Wuhu!take off!

The torrential rain in the night became more violent, and the crackling and pounding made people upset.

Another guest paid the bill and left. The cleaning staff received instructions from the front desk and opened the door of the box to clean up.

She tidied up step by step for five or six minutes, and the box door behind her was suddenly knocked open, and at the same time, there was a worried call from outside——

"Xiaoheng! Stop making trouble!"

Qi Heng rushed up drunk, grabbed the large garbage bag on the cart, and poured out the food residue in the bag——

For a while, the ground was in a mess.

The mixed smell of tobacco, alcohol and food residues permeated the entire box, and the smell was unbearable.

"Hey! What are you doing, young man! Don't come to hinder my normal work if you are drunk!" The cleaning staff was furious, she was most afraid of encountering this kind of drunkard.

"Shut up, leave me alone!" Qi Heng's eyes were terribly red, and he seemed to be possessed by a demon.

The cleaning staff was furious, but they didn't dare to go forward to provoke them at will.

"Auntie, I'm sorry, my brother is playing drunk! Don't worry, we will clean up for you after a while, and give you an apology fee. Do you think it's okay?"

Qiwen ran in and explained eagerly.

While talking for a while, Qi Heng was already kneeling on the ground, and those slender and beautiful hands were constantly searching for something in the trash, "...Why can't I find the ring?"

"Ring? What kind of ring is there?"

The cleaning staff could tell that the two siblings were rich. She suppressed her displeasure and took out disposable gloves from her pocket.

"How did Haoduanduan drink himself like this? Take it, these are the garbage residues in each box, they are very dirty, I didn't rummage through them so carefully when I cleaned them up."

"Thank you."

It was only after the cleaning staff left the box for a while that Qiwen approached with complicated emotions.

Originally, she was going to take Qi Heng back to rest, but she finally dragged her unconscious younger brother into the car, but the other party unconsciously reached out and touched his pocket.

In the next second, he ran back madly in the rain.

The box where he was sitting in had been cleaned, so Qi Heng pushed the doors one by one to look for them, and that kind of stubborn brute force couldn't hold back at all until that scene happened just now.

Qiwen's heart ached so much, when had she ever seen her brother so wronged and embarrassed, "Xiao Heng, if you lose it, you lose it, we won't look for it, okay?"

It's just a ring that can't be given away. Since I lost it with my own hands, why bother to come back to look for it?

"Sister, don't lose it." Qi Heng didn't look up at her at all, but kept repeating his words, "Help me, don't lose it, I can't lose it..."

The alcohol paralyzed his reason, but did not quench his lover's instinct.

The tiny broken fragments cut his fingertips with bloodstains, and the dim light of the box made his expression even more collapsed.

"Sister, help me, please, help me find..."

"Okay, sis, I'll help you find it right away, don't worry."

Qi Wen took a heavy breath and had to follow her brother's wishes to rummage through the trash.

The two siblings endured the mixed smell and rummaged for a while, and Qi Wen, who was more sober, finally found the two rings, "Xiao Heng, look, I found it."

"..."

Qi Heng snatched the ring from her hand a little too late, and randomly wiped the dirt on the ring with his own clothes.Gradually, he bowed his head and did not move.

The sound of sobbing suppressed into the dust came over, making Qi Wen's eyes turn red.She didn't care about the mess on the two of them, she moved closer and hugged her younger brother into her arms.

"Okay, cry if you want to cry, sister knows you are uncomfortable."

There is no rule that adults cannot cry. Perhaps letting Qiheng vent for such a night is the best respect and farewell to the secret love of the past six years.

"Sister, I'm sorry." Qi Heng tried his best to suppress his crying, like a little wolf who resisted until the end, "I just want to leave a thought for myself."

He paused, and then comforted himself, "...something must be left behind."

"I know, my sister didn't blame you." Qi Wen patted his back tenderly.

"Sister." Qi Heng took a hard breath, "I don't want to stay in this circle anymore."

It took six years to run towards that person, and in the end he was hit with a bloody head. If I saw it in public in the future, I don't know how embarrassing it will be, how can I be laughed at?

Qi Heng clutched the ring tightly in the palm of his hand, his stomach ached, "It's meaningless."

***

When Yuan Jifei got home, he was drenched in water.

