The beauty of rebirth

Lin Rui stood naked in front of the mirror in the bathroom.

The unwiped body still maintains its original state after showering. Water drops drip down the somewhat messy ends of the hair, and one by one slides along the skin of the neck, chest, waist and abdomen, leaving a faint Water marks.

He stared at the person in the mirror motionlessly, his eyes flicked from bottom to top following the direction of the water drops just now.

A well-proportioned body, long and thin arms, a fair and delicate neck, thin and pale lips, a straight and delicate nose bridge, a three-dimensional outline...and those deeply sunken but empty eyes.

He stared at his own eyes for a long time, but couldn't see anything from them.With a low snort, he reached for the towel on the desk, closed his eyes, and wiped his hair carelessly.

The movement went on for a while, but suddenly stopped.Finally, he couldn't help but move away the hand and towel that were covering his eyes, and raised his head to look at the mirror in a daze.

The eyes of the person in the mirror are still empty, and even he himself can't see the slightest expression of emotion from them.

Lin Rui suddenly laughed again.In the end, are only these eyes his own?

He looked at the person in the mirror again, just like every time in the past six months, from head to toe, every inch of texture, every piece of skin.

That person was just the reflection in the mirror, but it seemed to be standing in front of him alive.Provoking the corner of his mouth, the man smiled at himself.Open your arms, and the man opens his own embrace.Lin Rui stared blankly, then suddenly stretched out his hand to the mirror in a daze.However, what the fingertips touched, whether it was the cold mirror in front of him or the cool touch on his own face, were all so false and disgusting.

Suddenly woke up.

The person in the mirror is not yourself.

He has that person's facial features, that person's limbs and body, everything that once made him unable to extricate himself from being trapped in it... so close to him, but really out of reach.

Because, standing on the other side of the mirror is yourself.

He is not Lin Rui, the person he loves is Lin Rui.

And he is Yao Qi.

It was Yao Qi who used to have no one but Lin Rui in his eyes, it was Yao Qi who died unexpectedly because of his heartless departure, it was Yao Qi who was reborn and wanted to hate him and forget him but couldn't escape the picture in the mirror day and night. The face of Yao Qi.

I vaguely remember that rainy night two years ago, the first time in my life I was so drunk that I lost consciousness.Walking on the street deliriously, the silhouettes of the past were overlapping in his mind, which aggravated the pain in his heart.Suddenly there was a screeching sound of brakes, the lights flickered, and at the end of his vision, there was only a gloomy sky.

When I woke up, I found myself in Italy, sitting on the corner of a dark and damp street.

The people around are all unfamiliar faces from other countries, speaking a language that I can't understand, and casting strange glances at me.

He didn't know his incredible rebirth at first, and he couldn't find out why he was here in this environment where he didn't understand the language.But the plane ticket in his pocket to take off back to China the next day happened to be as good as he wanted.He didn't have time to think about it, and boarded the plane back to China according to the flight number written on the ticket the next day.

However, in the restroom on the plane, he raised his head and found himself as strange as in the mirror.

No, it is by no means unfamiliar.Rather, it was too familiar, and at the moment when I knew myself, I could only stare at the mirror stupidly, unable to say a word.

Finally realized that the time has suddenly jumped to two years later, and this body has also changed from Yao Qi to Lin Rui.

The next moment he began to tremble uncontrollably.Suddenly he understood that if Yao Qi died and was reborn as Lin Rui, it could only mean that Lin Rui had died within the past two years.

He felt that he should gloat over his misfortune because of his unfeeling.However, after returning to China, he was inextricably immersed in confusion and despair.Only then did he realize that he had never given up at all.The place where Lin Rui had shared memories is no longer what it used to be. He wandered around aimlessly like a stray dog. He felt as if his body weighed a thousand pounds, and he might collapse at any moment.

Until I met Fed, that kind of self-righteous, but really extraordinary kid.

That day he went to meet the chairman of Xinli Media.Because that company was originally formed by the merger of several small entertainment companies, one of which was called Bonus, which was the company that Lin Rui signed with in the past.He held out a glimmer of hope to know what happened after Lin Rui left, but the chairman regarded him as an artist who had passed away but still wanted to recommend himself in front of him.

Quickly kicked out.He stood blankly outside the door, just about to leave, when he turned around and saw Fed with dazzling blond hair.

He looked at himself for a few seconds, then suddenly took off his sunglasses, raised the corners of his mouth, and revealed a wild and confident smile.

"Do you want to have your posters all over the streets one day?"

What happened afterwards was far beyond my expectations, but it also went smoothly unexpectedly.That kid became his manager, half a year of special packaging training and the use of contacts, the realization of that sentence back then is already close at hand.

However, I didn't show too much excitement about this, nor tried my best to refuse to oppose it. I just accepted it numbly all the time, watching Fed push me up step by step, as calm as an outsider.

He knew that people who had experienced death like himself would not care too much or be obsessed with anything.Even a sudden fall from this high point will probably not and cannot reveal the slightest fear or sadness.

Perhaps for myself, the feeling of being alive is enough.

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"Lin Rui, did you die inside?" The shadow of Fed leaning against was cast outside the frosted glass door, and a sudden voice interrupted Lin Rui's thoughts.

"Oh, it's coming soon." When she came back to her senses, she picked up her clothes and put them on in a hurry.

"Then I'm coming in." Fed vaguely saw Lin Rui's dressing movements through the frosted lines, and asked by tapping the back of his finger.

