The beauty of rebirth

It was almost three o'clock in the morning when Fed parked the car downstairs in Lin Rui's apartment.

The night is no longer so dark and dense, there is a hint of dark gray in the sky, but it is still gloomy.

It has been raining moderately all night, and it still shows no sign of stopping.Throughout the night, Fed and his car were drowned by the rain countless times, and the process continued.

However, when he looked up and saw the faint light from Lin Rui's window, he suddenly felt that all this was worth it, even though in fact, his efforts to go to more than 50 places like anti-pornography and illegal activities were actually a bit in vain.But fortunately, I came here to take a look with the hope that he had already returned home, but he hit the right spot. It seems that my sincerity must have moved the heavens and the earth.

Leaning slowly on the back of the chair, he let out a long sigh of relief for the umpteenth time.It's just that this time it's not for distraction, but it can be regarded as a relief after letting go of all worries.

After a while, Fed suddenly sat up energetically again.Because he suddenly thought that Lin Rui, even if he had come back safe and sound, would stay up until the early hours of the morning without turning off the lights and going to bed. This was really not in line with his style.

Of course, there is no shortage of possibilities that he fell asleep before turning off the lights. Fed thought this way, smiled to himself, and didn't care to park the car behind the apartment, so he got out of the car impatiently and walked towards the building.

Putting the door key in his hand and playing with it, Fed took out his mobile phone and took a look at the face inside which he thought was extremely handsome through the reflection of the screen. How can I condemn Lin Rui's heinous crime of leaving without saying goodbye and suddenly turning off the phone later.

When I opened the door, I found that there was no one in the room, only the dim yellow light, which diffused a warm atmosphere.

There was no shadow of the person who expected to be dead asleep on the bed, and the words Fed was about to blurt out were stuck in his throat.After being stunned for a few seconds, he looked around, and soon saw the light in the bathroom and the low sound of running water coming from it.

It turned out that he was taking a shower, and Fed was relieved again.It seems that he has only returned to his appearance not long ago, so he should be severely condemned now.When should a GPRS global positioning system be installed on him, that would be great, even if Lin Rui went to the toilet, he could get the latitude and longitude immediately.

Thinking of it, it would be better to let me know that I am outside the door. Fed walked to the door of the bathroom, hesitated for a moment, and was about to knock on the glass door with the back of his finger, but suddenly heard a faint whisper from inside.

"Lin Rui..." These two words resounded without warning, disappeared behind the sound of gurgling water, and soon disappeared.

There was a "boom" in Fed's mind, and immediately there was nothing left.The outstretched hand was less than one centimeter away from the glass door, but it hung in midair like a frozen frame.After a while, it suddenly trembled violently.

Although the low, falling water has been continuous, these two words came to my ears through the sound of water, and they were surprisingly clear, clear enough to tell myself that this was not an auditory hallucination, and at the same time, it immediately turned into a word. A slap across the face, hard on the face, made those clues that I once thought impossible suddenly come to my mind again.

However, before they had time to count them all, the whispers from the other end stretched out their tentacles, grabbing all my attention.

"Lin Rui...I love you..." The voice of the owner of the voice was low, mixed with low gasps, "So...Leave it to me...Leave it to me..."

Fed's eyes widened, and he stared at the door almost blankly, as if his eyes were about to dig a hole there.However, under the cover of frosting, there is only a hazy white in the sight.And Fed stared at it for a long, long time.When he woke up, he slowly curled the corners of his mouth, finally letting out a bit of the bitterness in his heart.I felt like an idiot just now, obviously I didn't want to hear it, and my heart was pierced when I heard it, but I still stood here stupidly, unable to move away.

Reaching out to wipe his face heavily, the man stumbled back a few steps, but stepped on something on the ground.

Crouching down, he saw the mirror reflecting the light under the dim light. It took Fed a long time to reach out and pick up the pair of glasses, slowly holding them in his hand, but still squatting on the ground blankly, staring at the slightly curled ball of thread on the carpet in a daze.

However, time did not stand still because of his stopped movement, and the voice from the other side of the door was still heard intermittently.

The sound of running water gushing out suddenly, sometimes rapid and sometimes slow panting, and occasional whispers and whispers, even though the content has been blurred, they are still piercing through my heart like a sharp sword.

Fed slowly lowered his head to look at the glasses in his hand, lowered his eyes, and after a long time suddenly laughed again.The voice was so low that no one could hear it except myself.

"Good luck to you and your CP."

"Maybe rushing to fall in love with my CP, maybe it's better than us..." "No way, you are his manager anyway, why don't you know anything about the love life of your own star?" It seems that he has done a good job of keeping secrets." "Isn't that the photographer surnamed Zhong?"

