[Gintama] Don't go against your heart

Xianxi didn't dare to stay for a moment, and left Changzhou quickly after dawn, and got on the car back to Edo.Before leaving, she looked back and looked at the place where the private school was submerged in the green grass and mist. It was so hazy that she couldn't see clearly, as if there were two worlds between 0 and [-].

……

Walking on the streets of Edo in the evening, the crowd was bustling, Xianxi walked straight towards the Wanshiwu, then hesitated for a while, then turned and walked in the opposite direction, and finally his figure merged into the dim lights.

"Thank you." Xian Xi took the ice cream and thanked the clerk, then turned around and licked the ice cream. Turned on, watching the green light on the opposite street flashing and quickly turning red, Xian Xi walked over without thinking.

Someone grabbed her shoulders suddenly, and Xian Xi looked back suspiciously. The chestnut hair was tied behind her head, and a woman with delicate features and a gentle smile stood behind her, and said to herself with a smile: "Running a red light is not good." " Then he let go of the hand holding Xian Xi, and stood beside her, his red pupils were colorful under the light.

Xian Xi nodded dumbly, then said thank you to the woman blankly, turned around to lick the ice cream that was about to melt in her hand, and looked at the cars passing by on the road bored.

"...What's your name? My name is Mitsuha Okita, please give me your advice." The woman looked at Xianxi for a while, then smiled and spoke gently, as if Xianxi's behavior was like a child in her eyes .

"..." Xianxi glanced at the smiling Sanye, and then said, "Gui Xianxi."

"It's a very elegant name, Xianxi-san." Sanye was not annoyed by Xianxi's behavior, and still smiled like that, and in an instant, Xianxi had the illusion that the woman in front of her was very similar to A Miao.

"Ah, it is indeed a very...elegant name, and your name is also very nice. The clover represents luck."

"Eh? Is that right? Lucky..." Mitsuba was stunned for a second, then smiled again: "That's right! Well, the light is green, let's go!"

Xianxi and Sanye walked and chatted across the street, it seemed that they both had a good impression of each other, and then they chatted.

"Do you have a relative named Okita Sougo?" Xianxi licked the ice cream and asked Mitsuha.

"That's right, Sougo is my younger brother, how could Xianxi-san know him?"

"...have common hobbies. [?]" I didn't expect that Okita guy to have such a beautiful and gentle sister, Xianxi thought for a while and said.

"Souwu has someone with similar interests, so Sougo should be very happy~" Sanye smiled, her brows curled up, and the corners of her mouth curved gently, "That child has no friends since he was a child, please take care of him."

"Ah, it should be..."

"It seems that people in Edo are very nice."

"Not quite."

"I just came to Edo, please give me more advice in the future~" Sanye gave Xianxi a pack of senbei, then walked to the door of Zhuanhai House, smiled at Xianxi, and seemed to want to say something more.

"Ala, Ms. Okita, how can you move around at will, as the future wife of our house, your body is also very important." But was interrupted by a sudden voice.

"Ah, I'm sorry, my body is actually not that...ahem..." Sanye said apologetically, and then she covered her mouth and coughed a few times.

"Go back to the house and rest for a while." The people inside closed the door from the house, and Xianxi only saw their figures pulling Sanye away.

Xianxi turned around and walked, tilted her head, and took a bite of the senbei. Just now, Sanye didn't seem very happy.

Then he covered his mouth violently, tears streaming down his face.

"...so... so spicy..."

……

Kagura had vinegar kombu in his mouth, sitting on the sofa, that thing teased Dingchun, watched Yinshi go out with a bag of things, and asked, "Yinchan, where are you going, Aru?"

Yinshi changed his shoes at the entrance, then shook the plastic bag in his hand, "A request from a patient."

"Is it for food, Alu, I want to try it too!" Kagura ran over and took a pack of senbei in a plastic bag, opened the bag and stuffed it into his mouth, "...Wow! It's so spicy ...Spicy Aru...Xin Yashui!! Shui Alu..."

"Hey, hey, you'll get hemorrhoids after eating this..." Yinshi looked helplessly at Kaguratsu's blushing face as he poured glasses of water.

"..." Xianxi looked at Kagura silently, and felt a bit chilly looking at the senbei for no reason. The bag of senbei that Mitsuba gave her yesterday was still mixed in Dingchun's feed.

