The beauty of rebirth

Lin Rui gently opened the door and saw Zhong Yuan standing behind the camera.

In the entire studio, there was only him and himself.

The room was bathed in darkness, only the scene in front of Zhong Yuan was brightly illuminated by the orange background light.The light slightly outlines the side face of him who is lowering his head and concentrating on fiddling with the equipment, as if he is so concentrated that he doesn't realize that his model has entered.He took off his coat and was only wearing a clean light-striped shirt, with the cuffs neatly rolled up to the elbows. He suddenly looked a little more capable than usual.

Lin Rui stood by the door, not knowing how to interrupt his concentration.Recalling this kind of flat fashion photos, I have experienced countless times from Yao Qi to Zhong Yuan. Even if I took pictures alone with Zhong Yuan like this, it was not the first time.

However, it seems that I have never had such an indescribable and complicated mood like today.Just standing at the door for a moment, I have already thought of many things in a disorganized manner.Including the scorching eyes that were not obvious but felt by me when I saw Zhong Yuan for the first time, and the moment when he gently caressed his face and murmured "Do you remember me" as if talking to himself? That unexpected deep affection, and... Countless times of gazes falling on him intentionally or unintentionally.

In fact, Lin Rui was not as dull as Fed thought.In fact, he could truly and clearly perceive his every move of these two people.Therefore, regarding Zhong Yuan, I can clearly feel that he must have known Lin Rui in the past, and perhaps loved him deeply, even now... still.However, he didn't realize that Lin Rui was no longer Lin Rui.Maybe it wasn't love, he was just curious about his transformation, or maybe it was because he loved too deeply that he fell into obsession and refused to extricate himself.

As Yao Qi himself, these things have been engraved in his heart, even if he has become Lin Rui now, he can't forget the slightest bit.So at this moment, he was like a bystander, more sober and more transparent than anyone else, but he was unwilling to show the slightest bit on his face.Maybe this is still due to the resurrected body he is in, so he can't give any response. Whether it's Fed or Zhongyuan, what they care about is this body.And what I can't let go of all the time, is it not just the name and the body?

Thinking of this, he hummed and laughed unconsciously.In fact, there is no difference between them and themselves.Whether it is love or hate, it is just for a person who has disappeared in this world.

However, this soft sound made Zhong Yuan aware of his existence.

"Sorry, I didn't notice." Zhong Yuan put down the camera, smiled gently and apologetically, and frowned slightly, "How long have you been here? Why didn't you say anything?"

"Brother Zhong is so focused, why bother?" Lin Rui smiled lightly, and then approached.

"What's the matter, I have nothing to worry about. No matter how well it is done, the effect will only be seen when the model arrives." Zhong Yuan's smile seemed to be a little bit more obvious. Seeing Lin Rui's eyes fixed slightly, he asked again , "How? Start now, okay?"

"Okay." Lin Rui turned his head and glanced at the direction of the bright set, paused, and then walked up.

After Zhong Yuan stood back to the camera, his eyes closely followed the figure in front of the set and he stood still for a while. He was wearing a dark gray knitted pullover loosely on his body, and the casual looseness outlined the thinness of the whole body. more obvious.And those eyes were casually looking at him, and the warm color of the background light was slightly reflected in the deep and hollow pupils.

Seemingly waiting with no intention of waiting, looking at Zhong Yuan's eyes, it is already a perfect photo.

He fixedly stared at the people on the stage for a moment, then suddenly had an idea, walked to the side of the set, pulled up the original gray tone, and replaced it with a warm beige background picture.

Lin Rui looked at Zhong Yuan's actions with a bit of surprise, he knew that the current self had long been insulated from this style.However, when the latter met his gaze, he only raised the corner of his mouth lightly, signaling "continue" with his eyes, while walking back to his original position.

"Lin Rui, the style of this set is to convey a 'lazy' atmosphere," he took off the camera from the tripod and held it up in front of his eyes, looking at the person enclosed in the small square through the lens , with a faint smile, "You just have to do it according to your understanding."

He never asked his models to pose in one way or another.In his opinion, the photos taken like that, no matter how beautiful they are, show only superficial puppets, empty and pale, without soul or unable to show the real soul.More than anyone else, he pursues the different connotations conveyed from the models, and insists on capturing them truly and accurately through the camera.Therefore, those fancy postures are just a kind of cover-up and distortion for him. On the contrary, only the seemingly random gestures can most reveal the inner truth in an inadvertent moment.

Lin Rui was stunned when he heard Zhong Yuan's words, and he seemed to have said similar things when he recalled the last time he took the picture of the advertisement.He quickly twitched the corner of his mouth, expressing his agreement from the bottom of his heart.

Raising his head, he saw a beam of yellow light slanting towards him from the ceiling, bringing a false warm illusion around him.Lin Rui stared at the source of the light lightly, and gradually felt that the warm beam of light fell on his eyes, which turned out to be a bit dazzling.Slightly narrowing his eyes, he instinctively raised his sleeves to cover his sight.

