[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

Spoiler: Do Kyungsoo - If it was at the beginning, there would be no future.

The first time I saw Bo Nianxi was at the airport. From a distance, I saw her standing blankly by herself with a heavy suitcase.I don't know why, but I always feel that I can see the feeling of loneliness from her.This feeling is very subtle, a subtle desire to let me get close to her and come into her life.

She was crushed to the ground as fans poured in.Regardless of my manager's objection, I went up and extended my hand to her without thinking.The moment I met her eyes, somewhere in my heart seemed to be touched.She looked hesitant, but finally put her hand into mine.I asked her if she was okay, she smiled and said nothing and walked out of my sight.At that time, in my subconscious mind, I thought I would never meet her again.I even imagined, could she be our fan?I laughed after that, when did I become such a guessing person.The answer, I don't know.

But God just played tricks on people, and the time I saw her again was at our autograph session.I inadvertently looked up at the long line, but I didn't expect my eyes to just fall on her.She was holding our new album in her arms and talking to a girl in front of her, looking very happy.It was only this time that I found out that the person she likes is Jin Zhongda.When I knew the news, my mood suddenly fell down.

The team gradually shortened, and finally she walked in front of me.Somewhat embarrassed, I handed the album in my arms to Jin Zhongda who was sitting next to me. I bowed my head and signed autographs for the fans in front of me a little unhappy.I watched her every move secretly from the corner of my eye. When Brother Zhong was talking to her, her face turned a little red. That expression looked a little cute.When she walked by me, she accidentally knocked off the water bottle on my table. The moment the water bottle fell to the ground, what I thought in my heart was not that there would be no water to drink, or that I would have to ask for another bottle of water.What I thought in my heart was, did I hit her foot?Will it hurt?

Fortunately, the water bottle did not hit her foot.After noticing my surroundings, I signed for her.It's not how narcissistic I am, but because I want to help her out.After all, so many people, so many pairs of eyes are looking at her.I don't want to embarrass her.

Since that day, I've been sick.No matter what I do, I always think of that girl. At that time, I didn't know her name was Bo Nianxi.When Senior Yunho from the company asked me and Brother Zhong to help him buy flowers and confess to the person I like, I saw her again.He told Brother Zhong her name. I don't know if Brother Zhong remembered her name, but I remembered it firmly.

We came to China collectively on the day of the Spring Festival, the reason is very simple, we have an announcement to catch up.Brother Lu Han said he was going to the bookstore, I didn't have anything to do, so I followed him there.When I came to the bookstore, there were still very few people there. Brother Luhan said he had to go find books first and let me wander around by myself.I smiled at him and nodded and told him to go find the book with peace of mind. If it didn't work, I would call him back.He patted me on the shoulder in agreement and walked away.

After turning around by myself, I saw a familiar figure not far away.After walking over quietly, he said something in Korean, what are you doing?She looked at me warily like a frightened animal.But soon she returned to her original state, and I thought she was very cute when I saw her like this.Later, I took the initiative to explain to her the recent situation of Brother Zhong, and what I got in return was a gift from her.

After we walked out of the store, she received a phone call. I didn't understand it, but seeing her in a hurry, I let her go.

In fact, Brother Zhong likes the star plush toy.But I really want this Xingxing plush toy, because this is the gift she picked out with the most care.I insisted that it was given to me by Bo Nianxi, and Brother Zhong reluctantly accepted the panda toy.Sometimes I feel really selfish.I was a little afraid to face Bo Nianxi, and even a little afraid to face Brother Zhong.Does this count as stealing other people's happiness?

Because of this guilt, I can only do better to Bo Nianxi.

That is, after that time, I can always see her familiar figure in every event we have.I even did the silliest thing in my life after knowing she was a florist.It was from seven o'clock in the evening to waiting for her until more than ten o'clock in the evening.This kind of waiting can only give her a pair of gloves. Fortunately, no one knows about it, otherwise they will definitely make fun of me again.Later, she took my gloves with doubtful eyes, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.Fortunately, she did not reject me.I even boldly entered my phone number into her phone.