"Well, come in."

Fed put away the wild thoughts that had been flooding in his mind for a long time, collected himself, and opened the door.

Lin Rui was arranging his collar in front of the mirror. The dark purple shirt with a slightly satin texture clearly outlined the thin and sharp lines on his shoulders and back.

Fed stood there for a while, then walked aside to pick up the hanging black windbreaker, and walked behind him to unfold it.

Lin Rui was taken aback, stretched out his hand cooperatively, and turned to face him.

Fed looked up at him, and immediately felt that something was growing wantonly in his mind, and quickly lowered his head to straighten his collar.

"Okay." After combing his hair and spraying on his perfume, Fed looked at the man in front of him who was more delicate and perfect than a work of art with satisfaction, smiling brightly, completely forgetting that he was already fascinated by this small face I accidentally became a full-time nanny again.

"Thank you." Lin Rui said lightly, and turned to look in the mirror.

"It's getting late, I'll go down and drive first." Fed still maintained a flowery smile, reached out and patted Lin Rui on the shoulder, "Get down quickly."

"Ah."

After the sound of closing the door fell, the person who had been standing in front of the mirror moved.He bent down, took out a small plastic bag from the third drawer under the desk, and quickly stuffed it into the interlayer pocket of the windbreaker.

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The big red Porsche Boxster S is driving on the main road of the city like the wind.

The convertible sports car with that bright color is naturally quite eye-catching. Fed rested his elbows on the outskirts of the car, and raised his face slightly.The wind was blowing from all directions, making his blond hair dance wildly.Turning his head and looking to the side, Lin Rui turned his face to the window, not sure if he was watching the scenery or fell asleep.But the white and slender neck exposed from the collar made Fed stunned.Fortunately, I haven't forgotten that I'm on the main road, so I quickly stopped and continued to drive.

In the area of ​​Fuguang Square, there is no doubt that traffic will be blocked during off-duty hours.But fortunately, in this city, everyone who drives is extremely calm about this. Fed looked at the clock in front of the car No. 10 times in 15 minutes. It was 48:1, which was only [-] minute past.Sighing, this feeling is similar to the feeling of looking forward to the end of get out of class when I was studying in the past.Thinking back at that time, if the eyes were lethal, the clock at the back of the classroom would have been looked at several times, even if a black hole was seen in it, it would not be surprising.

After thinking about it for a while, I looked up and looked at the drivers around me. Most of them read newspapers and magazines that had been prepared a long time ago.Turning his head, he saw that the buddy who was walking with him was actually holding a erotic magazine, his eyes were full of stars, his face was so lewd that he was not afraid of affecting the appearance of the city.

After looking around, he finally fixed his eyes on the huge billboard not far away.Despite having seen it countless times, Fed immediately went into a brief moment of intoxication.But soon, a flash of inspiration flashed in the businessman's mind, and he suddenly realized the profoundness of this advertising space.It's not about how central the seat is, how expensive the land is, how high the hanging is, or how big the picture is, but it's about...how deadly the traffic jam is.In this place that must be trafficked every day, even an advertisement as big as a slap can't escape the eyes of those who are not prepared for entertainment and have nowhere to put it.Turning his head, he saw in a convertible not far away, several people dressed like dogs and dogs were staring at a small advertisement for treating athlete's foot on the telephone pole. Fed immediately smiled triumphantly. The example given is completely giving strong evidence to my point of view just now.Of course, if you ask Fed how he knows that the three-no small advertisement is for beriberi... well, this, of course, because he has also been blocked in that seat countless times.In this regard, he has to admit that the effect of this cheap publicity is still in place.If he didn't have this problem, he might have bought a lot of them and brought them home.

The person next to him suddenly moved.

Fed shuddered, and all his attention was drawn back.Looking down, he saw Lin Rui's hand on his lap, his slender fingers stretched casually, just like his master, with a lazy posture.

Seeing that, Fed's little heart trembled again, and he stretched out his own hand in a daze, and gently covered it.

"Huh?" Lin Rui turned his head, his eyes were not tired, it seemed that he was just looking at the scenery just now...or was just in a daze.

"Uh..." Fed realized what he had done in a daze, and looked embarrassed, not knowing what to say.

The hand has already been put on it, and it is even more suspicious to withdraw it suddenly.That mind turned around quickly, but instead squeezed the back of Lin Rui's hand firmly, with a friendly face, "Is it cold?"

Asking, looking across Lin Rui, he caught sight of the uncle driver who was holding a newspaper as a fan, and immediately felt ashamed.

"It's okay." Fortunately, Lin Rui didn't seem to realize it, and just replied lightly.But Fed clearly felt that his hand was cold, so he wanted to hold it firmly in his palm at that moment, to warm it up.

"It's fine if it's not cold, it's fine if it's not cold." I quickly let go, raised my eyes to see the advertisement, and turned to Lin Rui with a smile, "The advertisement is really eye-catching."

Lin Rui stared at the picture for a long while, then glanced at the facial features of the person in the painting one by one, and finally met the pair of empty eyes like his own.After a while, he turned his head and smiled.I said in my heart, that's not me, but I still spoke lightly, as if my heart was also calm, "It's not like me."

"How could it be?" Fed looked at the picture and smiled, his eyes suddenly showed a hint of doting, "Those eyes, there is no second pair of eyes in this world."

Lin Rui looked at his expression, his eyes softened slightly.After all, he just smiled and didn't speak.