Wuhu!take off!

Time flies to the end of the month.

Qi Heng's new drama finished two days late, which happened to coincide with his first birthday after entering the circle.

As a newly promoted and popular niche, Qijia's fans gave him a lot of support on his birthday, and the momentum was so huge that it immediately became a hit on the trending searches.

Yuan Jifei couldn't bear it any longer, and finally clicked on the hot search related to it.At the top of the topic is a group photo of Qi Heng and his fans. It seems that the support ended yesterday.

In the photo, Qi Heng is still wearing a black ancient costume, which makes him look more and more cool.He was surrounded by fans in the center, and his clear eyes were rarely filled with obvious smiles.

——Qi Heng's five-year career has just begun, and he finally got the initial approval of his grandfather and father.

For some reason, this sentence popped out of Yuan Jifei's mind, and the bottom of his eyes flickered.

After persevering for so long amid the objections of his family, now that his first film and television work has been finalized, and with the support of fans, Qi Heng should be very happy in his heart, right?

The WeChat call pop-up window popped up again——Qi Heng.

Two simple words, like a knife pierced Yuan Jifei's heart, pulling his thoughts back to reality in an instant.

The vibration kept ringing, Yuan Jifei held his breath and dared not make unnecessary movements.

It wasn't until the long wait for the communication that Yuan Jifei subconsciously opened the chat interface between the two of them, which was full of messages that Qi Heng had sent alone in the past few days.

——Teacher Yuan, I will wrap up the day after tomorrow, and I will go to Haishi to find you on my birthday.

--Are you busy today?Why don't you reply to the message?

——[the other party does not answer]

——[the other party does not answer]

——Yuan Jifei, is something wrong?

——I'll go back to Haishi to find you as soon as it's finished tomorrow. You promised to spend my birthday with me, so don't go back on your word.

——[the other party does not answer]

Yuan Jifei read them one by one, and didn't know who he was cruel to for a while.

"Brother Yuan, I'm leaving to shoot magazines." Cheng Zi opened the door of the dressing room and walked up.

"Okay." Yuan Jifei closed his eyes, and immediately restrained his complicated expression. He tried his best to put on a working smile, and threw the phone to Cheng Zi on mute.

He took a few steps outside, and suddenly thought of something, "Orange."

"I'm here, Brother Yuan."

"If Qi Heng bypasses me and sends you a message today, don't reply to him."

Cheng Zi was taken aback, but finally complied with Yuan Jifei's will, "Brother Yuan, don't worry, Qi Heng has looked for me twice before, and I pretended not to see it according to your wishes."

"That's good." Yuan Jifei murmured.

In the world of adults, some answers don't need to be explained too clearly, so as not to hurt others and yourself in the end.

I hope that such a cold treatment can make Qi Heng retreat.

***

When Yuan Feifei finished shooting for the magazine, it was already past [-]:[-] p.m., and there were several missed calls and countless WeChat messages on the mobile phone handed over to Chengzi.

Shen Tian glanced at the phone screen from the corner of his eye, and his face was a little dignified, "Alright, where are you going now?"

"Back..." Yuan Jifei got stuck, and said a word that even he thought was ridiculous, "Go home."

He bought a house in Haishi in his early years, and the decoration was very simple.In recent years, most of the announcing work lives in hotels and film crews, making that home even more deserted.

In the past, Yuan Feifei would definitely choose to go back to the hotel suite he is used to living in, but now, he inexplicably wants to go back to the home that only belongs to him.

"Okay, then you and Chengzi clean up first, I'll contact the driver and squat by the back door to get ready." Shen Tian replied.

"it is good."

As soon as the words fell, the door of the dressing room was suddenly pushed in.

Clang.

Everyone froze in shock.

Yuan Jifei looked up slowly, and saw Qi Heng appearing at the door of the dressing room with a cold face. He was panting slightly, as if he came here on purpose.

"..."

Although the magazine has finished filming, there are still four or five staff members left to finish the work.The noise made by Qi Heng was neither big nor small, but it was still noticeable.

"Qi Heng, why are you here?" Shen Tian's first reaction was to block Yuan Jifei.

Chengzi breathed out nervously, and chose to hit Yuan Jifei.

Seeing their behavior as if they were wary of villains, Qi Heng's eyes turned cold, "A staff member posted a location photo in Moments, and my manager saw it. Otherwise, I really wouldn't be able to catch Teacher Yuan."

Fortunately, he found it before the other party called it a day.

"Qi Heng, didn't your manager tell you the rules of doing things in the entertainment industry? Today is a private trip, and you are not afraid of causing trouble if you barge in like this recklessly?"