I seem to be one step closer to Bo Nianxi.

Every time I see Bo Nianxi and Brother Zhong together, I feel inexplicably unhappy.Because the person Bo Nianxi likes is Brother Zhong and I like Bo Nianxi.If Brother Zhong also likes Bo Nianxi, what should I do?I don't want to think about it, and I don't even dare to think about it.

Gradually helping Bo Nianxi seems to have become a bad habit in my life, no matter what kind of request she asks of me, I will agree to her.When she said that she would only invite me to dinner alone, I was really happy in my heart.Because Brother Zhong was standing beside me, and she didn't say that she would invite Brother Zhong to have dinner with me.Does this also prove that I still have a little place in her heart?I smiled, very cautiously.I am afraid that after others discover my happiness, they will take it away.

Before Bo Nienxi returned to Korea, I always went to the flower shop to buy thirteen red roses.Even the proprietress there has become familiar with me, but I still haven't seen Bo Nianxi.How much I want to tell her that the flower language of thirteen red roses is, I love you.How much I wanted to say this to her, but I couldn't.

Time flies, and one day I received a text message from Bo Nianxi.He said that he wanted to invite me to dinner, but I agreed without even thinking about it.I don't know why that day, maybe I wanted to confess to her after drinking a little wine.But after drinking one cup after another, I never confessed to her, and finally got myself drunk.It was Zhong Ren who took care of me for one night, that is, that night he knew my secret.I love the secret of the thinnian...  

On the day of the performance, the costumes to be used have not arrived for a long time.The moment the door of the room was opened, I saw Bo Nianxi who was barefoot.Without saying a word, I walked over and took off the shoes on her hand. When I was about to put on her shoes, I clearly saw the blisters on her feet.At that moment, my heart hurt a little, how painful these blisters must be.I really seemed to ask her if it hurts.

Due to time constraints, I didn't have time to give her a more detailed treatment.I was the last person to come out of the room. When Brother Zhong secretly handed over the Band-Aids I bought a few days ago to Bo Nianxi, I saw the emotion in her eyes.It's not like I haven't seen her move before, but this time it's a little different.It's different from the look in my eyes.

I was a little absent-minded along the way, I was thinking, what if Bo Nianxi cried?What if she is in so much pain that she can't walk?What if she can't eat at noon?In short, all the thoughts in her head were hers.I came to their company with the mentality that I couldn't let go, and I took the lunch box and walked towards her office step by step.She frowned and sat on the stool, as if she had just woken up.I called out to her and she turned to look at me.

When I asked to help her deal with the wound, she firmly refused me.I persisted stubbornly, and finally she compromised to me.But the requirement is to put the Band-Aid back on for her.At that moment, my heart was half cold.The Band-Aid was given to her by Brother Zhong, she was reluctant to throw it away, she liked Jin Zhongda.

Brother Lu Han called me to Tong Yan's house, saying that he wanted to cook together.Because Brother Lu Han said that Bo Nianxi would also be called by Tong Yan, so I agreed to his invitation without hesitation.When Brother Luhan and I were busy in the kitchen, I heard the sound of the door opening.I know that Bo Nianxi is coming.

The spaghetti had just been cooked, but when Brother Luhan and I were about to serve it out, I overheard their conversation...

It turned out to be like this, it turned out that Bo Nianxi was using me to get Admiralty University's phone number.Why am I so stupid?The spaghetti in her hand fell to the ground like this, and she turned to look at me in surprise.I looked at her sadly and finally ran out.I don't know how to face her like this, and I don't even want to face it.I ran desperately, and finally ran to a place where there was no one.The rain started to fall at this time...

