Like Love But Not

Finally, his face was no longer so pale, and his lips regained some color. I reached out and helped him brush a strand of hair that fell on his face back.

A few strands were disobedient and fell down again. I smiled and stretched out my hand to dial again.

Unexpectedly, I could no longer dial up.

Immediately, I couldn't keep the smile on my face.

I touch myself, but I can't touch it, I touch the sofa, I touch Luo Yuchen, but I can't touch it all.

Things that I could touch inexplicably before, I can't touch them again.

Because I had already recognized the fact that I was dead, I also quickly accepted the reality that I would not touch anything again.Probably because of my strong will or something else, this kind of miracle can be created. The so-called miracle, of course, I don't expect a second time.

After all, I'm already dead. Although I don't understand the specific things about the reincarnation of heaven, people and ghosts still know about the different ways. Stay where you should be, and don't care about things that you shouldn't care about, otherwise you may suffer retribution.

However, at this moment, I finally realized how much I miss this world where Luo Yuchen can be touched.

If time goes back to the day when I moved out of Luo Yuchen's house, I will definitely not cut my own artery with a knife. Even if the hope of living with leukemia is so slim, I should not give up, and I should not think that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain pain.

If there is a chance to be reborn again, I would rather just be a small fan from far away, listen to his albums and put up his posters every day to listen to his concerts, so maybe during the autograph handshake meeting, I can meet again chance to touch him.

I began to understand that it was probably such a strong obsession that made my soul stay here.

At first, he was worried that no one would take care of him when he woke up, but the worry quickly disappeared, because when it was almost noon, the key sounded at the door, and Xia Mingxiu came back.

The house has been cleaned up by me, there is no trace of chaos, Xia Mingxiu just thought that Luo Yuchen was sleeping in like usual, so he went to the kitchen lightly, and after finding the porridge I cooked, he probably thought it was Luo Yuchen who cooked it, a little surprised But I was very happy, because I cooked a lot, he took a bowl and ate it first.

It's not that I'm reluctant to part with this bowl of porridge, but seeing this scene, I still have mixed feelings in my heart.

When he returned to the living room and sat down next to Luo Yuchen, Luo Yuchen also woke up. He looked at Xia Mingxiu with a puzzled expression, and then asked hoarsely, "...is that you?"

"Is it me or who?" Xia Mingxiu smiled.

"I thought...it was..." Luo Yuchen looked around, his expression gradually changed from doubt to a little dim.

I immediately remembered a story.The content of the story is that the little mermaid rescued the prince, and the first thing the prince saw when he woke up was a princess from another country, so he thought it was the princess who saved him, so the prince gave up the little mermaid and married the princess, and the little mermaid turned into a bubble and disappeared up.

In my case, the only difference was that I had melted into bubbles before the prince woke up.

"What's wrong with your head?" Xia Mingxiu sat down beside Luo Yuchen, gently touching the gauze on Luo Yuchen's head and asked.

Luo Yuchen stretched out his hand to touch it, and he was stunned for a moment, not remembering what happened.Then he stood up and touched his stomach, which still seemed to be a little uncomfortable, but it certainly didn't hurt as much as yesterday.

He walked to the mirror and looked at the gauze on his head, showing a puzzled expression, and said in a hoarse voice: "Yesterday... I seemed to have a dream..."

He was in so much pain yesterday that he was in a half-dead state, so it was only natural that he didn't remember anything.

He probably forgot too, he called my name and cried.

I don't know if he called me because he saw me or because he was thinking of me, but he didn't call Xia Mingxiu at me, I thank him.

Luo Yuchen looked at himself in the mirror, who was still a bit haggard, and suddenly turned his head to ask Xia Mingxiu, "When did you come back?"

"Just now." Xia Mingxiu stretched his waist and lay down on the spot where Luo Yuchen had been lying down before: "I'm going crazy on the plane, I'm so sleepy... Do whatever you want, I'm going to lie down. I'm going to fly to Milan the day after tomorrow." ..."

Hearing what Xia Mingxiu said, Luo Yuchen looked around with some doubts, and then he passed Xia Mingxiu and opened several rooms inside to take a look one by one.

Really, I can't hide there even if I'm alive.

He should still vaguely remember me from last night, but he couldn't quite tell if it was a dream, and then he entered the kitchen by a ghost. But there was another piece of evidence left - my porridge.

When he saw the porridge, he poked his head out and asked Xia Mingxiu, "Xia Mingxiu, you..."

But Xia Mingxiu was so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa.

He walked back to the kitchen, looked at the contents of the pot, and presented a small bowl.

He only took a sip, his eyes suddenly became wet, and then he smiled.

I don't understand what his behavior means, and I'm even more surprised at the end.

He put down the spoon, and then pulled out a chain hanging around his neck from the skirt of his clothes. I saw this when I helped him warm his stomach with a towel yesterday. A piece of obsidian inlaid with emeralds was hanging under the silver chain, which was quite elegant. .He undid the chain, removed the obsidian pendant, then took out the ring he had taken from me from his pocket, and put the ordinary ring through it as a pendant around his neck.

I was stunned, and I had a very bad, very bad premonition.This is something that would make me so proud that I could beat my bed and laugh for three days when I was alive, but now it's not something I want to see, no matter what his reason for doing it.

After I die, I start to think of my goodness, which has no meaning except to leave scars.

Another two days passed, and it was already December 31st. The last day of the year is always a day for family reunion for ordinary people, but there are still many people who cannot rest on this day.The police have to work, the doctors and nurses have to work, the firefighters have to work... Similarly, idols and stars don't want to stop.

We're all human, and it's inevitable that we have to complain when we have to work at this time. Besides, we have a party on New Year's Eve, and we have to fly to Milan on New Year's Eve. Even Xia Mingxiu, who has a very good temper, couldn't help but start to frown.On the other hand, Luo Yuchen, who made up a new album promotional photo shoot on New Year's Eve, was in a very high mood. After changing the haze of the previous few days, his smile was bright and the spring was infinite, which dazzled the photographers. Did Yuchen take some wrong medicine today?

Not only is he in a good mood, but Luo Yuchen's energy is obviously too much. The person who can lie in bed on weekdays not only looks radiant after working all day, he even took the initiative to ask the supervisor to add a song to the new CD. Self-written and self-written.

Anyway, there are still two and a half months before the release, and Luo Yuchen's big star can't refute it, so the supervisor will let him go, but looking at the back of Luo Yuchen leaving happily, he can't help showing a confused expression.

In the waiting room of the party, Luo Yuchen and Xia Mingxiu met again. They are both popular idols who have experienced many battles. Naturally, they will not dare to breathe before going on stage like little stars, but chat casually. Come.