The beauty of rebirth

After Zhong Yuan closed the slide cover, he threw the phone aside. The phone rolled along the bar a few times, then fell to the ground and fell apart.He didn't care, he just reached out to pick up the remaining half glass of wine on the table, raised his head and drank it in one breath.

"Are you... all right?" Solomon sat next to him, looked sideways at Zhong Yuan, and smiled softly, "It's the first time seeing you like this."

Zhong Yuan didn't respond, he just turned around suddenly, leaning his back on the bar counter with his body bent.With his head lowered, Ren Liu Hai lowered his bangs to cover his entire expression, just staring fixedly at the empty cup in his hand.

Solomon shook the brandy in his glass, took a sip, didn't look back at Zhong Yuan, just smiled to himself and said: "Fortunately, the call was caught up. But you just said a few words at the critical moment In other words, are you sure that Fed will go back to find Lin Rui?"

Zhong Yuan still maintained his slumped posture, motionless.

"You left so unfeelingly, that boy Lin Rui must be sad to death now." Solomon looked at the cup with a smile, paused, and then said lightly.

"Fed... will go..." Zhong Yuan trembled slightly, and then suddenly smiled, "That kid... can't let Lin Rui go..." I don't know if it was because he was drunk, Solomon I just feel that he seems to be struggling to say every word.

After Zhong Yuan finished speaking, he turned around slowly, raised his empty glass and raised his voice towards the waiter at the bar: "One more...one more glass!"

Hearing his voice, Solomon felt something was wrong, frowned, reached out and pressed his hand and said, "You must have drunk a lot, right? How much did you drink before I came?"

"Don't...leave me alone..." Zhong Yuan exerted a little force, but couldn't shake off Solomon's hand, "I'm fine..."

But Solomon's gaze touched Zhong Yuan's slightly red eye sockets and haggard face, and he was taken aback for a moment, but the strength in his hands involuntarily loosened a bit.So Zhong Yuan reached out and took another glass of wine from the waiter.

He watched Zhong Yuan drink the wine one gulp after another, and felt that he could clearly feel the despair that this person refused to show, but he really didn't know how to comfort him.So he stopped stopping him, just shook his head and said, "It's not your fault, why should you punish yourself like this."

Zhong Yuan's hand holding the wine glass paused obviously, and then said with a faint smile: "Speaking of... this matter... I really have to thank you... otherwise... otherwise I...probably..." But this time Before he could finish speaking, he fell down in front of the table.The wine glass in his hand rolled to the ground with a "bang", making a crisp and piercing collision sound.The wine in the cup that was not finished in time also spilled on the floor.

Solomon looked at him and could only shake his head and sigh.After a long time, he shook the wine glass in his hand again, put it on his lips, took a sip, and said slowly: "You are probably still curious, why did I get involved in this matter, right?"

But Zhong Yuan fell silently on the bar counter, without any response. Solomon didn't care, but slowly raised his head, stared at the various high-end wines on the bar, and said to himself thoughtfully: "You know, I am watching you three as a bystander, Sometimes I feel like Fed, and sometimes I feel like you..."

"A long time ago, I once loved someone very seriously. Her name is Serena. But due to work problems, I often travel all over the world, so sometimes I can't see her for several months or even half a year. Once, I remember that was the longest period of time I left, it was about 8 months, but when I came back, I felt that she had changed. She was originally a very natural and innocent girl, which is exactly what I deeply love Love her place. But this time when I come back, I found that she has become vain and powerful. I don't know what made her change like this, but if she no longer has those parts that I love so much, I will Can I continue to love her? At least I gave the answer no at the time, and I found that this is not the woman I want. So I broke up with her very calmly, and then continued to go to other countries because of work. "

Solomon was talking to himself, his voice gradually lowered.After a pause, he drank the wine in the glass in one breath.

"But later, when I returned to China, I found out that she had died. It was a suicide, not long after I left. It wasn't until I knelt in front of her grave that I realized how much I loved her. What I love about her is all of her, not those parts that can be separated. Maybe it is because of this that I couldn't bear her unbearable transformation before. Because it seems to me, it is like her A kind of defilement to myself. I didn’t know until later that her change was due to a sudden change in her family, which made her see a lot of real things in the world. But she didn’t tell me this, so... It was too late, and by the time I realized this, I had lost her forever..."

"Later, I thought, maybe I couldn't stand women's fickleness, so I turned to a man. You don't have to give your heart or anything, just play around." Solomon rested his chin on his hands, and continued slowly, "Speaking of which, two years ago, I really had Lin Rui's idea. But that kid seemed very easy-going, but he was so stubborn in this respect, he just ignored anyone. Now that I think about it, it was probably because of the dead man. Yao Qi. But it’s really stupid. People are dead, so what’s the use of being stubborn... But after I saw his change, I was really surprised. The first time I thought of Serena, Probably since then, I have been unable to stay out of this matter. When Fed came to me later, I was actually very curious about you in my heart, because you can accept such a complete change from a person , I think, this is probably what I was not able to do back then. However, it is a pity...you have this kind of heart, but that person is no longer the person you were back then..."

