The beauty of rebirth

The sound of "dong dong dong" knocking on the glass door brought his thoughts, which were deep in memory, back to reality.

"Where is the person? Why has there been no sound for a long time?" It was Lin Rui's voice.

"Well, it's almost ready, I'll be out in a while." Yao Qi came back to his senses, and then continued to wipe his body.

"Well, it's fine." Lin Rui's voice was a little farther away, "Come out and I'll disinfect your wound."

"Okay." Yao Qi had already put on the bathrobe quickly at this time, wiped his wet hair with a towel, and walked out the door.

Cotton swabs and disinfectant were already placed on the coffee table in front of Lin Rui.Seeing Yao Qi walk over and sit down next to him, he opened the lid of the disinfectant, dipped it in with a cotton swab, and then came over.

Yao Qi cooperated and leaned back on the back of the sofa. Just as he slowly closed his eyes, he was soon startled by the tingling pain on his jaw accompanied by a cold touch.

"It hurts?" Lin Rui lowered his eyes, looked closely at the not deep but long wound on his jaw, and gently blew on him.

"It's okay." Yao Qi let out a long breath, feeling that the stinging pain was fading little by little.

"What's going on?" Lin Rui stared at the wound again, then moved his gaze to Yao Qi's eyes.

"My dad got angry and smashed the glass, and the pieces flew over and scratched it." Yao Qi smiled faintly, and he brought this earth-shattering event into a few words, as if it was not worth mentioning.

"It's a good thing it's not on your face, otherwise how will you get on stage in the future?" Lin Rui frowned slightly as he looked at him, paused, and asked hesitantly: "Are you really... ... broke with your family?"

"This can only be regarded as a fuse." Yao Qi replied lightly, looked around, caught a glimpse of the fashion magazines lying beside Lin Rui, and changed the subject, "It's so late. Are you looking at these, are you okay tomorrow?"

"Yes. Tomorrow, a few brands will ask me to try on their styles. If the results are good, maybe I can be an endorsement, sign a contract or something." Lin Rui vaguely felt that Yao Qi was unwilling to continue the topic just now, so he followed along. He looked over, smiled and said, "I just looked through the models in these magazines and learned something about their demeanor and movements. To be honest, I'm a little nervous."

Yao Qi looked at Lin Rui smiling brightly and confidently holding the trophy in a newspaper on the wall, and quickly smiled, but said disapprovingly: "They are all champions, why are you afraid of this? "

"Several brands this time are relatively well-known in China. Besides, I am still a newcomer after all, so I will naturally be inferior in all aspects." Lin Rui also relaxed, leaning against Yao Qi, watching said the ceiling.

Yao Qi turned his head and stared at him.Although I know that Lin Rui has always been positive and positive, I have rarely seen him suddenly dull.

Just when he was about to say something, Lin Rui turned around and hugged his waist with his hands from the side.Burying his head into his own neck, he whispered in his ear: "After I do something famous in the future, let the company sign you, how about it?"

Yao Qi smiled after hearing this, leaned his head towards him, and said, "Don't worry about things so far away, I will try it myself during this time."

"Don't you want to stay and fly with me?" Lin Rui suddenly raised his head, making a teary look.

Yao Qi looked at him, was stunned for a moment before turning his head away, and said, "How can you use such horrible words..."

"It's scary? What's so scary? It's clearly my heart!" Lin Rui jumped up and walked around in front of him, staring at him and asking persistently.

"It's so mushy."

"What's so disgusting about Shuangsu Shuangfei? I have something even more disgusting to say!"

"Then you better stop talking!"

"Hey……"

……

Both of them were tired after going crazy on the sofa for a while.Lin Rui hugged Yao Qi and lay flat on his back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling and slowly calmed down his breathing, before speaking suddenly.

"Hello, Yao Qi."

"what?"

"I love you."

"Huh?...Um."

"How about it, is it nasty?"

"Suddenly heard something a little bit, but...it's okay."

"That's good... By the way, we haven't seen each other for a few days?"

"Three days, probably."

"It's only been three days? Why do I feel like it's been a week... No, you must make up for the pain I've been through tonight..."

"Hello..."

"……do it."

"……it is good."

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In the following months, the lives of the two were in such a tortuous but sweet state.The reason for the twists and turns is that Lin Rui's interviews have not been very successful during this period of time. He has tried ten or twenty brands or magazines one after another, but none of them has given a formal commitment to sign a contract. The reason is that Lin Rui's sunny image does not It is not suitable for the overall deep and indifferent trend style of male models recently.At the same time, Yao Qi recommended himself to many brokerage companies, but all of them were sent back for various reasons.Fortunately, all these troubles can be relieved in the mutual comfort of the two.

However, love alone is not enough.Everyone knows this truth, but when they are in it, it is easy to be confused by the authorities.Treat the fantasy of love as a paradise to escape, but don't know that the cruelty of reality will not be reduced by it.

This day, Lin Rui came home with takeaway as usual, and found Yao Qi sitting on the sofa, looking a little sad.

"What's the matter?" He put the takeaway on his lap, smiled and sat down beside him.