I stood in the rain for a long time, and then returned to the dormitory with a somewhat tired body.After seeing me like this, Zhong Ren asked me to take a shower without saying anything.At night, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep.By rights I should be angry, but I'm not.I was just very sad. At that time I made a decision, that is: no matter how Bo Nianxi invites me to dinner next time, I will not go.

Facing Bo Nianxi, I can't get angry.I'm only angry that I'm not good enough, and I didn't make her like me.

As the saying goes, what you are afraid of will happen.The reality is indeed like this, without any warning, Bo Nianxi and Jin Zhongda got together.After hearing this news, I was sad for a long time, obviously she just apologized to me a few days ago, but I didn't expect to be with Brother Zhong so soon.I struggled in my heart for a long time and wanted to give up liking Bo Nianxi, but I found that I couldn't do it.I still can't let go of Bo Nianxi.

Tong Yan held a birthday party for Brother Luhan on his birthday, at the party I saw the sweet scene of Jin Zhongda and Bo Nianxi together, and I felt very uncomfortable.I watched her secretly because I was afraid she would find out, but she hardly looked at me during the whole party.I think it's because I have too much heart.

After the party was over, she didn't let Admiralty see her off.I was like a stalker, worried about her, so I silently followed her and sent her home.From time to time, she turned her head and looked around with vigilant eyes, and several times she was almost discovered.When she was about to get home, she ran in quickly.I think I scared her...

During activities in Russia, Brother Zhong was with that woman named Zhang Xianna.After I saw this scene that day, I beat Admiralty hard. How could he treat Bo Nianxi like this? !Obviously he was the one who confessed to Bo Nianxi first, but now he is with another woman!What a jerk he is!He actually used Bo Nianxi to stimulate Zhang Xianna!

I have always been nice to everyone in the team, but this time I had a big falling out because of Bo Nianxi and Jin Zhong.That was the first time I fought for Bo Nianxi, and it was also the first time I swung my fist at my teammates.I'm like a lunatic, no matter how others pull me, I don't stop.It wasn't until Brother Yifan slapped me that I regained my composure.

I didn't sleep very well in those days.I was thinking how sad Bo Nianxi would be if she found out, would she feel the same pain as me?Will it be sad?So what should she do?

Yes, what should I do?What can I do to make her less painful? Can I transfer all her pain to me?I don't want her to be so unhappy.

The day Bo Nianxi knew the truth, she cried in my arms for a long time, and I felt distressed looking at her like this.Finally sent her back home.

When Bo Nianxi was broken in love, I always went to accompany her, no matter how busy I was, I would spare time to accompany her every day.She seems to be taking an exam recently, and she is studying nervously.I would buy a lot of delicious things to bring to her. Every time I would sit outside and watch TV while she was reviewing for the exam.Afraid of disturbing her, I keep the voice very small every time.Even though she told me it was okay, I still didn't want to cause her any trouble, and the next time it was still very quiet.

After getting along for a period of time, I have a deeper understanding of Bo Nianxi.On the day of the exam, I even sent a text message to cheer her up, but who would have thought that Bo Nianxi, who had just finished the exam, would be kidnapped like this.When Jin Zhongda told us about this, I kept looking for her in every corner of Seoul like a lunatic.During the day I had to catch up with the announcement, and at night I desperately searched for her.When I locked the suspicion on Zhang Xianna, she still told me honestly.I searched according to Zhang Xianna's instructions, and finally found Bo Nianxi who was dying.

After I sent Bo Nianxi to the hospital, I stayed here the whole time, watching her thin body and feeling so distressed that she couldn't breathe.I hate Jang Hyun Na!If it wasn't for her, maybe Bo Nianxi would be fine now.But I also know that I can't go to the police to deal with this matter.Because, for Bo Nianxi now, watching Jin Zhong get hurt is more painful than getting her hurt.

After she woke up, I took care of her as usual.It was completely beyond my expectation that Jin Zhongda brought Zhang Xianna to the hospital to apologize to Nian Xi, but Nian Xi still forgave Zhang Xianna.The reason is still because of Admiralty.