Solomon smiled lowly when he said this, and he seemed to see Zhong Yuan's shoulder twitch slightly from the corner of his eye, but when he turned his face to the side, there was no movement.

He smiled and continued: "So, you should let it go. The Lin Rui you loved died two years ago..."

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Fed's head was completely in a state of confusion, he felt like an outsider who was suddenly told something for no apparent reason, and then followed it with almost no choice.

However, even if he didn't know anything, Zhong Yuan's sentence "I've left Lin Rui" was enough to make him change his original plan immediately after being shocked.

Almost an instinctive reaction, he turned around and left with his luggage, and deeply felt the sudden rush and anxiety in his heart.

In the taxi, he dialed the numbers of Zhongyuan and Lin Rui countless times, but the former said "the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later", while the latter kept saying "beep". Long tone, which made Fed inexplicably nervous and uneasy.The double feeling of anxiety and uneasiness, as well as the stance of not knowing anything, made him feel that the few hours in the taxi had become extremely long.

Why did Brother Zhong suddenly say something like that?That tone didn't sound like a temporary conflict and quarrel either.But his serious and desperate tone...what is the reason?

And Lin Rui.If Brother Zhong really...really left like this, what would he be like now?He has just given up drugs, if he is hit at this time, will it be... He dare not think about it anymore, he only wishes that the taxi can turn into an airplane and fly to Lin Rui in an instant, so that he can figure out the situation The whole process of things.

In fact, the taxi was slower than expected, and these questions kept lingering in Fed's mind along the way, tormenting him over and over again.For a moment, he would suddenly think, since he decided to give up, these things should no longer have anything to do with him, so why bother to get involved?But in fact, I rushed back without the slightest hesitation, and I couldn't help but smiled wryly, thinking to myself, after all... in the end... I'm still not firm enough.

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Since the airport is far from the city center, it was already early morning the next day when the taxi stopped. Fed gave the driver some money, said in English "don't need to look for it", and didn't care if the driver understood it or not, he quickly got out of the car with his luggage.

He walked to the door of the villa in three steps and stood still, only to feel his heart beating so hard in the new house that it almost hit his chest.I secretly prayed in my heart that nothing bad would happen. I prayed that Lin Rui and Zhong Yuan were just a little awkward. I prayed that no matter what happened, it would be fine soon.After that, he raised his head and strode inside.

But he could vaguely see that the gate of the villa was ajar, and beside the pillar outside the gate, there was a figure crookedly leaning against it.

Fed carefully identified it by the light of the street lamp, and walked over carefully.Only when he saw the man clearly, he yelled out: "Brother Zhong?!"

Zhong Yuan turned his head slowly when he heard the sound, saw that it was Fed, raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"Brother Zhong!" Seeing that it was Zhong Yuan, Fed immediately let go of his hand and let the box fall to the ground, but he just strode up to him and asked eagerly, "What do you mean by... what you said on the phone?"

"It means literally." Zhong Yuan raised his head slightly, cleared his throat, and said with a smile, "I don't want Lin Rui anymore, he is yours now."

Seeing Zhong Yuan's calm attitude, Fed felt hatred and pain in his heart.He clenched his fists, grabbed Zhong Yuan's collar, gritted his teeth and said bitterly: "If you say no, then don't, what are you thinking of as Lin Rui? Are you worthy of him like this? It's not like you don't know his character. Have you ever thought about how sad he will be?" Fed realized that he had suddenly become too excited just now, he gritted his teeth, shook his head as if muttering to himself, "It's useless for you to treat you like this... ...It was a waste of me..."

"...is it in vain for you to make sacrifices and quit?" Zhong Yuan swayed with Fed's strength without the slightest resistance. At this moment, he said lightly, smiled and said, "Now you don't need it. Inside, you just go find him."

"You!" Fed suddenly became worried again when he heard Lin Rui mentioned again.He let go of his hand abruptly, looked at Zhong Yuan narrowed his eyes slightly, shook his head and said, "Brother Zhong, Lin Rui and I... both misread you..."

Following his strength, Zhong Yuan staggered back a few steps, his body was staggering, and he hurriedly supported the wall, barely standing on his feet.He looked at Fed's back as he turned to leave, but suddenly said slowly: "Fed, do you know that Lin Rui used to be very sunny and cheerful?"

"I know." Fed paused for a while, didn't look back, but raised his head and smiled slightly, "Although I do hope that he can become more cheerful and sunny, in fact, even if he has always been like this, I would I still believe him." After a pause, he slowly said word by word, "Brother Zhong, if what you said just now has represented your attitude, then this time, I will not let go."

It wasn't until Fed opened the door and walked in that Zhong Yuan suddenly smiled, but his body seemed to be drained of all strength because of this smile, and he slumped down the wall again.Until the end, he slumped on the ground, slowly lowered his head and buried his face in his palm.