The beauty of rebirth

Fed was about to leave when he heard a strange noise behind him.Turning around, he saw that Lin Rui had already fallen sideways on the bed. Although he covered his face with a sheet, he was indeed in a state of obvious pain and struggle.

Fed froze in place for a moment, as if he had been punched and stunned, his mind blank.He didn't expect that Lin Rui would have a drug addiction attack at this time, and he was suddenly dumbfounded, not knowing what to do.

In fact, this has always been a scene he dreads seeing.Knowing that there is nothing he can do to share the pain, but still watching from the sidelines, this is undoubtedly a kind of torture for Fed.So these days he intentionally found a lot of things for himself, necessary and unnecessary, just hoping to indulge in it, so that he would not have the opportunity to see it with his own eyes, and would not think about such a situation.

However, today, he finally met.

At this moment, Fed only felt that his heart was being torn apart, and there were bursts of sharp pain expanding wantonly in a trance.When this feeling had spread enough to bring him back to his sanity, he suddenly woke up again, walked to Lin Rui's bed and knelt down.

"Lin, Lin Rui..." Trembling, he stretched out his hand to support Lin Rui's thin shoulder, but the palm of his hand felt cold and sweaty.This made Fed instinctively withdraw his hand suddenly, and what he was going to say was suddenly blocked and stayed between his mouth.

His gaze followed his shoulders all the way.From the nape of the neck exposed by a single corner, it has become paler at some point, and tiny beads of sweat seep out from there little by little, and slowly condense into large beads of sweat along with the trembling body of the whole person , and then quickly slid in along the collar.

Fed stared like this for a long time before he felt that he was finally able to speak.

He stretched out his hand again, paused for a moment when it touched Lin Rui's skin, and finally gently wiped the sweat off his neck.Lin Rui's body trembled sensitively, but soon this reaction was replaced by continuous twitching and shrinking.

"Lin Rui, it's okay...be patient, it will pass soon..." Fed knelt beside the bed, looked closely at his face covered by the sheet, and said slowly.He knew that his heart was actually extremely flustered, but he had to force himself to calm down.Because at this moment he has no way to leave, to vent the sadness and depression in his heart alone.Although Lin Rui like this was something he didn't want to see with his own eyes, it was absolutely impossible for him to abandon and ignore him in this situation.

If nothing can be done, just accompany him to suffer together.

"Rope...rope..." After an unknown amount of time, Lin Rui, who had been burying his face in the quilt, suddenly spoke these few words intermittently, very vague and broken, but enough for Fed to hear clearly.

He instinctively thought of the red mark on Lin Rui's wrist for a moment, and his expression froze for a while.Finally shook his head.

No, he can't.Even though he knew it was for his own good, he still couldn't do it.

However, the person on the bed suddenly started shaking more violently, which made Fed's heart twitch.He stretched out his hand to hold Lin Rui's wrist, hoping to give him some strength, but the coldness and trembling along Lin Rui's wrist made him even more flustered.

Must be very painful, right?Even if it didn't happen to me, it seemed like I could empathize with it.

Fed felt something inside him beating against his heart.It seemed that he had been suppressed for too long, and at this moment when he was wavering, he wanted to break through the restraint and rush out in one breath.

This feeling is very depressing, very dull. Fed suddenly felt that he should smile, so he raised the corners of his mouth vigorously.

However, this action seemed to have exhausted all the strength, and the inner line of defense suddenly became weak because of it.He stared blankly at Lin Rui, and suddenly let out a long breath.

Then he bent down, buried his face in Lin Rui's neck, and hugged him tightly.

Very hard very hard.Even though Fed knew that this force might hurt Lin Rui, he still couldn't retract the force and couldn't stop.After a while, he used his arms to forcibly wrap around Lin Rui's thin body, and led him to sit up together.Pressing him on her shoulders, she hugged him even more tightly, using the intimate closeness of the two to warm the coldness of the person in her arms, and to suppress all the twitching and trembling on his body.

Probably, this is the first time for me to put aside all my worries and hug him so wantonly.Maybe it's because it might be the last time, though.

But Fed didn't notice. At the same time, Zhong Yuan, who had just walked in the door, happened to see this scene.He froze for a moment, but suddenly took a few steps back, turned around and walked out the door.

After an unknown amount of time, when he opened the door again and entered, the room was already peaceful.Lin Rui slept peacefully on the bed with his face tilted to one side.Fed, on the other hand, collapsed on the edge of the bed, burying his face in his arms.

Probably heard something, Fed opened his eyes in a daze, saw Zhong Yuan in front of him, immediately stood up, rubbed his eyes and smiled: "Brother Zhong, why have you been shopping for so long?"

Zhong Yuan smiled, shook the convenience bag in his hand and said: "There are a lot of people, wait for a while." While talking, he looked at Lin Rui unconsciously.

Fed just remembered something, stepped aside, hesitated, and said, "Brother Zhong, Lin Rui just now...but it's over..."

Zhong Yuan nodded, sat gently on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and stroked Lin Rui's side face slowly, and after a while, a faint smile gradually appeared on the originally solemn face.Turning his face to look at Fed, he said in relief, "It's okay, it's fine."

Fed nodded his head, and looked at Lin Rui's face involuntarily, his whole person suddenly looked a little cramped again.Immediately stretched out his hand and scratched his head, smiled and said: "Well... Brother Zhong, it's fine if you come, I'll go first if I have nothing to do."

"Well, good." Zhong Yuan responded lightly, and didn't say anything else.

Fed waved at him, and hurried out the door in two or three steps.

As soon as the door was closed, his body seemed to have no strength, and he slid straight down the door panel and sat down.He bent his knees, lowered his head slowly, and buried his face in it.

