Like Love But Not

"No, I slept well." The atmosphere froze again, and he asked again, "Have you had breakfast?"

"Xiao Heng, can you eat well and stop distracting him!" Lu Weixi sighed exaggeratedly, then suddenly looked up at the clock and shouted: "What? Why is it already 08:30? Oh , By the way, I was delayed on the road just now... It's over, the show will be rehearsed at [-] o'clock in the evening, and there will be a traffic jam on the road..."

"Xiao Heng, I'm sorry I'll come back tonight!" Lu Weixi hurriedly put on her coat as she said that, and Xiao Heng smiled unconsciously at his back.After his voice disappeared in the corridor, the room fell silent again.

I walked over to pick up the lunch box, and the steaming fried egg inside had a crooked smiley face drawn with ketchup. I picked up the chopsticks and rolled it up and brought it to Xiao Heng’s mouth. eat it.I didn't show it, but I was really happy in my heart. If it was Lu Weixi, he would come by himself, but I am still different after all.

I picked up a few more bites of food for him, hating myself for not being able to make such delicate things.He suddenly reached out and took a spoon from the side, scooped it up and handed it to me. He tilted his head a little bit shyly and sternly, looked straight at me as if nothing had happened and said, "You haven't eaten breakfast."

I hold the lunch box, the rice will spill, otherwise I will hug him.

The breakfast is very rich, and it is not too small to divide into two. This kind of mutual feeding seems very interesting, but in fact it is very jerky. We have never done this before. The spoons and chopsticks will fight, and the rice grains and sauces will be spilled.The warmth in the clumsy movements is both strange and unexplained, giving birth to a little bit of nostalgia, which makes people feel overwhelmed by heartbeats.

The air is rapidly heating up and becoming ambiguous, we all feel it, but no one is willing to stop and break this tacit understanding.The heartbeat was fast, and the blood vessels were throbbing. With a shake of the hand, the rice grains with the sauce fell down, staining the quilt, and some of the corners of his mouth were also stained. It seemed logical, and I pretended Erase it for him, get closer and closer, and finally kiss him.

It didn't go very deep, it just lingered between the lips, rubbing it over and over again and didn't want to let go.He resisted, although he didn't use any force, but he was very firm. It wasn't until I was pushed away by him that I still couldn't finish it, and then I saw his eyes were clear, without any haziness or confusion, as if nothing had happened a moment ago.

So light, so strange.One second he was in heaven, the next second he fell into the ground. Before he knew it, he had fully grasped the ability to override me. I couldn't see through his mind whether he didn't know it or did it on purpose.

He lowered his head and smiled weakly, as if just to relieve the embarrassment again, I poked the lunch box and continued to feed him.He shook his head and said, "I'm full."

I didn't put down my chopsticks, and I didn't know why I just held them up like that. He hesitated for a while and ate, and I went to pick up the food again, and he reiterated again: "Luo Yuchen, I don't need it..."

I ignored him, and raised it to his lips, his expression became a little embarrassed, and he said, "Don't make trouble."

I still held it up, he looked at me, I deliberately avoided his eyes, like a game of cat and mouse, he obviously lost his patience, and was about to give in again but suddenly became serious, and asked me: "What kind of expression do you have?" ?”

What about my expression?I finally looked up at him, and even his eyes were condemning me: "Luo Yuchen, why do you always look at me like I owe you something? I didn't do anything, what else made you so angry?" Dissatisfied, tell me?"

Wronged.I just noticed that I was frowning, maybe I was used to it, maybe it was because I never had to deliberately hide anything in front of him, I forgot that I should continue to smile.But before I adjusted my expression, he added another sentence: "Anyway, you are going to leave, and you should be out of sight and out of mind in the future, and maybe I won't be here in ten days. There are so few days left, you If you don't want to stay, you can leave at any time, don't act as if you wasted your precious time and I owe you a lot."

"Xiao Heng, don't talk nonsense!"

"I didn't talk nonsense. Maybe the things I forced on you all the time really embarrassed you, but I thought everything was clear and clear, and you could understand. Now you are by my side, always making Some misleading actions, I know maybe I won’t live for that long, and in the end you lie to me and I lie to myself, and the grievances are wiped out. It’s cruel that you want to erase everything about me so eagerly, Luo Yuchen, can't you wait for more than ten days?"

It was rare for him to be mean, and after he finally spit it out quickly, he didn't have much condemnation, and turned his head away from looking at me.But he remembered, and I smiled wryly, this incident, like so many things before, has drawn a line in his heart.He really didn't care as much as he did on the surface, he really thought that I betrayed him, he was hurt by me, Fang Shuyi's plan was completely successful.

I know that I can't clarify the truth, and I can't stimulate his emotions, so no matter how wronged or uncomfortable I feel, I can't show it in front of him.

But, but...you can't say that about me, I don't want to hear you say that about me.

"No... no..." He didn't look at me, and I lowered my head and said it several times, but I didn't get any trust or response at all, he didn't care, he didn't care at all.

I still lowered my head, something was blurring on my clothes, before I realized what it was, he suddenly reached out and raised my face, I couldn’t see his appearance clearly, so I felt something cold slipped lower cheek.

"Luo Yuchen...you..." His voice seemed to be flustered, and I was still in a daze when I felt his fingers caressing my cheeks for a burst of wet warmth: "Don't cry, why are you crying... "

What, who is crying?I wiped my face, but my sleeves were really wet.God, my cheeks are burning. When did I become so useless? I was cheated and couldn't explain it. What a big deal?I cry because of this?When I thought about it this way, I felt even more wronged, and my tears stayed useless.Hearing him laugh, I was just like a blessing in disguise, and he patted me on the shoulder to comfort me and said: "I didn't think I was very fierce just now, did you just do it because of what I said, Luo Yuchen, hello? Don't you That's it, I feel guilty for doing this..."

Although I continued to feel wronged, I knew that I would immediately reach out and hug him tightly.He is a person who is prone to sympathy. In this situation, I rubbed him and he didn't avoid it. He even rubbed my hair. He was so gentle that my tears were indulged until it flowed. After all, this has never happened before. , he obviously did nothing wrong but kept apologizing: "Okay, okay, that's my fault, I didn't consider it from your point of view, that... I was wrong, big stars don't take it to heart, okay?"

It's really comfortable to be coaxed by him. I'm not so sad anymore, but I still hang on to him to take advantage.At this moment, there was a hateful knock on the door, and Fang Shuyi's rhythm was three light and one heavy. I quickly wiped away my tears, but Fang Shuyi had already entered, and when he saw me, he immediately teased: "Oh, the big star Luo loves to cry. Ghost, it's really rare to see in a hundred years."