The beauty of rebirth
Chapter 46 Suffering
It wasn't until a dark red fire cloud vaguely appeared in the sky that Zhong Yuan suddenly realized that it was almost dawn.
Smiling lightly, he stretched out his hand to brush the hair on his forehead, then turned around, walked from the French window where he had been standing almost all night to the bedside, and stared quietly at the person on the bed who was not sure if it was a sound sleep or a coma.
Lin Rui curled up sideways tightly on a corner of the bed, still trembling a little.The hair on the forehead was already wet with sweat, and it fell messily, covering the face buried in the chest.The quilt was messily wrapped around her body, revealing her hands tied with ropes, and countless deep and shallow red marks had been burned on her slender wrists.
Has a day passed?
Zhong Yuan stared blankly for a long time, and finally didn't know whether to relax or let out a heavy sigh of relief.Immediately, I felt the pain like Ling Chi in my heart gradually becoming uncontrollable, and soon emerged wantonly.
He didn't know, and couldn't recall how he had survived the whole day, plus this extremely long night.
Although during the day, Lin Rui just watched TV boringly, surfed the Internet, wandered around for a while, and then spent most of his time sleeping, everything was as usual.But Zhong Yuan knew that at this moment, Lin Rui seemed to be hiding a time bomb in his body, which might explode at any time, so he was always holding a string in his heart, unable to relax.
Sure enough, at night, when I was tossing and turning in bed, I felt the movement of the person beside me, and the violent trembling even brought the whole bed to shake slightly.Zhong Yuan turned his head abruptly, and saw Lin Rui's body was tightly huddled.As if he had seen it before, his face was buried deep in the sheets, and the expression on his face was also hidden in his bangs.But the entire back of the neck was already pale.
"Lin Rui!" Zhong Yuan hurriedly grabbed his shoulder and shook, but found that his body was terribly cold, almost without any warmth and anger, and the movements of his hands froze involuntarily.
At the same time, after feeling Zhong Yuan's touch, Lin Rui's body instinctively shrank again. After a long time, he weakly squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "Brother Zhong...the rope..."
Zhong Yuan understood what he meant, hesitated for a while, and quickly got up and took out the rope prepared in advance from the cabinet.Although he didn't want to do this, he also knew that this was the best way to prevent Lin Rui from acting out of control under drug addiction.
After wrapping Lin Rui's wrists tightly in front of his chest, Zhong Yuan stood up and sat on the sofa beside him.
I tried my best not to let myself look at it, because I knew that even so, I couldn't help him, but the corner of my eye still couldn't let go of every bit of movement of the person on the bed who was struggling, twisting, and even rolling.Zhong Yuan could not help clenching his fists subconsciously, and fixed his eyes firmly on the ground.
Lin Rui gritted his teeth tightly from beginning to end and did not make a sound, which made Zhong Yuan a little distressed.He didn't know why Lin Rui still suppressed himself so hard at this moment, but what he knew was that the pain Lin Rui was suffering at this moment was beyond his imagination.A fundamentally impossible idea kept dominating Zhong Yuan's mind: If this pain could be divided into two, he would definitely bear the second half for Lin Rui without hesitation.Even if this is not possible, he even hopes to go through the pain with Lin Rui in detoxification as he told Fed before.Although this idea is absurd, in his opinion, at least it is much better than sitting here with heartache in vain.
Although he didn't know why, he could faintly feel Lin Rui's stubbornness under his extraordinary endurance, as if he had to avoid himself last time and hide in the toilet to survive the drug addiction attack.In fact, perhaps anyone in this situation would not want others to see the whole process clearly.However, this puts Zhong Yuan in an awkward position where he can neither leave nor give up being by his side. He wants to give Lin Rui as much motivation as possible, but he is unwilling to hurt his self-esteem.So, after a moment of hesitation, he stood up and went to stand by the French window.He thought that all he could do was to stand quietly like this, and no matter what he heard, he would not turn his head.