On the first night after being discharged from the hospital, Nianxi called me and said that she was afraid to ask me to accompany her.I put down my phone and ran outside. In fact, Zhong Ren was applying medicine to my wound at that time.Without any objection, I had another big fight with Admiralty.Still because of Nianxi.

I'm really glad that the person she thinks of at this time will still be me.Am I on the verge of success?Successfully made her start to depend on me and like me?I don't know, the answer to all this is still in Nian Xi's hands.

On the day of Shu Luo's birthday, Zhang Xianna was very honored to be caught in the police station. Jin Zhongda called Nian Xi and asked Nian Xi to release Zhang Xianna.At that time, I really wanted to go up to him and say, "What qualifications do you have to ask Nianxi to do this!" But I held back, I think it's better for Nianxi to decide this matter alone.As long as she makes a decision, I have no objection.

It was a good birthday but was messed up by Zhang Xianna, Nianxi decided to let Zhang Xianna go.When she asked me if I called the police, it really broke my heart.Even though we've been together for so long, she still hasn't been able to understand me.It's not that she doesn't understand, but that she doesn't want to understand.Thinking of this, my heart sank again...

At night, Zhong Ren said to me, "I told her about your liking for Bo Nianxi." This sentence made me stand up in bed.I looked at him and asked, "Are you telling the truth?" He nodded to me seriously, and now I feel like a bolt from the blue.No doubt, I lost sleep again that night.

When Nianxi called me the next day, I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I confessed to Bo Nianxi with a broken heart.To my surprise, she agreed to be with me.

At that moment, I decided: No matter what happens, I will only love her in my life.I won't let her suffer any more, I want to be with her all the time.

But reality is reality, and it will never be as beautiful as imagined.I still couldn't make it to the end with Nian Xi, all thanks to Xia An.

Xia An is a trainee in the company. I heard a long time ago that her family is very rich and has a good family background.But I have always wondered why Xia An, who has such a good family background, came back here as a trainee.Later, I know.

That time, Xia An confessed to me.Xia An said that she came here because of me, she likes me, and she came here because she wanted to be closer to me.Seeing her innocent eyes, I couldn't bear to tell her the hard truth.But when I remembered how Nianxi was injured, I blurted out without hesitation, "I'm sorry, I have a girlfriend." She was like a gambler who refused to admit defeat, and asked me who my girlfriend was stubbornly. I was afraid that she would In the end, he didn't tell her what he did to Nianxi.

The days go by day by day like this, and I feel extremely happy every day when Nianxi and I are together.Just when I was about to forget about Xia An, I received a call from her.She said that if I didn't go, she would jump off the stairs.In this way, I hurried back to the company, and when I ran to the roof out of breath, Xia An was drinking milk tea and standing aside waiting for me.

I told her that I don't love her, don't love her now, and never will.I only love Bo Nianxi, but she laughed after hearing this.

"Do Kyungsoo, one day you will beg me to be with you." She looked at me with a smile, and I turned my head and walked away without saying anything.

Until Xia An met me and Nianxi in the corridor, I think she must have heard our conversation.Looking at her bright smile, I feel a little uneasy in my heart.This kind of anxiety seems to grow in my bones, and one day it will break through the ground and knock me down.

Nianxi asked me if she was invisible in my life, I looked at her distressedly and told her no.She cried after I said those words to her, and every drop of the tears fell on my body as if it fell on my heart.It made my heart ache, I couldn't see her cry the most.At this time, the person who made her cry was myself.

During the recording period of the new album, I hardly had time to spend with Nianxi, but I still miss her very much.The name of this album happens to be also called "Missing", as if it was tailor-made for me.Xia An would come over when she had time. She was no longer a trainee, but had already debuted.Park Chanyeol has always liked her, and we didn't say anything when she stayed here.What can we say?