Yao Qi didn't answer, but Lin Rui seemed to understand immediately, he suddenly took him by the shoulders, and said with a smile: "The interview failed again? I said you don't have to go. Those bosses only have relationships and money in their eyes. What vision do you have? Just stay at home and I will support you!"

Yao Qi looked up at Lin Rui, but still didn't speak.In fact, what Lin Rui said was just an unconvincing consolation. He knew that his recent situation was not very optimistic, so he desperately hoped to find a brokerage company that liked him.On the other hand, even if Lin Ruifei has become Huang Tengda, I don't want to let him take care of him as he said.

He thought about it, but didn't say it.He just smiled, pretending to be relieved.

"That's right," Lin Rui looked at Yao Qi and smiled, stood up, "Eat first, I'll take a shower." After speaking, he quickly took his clothes and went into the bathroom.

After closing the shuttle door, the smile on his face disappeared immediately.He leaned against the bathroom wall and let out a long breath.After a while, I took off my clothes and walked under the shower head, turned on the switch, and the warm water suddenly poured down, drenching myself from head to toe in no time.

He reached out and stroked back the hair on his forehead.Lin Rui closed his eyes slightly, letting the water flow from the top of his head to his feet.

He knew that Yao Qi wasn't really relieved, but he couldn't expose it, because with his current ability, he couldn't change this situation at all.He once imagined the days of fighting with him, even if it was a hard life, he didn't care.

But he cares about Yao Qi.He knew that his original family could provide him with a comfortable life, and even a job could be easily solved through the corresponding relationship.In short, I won't fall into the situation where I am rejected everywhere and run into walls everywhere.

As for the wars in the family that Yao Qi told him about... Lin Rui didn't know what the specific situation was that made him hate that family so much.But his parents died in a car accident very early, and he felt that everyone who has a complete family is worthy of envy.So it can be said that he didn't quite understand it.Because in his opinion, there is nothing between him and his parents that cannot be forgiven or tolerated.

Originally thought that Yao Qi said that he would never go home again, it was just a moment of anger.But slowly he discovered that Yao Qi really didn't have any intention of going home this time.This made him feel a little confused.In his heart, he never hoped that Yao Qi would get into trouble with his family because of his own affairs, even to the point of such a breakup.He really wanted to find a chance to talk to him, but he didn't know how to speak, so that Yao Qi wouldn't misunderstand him, thinking that he didn't want to live with him like this.

He could feel the fetters that breed each other, but at the same time, he didn't want to see Yao Qi relying too much on him.Perhaps it was because of the unsatisfactory start of his career that made him feel a little insecure.

On the one hand, I don’t want to separate from him selfishly, but on the other hand, I don’t want to ruin my relationship with my family; On the one hand, they are faced with an unoptimistic dilemma...

It's all mixed together, and sometimes it can really make people feel a little overwhelmed.

Lin Rui sighed softly, smiled at himself, reached out and closed the shower head.Today, I went to three companies that are far apart for styling, and the journey back and forth almost circled the entire city three times.In addition to all the toss of trying on makeup and removing makeup, it never stopped for a day.At this time, being washed by hot water, the fatigue on the body seemed to be evaporated, and the whole person suddenly felt extremely tired.

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When he came out of the bathroom, Yao Qi had already finished his portion of takeaway, and was looking down at the newspaper under the light.

Lin Rui sat down next to him, caught a glimpse of the job board he was looking at, paused for a moment, and didn't speak.He just relaxed and leaned against the back of the sofa.

Seeing Lin Rui coming, Yao Qi immediately put away the newspaper, picked up the takeaway and stretched it out in front of him, "It's almost cold after washing for so long."

Lin Rui stretched his body slightly, shook his head and said, "I've already eaten, and it's all for you."

"How can I eat so much?" Yao Qi put down the takeaway and laughed dumbly, "Didn't you always say that we should pay attention to keeping fit in our business?"

Lin Rui smiled lightly, and put a hand on his shoulder, "Then put it in the refrigerator and eat it tomorrow."

"Okay," Yao Qi nodded, stood up with the takeaway, "I'm going to take a shower too."

"Okay, let's go." Lin Rui leaned his head on the back of the sofa and only said softly.

When Yao Qi came back from the shower, he found that Lin Rui had fallen asleep leaning on the sofa.The whole person is in a very casual and uncomfortable posture, it seems that he is extremely tired.

"Hey, Lin Rui." Yao Qi walked over and shook him, "Go to bed and sleep if you're sleepy, don't stay here."

Lin Rui woke up in a daze, looked at Yao Qi with half-opened eyes, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, "I fell asleep? I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, go to bed quickly." Yao Qi smiled at him, turned around and went to dry towels on the balcony.

When I came back not long ago, I saw Lin Rui curled up on the bed and fell asleep again.

Picking up the blanket and covering him lightly, she paused for a moment, then sat down on the ground beside the bed and looked at him very closely.

On Lin Rui's quiet face, there was a faint look of exhaustion, and his whole body undulated slightly with his even breathing.Yao Qi lay on the edge of the bed and stared at him for a long time. He reached out his hand to hold his hand, but his hand stopped in mid-air and he took it back.

Lin Rui looked very tired, so it was better not to bother him.