[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

39.

The sky was gloomy, and my heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of clouds, and I was a little out of breath.I stood on the top floor of the school and looked at the crowds, forming countless small dots, which made me feel the fragility of human life.The sound of the wind blowing the leaves rustled in my ears, and the leaves began to fall.Falling to the ground and being trampled to pieces by the passing crowd, I'm not sure the grief is proof that we're still alive.

There are many ways to live, for example, to live happily, to live in pain, to live humble, to live below, to live proudly, to live dazzlingly...

It is all kinds of people who make up our society.We should be grateful that we are alive because you never know that every second in this world is taking someone's life.Is it really okay to live in pain?Is it really better than death?

The sky began to rain without warning, and I stood on the roof in a daze, motionless.The rain blurred my vision, and the coolness spread all over my body bit by bit.I stood stubbornly in the rain until I was completely wet before I walked down the teaching building step by step.The eyes of my classmates were strange when they saw me. I was like a patient in a mental illness, and I was out of tune with this university.Water dripped on the floor of the corridor. If there is anything happy about this time, it must be that my bag is waterproof.At least the contents of the bag are still dry.

When I walked out of the school, I saw Jin Zhongda standing not far away holding an umbrella.He also held a blue umbrella in his hand, looking like he was waiting for someone.I stopped and looked at him from a distance, just like this, there was a pedestrian passing between the two of us at a short distance, and the rain was still falling on my face and head, body.At this time, there is no better word to describe me, that is a drowned chicken.

After Jin Zhongda turned his head slightly, he saw me in a bit of a panic.The rain ran down my cheeks, and I didn't know if it was my tears or the rain.He ran a few steps towards me and put his umbrella in my hand.I raised my hand to support the black umbrella, and he quickly took off his coat and wrapped it around my upper body.Then he took my umbrella from my hand again, put his arms around my shoulders and walked forward step by step...

"Nianxi, it's not good for girls to get wet in the rain. Don't do this again in the future." Jin Zhongda said to me earnestly.

I don't know where the Admiralty Conference took me, so I just let him take me away.On the way, no matter what he said, I didn't open my mouth.I know, now I must be like a rude girl.If the fans of Admiralty University found out, they would definitely beat and scold me, even if one person spit, it would be enough to drown me.I am so ignorant of good and evil, so self-willed, and walking in the illusory universe like this.

Suddenly, I remembered that there was still class to attend today.Seeing myself in such a distraught state, I gave up the idea of ​​going to class.So what if we go?Be the laughing stock of the class?

Admiralty sent me home, and I took a shower first.When I came out, Jin Zhongda was watching TV, and when he found out that I came out, he changed the channel in a hurry.

It's just that he didn't know, at the last second I still saw the smiling faces of Do Kyungsoo and Xia An standing together.This seems to be a kind of emotional entanglement, and the more painful it is with the entanglement.The more painful, the more entangled...

"You've finished washing, come and eat something." Jin Zhongda pointed to the food on the table and said to me.

Standing still, he stood up and pulled me to the dining table after seeing that I was not moving.Considerately helping me open the stool and waiting for me to sit down, this kind of movement is familiar but it does not belong to him.This kind of action is Do Kyungsoo's thoughtfulness, he will do it every time we eat at my house.But now...

Now, he is holding another woman's hand and standing under the top light of the camera to record his new happiness.But I stood where I was, recalling the happiness of the past.I am really stupid.

I sat down on the stool obediently, picked up the chopsticks like a lifeless robot, and ate the food bite by bite.Without saying a word, without any expression, it looked like I was protesting something.

Without the slightest appetite, I ate a bowl of rice and some vegetables, and Jin Zhongda looked at me worriedly.Finally, let me sit on the sofa and watch TV, while he went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.I rebroadcasted the station, and it just so happened that We Got Married happened to be broadcast.I looked at the clock on the wall, it was exactly ten past three.

Today is Saturday, today is the first issue of Do Kyungsoo and Xia An on We Got Married, today is a day that I can't forget, today...too many today, and forming a not complete me.No, to be precise, it's me with an incomplete heart.

The phone rang at this moment, and it was Tong Yan who called.Probably, she came to ask me why I left without even saying hello.I don't want to talk, I don't want to hear.But even then, I picked up the phone.