I don't know how long it took, but the movement behind him finally subsided, and only the sound of slowly slowing down breathing was left in his ears, filling the whole room bit by bit, highlighting the silent tranquility.
At this time, Zhong Yuan had been standing by the bed for a long time, and after a while, he finally stretched out his hand slowly, caressing Lin Rui's cheek.However, apart from the low breathing and trembling of the latter, the latter is already in a kind of calm that is close to death, and he has no chance and can't give any response.
Zhong Yuan touched Lin Rui's skin which was so cold that there was almost no temperature. For a moment, he felt as if someone had stabbed him in the heart, and his movements stopped suddenly.When he came back to his senses, he smiled at himself with self-deprecation and heartache, then reached out and picked up the sheet next to him, and gently covered Lin Rui's body.
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At ninety o'clock in the morning, Dr. Chris came over with his medicine kit. He checked Lin Rui's condition and gave him another injection of something he didn't know.However, due to the language barrier, Zhong Yuan couldn't ask, so he could only smile politely at him and trust him completely.
It wasn't long before Solomon finally arrived.He's street casual again, yet undeniably stylish.This is likely to be a disaster for celebrity entertainers like them who are often photographed on the street.In the past, Zhong Yuan had seen a comment in a fashion magazine criticizing a certain celebrity's tasteless dress, but the street photo next to it was clearly just a picture of the person going out to buy yogurt temporarily.Zhong Yuan couldn't help but think, this person was really wronged, but he was already paying more attention. If he were an ordinary person, he might just go into battle with a pair of flip flops.But if it's a "celebrity", according to the logic of those magazine editors, maybe they have to spend an hour doing makeup before spending 5 minutes going out to buy supplies.No way, because you are a public figure.
From this point of view, Zhong Yuan still admires Solomon's somewhat willful and uninhibited approach.Of course, he admits that he seldom paid attention to this person because of hostility, and often automatically ignores his "supermodel" and other hats.But at the moment the doctor is examining Lin Rui, his body has completely blocked the person he wants to see.So Zhong Yuan could only stand aside with Solomon eye-to-eye. It was hard not to pay attention.
"Alas, this matter is really troublesome." Solomon glanced at Lin Rui symbolically, shook his head and sighed, "It's all in human form." He always had this casual and lazy expression, and others also saw Can't figure out what he was thinking.
"Well, yes." Zhong Yuan stretched out his hand to smooth his hair, and responded calmly.
Solomon looked over again, stared at Zhong Yuan, and said with a smile: "It seems that you are also haggard."
Zhong Yuan smiled in a measured manner, and only said: "It will be fine after this period." Although he looked a bit haggard, but from the overall image, he still paid attention to it, and he still looked uncluttered .
"Yeah." Solomon nodded, "The doctor said that the reaction will be more severe in the first three days, and the symptoms will become lighter and lighter in the next ten days."
Zhong Yuan seldom saw him speaking in a serious manner, so he looked at him at the beginning of the film without realizing it.For a moment, he remembered that this person was brought by Fed, so he asked casually, "Why didn't you see Fed?"
"I haven't seen him for a few days, and I don't know what he was doing." Solomon shrugged his shoulders, looking familiar with him, and said lightly, "That kid has a lot of things to do, and he is probably busy with business."
"Oh, yes."
"However, with Lin Rui like this," Solomon paused, then said lightly, "That kid probably wouldn't dare to come over."
Zhong Yuan was slightly taken aback, but just smiled and said, "However, your enthusiasm for this matter also surprises me."
"Really?" Solomon shrugged and smiled, "If I say it's because I'm interested in Lin Rui, you won't be jealous, will you?"
Zhong Yuan raised his eyes and looked at him for a while, his expression didn't change, he just said lightly: "You seem to be interested in many people."