The release of the album means that our next schedule will be very tight, and I won't be able to be with Nian Xi for nearly a month.I called her, and she asked me on the phone if I would be with someone else after I came back. I joked, how come?I am not Admiralty.It can be seen that the shadow brought by Brother Zhong is not small.

In the evening, we received a call from the hospital saying that brother Luhan was hospitalized.A few of us came to the hospital quickly, and the media came to the hospital door after hearing the news that Luhan was injured because of Kim Jae-hee.If it weren't for the hospital's security guards, I think the media would have destroyed the hospital.

Eleven of us guarded outside the ward, and the most unfortunate one should be Brother Junmian.After all, he is the captain, and he is the most responsible for Brother Luhan's accident.We didn't dare to tell our agent brother about this at the first time, and Kim Jae-hee was also standing with us, her eyes were full of worry, and she even shed tears.Zhang Yixing comforted her, and after a few glances, I set my sights on the ward.

When Nian Xi and Shu Luo came, Shu Luo slapped Jin Zaixi without saying anything, but was taken away by Park Chanyeol.I know that Shu Luo likes Park Chanyeol, and I also know that Park Chanyeol doesn't like Shu Luo.In this love, someone will always give and someone will get hurt.Just like, I love Nianxi, Xia An loves me, Park Chanyeol loves Xia An, and Shu Luo loves Park Chanyeol.We all longed for love so much, but we didn't expect that when we turned the corner, God had already made a choice for me...

Because of Brother Luhan, we are honored to stay here for two more days.I stay with Nianxi, I really want to stay by her side for the rest of my life.Hold her tightly in my arms, she belongs to me alone.

During the month I went out, I saw a lot of scenery and met a lot of people, but I still miss Nianxi very much.I met XA and the others during promotion, and they are also promoting their new album.During my free time, Xia An asked me out.I didn't want to go at first, but she mentioned Nianxi's name, which made me a little worried, so I went anyway.

"Kyungsoo, we are together. You, break up with Bo Nianxi."

"I won't break up with Nianxi."

"I will let you break up with her, I will!" She smiled like a poppy, although she was beautiful, she didn't have any attraction to me.Seeing Xia An walking away, I sighed slightly.

Why?Why can't we just be fine?

On the day we went back, the weather was not so good, and it began to rain.When I walked out of the airport with others, I immediately saw Nian Xi standing in the crowd.She even waved to me and I took the umbrella from her and got in the car and left the airport.Actually, I really want to take her with me.But I can't do this, not because I'm afraid of delaying my own future, but because I'm afraid that the fans will do something bad to her.

After arriving at the dormitory, I sorted out my and Zhong Ren's things in the room.Nianxi was already in our dormitory when the packing was done.I remember very clearly that I told her that day that I wanted to give her a home.These words are definitely not rhetoric, but what I have always wanted to say to her.I really want to give her a home, a home that belongs to us.

Cheyenne found me on September [-]st when I was practicing in the practice room.With a piece of paper in her hand, she led me to the rooftop.Without saying anything, he handed me the note with all the information about Nianxi. I was a little puzzled looking at this information.

"Why did you give me this? I know my girlfriend's information better than anyone else."

"I'll say it for the last time, stay with me. Otherwise, I can't guarantee that Bo Nianxi will still live in this world. You know my family is rich, right? Do you know my father is powerful? What I said is not You can't do it, but it depends on your attitude. Do Kyungsoo, Bo Nianxi's life is always in your hands. It depends on whether you want her to live on. Moreover, I know that there is a person who hates Bo Nian Xi, this person you also know is Jin Zhongda’s ex-girlfriend Zhang Xianna. Anyway, she has broken up with Jin Zhongda now, I think she doesn’t mind finding someone to vent her anger on.”