He came back by taxi, but foreign cars could not enter the apartment area where he lived.

The wiper wiped the glass harshly, and the sound of the rain mixed with the explosion made people's head hurt.The driver in the front seat wanted to give Yuan Jifei his spare umbrella, but he refused.

Yuan Jifei took off his soaked clothes, wiped off the wet water stains on his body, and curled up silently on the sofa.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the chill in the air climbed up bit by bit in the darkness, slowly wrapping his heart.

Yuan Jifei recalled the one-sided speech he made in the dressing room not long ago, and his whole body was lingering with regret. Others said, "Injury the enemy one thousand, and self-injury eight hundred", but here he hurt himself a thousand times ten thousand times. times.

The phone flashed brightly, it was a message from Orange.

——Brother Yuan, are you home yet?Message me back when you get home.

——Sister Tian scolded me just now, shall we go with you?

Yuan Feifei opened WeChat, originally thinking of replying to the assistant to report that he was safe, but his eyes were still unconsciously fixed on the top WeChat——

Qi Heng's profile picture is still the Samoyed named Taidou, soft and cute.

Staring at it, my eyes became sour.

Yuan Jifei knew what he pushed away and what he missed, but he had no choice. He had always been pushed away by the outside world, and this time was no exception.

He took a deep breath, clicked on Qi Heng's WeChat, and wanted to delete friends quickly.

——I just have one request, you add me back on WeChat, and you can never block or delete it when something happens.

——Teacher Yuan, are you okay?

Qi Heng's request suddenly swayed in his mind, after all, his fingertips were hanging on the red mark of 'delete friend', and he didn't dare to probe further.

If it is said that the day of the celebration banquet of the show was just a pure result of alcoholism and desire/desire, then the few days of traveling in Iceland were the process of their in-depth understanding.

It was short and swift, and when Yuan Jifei came back to his senses, he realized that his heart had already been moved.

But now, memories only increase regret.

Yuan Jifei forced himself to close his eyes and calm down, but the bits and pieces of their relationship kept flashing in his mind, like a spell, so clear that he had nowhere to escape.

Gradually, the coldness spread throughout the limbs, the eye sockets and the tip of the nose were terribly sore, Yuan Jifei was powerless to resist, and could only let his thoughts wander in a mess——

"I like Teacher Yuan very much."

"Teacher Yuan, I was wrong. Will you be responsible for me?"

"Yuan Jifei, I like you very much, and I will accompany you."

"Yuan Jifei, close your eyes and don't look at me."

"Yuan Feifei, you won."

"Xiao Fei, don't blame your father, he still has you in his heart."

"It's not, Mom has something to discuss with you. Don't think about relying on medical students, okay? Your family really can't afford your tuition. The scout who came to see you last time, do you want to think about it?"

"You are my son! You don't pay me back! Who will pay me back!"

"Yuan Jifei, you are such a wolf-hearted beast, you can call the police and put your father in jail, and you still expect someone to live with you for the rest of your life?"

"Yuanbao, come on! Next time, I will definitely win the actor!"

"Yuan Bao, we like watching you act the most, don't give up."

"A person like Yuan Jifei deserves to be in the entertainment industry? To be able to have the status he has today, at first glance, he must sell his ass!"

……

Yuan Jifei only felt that he had sunk into an unfathomable cold pool for a while, and was about to drown because he couldn't breathe; for a while, he was pushed into the molten cave from behind, and the suffocation feeling outweighed the feeling of suffocation.

"Brother Yuan!"

"It's not, wake up!"

Yuan Jifei suddenly opened his eyes and stood up, but within two or three seconds, he fell back completely under the control of strong dizziness.

He gritted his teeth and endured a headache that was about to explode. He cheered and saw the surrounding environment clearly. He was in the intensive care unit of the hospital.

The intense palpitations became stronger and stronger one after another, and he wanted to cry reflexively, but he was so numb that he couldn't shed even a single tear.

His eye sockets were sore and a little swollen.

"Brother Yuan, do you want to drink some warm water first? You're scaring me and Sister Tian to death!" Cheng Zi hurriedly approached to take care of her.

After Yuan Feifei went back last night, he didn't reply to any news.