Solomon chuckled and was noncommittal.In fact, what he said was not completely a joke, but the so-called "interest" was not what Zhong Yuan thought.Only he himself knows.Participating in this matter is almost entirely based on my own interest and curiosity. If there is anything else, it is probably... Thinking of this, Solomon suddenly took out his phone and pressed the shortcut key quickly, while turning his head to face Zhong. Yuan said: "Oh, by the way, I'll make a phone call, it's in the corridor outside the door. If you need an interpreter, call me."
"Yeah." The latter glanced at him and nodded lightly.
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"Hi, Linda." When Solomon walked to the side of the corridor, the other end just happened to be connected.He leaned against the wall, put the receiver to his ear, and his tone was still cynical, "I haven't seen you for more than half a month, miss me?"
It was obvious that it was stiff for a while, and then he said coldly: "You are too idle, right? I'm not like you. If it's okay, I'll hang up."
"Hey, don't be so unfeeling, it's just a joke." Solomon smiled lazily, "It's not too much to call to greet you and show my concern for you, right?"
"Tell me, I need help with something." The other side responded very simply, and then said after a while, "Every time you need to ask me for help, you always look like this."
"Eh? Is that so?" Solomon broke into a cold sweat, and laughed, "But you really guessed it right."
"Don't tell me who I've fallen in love with again and ask me to arrange a meeting for you. My position as editor-in-chief is not for you."
"Who said it was here?" Solomon protested dissatisfied.
"What else could it be? When did you..." Linda was speaking a long series of words a little irritably, but suddenly stopped when she heard Solomon's voice lowered a little.
"Hey, Linda, it will be Serena's memorial day in a few days."
"I'm already here, so help me go to her grave."
"You... have always been thinking about your sister's presence, right?" Linda was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't help but blurt out.
The other party paused, but the voice was still lazy: "I haven't been there for so many years, I just remembered it suddenly."
Linda came back to her senses, smiled suddenly, and said, "It's because you still have a little conscience. Don't worry, I go every year. This time I will offer you a stick of incense."
"Then, thank you." Solomon chuckled.
After hanging up the phone, the person seemed to have lost all strength, and leaned all his strength against the wall.
Smiling lightly, he stretched out his hand to brush the hair on his forehead, then turned around, walked from the French window where he had been standing almost all night to the bedside, and stared quietly at the person on the bed who was not sure if it was a sound sleep or a coma.
Lin Rui curled up sideways tightly on a corner of the bed, still trembling a little.The hair on the forehead was already wet with sweat, and it fell messily, covering the face buried in the chest.The quilt was messily wrapped around her body, revealing her hands tied with ropes, and countless deep and shallow red marks had been burned on her slender wrists.
Has a day passed?
Zhong Yuan stared blankly for a long time, and finally didn't know whether to relax or let out a heavy sigh of relief.Immediately, I felt the pain like Ling Chi in my heart gradually becoming uncontrollable, and soon emerged wantonly.
He didn't know, and couldn't recall how he had survived the whole day, plus this extremely long night.
Although during the day, Lin Rui just watched TV boringly, surfed the Internet, wandered around for a while, and then spent most of his time sleeping, everything was as usual.But Zhong Yuan knew that at this moment, Lin Rui seemed to be hiding a time bomb in his body, which might explode at any time, so he was always holding a string in his heart, unable to relax.
Sure enough, at night, when I was tossing and turning in bed, I felt the movement of the person beside me, and the violent trembling even brought the whole bed to shake slightly.Zhong Yuan turned his head abruptly, and saw Lin Rui's body was tightly huddled.As if he had seen it before, his face was buried deep in the sheets, and the expression on his face was also hidden in his bangs.But the entire back of the neck was already pale.
"Lin Rui!" Zhong Yuan hurriedly grabbed his shoulder and shook, but found that his body was terribly cold, almost without any warmth and anger, and the movements of his hands froze involuntarily.
At the same time, after feeling Zhong Yuan's touch, Lin Rui's body instinctively shrank again. After a long time, he weakly squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "Brother Zhong...the rope..."