"I'm going out." Yin Shi scratched his curly hair and closed the door and left. After a while, he opened the door and looked at Xian Xi for a while: "Sister, you also go with me."

"?" Xian Xi was dragged out of the door by Yin Shi with doubts like this.

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The doctor put down the stethoscope, then wrote the medical record with a brush in his hand, and calmly repeated the condition: "You have a stomach problem caused by irregular diet, incomplete work and rest time, and mild gastritis and cold stomach. You should pay attention to nourishing your stomach." Then there was a pause, "Has your body been traumatized before?"

Xian Xi glanced at Yin Shi, who was leaning on the door indifferently, and nodded blankly.

"That's right, I used to have symptoms of persistent high fever, excessive fatigue and depression, and..."

"Wait, wait, stop, I know, I know," Xian Xi interrupted the doctor's eloquence by stretching out a hand impatiently, "I know my body very well." Then the doctor got angry Standing up with a humming sound, he turned around and wanted to step out of the diagnosis room.

"Wait," the doctor in the white coat put down the pen in his hand and pushed his glasses, and said seriously, "You have suffered many very serious injuries. Although you have healed on the surface, if you continue like this, your life will be exhausted."

Yinshi turned his scarlet eyes to glance at Xianxi.

Xian Xi raised her pretty eyebrows, and was about to turn around and say something, but she didn't speak, and just walked out.

Yinshi walked in front of Xianxi silently, and then turned into a ward, where a woman's gentle and weak laughter could be heard.

"It's amazing, you can really entrust anything." The chestnut-haired woman looked pale, but her face was very happy.

Xianxi probed suspiciously, and found that the woman on the hospital bed was Sanye who chatted with her yesterday.

"Ah, isn't this Xianxi-san?" Sanye looked at Xianxi, a little surprised, and then smiled gently.

The pouring rain outside the window hit the glass window, and the glass window reflected Mitsuha's pale and sickly face, but she seemed to be very happy when she was talking and laughing with Gintoki at the moment, if you ignore the appearance of covering her mouth and coughing up blood in the next second if.

"Hey, are you okay, hello!"

The bright red blood stained the pale bed sheet drop by drop, and Sanye's hand was tightly gripping the corner of the sheet, seeing Sanye's pain, Xianxi hurried over and rang the bedside bell.

"The patient's condition suddenly deteriorated and the situation was urgent. The doctor said that the family should be prepared."

Following the hurried footsteps of nurses and doctors carrying surgical equipment into the operating room, Xianxi looked at the figures of Sougo and Kondo running in a hurry, and couldn't help staring at the chest of Mitsuha who was breathing through a breathing mask in the glass window of the operating room. , the face that seemed to be getting better was even paler.

Time passed by like this minute by minute, Sougo stared closely at the figure in the operating room, for fear that Sanye would leave him without him noticing, looking at his back, Xianxi suddenly remembered his previous life of myself.

"She has always admired him, sincerely. Although he was coldly rejected by him, she still kept waiting for that bastard to come back, and kept... finally giving up this thought. She thought she had finally found her own happiness, and it was that bastard again. Guy, how many times does he want to hinder my sister? What a bad guy, really bad..."

Xianxi, who was leaning against the wall and almost fell asleep, was awakened by the sudden and huge collision sound. When she opened her eyes, she saw the figures of Kondo and Yamazaki leaving in a hurry, and Sougo sitting on the ground with his back to Gin, with fist marks on his face. .

"I know that it is impossible for my sister to fall in love with a bad person. I know that he, who will die one day, will never accept my sister. I know that the bastard refused for the sake of my sister's happiness. I know , that bastard also sincerely hopes that my sister will be happy... I already knew this, but don't you think it's annoying? That bastard is too annoying, but it's enough for him to continue to be an unpleasant guy... "

The person who took away my precious things, that annoying person, has been silently guarding all of this in his awkward way, including me.The most annoying thing is that he makes me hate that his qualifications have been stripped like this.

Hijikata and Mitsuha... Xianxi understood a little bit, and then nodded, it was strange that the two would pair up from time to time, look at the uniform M-shaped hairstyle.

However, his eyes were a little gloomy, and he looked at Sanye who was still lying in the operating room.

Sougo stood up suddenly, picked up the black coat and put it on his shoulders, "Boss, thank you for listening to me so much, please keep these words secret from my sister, but I guess you are not listening. Although there are many important things They were all taken away by that guy, but I had to go. Mr. Kondo said that I will die if I go, so this may be the last time, even if it is for the Bodhisattva of the Bodhisattva, I want to say everything."

