The beauty of rebirth

Two months later, a street photo appeared on the Internet, exposing the whereabouts of the two in advance.

In the photo, Fed is wearing an eye-catching floral shirt, sitting with his legs crossed in front of a bench by the street, holding two bottles of drinks in his hand, and is turning sideways to hand one of them to Lin Rui, who is dressed casually beside him.The latter reached out to take it, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Although both of them wore sunglasses that covered half of their faces, they were still quite recognizable.So this street photo was quickly reposted by major websites, newspapers and magazines with various comments.Some commented on the outfits, and some made various guesses about the purpose of the two people's trip. Of course, there was no shortage of in-depth excavations and secondary explorations of the rumors that had raged between the two half a year ago.

A few days later, it was revealed that Lin Rui was going to participate in next year's Milan Autumn/Winter Men's Fashion Week.

As a result, all the big bricks and beasts have played the role of the emperor of truth to varying degrees. Some people say that the last incident played a role in fueling the relationship between the two. The trip to Milan this time, work is one aspect, " The purpose of "honeymoon trip" is also undeniable; there are also conspiracy theorists who believe that the two have actually been in love for a long time. pusher.

However, in addition to this, it is worth mentioning that a mysterious non-governmental organization called "Felin Support Association" unanimously stated that this photo is "very good and harmonious".

Fed stared at the news with different explanations on the computer screen. Apart from being dumbfounded by the wild imagination of the media, he still felt that this article was pleasing to the eye.

But Fed felt that it didn't matter.He found that he had become more and more calm in the process of taking the initiative to take the blame for Zhong Yuan, to deciding to withdraw, and now in the process of recovering the loss.

If he can be sure of Lin Rui's feelings for him, at this time, even if he pats his chest in front of the media and yells, "I'm gay, I just like Lin Rui", he probably won't hesitate.

But the premise is that this will not make Lin Rui feel any reluctance.

In the past two months, life has once again returned to the way it used to be.Agents and models, nannies or nurses or being parents... and the one who "sleep for more than 12 hours a day, won't show surprise when the sky falls, is often in a daze and doesn't know what's going on in his head, and doesn't say a single thing a day." Words will not suffocate, and always need to be a father or mother to take care of daily life".

Everything is fine, but it's a pity that there is only one point missing, the point that I want the most.

Lin Rui's situation after detoxification has almost no major problems. As long as he does not relapse, there will be almost no cut-off symptoms.As for Zhongyuan's matter, since Lin Rui cried a lot that day, he was calmer than Fed expected.

It's just that this kind of calm always made him feel uneasy.It's like stagnant water with no waves at all. Although it is calm, it has no vitality: most of the time is spent sleeping every day, and when it wakes up, it also looks muddled.If you don't take the initiative to find him, you can go a day without saying a word.When silent, you will find him staring into the distance alone in a daze.

Seeing him like this, Fed felt very disturbed, but there was nothing he could do to comfort him.He worried that mentioning the word "Zhong Yuan" would be like adding salt to Lin Rui's wound.

So he dragged Lin Rui outside when he had nothing to do. Brera Art Museum, Emmanuel Arcade, Sforzesco Castle, Santa Maria Monastery... In short, he took him to see wherever he could go. look.After all, I just don't want him to stay at home and continue this worrying nonsense.

This not-so-optimistic state continued until one day the Fed received an email from an unfamiliar address.

The email was long, with an address attached at the end.

Fed read every word above intently, and then clicked on the address, the movements of his hands could not help but pause immediately.

After a while, he turned his head, frowned slightly, and stared at Lin Rui who was sitting on the sofa behind him for a long time in disbelief.

The latter was flipping through the magazine casually with his head down, as if sensing something, he raised his head and met Fed's gaze.

This look made me feel a little uncomfortable.Then he saw Fed stand up suddenly, go to sit next to him.

His expression was so serious that he had never seen it before.

"What?" Lin Rui turned to look at him and asked tentatively.

Fed didn't look at him, and stretched back, crossing his hands behind his head.He looked up at the ceiling, and after a while, he said slowly, "So, you're not Lin Rui."

Lin Rui felt his heart tighten suddenly, but he just looked at Fed in silence.

Probably because he didn't hear any response, after a while, Fed put his hands down and turned his head slightly to look at Lin Rui.However, the expression on his face was still terribly serious.

"Your name should be Yao Qi?" There was no smile on his tense face, watching Lin Rui frown slightly, "Why...have you never told me?"

Lin Rui lowered his eyes slightly, and firmly grasped the edge of the magazine in his hand with his fingertips, where there were already several creases.