Zhong Yuan understood what he meant, hesitated for a while, and quickly got up and took out the rope prepared in advance from the cabinet.Although he didn't want to do this, he also knew that this was the best way to prevent Lin Rui from acting out of control under drug addiction.
After wrapping Lin Rui's wrists tightly in front of his chest, Zhong Yuan stood up and sat on the sofa beside him.
I tried my best not to let myself look at it, because I knew that even so, I couldn't help him, but the corner of my eye still couldn't let go of every bit of movement of the person on the bed who was struggling, twisting, and even rolling.Zhong Yuan could not help clenching his fists subconsciously, and fixed his eyes firmly on the ground.
Lin Rui gritted his teeth tightly from beginning to end and did not make a sound, which made Zhong Yuan a little distressed.He didn't know why Lin Rui still suppressed himself so hard at this moment, but what he knew was that the pain Lin Rui was suffering at this moment was beyond his imagination.A fundamentally impossible idea kept dominating Zhong Yuan's mind: If this pain could be divided into two, he would definitely bear the second half for Lin Rui without hesitation.Even if this is not possible, he even hopes to go through the pain with Lin Rui in detoxification as he told Fed before.Although this idea is absurd, in his opinion, at least it is much better than sitting here with heartache in vain.
Although he didn't know why, he could faintly feel Lin Rui's stubbornness under his extraordinary endurance, as if he had to avoid himself last time and hide in the toilet to survive the drug addiction attack.In fact, perhaps anyone in this situation would not want others to see the whole process clearly.However, this puts Zhong Yuan in an awkward position where he can neither leave nor give up being by his side. He wants to give Lin Rui as much motivation as possible, but he is unwilling to hurt his self-esteem.So, after a moment of hesitation, he stood up and went to stand by the French window.He thought that all he could do was to stand quietly like this, and no matter what he heard, he would not turn his head.
I don't know how long it took, but the movement behind him finally subsided, and only the sound of slowly slowing down breathing was left in his ears, filling the whole room bit by bit, highlighting the silent tranquility.
At this time, Zhong Yuan had been standing by the bed for a long time, and after a while, he finally stretched out his hand slowly, caressing Lin Rui's cheek.However, apart from the low breathing and trembling of the latter, the latter is already in a kind of calm that is close to death, and he has no chance and can't give any response.
Zhong Yuan touched Lin Rui's skin which was so cold that there was almost no temperature. For a moment, he felt as if someone had stabbed him in the heart, and his movements stopped suddenly.When he came back to his senses, he smiled at himself with self-deprecation and heartache, then reached out and picked up the sheet next to him, and gently covered Lin Rui's body.
--------
At ninety o'clock in the morning, Dr. Chris came over with his medicine kit. He checked Lin Rui's condition and gave him another injection of something he didn't know.However, due to the language barrier, Zhong Yuan couldn't ask, so he could only smile politely at him and trust him completely.
It wasn't long before Solomon finally arrived.He's street casual again, yet undeniably stylish.This is likely to be a disaster for celebrity entertainers like them who are often photographed on the street.In the past, Zhong Yuan had seen a comment in a fashion magazine criticizing a certain celebrity's tasteless dress, but the street photo next to it was clearly just a picture of the person going out to buy yogurt temporarily.Zhong Yuan couldn't help but think, this person was really wronged, but he was already paying more attention. If he were an ordinary person, he might just go into battle with a pair of flip flops.But if it's a "celebrity", according to the logic of those magazine editors, maybe they have to spend an hour doing makeup before spending 5 minutes going out to buy supplies.No way, because you are a public figure.
From this point of view, Zhong Yuan still admires Solomon's somewhat willful and uninhibited approach.Of course, he admits that he seldom paid attention to this person because of hostility, and often automatically ignores his "supermodel" and other hats.But at the moment the doctor is examining Lin Rui, his body has completely blocked the person he wants to see.So Zhong Yuan could only stand aside with Solomon eye-to-eye. It was hard not to pay attention.
