The beauty of rebirth

Zhong Yuan sat on the ground, leaning against the glass shuttle door of the bathroom with his head raised.The glasses had already been taken off and thrown aside, and the frames were lying crookedly on the carpet half folded.

The rain outside the window was still pattering, hitting the window sill, and falling on the ears of the people inside the house with a sound.

At this moment, his tight heart was finally able to relax a bit. He let out a long sigh of relief, and then felt the fatigue gradually spread all over his body.The things that I had no time to think about because of urgency before came to my mind bit by bit, but they still hovered heavily in my heart, as if the lingering heavy cloud was hanging over the sky at this moment.

In the end... still can't accept this fact.Zhong Yuan stared blankly ahead, after a while he stretched out his hand to cover his face, and let out a slight but heavy sigh again.

Suddenly, heavy sounds came out from inside.But almost instinctively, he immediately sat up straight and looked back.However, all I can see is still only the hazy white light on the frosted cellophane, and I can't even catch the swaying shadow.

After he took Lin Rui with him, the latter stumbled into the bathroom without saying anything, but closed the door firmly, which meant that he insisted not to let him follow him in.

Probably... more or less understandable.Standing at the door, Zhong Yuan saw the door being pulled hard, and Lin Rui curled up on the ground with his arms tightly folded, his brows tightly knit and sweating profusely, and he frowned unconsciously.I thought to myself, to Lin Rui, this may be the secret that I don't want to be known the most.However, he allowed himself to meet and completely witness all his fragility and pain.He felt that this might be regarded as the little bit of stubbornness left in Lin Rui's heart.

So, he suppressed the worries and tensions that were surging in his heart, sat on the side of the door seemingly calmly, and began to wait for a long time in silence.

However, the intermittent sound from inside the glass door was like a thin thread, pulling his heart up and down constantly, and he felt the sharp pain back and forth that almost bleeds from his heart.

The sound of knocking, breaking, impact... Every sound came dully through the door, Zhong Yuan pressed his face tightly, but he still couldn't restrain himself from imagining the pictures of Lin Rui making these sounds in his mind, which was so clear and real As if seeing it with my own eyes.

To him, this seemed like a century-long torture.

"...Lin Rui?" After this noise, he still stared at the glass door, paused, and then called out tentatively.

After a while, there was a low and heavy sound from inside, and Zhong Yuan clearly felt Lin Rui's body sitting heavily opposite him, almost back to back, just separated by a glass door.

Zhong Yuan's eyes softened a little, he also turned around, and gently leaned back against the door.

"I'm fine..." After a while, I remembered Lin Rui's hoarse voice accompanied by a long sigh.

"That's good." Zhong Yuan sighed softly, and a smile slowly appeared on his face, but there was some unconscious fatigue and relief in this smile.He instinctively wanted to ask something, but he couldn't open his mouth to the still fragile person at the door.After a pause, he felt that the blank silence was too abrupt, so he deliberately smiled and said, "Why don't you take a shower first, and I'll help you get your clothes later."

"...Okay." After a long time, I remembered the answering voice inside, still a little weak and hoarse.

Zhong Yuan stood up, walked to the closet and opened the closet door. Inside were all of Lin Rui's clothes, in different lengths, some of which he had seen before, and some of which were unfamiliar to him.Zhong Yuan glanced around in the closet, only to see the large nightgown stacked in the compartment.

Picking up the bathrobe and walking back to the bathroom door, I heard the sound of water already inside.Zhong Yuan called "Lin Rui" outside the door, wanting him to come to the door to get some clothes.However, no response was received.After hesitating for a moment, he knocked on the glass door with his fingers again, repeating what he said just now.

There was still no answer at the door.

Zhong Yuan tightly held the hem of the bathrobe, stretched out his hand to support the door, gently opened the door and walked in.

"Lin..." When he entered the door, he still hesitated, but before he whispered for the third time, he caught sight of Lin Rui's slender back from the mist, and stopped talking in the middle of the sentence.

The water from the shower head was still floating wantonly and fell into the bathtub, and the water had already reached his knees.However, Lin Rui stood motionless in the falling water droplets, and his clothes were already soaked and attached to his body.However, he just stood in the bathtub with his head down, his slender hands firmly propped against the wall, and his shoulders shrugged slightly from a distance.

The bathrobe in Zhong Yuan's hand fell to the ground, and it was wetted by the water on the ground, oozing a slightly darker color.However, he didn't pick it up, instead he stepped over it and walked towards the bathtub.

Without any more hesitation, he stepped into the bathtub with both feet, stretched out his hands to cover Lin Rui's body, and put the same posture against the wall, with his body tightly pressed together, covering him in his own shadow.The warm water sprinkled from the top of his head slowly fell all over his body, soaking his expensive shirt bit by bit.