Xian Xi glanced at Yin Shi with panda eyes, that guy must have stayed up all night.

"Among those important things, that guy is also included, right?" Yinshi's voice reached his ears.

"...Boss." Sougo turned around in surprise.

Yinshi stretched his waist, "I had a good night's sleep. Next, do you want to wake up? You lied to your sister and said that we are friends, so let me accompany you until the end, Zong Yilang-kun." If Ignore the words of the dark circles under his eyes.

They're two awkward guys.

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The doctor pulled off the blue mask, and hesitated for a while in Xianxi's hopeful eyes, "...Sorry, we've tried our best." The doctor shook his head helplessly at Xianxi.

Xian Xi interrupted him in disbelief, and the ominous premonition spread, "That...she...she..." She suddenly became incoherent, she remembered that when God's mother died, the doctor said the same, she was , Watching the woman lying on the pale bed sheet, life dissipated little by little.

"My condolences to her family."

After the doctor left, Xianxi saw Sougo staggering towards him, gasping for breath, asking Sanye's condition anxiously.

Xianxi shook her head, looked at Sanye lying in the snow-white room, and lowered her head.

Sougo's eyes widened in horror, then he turned around and staggered into the operating room.

There, he saw the elder sister who loved him the most, the elder sister with a gentle smile, the elder sister who held up half of his sky when he was a child, lying on the snow-white sheets with a pale expression.

"Sister..." Sougo choked up again uncontrollably, walked over and knelt beside her, "...Sister, I'm sorry, I'm a...irresponsible younger brother. In the end, the person who took away my sister's happiness is still I. I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Hearing his call, the person on the hospital bed raised his eyelids with difficulty, and the originally clear red pupils behind the eyelids were now in chaos. "Mr. Xiao..." The small voice was immediately drowned out by the air, "Mr. Xiao...it's okay, you've worked hard. You've become, you've become a man... You've really become stronger..." The pale face that lost too much blood Against the surrounding white walls, cold hands caressed his face.

Sougo hurriedly grabbed her cold hand, "Sister, I haven't become stronger at all, I... I..." Weeping uncontrollably.

"...Don't look back." She murmured, looking at him with similar red eyes, tenderly, "At that time, I made up my mind and chose my own path. Then don't apologize, don't cry... Don't hesitate, just keep your eyes on the front and move forward. I like to watch your backs, you are rude, ignorant, clumsy, but gentle...I... like you the most. So...I...really... I am very happy...to meet such a good person like you, to have such a good brother like you..."

Her voice sounded empty and powerful, but it was light and light like Wan Gang was pressing on Souwu's heart.

Shake S worth mentioning.Willful worth mentioning.Make trouble.In my sister's heart, Mr. Xiao will always be the most obedient and sensible child.So, even if you want to leave, don't show such a sad expression.It's not like you anymore.Smile and watch me leave.

Her voice softened, and the wavy curves on the instruments around her that represented her vitality began to flatten, "Mr. Xiao...you are me..." Her voice became a little softer, and her lips squirmed so tinyly that she told her She also said: "I'm proud...brother..." Her hand lost all strength and slid down his cheek, and the broken wave line around her was already indicating that her life was coming to an end.

As if he had lost some treasure, Sougo carefully raised Mitsuha's hand and put it next to his face, feeling the temperature drop little by little, and the sound of unstoppable sobbing was especially clear in the silent operating room.

On the rooftop, looking at the darkened sky, Hijikata was holding a senbei in his arms, and the blood on his sleeve had dried up.

"Kachi—" biting off a piece of spicy senbei, "It's so spicy...Damn it, it's so hot that tears came out..."

Xian Xi looked at the faintly shining stars in the not yet completely dark sky, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, and sniffed hard.

"...It's so spicy you'll die."

We are all such people, carrying the imprint of the past, and moving forward.However, we all know that along the way, we are never alone.Loneliness, loneliness... Maybe it will erode your heart at a certain moment, but don't forget that someone is silently waiting behind you.So, cry out loud.No one will laugh at you.

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I'm sorry for not updating the post yesterday, and the half-term exam time is very tight recently, so I'm sorry! !

The cover layout of fried chicken is so beautiful! !Thanks for the future!