"Alas, this matter is really troublesome." Solomon glanced at Lin Rui symbolically, shook his head and sighed, "It's all in human form." He always had this casual and lazy expression, and others also saw Can't figure out what he was thinking.
"Well, yes." Zhong Yuan stretched out his hand to smooth his hair, and responded calmly.
Solomon looked over again, stared at Zhong Yuan, and said with a smile: "It seems that you are also haggard."
Zhong Yuan smiled in a measured manner, and only said: "It will be fine after this period." Although he looked a bit haggard, but from the overall image, he still paid attention to it, and he still looked uncluttered .
"Yeah." Solomon nodded, "The doctor said that the reaction will be more severe in the first three days, and the symptoms will become lighter and lighter in the next ten days."
Zhong Yuan seldom saw him speaking in a serious manner, so he looked at him at the beginning of the film without realizing it.For a moment, he remembered that this person was brought by Fed, so he asked casually, "Why didn't you see Fed?"
"I haven't seen him for a few days, and I don't know what he was doing." Solomon shrugged his shoulders, looking familiar with him, and said lightly, "That kid has a lot of things to do, and he is probably busy with business."
"Oh, yes."
"However, with Lin Rui like this," Solomon paused, then said lightly, "That kid probably wouldn't dare to come over."
Zhong Yuan was slightly taken aback, but just smiled and said, "However, your enthusiasm for this matter also surprises me."
"Really?" Solomon shrugged and smiled, "If I say it's because I'm interested in Lin Rui, you won't be jealous, will you?"
Zhong Yuan raised his eyes and looked at him for a while, his expression didn't change, he just said lightly: "You seem to be interested in many people."
Solomon chuckled and was noncommittal.In fact, what he said was not completely a joke, but the so-called "interest" was not what Zhong Yuan thought.Only he himself knows.Participating in this matter is almost entirely based on my own interest and curiosity. If there is anything else, it is probably... Thinking of this, Solomon suddenly took out his phone and pressed the shortcut key quickly, while turning his head to face Zhong. Yuan said: "Oh, by the way, I'll make a phone call, it's in the corridor outside the door. If you need an interpreter, call me."
"Yeah." The latter glanced at him and nodded lightly.
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"Hi, Linda." When Solomon walked to the side of the corridor, the other end just happened to be connected.He leaned against the wall, put the receiver to his ear, and his tone was still cynical, "I haven't seen you for more than half a month, miss me?"
It was obvious that it was stiff for a while, and then he said coldly: "You are too idle, right? I'm not like you. If it's okay, I'll hang up."
"Hey, don't be so unfeeling, it's just a joke." Solomon smiled lazily, "It's not too much to call to greet you and show my concern for you, right?"
"Tell me, I need help with something." The other side responded very simply, and then said after a while, "Every time you need to ask me for help, you always look like this."
"Eh? Is that so?" Solomon broke into a cold sweat, and laughed, "But you really guessed it right."
"Don't tell me who I've fallen in love with again and ask me to arrange a meeting for you. My position as editor-in-chief is not for you."
"Who said it was here?" Solomon protested dissatisfied.
"What else could it be? When did you..." Linda was speaking a long series of words a little irritably, but suddenly stopped when she heard Solomon's voice lowered a little.
"Hey, Linda, it will be Serena's memorial day in a few days."
"I'm already here, so help me go to her grave."
"You... have always been thinking about your sister's presence, right?" Linda was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't help but blurt out.
The other party paused, but the voice was still lazy: "I haven't been there for so many years, I just remembered it suddenly."
Linda came back to her senses, smiled suddenly, and said, "It's because you still have a little conscience. Don't worry, I go every year. This time I will offer you a stick of incense."
"Then, thank you." Solomon chuckled.
After hanging up the phone, the person seemed to have lost all strength, and leaned all his strength against the wall.
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