[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

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Soon, Shu Luo took my mobile phone and called Do Kyungsoo back.I clenched my hands tightly and didn't know what tone I should use to talk to Do Kyungsoo, actually I didn't even know what I wanted to say to him.Obviously what he said is very clear, what else can I say?Smile and say like those heroines in TV dramas, okay?I can't be that frank.

After the call was connected, Shu Luo handed me the phone, and I tremblingly took it and walked out of the library.

"Hi." I tried my best to sound relaxed, as if I didn't care about anything.

"Nianxi, I'm with Xia An. I really don't love you anymore..."

"Really? Well, let's break up. Anyway, the person I love in my heart has always been Kim Jong-dae. Even if you don't break up with me, one day I will break up with you. This is very good. By the way, Do Kyungsoo , I bless you, and I hope that when we grow old, we will all die from the same disease, and die of guilt, because of this unbearable time!" After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.

Tears flowed from my eyes, I knelt down helplessly and buried my head in my lap, crying like a child without a home.I believe that people on campus will look at me with strange eyes.But these will definitely be thrown behind them soon. This is real life, and no one will blindly sympathize with you.They only think you're a sad joke, and when they've seen enough of you they quickly forget about you.No one will deliberately remember you.

I don't know how I was brought home by Shu Luo, and I didn't realize that I had gone home until I came back to my senses.

Holding the hot water that Tong Yan handed me, my eyes were swollen like goldfish eyes.Shu Luo and Tong Yan were sitting opposite me, looking at me with contempt, I looked at Tong Yan's elegant sitting posture, and at Shu Luo's very manly sitting posture, and finally came to the conclusion: Cherish life, stay away from Neuropathy!

"Baby Nianxi, come and look at me." When I looked at Tong Yan, she began to educate me ideologically. "Do you think it's worth it for a man? Of course it's not worth it! Listen to me, didn't you find Do Kyungsoo after you and Kim Jong Dae finished playing? If so, it proves that after you and Do Kyungsoo finished playing You can find better ones. You can find anyone in the mental hospital who can be more miserable than you. I think you should feel lucky that you have such a healthy body and no lack of arms or legs, instead of crying for a man here. .Do you see how many people in the mental hospital cry like you? You should be stronger than Xiaoqiang, let that stinky man regret it!"

Neuropathy?Tong Yan even compared me with a mental patient!But she was right, and I should be glad.I'm not stupid or disabled, and I haven't even made it through my college life yet.There's no need to be depressed all day for a man, I really want to get myself back up quickly.But the more this happened, the more uncomfortable I felt.I can't let go of Do Kyungsoo, this time I have to admit, I really fell in love with Do Kyungsoo.

I am used to his kindness to me, to his being by my side, to his sleeping face, to the meals he prepared for me, to his doting on me, to his love for me, to his warmth , used to everything about him.But now he is going to leave me, I really can't accept it.

People often say that the most terrible thing is habit, and this sentence is really not wrong at all.Habits can really make a person live happily, or live in pain.But even now, I am still facing the two scariest women in the world, and I can't cry directly if I want to cry.Because I think that after I cry, Tong Yan will spit out a lot of inspirational words from her mouth. Those bullshit inspirational words can only be accepted by rational people.A person with a fragile heart like me has never been able to bear it...

In the end, I tried every means to drive away Tong Yan and Shu Luo.When I saw the two of them looking at me with the eyes of "you are hopeless", I also felt that I should be hopeless.After they left, I hid in the quilt and cried a lot, crying until I didn't know when I fell asleep.

There is always such a kind of people in the world, they are born in a good family, they don't have to worry about food and clothing since they were born, and they wear gold and silver.It seems that there is nothing they can't get in the whole world. They think they have some good tutors, and they spurn the people at the bottom of this society.But they don't know that without these bottom people, they will be the bottom people in this world.

Cheyenne didn't give me a chance to breathe, and she texted me the next morning saying she wanted to talk to me.I promised her, we made an appointment at the coffee shop, and to my surprise, Do Kyungsoo also came.It's just that he stood quietly outside, waiting patiently for Xia An.This kind of patience has also been used on me, but everything about me and him has passed...

She was sitting opposite me, sipping the extremely bitter coffee gracefully, with an expression on her face that was beyond my reach, and he happened to like it.

