Lin Rui like an electric shock, and found that he didn't know how to hide his embarrassment for the first time.

However, Lin Rui didn't seem to care. There was no emotion in his deep black eyes, and he just said lightly, "Just now...thank you."

Zhong Yuan didn't know if this was a kind of escape, but he couldn't force anything, so he just smiled as if nothing had happened, changed the topic and said: "There are many wires on the ground, and the room is dark, so be careful next time."

Lin Rui's eyes were still calm, he nodded slightly, and he walked out first.

Zhong Yuan thought that because of his carelessness, there would be more or less embarrassment between the two of them.However, when he deliberately handed the coffee to Lin Rui, the latter did not refuse, but took it lukewarmly as usual, and then thanked him.

It's really as if what happened just now didn't happen.

Zhong Yuan had to admit that he couldn't figure out what Lin Rui was thinking at all.Maybe it's because his eyes tightly closed all the emotions in his heart, or maybe he deliberately didn't want to open his heart to himself... Zhong Yuan sighed, lowered his hands weakly, and put the strength of his body back by the wall.

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Fed pondered Zhongyuan's last words over and over in his mind, and felt more and more like a parent with children.No, it should be that Zhong Yuan also feels that he already has the potential in that area...

At the beginning, I stared at the small broken door of the photography studio and waited through the autumn water, but when I saw my poor child coming out, I hurried over to serve tea and water.As a result, I still have to go out in person now, selling boxed lunches with overkill.There's no other way, only my own father and mother know clearly about my child's tricky appetite.

But complaints are complaints. Anyone in the know can see that Fed is clearly enjoying it, but it is not ruled out that this joy is regarded as a pure lover who works hard and has a good moral character. Fed hummed a ditty and walked to the door of the lounge, pushed it open, and then nervously grabbed the doorknob the next moment to stop the door from making any noise.

Lin Rui had already fallen asleep curled up on the sofa sideways.

Fed gently put the lunch box on the table, stared at him for a moment, hesitated and decided to ask him to get up for dinner.

"Lin Rui, eat before going to bed." He walked over and pushed gently, but did not move.I pushed it a little harder, but it still didn't move.Pushed harder, but still stood still. Fed's face twitched, and the first reaction in his mind was to wonder whether Zhong Yuan's fellow gave Lin Rui coffee or sleeping pills.However, since he already knew Lin Rui's sleeping habits well, he quickly rejected it.Because he knew very well that when he was possessed by sleep, drinking ammonia, sulfuric acid, and copper dioxide, let alone coffee, probably would not have any practical effect on Lin Rui.

No way, Fed looked at his watch, it was only 2 o'clock, it was still early, and it would not be too late to call him to eat after half an hour.

Considering himself a man, he took off his coat and put it on him, then sat down gently on the other end of the sofa. Fed also wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while, but his eyes kept slipping uncontrollably towards the person next to him.

Lin Rui lowered his face, and his bangs covered most of his face, but he could still see the white and clean look on his little face without makeup. Fed stared at him intoxicated for a long time, until the latter moved slightly, wrapping the clothes around his body tightly.Dimly curling up his body a little bit, he lowered his head and buried his face in his clothes.

For some reason, Fed suddenly felt that Lin Rui was like a wounded little animal. He was already very tired and fell asleep, but he still felt shy and defensive.

Suddenly sat upright, stood up again after hesitating for a moment, walked to Lin Rui and squatted down slowly with his knees hugged.Looking intently at the person in front of him, his expression has unconsciously changed from laziness to seriousness.

Fed rarely looked at Lin Rui like this.Usually, he would rush to the bed in a hurry, pulling the latter out of the messy quilt in an extremely iron-blooded and self-seemingly gentle manner.However, this time, perhaps because of Lin Rui's unconsciousness, he had the opportunity to look at him like this unscrupulously.As a result, some things that were quietly concealed on weekdays have been revealed from the eyes uncontrollably.

But that person can't perceive it, so that's fine. Fed smiled silly to himself, and simply sat down cross-legged.

He knew that with the increase of time spent together, he could no longer control the desire for Lin Rui in his heart.Especially at this time, when this person is close at hand but defenseless.

You only need to reach out to touch it, and you only need to use your strength to hug it. In fact, it is not that simple.It's just that whenever this impulse comes to mind, two Q versions of himself will pop up in Fed's mind in a timely manner, one with an angel ring and one with devil horns.The two of them were arguing, which made him very confused.But usually his conscience will be infected by the angels so that he regards himself as holy, and then tells himself righteously that it is wrong to take advantage of the situation, it is inhumane and unkind.However, that devil little Fed would say to him contemptuously: "If you don't do it quickly, be careful that the lamb will be taken away."

But this time, Fed sat there stupidly for a long time, recalling the devil's words, but felt a lot.

Leaving aside the fact that he lacked awareness and self-examination about Nutrition Express itself, Fed clearly remembered that Lin Rui refused his drink but accepted Zhong Yuan's coffee.And, I noticed the flashing smile on Zhong Yuan's face.

Fed knew very early on that Zhongyuan must have his own reasons for helping Lin Rui so much.After all, from the perspective of economics, there are only two things that a rational person will do, to benefit oneself at the expense of others, or to benefit oneself without harming others.So he knew that in this world there would be no unreasonable kindness, and to put it bluntly, anyone who seemed to have a pie in the sky was just for the purpose of getting what they needed.Although Fed didn't know what Zhong Yuan wanted at the beginning, he felt that as long as it was consistent with his own goals, it didn't matter if he didn't refuse anyone who came, so he didn't take this matter very seriously all the time.

However, it was only at this moment that he realized that his original premonition of crisis might not be too much worry.What Zhong Yuan wants may not be what he guessed before, but nothing more than fame and fortune.

The so-called economic man is just an economic assumption. After all, there is such a kind of emotion in the world, which is enough to transcend any material constraints. It is not for fame or profit, but for...for...

Zhong Yuan's inadvertent smile flashed through his mind again, and a feeling of uneasiness instinctively filled his heart. Fed sat upright like an electric shock, fixed his gaze on Lin Rui's face, and stared at it for a long time.

Suddenly softened again, stretched out his hand to wipe his face, and unconsciously twitched the corner of his mouth, showing a bit of self-deprecation.