Cheng Zi and Shen Tian were worried, and rushed over one after the other.Both of them knew Yuan Jifei's access code, and they were taken aback when they entered the door——

Yuan Jifei lay curled up on the cold ground, his naked/exposed skin was flushed, but his face was pale and lifeless.

The two of them found out that they had a fever. It was midnight, and Yuan Jifei was not a public figure, so it was impossible for him to go to the hospital casually.

In desperation, the two had no choice but to physically cool him down first. As a result, the fever rose instead of falling, completely confusing him.

"Brother Yuan, we sent you to the hospital early in the morning, but you haven't woken up..." Chengzi tried to give Yuan Jifei warm water, but was refused.

Perhaps it was the physical discomfort that added to the psychological burden. For several hours, Yuan Jifei was crying and fussing uneasily, which made people feel distressed.

"The nurse just took your temperature not long ago, and it's still burning." Shen Wan closed the corner of his quilt, sat on the edge of the bed and said cautiously, "Jiefei, my sister will give you a half-year vacation, okay? "

Yuan Jifei raised his eyes feebly, but said nothing.

"You haven't had a good rest since you debuted. I know you have a lot of pressure on your heart, which makes you breathless."

In the first three years of entering the circle, he was squeezed by the unscrupulous former company, even if he joined the group seamlessly, he always ended up with injuries.

Later, Yuan Jifei became popular by accident, and after he became a popular male star, his family affairs were poached and poached again and again, and the gambling father became one of the scandals that the public attacked him.

Not only that, but also being chased and pressured by the illegitimate son of the deformed fan circle, if he showed any dissatisfaction, he would be chased and scolded.

Later, Yuan Jifei was afraid of being squeezed by these capital companies, and resolutely established his own studio team.

It looks relaxed and beautiful, but in fact the pressure increases again and again——

Relying on his own accumulation of contacts and resources, he managed to get a few outstanding and eye-catching roles in the film industry, but he was always out of luck and missed awards.

In a place like the entertainment industry where newcomers come out in large numbers, if you don't want to get old, you can only fight desperately.

Yuan Jifei concealed his sexuality and dared not date. He was afraid of disappointing his fans, being exposed by the media, and affecting his career and team.Even because of his disappointment with his original family, he rejected countless suitors.

Qi Heng was an accident, an accident that circled in his heart and was forced to expel him.

The double pressure of psychology and physiology that accumulates over time will cause an individual to collapse.

Yuan Jifei persisted for seven or eight years, long enough, the self-defeating refusal last night was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Shen Tian gently patted Yuan Feifei's forehead, "As your manager, I have failed in my duty, and I shouldn't have been letting you work as I wish."

"Both Chengzi and I know that you have been very tired these years, and we also know that you will not tell us if you are strong. But we are your family, and you can rely on us appropriately, understand?"

Yuan Jifei closed the sore corners of his eyes, and said dryly, "...What about the movie that is going to be filmed? How can the fans explain it?"

"I will explain it to the film producer. Even if compensation is required, all losses will be minimized. Don't worry, I will leave everything to me."

Shen Tian paused, and then explained one more thing, "After a while, I will ask someone to hire a psychiatrist for you, and you must not hide this time."

Even if you disagree that half a year is too long, you have to make a thorough adjustment for three months.

Yuan Jifei was silent for a long time, and finally replied exhaustedly, "Okay."

"...Don't tell Ji Li the truth, and don't tell the fans, I don't want them to worry about me."

Shen Tian and Cheng Zi looked at each other, and responded helplessly, "Don't worry, you still have a lot of materials for your usual shooting, and we will release them on Weibo regularly."

Besides, daily video business is also very popular recently, and it is very easy to stabilize the exposure in the fan circle.

"Brother Yuan." Cheng Zi picked up his backpack sideways, and carefully put the gift box to Yuan Jifei's hand, "I didn't lose this thing."

"I, I think whether to lose or stay, you should make your own decision. Otherwise, I'm afraid you will regret it."

The moment the black velvet box touched the fingertips, Yuan Jifei trembled subconsciously.

He didn't expect that a relationship that hadn't started yet would bring him such a lethal force, which was more difficult than any previous career hurdle.

Yuan Jifei pulled the quilt over his head and hid himself in the darkness.

It took a long while before the two people beside the bed heard him speak tremblingly.

"Sister Tian, ​​Chengzi."

"……I'm really tired."

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