"If you really like him, don't look for him anymore." She put down her coffee and looked at me expressionlessly, uncovering my scars quietly. There was an untouchable depth in her dark brown eyes, "You are not suitable, you know better than me."

My body trembled uncontrollably, but I smiled at her stubbornly, unable to make any sound.

She got up, nodded politely to me, and walked to the person waiting for her outside the door, and that person, who once said, would give me a home.

It was two o'clock the next afternoon when I woke up from all memories, and I fell asleep for almost a whole day.I scratched my hair randomly, and casually picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow to see if anyone had looked for me in the past few days.Not long after it was turned on, the display kept coming.I dizzily remembered that I told Shu Luo that I would be staying for a few days, so I didn't have her call.Tong Yan called me four or five times, and the one who made the most calls belonged to Jin Zhongda.I really wonder if his head was also kicked by a donkey, why are you calling me so many times?

First of all, I still called Tong Yan.I think the moment she picked up my phone, she thought it was a miracle I was alive.After telling her a few words that I was fine, I hung up the phone, and I called Jin Zhongda again.In my image, this is the first time he has ever answered my phone so quickly.

"Hey, Brother Zhong, do you have anything to do with me? I see that you have called me many times..."

"Nianxi, are you okay? I heard that you and Kyungsoo broke up." His voice was full of concern.

"It's all right now, Brother Zhong, do you have anything else to do? If not, I'll hang up first."

"Wait! Nianxi, can we meet?" The person on the other end of the phone seemed a little hesitant.

"Now?"

"Well, now."

"Okay, see you in the park later."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, I started to organize my appearance and simply tied up my hair.I didn't even bother to do such things as brushing my teeth and washing my face. The little willpower left in my heart allowed me to complete the work.I walked out of the house with sad steps and walked towards the park.

From a distance, I saw Jin Zhongda standing next to the seat. He was wearing sunglasses and a black hat.Even if he tried his best to conceal his identity, people passing by him would look at him with admiration.He stands out from the crowd, and I must admit that he is still a shining star.

He turned his head and saw me, ran a few steps in my direction and came to me.The corners of the mouth are slightly raised, the corners of the mouth are still beautiful but I don't feel anything anymore.My heart is filled to death by a man named Do Kyungsoo, and now I can't hold anyone anymore.

He took me to a place where there were fewer people and sat down.

"Nianxi, you've lost weight again." He took off his sunglasses from his eyes, and his eyes showed worry.

I sighed and said helplessly, "No way, women are always fickle. Maybe even their weight is like this."

"Nianxi..." He called my name in a sad voice.

"Huh? What's the matter?" I asked with some disapproval.

He hugged me all at once, and then whispered in my ear, "Bo Nianxi, don't look back." There was a request in his voice, although I could hear something was wrong, but I still turned my head... ...

If possible, I really want to listen to Jin Zhongda's words and not look back.Because what I saw when I turned my head was a scene that could tear me apart, Do Kyungsoo kissing Jang Hyun Na.All the scenery around them became the foil for the two of them, and all the people and things were not as beautiful as the two of them.

The heart is like standing on the edge of a cliff, and every time it beats, it may fall into the abyss.Even on such a dangerous edge, he still chose to jump without hesitation.Every time I was careful, I couldn't avoid the enemy's hidden arrows. Only then did I know that fate had already arranged everything, and I couldn't escape if I was dying.

Hot tears fell on Jin Zhongda's clothes, and the weather in September was getting cooler day by day.Just like my heart, it freezes bit by bit until it is numb from the cold, and then it will not feel pain.Jin Zhongda patted my back with his warm hands, as if he wanted to transfer all the energy in him to me, making me stronger.But he didn't know that at this time, I didn't want to stand up anymore.Simply, one-time low to the bottom, it is best to be smashed to pieces...

"Nianxi, don't cry. This time I will accompany you to the end."

Listening to every word he said, my body was shaking constantly, and I tried not to cry.The choking again and again made me a little out of breath, this is the sadness of being a human being!You always know how to cherish after you lose it, people are so cheap!Even the people I have loved and regarded as the most precious are the same.

However, I will not let him have such a chance again.It's nothing but self-deception to accompany me to the end. There is no eternal absolute in this world, and there never has been.