"Hello." A voice came out of my vocal cords without any emotion.

"Are you okay? Why did you leave without saying a word? Do you know that we are worried about you? Shu Luo said that she didn't even find you at school. Where are you now!"

"Home."

"At home? Have you watched TV?" Tong Yan asked cautiously.

"See. I know what you're worried about. I already know that Do Kyungsoo and Xia An are going to be on the show We Got Married." When I said this, I glanced at Jin Zhongda who was busy. He heard me After saying that, his body froze and his face became a little bad.

"Tong Yan, in fact, you already knew it. You knew it before yesterday." This time I used a positive tone without any uncertainty.

That's right, I'm the only one who doesn't know the news that everyone knows.They knew it all, but they just didn't want to tell me.The news that Do Kyungsoo and Xia An are going to be on the show and we got married was fixed a week ago, but I didn't know until today's broadcast.Hehe, it turns out that I am no different from ordinary fans, neither can I know in advance, nor can I bear this heavy blow......

"Nianxi, listen to me, we are all for your own good, you..." Tong Yan's voice was a little anxious, but I interrupted it.

"For me? You didn't ask me if I wanted to know? Did you treat me as your own? For my own good, so you don't let me know. For my good, can you make a decision on me like this without authorization? This is really for my own good." There was no trace of excitement or anger in my tone, but very calm, calm and frightening.

"Nianxi...don't do this."

"Which one do you think I look better? When I find out that Do Kyungsoo and Xia An are taking wedding photos, my face is full of tears, or when my heart is half cold now?"

"Crazy! Bo Nianxi, you crazy! I'm so busy, I have nothing to do for you, what kind of party do I want to make you the most beautiful person to make Do Kyungsoo change his mind, I'm always idle!" Tong Yan said shouted loudly.

And my tone was still flat, "Yeah, you are free. If you have time to take care of this shit, you might as well spend your thoughts elsewhere. I'm a crazy person, and you can't take care of it." After finishing speaking, I hung up After getting on the phone, I met Jin Zhongda with a guilty look.

Put the phone on the table and continue watching We Got Married.I felt a little dizzy, my vision gradually became blurred, and finally I fell down.Before I closed my eyes, what I saw was the picture of Do Kyungsoo and Xia An hugging each other. Do Kyungsoo hugged Xia An, kissed her forehead, and his eyes were full of doting.

When I woke up, the first thing I smelled was a pungent smell. I remember the last time I smelled this smell thanks to Zhang Xianna's blessing.But this time, it was thanks to Do Kyungsoo and Xia An that I was able to come to this pristine ward.Standing by was Shu Luo, who had already crawled beside the bed and fell asleep.Tong Yan stood with her back to me, she looked out of the window and didn't know what she was thinking.

"water......"

Every syllable from his mouth became extremely hoarse, his throat felt a little sore, and his cheeks felt a little hot, as if he had been slapped countless times.That's when I realized I had a fever.

Tong Yan turned around, quickly poured a glass of water and handed it to me, and gulped it down regardless of Sanqi 21.Although, Tong Yan might poison it.

After drinking the water, I quietly looked at Tong Yan standing in front of me, she still looked exquisite and beautiful, not like Shu Luo who was not sleeping well.I stared at her for a few minutes, and finally I looked away first.Admiralty is not here, it is estimated that he may have gone to catch up with the announcement.I'm not used to seeing this kind of thing anymore. People in their line of work must strictly follow the schedule.

"Bo Nianxi, since you separated from Do Kyungsoo, haven't you had enough trouble? I admit that I was wrong about this matter. What I did was the same as when you asked Park Chanyeol not to contact Shu Luo. I apologize to you, I'm sorry!" Tong Yan bowed a standard ninety degrees to me.I have known her for such a long time, and I have never seen her bow to anyone in such a standard way like today.

I didn't speak, and my heart ached when I mentioned this matter.I can endure Do Kyungsoo's betrayal, I can endure Tong Yan's poisonous tongue, I can endure Shu Luo's unreasonable troubles, but I can never bear my most trusted friend hiding things about me!

"Don't keep talking. Those who know think you are sad, and those who don't know think you are worried about constipation. Of course, even if your expression doesn't look like you are constipated." Soon, Tong Yan recovered There is a mouth with beautiful teeth.

"..." I was speechless and could only remain silent.