……

Thinking of Solomon's fragmentary sentences that seemed to be jokes, but at this time, he could no longer deny anything.It turned out that all along, I was just deceiving myself and others.

At this moment, the panting sound on the other side of the door suddenly became more rapid, and finally a few low moans broke out. Fed felt that every nerve in his body was immediately pulled tightly, leaving sharp pain.

"Brother Zhong...I..." The voice faintly revealed in the groan made me tremble again uncontrollably.However, the unfinished words were quickly blocked by something, and in the end only the sound of water remained.

Fed stood up abruptly, staggering back a few steps as if fleeing.However, all the strength in his body seemed to be drained, he retreated a few steps to the door, slammed into it heavily with his back, and then slid down and sat down.

The exhaustion from running all night suddenly surged up at this moment, and soon spread to the brain and limbs. Fed hugged himself tightly behind the door and buried his face in his knees.I don't know if it's because the rainwater on my body hasn't dried completely, but my whole body starts to tremble uncontrollably at this moment.

However, even though he was so far away, the voice in the bathroom still kept echoing in his head like a nightmare.Panting, whispering, groaning, one by one, it was actually clearer than before.

"Lin Rui...I love you...so...give it to me...give it to me..."

"Lin Rui...I love you..."

"So...leave it to me..."

"pass it to me……"

……

The glasses in Fed's hand suddenly made a clear cracking sound, and Zhong Yuan's glasses split into two, half of which slipped down to his feet, and popped out slightly.However, Fed didn't move, he just let go of his hand slowly as if discouraged, and suddenly covered his ears firmly.

Even if there was no one around, he refused to lift his head from his knees from beginning to end.

After an unknown amount of time, Fed raised his head and looked out the window.The rain has stopped, and the sky has already faintly glowed with a few bright lights.Only then did he realize something, and slowly stood up while leaning on the wall.The head hangs very low, and no expression can be seen under the cover of messy bangs.

He quickly opened the door a crack and walked out sideways without a sound.Then the door was slowly closed, the movement was very light, not enough to let anyone other than himself know that he had been here.

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"Lin Rui, I love you."

"Huh? Fool, why are you saying this all of a sudden," the person opposite who was flipping through a fashion magazine raised his head, a look of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then quickly turned into a pool of smiles, and he stretched out his hand to rub his hair , "I already knew that. I love you too."

Catching his gaze, recalling what I mustered up the courage to say, I was suddenly a little embarrassed.I really don't know how to say such things.So she leaned against him with her head down, and said in a low voice, "Actually, I just don't want you to leave me."

Lin Rui put down the book and looked at himself, his eyes flickered, and the smile in his eyes was as bright as a spring breeze.

Suddenly he laughed, wrapped himself up, and said disgustingly: "You love me so much, why am I willing to leave you?" After a pause, he made a serious look, "If you think about it again, be careful that I will be rude at night, hehe. "

I immediately blushed, but saw that he had already bowed his head and kissed him lightly.His eyes were bright, filled with undisguised pampering.

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Lin Rui opened his eyes and found that he was leaning against an embrace.

Looking back on the fragments of the broken dream just now, there is still a bit of sour sweetness.Even after such a long time, even if I believed and entrusted him easily at that time, I don't want to think about the result now, but the bits and pieces of memory still remain in my memory, but they are still as clear as yesterday.He had heard people say that deliberately forgetting would make the memory clearer, but now he didn't know whether he wanted to remember or forget.

If you remember, then the current Lin Rui will always be the Yao Qi who can't get out of the past, but if you forget, it means that you will put aside the past that belongs to Yao Qi and Lin Rui, and become the new Lin Rui wholeheartedly.And the former self will never leave traces.

I thought it was probably because of that dream that my thoughts began to be a little confused.Not wanting to dwell on this fruitless question, Lin Rui turned his body slightly, looked up and saw Zhong Yuan's face very close, and immediately remembered what happened last night.

However, as if from a long time ago, everything was blurred, only the phrase "Lin Rui, I love you" that the man kept repeating in his ear remained.

It is also what I have said word by word.Perhaps it is precisely because of this that I suddenly recall those trivial fragments that have long been forgotten.However, too many things that happened last night slowly surfaced in my mind as I gradually became sober.However, he knew in his heart that whether it was for Yao Qi or Lin Rui, he couldn't give an explanation for the decision made last night, including what kind of feelings he had for the person in front of him.He clearly knew that Lin Rui was the only one he saw in his eyes, but still... still couldn't refuse.Suddenly he stretched out his hand to press his face, let out a long breath, blocked his thoughts, and didn't want to think about anything.

It wasn't a big move, but it startled the person who was holding him.Feeling the tight grip on his back, Lin Rui raised his head and met Zhong Yuan's gaze.

With a smile, eyes full of affection like water.