Such a scene reminded him of the last time he saw Zhong Yuan a few months ago.

It's so similar.It's so bloody similar.

The result... is it the same?

"That's right, I'm not Lin Rui. My...name is Yao Qi..." After a long time, Lin Rui finally let out a long breath and let go of the magazine.

Feeling an unexpected peace of mind, what he needs to wait for now is probably the same result as before.

But there was no immediate reaction from the Fed.Lin Rui lowered his head, fixed his eyes on the deformed magazine in his hand, suddenly smiled, and continued: "If...you want to leave, then go." Lifting his head slowly, he looked at Fed.

His body was suddenly rushed forward and hugged.

"Fool," Fed buried his head in Lin Rui's neck, sniffing his scent, and said with a smile, "How could I leave you?"

"Then, listen carefully," Lin Rui obviously didn't have time to react, his body was still stiff.I just listened dumbly to Fed continuing to say in my ear, "If you are Lin Rui, then the person I love is called Lin Rui; if you are Yao Qi, then the person I love is called Yao Qi. Even if... you or someone else, then I'll add 'I love you' to the name too..."

After Fed finished speaking in one breath, he immediately felt the person in his arms start to tremble.He couldn't help but raised the corner of his mouth, and let Lin Rui go gently.He held his shoulders again, stared at him with a smile and said, "Is my acting skills good just now? How about it? Thinking about not having me in the future, I still can't do it?..." But he suddenly stopped at this point.

Reaching out to push back the hair on Lin Rui's forehead, he realized that Lin Rui was already in tears.

"...If you are like this, does that mean you can't leave me?" Fed suddenly smiled and said brazenly.

But Lin Rui still lowered his head and did not speak.Only then did Fed panic.

"Hey, don't be like this...you're just joking..." He shook Lin Rui lightly and put on a smiley face, "I know I was wrong...Didn't I say that I must not...ah..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Rui leaned forward and hugged him back.

This made Fed all of a sudden turn into a log, and he continued to speak without knowing what to say, and the movements of his hands stopped halfway.

It feels like a dream.No, I probably never dreamed that such a day would come.

After Fed stayed there for three seconds, his heart suddenly started to pound like a deer, and soon he developed girlish symptoms such as dizziness and blushing. Of course, the coolness he had just pretended to be cool all of a sudden disappeared.

"Well... By the way, there is something for you to see..." He quickly let go of his hand, rushed to the table, and clicked on the laptop.He picked up the computer again and sat down next to Lin Rui.

Hold the screen in front of him and say, "I think you need to take a look at this."

Lin Rui wiped away his tears, took the computer, but was stunned, "This is... what?"

"The real Lin Rui's blog." Fed smiled frankly.

"Why do you have this?" Lin Rui looked at him in disbelief.After all, he himself never knew the blog existed.

"I don't know who sent it to me." Fed leaned back slightly, looked up at the distance and smiled, and murmured in a low voice, "Someone probably wants to make up for something..."

But Lin Rui didn't hear it, because after seeing the content of the blog, his eyes suddenly filled with tears again.

Fed looked down at him, and put his arm lightly around his shoulder.

"No...it won't be like this..." Lin Rui slowly closed his eyes and shook his head in pain.

"This blog was originally encrypted." Fed turned his head and said slowly in his ear, "Someone found this address and unlocked the password. So you have a reason for these photos, including every word. believe……"

Lin Rui lowered his head and covered his face with his hands.

"After reading this blog, I realized how much he loves you." Fed leaned towards him slightly, still smiling faintly, recalling the conversations Solomon had with him in the past, and said, "Because of you, he rejected you in Italy." He killed a lot of people, and even became addicted to drugs in order to get rid of missing you." He held the mouse and clicked on the last blog post, "He didn't even know that you were gone until his death. Still Excitedly bought a return ticket, ready to reconcile with you as before. It's a pity...before it's too late, just..."

At this moment, the people next to him were even more weeping.

"So, although he left you, he never abandoned you," Fed said softly, leaning against him, "So, even if you are in his body now, you will definitely remember him, but don't let him The shadow of you will follow you forever, okay?" After a pause, he stretched out his hand and scratched his head again, "Speaking of which, I don't even know what to call you, Lin Rui or Yao Qi?"

"Lin Rui, I'm used to it." Lin Rui raised his face from his palm and wiped his tears with his sleeve, "And this way, I can remember him forever. Isn't it?" Fed smiled slightly.

Fed looked at him, suddenly moved.She reached out and hugged him tightly again, and said with a smile in his ear, "Okay. Then the person I love is called Lin Rui."