The wind is blowing in my ears, and the weather is still very hot in September, even the wind is hot.I clenched my fists tightly and couldn't say a word.Because, as long as I think of the last time when Nianxi disappeared for two days and almost died, I feel inexplicably afraid.I can't let her have any mistakes, absolutely not!

Nianxi, please forgive me.Forgive my selfishness, forgive me.

Forgive me I just want you alive, in this world.

In front of Xia An, I took out my phone and typed a line: Let's break up, Nianxi, I don't love you anymore.I really don't love it anymore.Because the fingers were too hard, they left marks on the screen of the phone.After seeing that the message was sent successfully, Xia An who was on the side looked at me obviously satisfied.

She took my arm and returned to the practice room, all eyes were on Xia An and me, as if the two of us were absolute monsters together.Park Chanyeol immediately grabbed my collar and shouted, "Didn't you fucking date Bo Nianxi? Why are you doing this with Xia An now? What do you mean! Do Kyungsoo, you didn't make it clear today Don’t even think about getting out of this company alive!”

Looking at Park Chanyeol like this, I feel as if someone stabbed me with a knife.Although each cut does not seem to be fatal, it can make people mad with pain.One side is his teammates, the other side is his lover.And I can't say anything.At that moment just now, everything was doomed. I chose to let Nianxi live well, so naturally I have to pay the price.Even if someone scolds me, like how Jin Zhong dumped Nian Xi back then, I don't regret it.Instead, I'm thinking now, Nianxi must hate me very much!

She said that she has always loved Jin Zhongda, but I know that she still loves me in her heart.Because, I know her well enough.

Xia An asked me to accompany her to the park, she held my arm and the two of us walked in the park.When I saw Bo Nianxi and Jin Zhongda sitting together, my heart still hurt a little.Could it be that Nianxi still loves Jin Zhongda?Xia An kissed my lips without warning.I subconsciously wanted to push her away, but was held tightly by her.She seemed to be reminding me of something, so I had to let her dictate.

After 1 minute, Xia An left my lips.At this time, Admiralty Yamato and Nianxi happened to pass by us.I pretended to be relaxed and said, Brother Zhong, you and Bo Nianxi also came to the park for a walk?Jin Zhong responded to my words, and also said that Xia An and I are a good match.

Xia An and I stood there blankly watching the backs of Jin Zhongda and Bo Nianxi walking away, it took me a long time to come back to my senses.I took Xia An's hand off my body, only God knows how much my heart hurt when I said those words to Nian Xi just now.Because the smile on Nian Xi's face was uglier than crying.

Nianxi, don't you want me to die now?

I will, because I betrayed you.Because I said I don't love you anymore.Because I'm with another woman.

But you don't know, this is the only way I can protect you...

Xia An and I have to act in the company, and in front of Nian Xi.I feel so tired after such days, Xia An once asked me why I couldn’t fall in love with her, and I said to her, “Because I love Boniensis.” She screamed and walked out, I held my ears and sat on the lake Watching quietly.The wind felt comfortable on my face, but my heart was breaking bit by bit.

After receiving Tong Yan's invitation letter, Xia An and I came to Tong Yan's new home.I didn't say a word to Xia An along the way, not even a single word.When West showed up at the party in a white dress, I pretended not to see it.I tell Cheyenne jokes all the time, I never knew I could tell so many jokes.In fact, I have been looking for Nianxi from the corner of my eye.

I love her to the core.Nothing can stop me from loving her.

Although I left her, it doesn't mean I don't love her anymore.

The company issued a document a week ago, saying that Xia An and I were to appear on the We Got Married show.At that time, I was completely stunned after listening to it. Originally, Zhang Yixing was booked by the company.But I don't know what method Xia An used to replace Zhang Yixing with herself, so they might really want to be together.

However, just a week later today, I received the news that Nianxi was hospitalized.It was Zhong Ren who told me that after I discussed it with Xia An, she decided to go to see Nianxi with me.I have done all the preparations.Hurt Nianxi's preparations.