He regretted his impulsive move just now.

Because if it wasn't so close, he wouldn't know that he couldn't let Lin Rui go, and he didn't want to leave.This decision that I made well and had no doubts was actually such a painful thing for me.

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One day, about a week later, Solomon was sitting in a little noisy bar on the corner of the street.He drank the whiskey which was not of very good quality lazily by himself, and he didn't seem to care much about the noise around him.

After a while, an Italian with hair dyed dark green came in, looked around, and immediately showed a wild smile on his face when he saw Solomon.After waving at him, he quickly strode over and sat down opposite him.

"How's it going, Matthew?" Solomon smiled in Italian, reaching out and pushing a glass of whiskey over.

The Italian named Matthew shook his head, took out a photo from his pocket, looked at it under his eyelids, and then gently threw it on the table.

Solomon glanced at the photo he gave him a few days ago, and said with a calm smile, "I didn't find out? Didn't you know who is doing this business in this area?"

"Of course I didn't lie to you. It's not that I didn't find out, but..." Matthew took a sip of whiskey, glanced at the person in the photo again, smiled and said, "This oriental man has nothing too close to you relationship?"

Solomon looked at his meaningful gaze, laughed, and said, "What do you care about? Just tell me the truth!"

"Okay then." Matthew shrugged, "This man seems to be dead."

"What?" Solomon almost spit out a sip of whiskey, "I asked you to check the situation of his buying under your gangsters back then, how did you check and check and come up with such a result?"

Matthew sighed and said, "So if you want to get his idea, forget it, he died two years ago..."

"Wait, two years ago?" For the first time, Solomon felt that his ears seemed unreliable, and he immediately interrupted the other person, "You should just start from the beginning. Why do I feel that the more I listen, the more confused I become?"

"Okay, okay." Matthew took another sip of whiskey, smacked his mouth, and moved closer mysteriously, "This matter can be said to be a secret, but for the sake of our friendship, I just Tell you quietly. Can you stop talking about it?"

"What kind of friendship?" Solomon smiled, and took out a piece of paper from his pocket, "This is what you want, the list of people in my circle who are good at this should be equivalent to a big treasury for you .Don't talk too much, tell me quickly, this note is yours."

Matthew stared at the note for a while, then lowered his voice and said, "Two years ago, it was Rome who bought the goods for this kid. It is said that the kid bought it fiercely, and he came here to buy new ones not long after." Yes, Rome was happy. But one day, after Rome passed the previously agreed time, he found that he was out of breath, and it seemed that it was caused by an overdose..." Matthew's low voice was covered by the noise in the bar Just enough below for Solomon to hear clearly.

He stopped here to drink again, but Solomon held his wrist and asked, "And then?"

"Then? Of course Rome ran away!" Matthew raised his hand lightly to break free, took a sip from his wine glass, and said, "Could it be that he is still waiting to be caught by the police?"

Solomon looked at him a little absent-mindedly, feeling that this matter was beyond common sense.Frowning, he questioned: "Your boy... you are not joking with me, are you? Are you sure it is this person?"

"How dare I!" Matthew glanced at the note in front of Solomon, then reached out to pick up Lin Rui's photo, "When I showed this photo to Rome, that kid's face turned green in an instant. I After pressing him for a long time, he was willing to say. You said that this is a matter of heaven for the people, can he take care of himself? Besides, the Orientals are quite eye-catching here, so it is probably not easy to remember it wrong. And I As soon as he asked him if that person was called, what was his name, yes, Lin Rui, that guy Rome immediately nodded his head like a rattle, and begged me to suppress this matter for him." The voice went up again at this point. Suddenly he dropped a few points, "By the way, I said you didn't come to avenge this man, did you?"

Solomon was in a daze, but when he asked this question suddenly, he quickly smiled and waved his hands, and said, "I'm just interested in this guy. Since he's been dead for so long, who cares about that?" Then he flicked the note in front of Matthew, "Forget it. If you die, you die. Take this note."

Matthew immediately turned into a smile on his face, picked up the note and quickly stuffed it in his pocket, then reached out and patted Solomon on the shoulder, "Dude, you are so loyal!"

"You're welcome! It's thanks to you." Solomon smiled casually, and waved goodbye to Matthew when he saw that he was leaving.

After Matthew left, Solomon sat alone in the bar, his expression was still as calm as before, but his heart was already in a mess.

Matthew's words are obviously a big lie if he sees the real Lin Rui with his naked eyes.But, as he said, if it wasn't true, why would the drug dealers under him take the murder case on themselves?Moreover, if he died, Matthew's statement could explain Lin Rui's blank time in Italy.

He stared at the photo of Lin Rui on the table for a long time, and then took out a few other photos that Fed gave him from his pocket.

One is Lin Rui's appearance two years ago, and the other is a photo of Yao Qi.

If it is said that Lin Rui Mingming died in Italy two years ago, but then reappeared in China, and his personality seemed to be a different person...Really, could such a thing happen? Solomon's eyes scanned the three photos back and forth, and his gaze suddenly fixed on the current photo of Yao Qi and Lin Rui.

Stretching out his hand to put these two photos side by side, Solomon stared at them, only feeling some strange feeling lingering in his heart.Suddenly, he stood up abruptly and looked down at the two different people in the photo who had almost the same eyes.

An almost crazy guess arises spontaneously in his mind.

Solomon slumped back into his chair in disbelief the next moment.However, he carefully recalled all the past, and the more he looked at the people in these two photos, the more he felt that if he wanted to explain all the mysteries about Lin Rui, there seemed to be no other way to find it except this kind of crazy guess. There is another explanation.