The head has been buried in the socket of his neck, leaving a string of warm and long kisses there.

"Lin Rui, no matter what happens or why, I will never give up on you." Zhong Yuan felt the warm water flowing through his body, and softly spoke behind Lin Rui's ear.

The person in his arms didn't answer, but his body visibly trembled, clearly implying that he had heard every word he said clearly.Zhong Yuan moved his hands down and hugged his waist, and buried his face closer to his neck, and gradually felt that the ups and downs of Lin Rui's body seemed calmer than before.

Suddenly, he let go of his hand to hold his shoulder, and turned him gently to face himself.

Lin Rui didn't resist at all, but leaned his back against the wall, but lowered his head firmly, the end of his bangs was dripping, sticking to his forehead indiscriminately, covering all the expressions in his eyes.

Zhong Yuan didn't stretch out his hand to remove the last cover in front of his forehead, but still looked at him steadfastly, his eyes were unconsciously soft and affectionate.After a while, I still couldn't help reaching out and pressing him into my arms again.

"I don't know what happened to you, but... I am willing to accompany you, or bear everything on your behalf."

When Zhong Yuan said these words, Lin Rui, who had been silent like stagnant water, suddenly chuckled.Zhong Yuan was a little surprised, and was about to separate his body to look at his expression.Suddenly, he felt a pair of hands climbing up from behind, gently encircling him, trembling slightly and increasing his strength.

"Lin Rui..." The astonishment immediately added a bit of surprise to it.Just as he was about to say something, he felt the person in his arms getting closer, his head was buried in his neck, and the breath he exhaled was somewhat warmer than the water around him.

"Brother Zhong, I..." Lin Rui finally spoke, his voice was low, still sounding a little panting.

Before struggling with almost collapse under the drug addiction, after being satisfied, there is still exhaustion and weakness in body and mind.Coupled with the residual drunkenness after drinking, and the closed and warm water vapor in the bathroom, Lin Rui felt that his mind was in a trance at the moment.I don't know why, the emotional surge that should have happened to Yao Qi's memorial day, and the unexpected encounter with my father a few hours ago, are so far away that it seems that centuries have passed, and they are covered layer by layer by all the subsequent events. , and finally backlogged in the bottom of the heart.At this moment, he no longer wants to think about it, and dig them out again.

However, the person in front of him knew that his words were not addressed to the self in his body, but he couldn't help being moved.Time and time again, touching the most hurt and softest part of his heart, destroying step by step the psychological defense line in his heart that resembles self-defense.He didn't know when he started, from a bystander who thought it had nothing to do with him, and was slowly involved in it.

"Lin Rui, you don't have to say anything." Zhong Yuan smiled instead at this moment, and stretched out his hand to stroke his hair. It was still the same familiar words, "It's enough for you to know that I love you." After the words fell, I felt Until the hands that circled him were tight.

For a while no one spoke.The water mist that filled the bathroom was so thick that it seemed to create a small space, tightly sealing the two people who were close together.And in the moist water vapor that could not circulate, Zhong Yuan vaguely felt that his panting was becoming more and more obvious, and the temperature in the room seemed to be constantly rising.

He knew he couldn't go on like this, otherwise he might not be able to control himself.

"Lin Rui," trying to clear his mind, "If you're okay, I'd better go out first, so as not to delay your shower..." He let go of his hand while talking, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed.

However, under Zhong Yuan's let go, Lin Rui's body suddenly lost its last support, and could not help but slide slowly along the wall.Zhong Yuan panicked, and quickly bent down to wrap his arms around his waist.

There was a splash of water in the bathtub, and after Zhong Yuan touched Lin Rui, he realized that he was already half kneeling in the water by leaning forward.As for Lin Rui, he was leaning against the side of the bathtub right at hand.His eyes were still empty, and he was indeed staring at himself.

Zhong Yuan looked deeply into his eyes.Suddenly, at this time, no matter the embarrassment or anything else is not important.Because my breathing has become obviously rapid, a desire that has been suppressed in my heart for too long began to be uncontrollably aroused.This feeling almost occupied his entire mind, and no other distracting thoughts were allowed to exist, including his inherent rationality and tolerance.

He knows that he is not a saint, and there will be a moment when his desire will reach its limit.

"Lin Rui, I think..." Zhong Yuan slowly leaned down and approached him, his voice was so low that he almost melted into the hazy mist.

Lin Rui stared at Zhong Yuan intently, and saw himself being enlarged little by little in the latter's eyes for a long, long time.Suddenly, a trace of a traceless smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth without warning, which seemed to be mixed with a little sigh and mockery.

He didn't say a word, but slowly closed his eyes, feeling that the breath of the person in front of him was getting closer.