Although I hugged Nian Xi's safety, I hurt Nian Xi's heart again and again.Do you know how painful this feeling is?It's like my most beloved baby fell to pieces because of my hand slipping for a while, does it hurt so much?

Xia An naturally appeared in Nianxi's ward holding my arm.I sat down quietly, and habitually picked up an apple and peeled it for her to eat, but this action aroused Xia An's dissatisfaction.Taking advantage of the pretext that Nianxi wanted to drink hot water, she deliberately spilled freshly boiled water on Nianxi's hand. At that moment, I wanted to go up and slap Xia An.But, I can't do it.I could only pretend to sit calmly on the chair and clenched my fists tightly.

Can I still be considered a man like this?

Standing aside, Shu Luo went up and gave Xia An a slap without hesitation, then I stood up and pointed at Nianxi and said, "Bo Nianxi, can you take care of your friend! Tell her not to mess around What?! Even if I'm with An'an now, you don't have to target her so deliberately?! Why didn't I find out that you are such a vicious person before! If there is a next time, I will never forgive you!"

Obviously she is the person I love the most, but at this moment I took the knife in my hand and stabbed her in the chest fiercely.This feeling hurts like hell, more painful than her.I'm such a no-nonsense person that I couldn't leave her unharmed.What an asshole I am!

I pulled Xia An out of the ward and returned to the dormitory.I covered myself in the quilt and cried silently.Zhong Ren is not in this room, but there are still people outside.I can't cry loudly, even I think my future is dark.I don't remember what a smile is, I only remember Nianxi's tearful face.She makes people feel so distressed, so distressed...

A month later, Cheyenne and I were the most popular couple.This month's filming has made me miserable. I miss Nianxi so much, but I can't see her, hug her, let alone kiss her.

Bo Nianxi, I really miss you.

In the afternoon, Xia An had a quarrel with me in a remote alley, and she seemed to be playing for real this time.She yelled at me to get out, but I knew very well that no matter how much she told me to get out, I couldn't get out.If I get out, what will Nianxi do?I want her to live, that's all...

After Xia An stepped on her high heels and walked away, Nian Xi appeared in front of me without warning.I literally took her in my arms all at once and told her I loved her.But if I do this, it will be easier to anger Xia An, and then I will have no way to protect her.So I clenched my fists and yelled at her to go away. I even said that it was because of her that Xia An and I quarreled.

I'm sorry, Nianxi.Really sorry......

I love you.

I forgot to mention that Cheyenne booked my wedding to her just a week ago.The wedding date is tomorrow. Tomorrow's Nianxi, will you attend my wedding with Xia An?Even if Sina at the wedding is not you...

Park Chanyeol's condition has improved a lot recently, he no longer gets himself drunk all day like in the past.I always feel guilty about facing him.But now the guilt has long been worn away by time, and we have resumed our status as teammates, and sometimes it is inevitable to be a little awkward together.

Early the next morning, I watched the busy crowd coming and going.My mood didn't fluctuate at all, as if the protagonist of this wedding wasn't me.I couldn't believe it when I got the death notice from the hospital.I originally thought that Xia An became like this only because she loved me, at least I think she is not bad in nature.But when she said that sentence, I realized that I was wrong.Maybe I shouldn't have promised her back then, I should have left everything behind and took Nianxi away.

Unfortunately, everything is too late.

Is it, if at the beginning, there is no future.We are all fine now, at least, my Nianxi will still be alive.

In the end, Xia An didn't get the punishment she deserved because she was crazy.She lives in a psychiatric hospital, shouting "Bo Nianxi, you bitch! Why you are dead, he still doesn't love me! Give him back to me!" I have visited her several times, She giggles at me every time.Afterwards, I never went there once, and I always went to accompany Nianxi when I had time.

I moved my family to the side of the cemetery, and I want to stay with her until I am old, until I die.

In my life, I only love one person.Love to the bone, love to the so-called forever.