"Turn off that light, it's too bright." Hearing the sound of the shutter, Lin Rui moved his gaze to the front, still a little uncomfortable.Staring blankly at the shadow ahead, he searched for Zhong Yuan's figure in the blurred light and shadow.Taking pictures under such warm light, I am still not used to it.

But another shutter click was heard. "It's okay." Zhong Yuan's voice was calm with a little excitement, "Very good, continue."

Lin Rui stood motionless for a while, and after a few shutter rang, his eyes fixed on the source of the sound finally regained their original clarity.

In the dim sight, only Zhong Yuan's bright eyes remained.He didn't know when he had moved the camera to his chest, and instead of shooting at himself, it was that unabashed gaze.Under the lens, the depth is unfathomable, but waves are faintly surging.

Lin Rui quickly withdrew his gaze, turned around and walked to the set wall, put his hands in his pockets, and casually leaned forward.Looking up at his photographer again, the latter suddenly moved, as if he had come to his senses, raised the camera again, covering his eyes.

Pressing the shutter with a "click", Zhong Yuan watched every movement of the person in front of him, or bowed his head, or raised his hand, or turned around, or did nothing...Suddenly found that he was greedy and unwilling to let him go every casual and inadvertent moment.Lin Rui, who was under the focus of the lens, obviously behaved the same as usual, but he seemed to be possessed by something suddenly, and his whole body immediately exuded a lazy and casual atmosphere in response to the situation.Under the contrast of the bright and warm background and lighting, this kind of laziness is unexpectedly coated with a dark tone.

It's like a person walking alone in a bustling market, the hustle and bustle around him can't infect him at all, but makes his loneliness more obvious.However, he still just walked through the market lazily like this, as if he didn't care at all.However, what is the truth is, after all, people can't see it.

Such a picture appeared in Zhong Yuan's mind, and he suddenly felt that he seemed to smell a bit of loneliness from Lin Rui.He was a little surprised, but he never doubted the authenticity of his feelings.He knew that no matter what Lin Rui had experienced, he had completely changed himself, from his demeanor to his actions to every detail. Even though he had checked every piece of information about him, he still didn't dare to claim that he had something for him. how much understand.

Sometimes he finds it difficult to restrain his inner curiosity about him, just like he has been unable to get rid of the nostalgia for the past in the past two years.However, Lin Rui seemed to have completely forgotten himself.Zhong Yuan slightly moved his eyes away from the camera, glanced at the people in front of the set, and smiled lightly.

Perhaps this is not surprising, the one who has been persistent is myself, and only myself.It is reasonable for Lin Rui not to want to mention the past, or to forget it at all.

He looked at the person in front of him in a daze.Just those eyes that are too empty to see through are enough to keep people away thousands of miles away.

Zhong Yuan always regarded himself as calm, but he was always restless because of Lin Rui.To quote a somewhat hypocritical sentence to describe it, is it to say that Lin Rui is his own doom?Thinking of this, Zhong Yuan couldn't help but despise himself deeply. He didn't know where he saw such nasty words, but he actually learned to use them.

While various thoughts flashed aimlessly in his mind, he pressed the shutter almost instinctively in his hand.Until the camera suddenly rang, flashing a reminder that the storage is full.Zhong Yuan was surprised to find that he had already taken more than 100 photos of Lin Rui.

I looked at my watch and found that it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.Zhong Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, simply turned off the camera, waved to Lin Rui with a smile, and said, "I didn't expect to do it for so long, let's take a rest first." After thinking about it, he smiled and said, "I guess Fed I’ve been waiting outside with a box lunch for a long time.”

Lin Rui smiled faintly, stretched his limbs, and walked down the set in a few steps.Zhong Yuan saw that his expression was still the same as before, without any change at all, and thought to himself, is this really the so-called pure "true color photography"? I guess he won't be so tired after taking pictures like this for a few hours...

However, in fact, Lin Rui is not as brave and invincible as Zhong Yuan imagined.He was already sleepy.Although it seemed to others that he was just casually posing a few poses on the stage, he was woken up by Fed at 06:30 this morning and has been standing in front of the camera until now. Bad behavior that disrupts one's own biological clock.Let’s not mention whether the more sleepy he gets during the shooting, he inadvertently created the illusion of laziness or even loneliness for Zhong Yuan. Ahem, it’s the feeling. During that process, he has carefully thought about the schedule of working hours.So after a series of thinking and analysis, I came to the conclusion that I must go to bed before six o'clock in the evening in the future, and I must stick to my sleep time of more than or equal to twelve hours.

Apparently after he walked off the set, the idea was still beautifully lingering in his mind.Lin Rui took a few steps in a daze, and suddenly felt a resistance under his feet, and he fell forward before he had time to react, but just as he had a slight tendency to fall, someone grabbed his arm.

Zhong Yuan took Lin Rui back and took another three or two steps, and the man stopped in front of him and supported his shoulders.

In an instant, the four eyes met at close range, Zhong Yuan suddenly realized his instinctive action just now, the corner of his mouth twitched, and he obviously felt that the atmosphere became bloody and weird.