"You still think that the CP of the two of you is not hot enough? There are not enough caring people staring at you?"

Qi Heng didn't speak, just took out his mobile phone and dialed.

Within three seconds, Yuan Jifei's phone vibrated and the screen lit up again.

Sure enough, Yuan Jifei ignored him on purpose.

"What are the rules of doing things? Teacher Yuan, do you want to teach me?"

"What did you promise me the last time we met? You 'disappeared' halfway through, and you didn't answer your phone calls or text messages. You gave people hope, but then inexplicably extinguished it. Is that right?"

Yuan Jifei avoided Qi Heng's direct questioning gaze, and was a little out of breath, "Sister Tian, ​​Cheng Zi, you go out first, I will have a chat with Qi Heng alone."

He deliberately avoided meeting him, but he did not expect to come to this step. In this case, it is better to speak up.

"It's not..."

"The staff, I have to rely on you to take care of it." Yuan Jifei adjusted his state without any trace, and looked at Qi Heng, "Qi Heng is a new student I brought out after all."

An understatement opened a gap between the two of them.

Shen Tian and Cheng Zi glanced at each other, and the former said, "Okay, you can call us anytime you need something, don't worry about other things, let us handle them."

"Ah."

The two walked out quickly, not forgetting to close the door of the dressing room.

The door cut off all the noise, and it was still the familiar space for the two of them to be alone, but the atmosphere was not as good as before.

Yuan Jifei leaned sideways on the dressing table, with a somewhat helpless chuckle in his tone, "I thought we didn't have to make it so clear."

At this moment, Qi Heng's internal anger was completely dissipated, and he was a little dazed for no reason, "Teacher Yuan, what did I do wrong?"

"You're not wrong, it's just that I didn't make it clear to you at the beginning."

Yuan Jifei knocked on the table, and the sound of knocking wood was like a notification sound for the start of class, "Qi Heng, the most important thing in me is the dedication to work, and everything else can be put aside."

"In order to stabilize my position in the entertainment industry, I don't plan to date anyone for the time being. For some relationships, it's fine to play with me, but if you push yourself further, please forgive me."

Qi Heng's eyes darkened, and he leaned closer step by step, "Don't lie, tell me what happened during this time?"

Seeing his earnest look, Yuan Jifei couldn't help but chuckled a few times, "Don't be stupid with me, I'm just concerned about your self-esteem, and I don't want to embarrass you by speaking clearly."

"Yuan Jifei!" Qi Heng grabbed Yuan Jifei's hand, and for the first time in his life, he understood the meaning of the four characters 'heart fluttering like hemp'.

do not know why.

The Yuan Feifei in front of him made him feel flustered and ridiculously unfamiliar, as if something had been caught with great difficulty, and suddenly slipped away without a sound.

Yuan Jifei was not in a hurry to shake off his hand, "I told you before, this is just a one-night/love affair, and it has nothing to do with any extra personal feelings."

"After that night, I hid from you in the open for more than a month. Who would have thought that you would come up to me again? It's true that you are a little clingy, but the contrast between you and the others is quite cute."

"So I played two more rounds, and used the cover of the program group to vent my desire/desire. Otherwise, do you think that I, who has been in the circle for seven or eight years, can really be led by the nose by you? Just kidding you. "

Yuan Jifei's expression was too real, and he couldn't find the slightest element of loose acting.

"...I don't believe it." There was a trace of sadness in Qi Heng's eyes, and he insisted on retorting, "In this case, why didn't you explain it to me before?"

"I told you a long time ago that you don't have to try to please me. It's because you can't listen to me. I thought that a rich man like you would understand these superficial politeness."

Yuan Jifei shook his head helplessly, as if looking at a child who was making trouble out of no reason, "Do you still want to force me to be with you? Don't be naive."

"From the very beginning, I couldn't accept boys younger than me, and I wasn't interested in growing up with a boy, let alone in a place like the entertainment industry where fish and dragons are mixed together."

"When I'm your age, I only want to produce good works. Of course, it's the same now."

Yuan Jifei's eyes drooped slightly, his wrist was pinched by Qi Heng until it turned red.

Slightly pain, only a piece of numbness remained.

"Qi Heng, in fact, I have wanted to tell you a long time ago, your sincerity should not be placed on me, it is a waste."

"Don't you want an answer? This is the answer."

Seeing that he was silent, Yuan Jifei approached him with his chest heaving slightly, smiling charmingly, "I know it's cruel to say this to you on your birthday, how about I accompany you to do it again?"

"In terms of bed relationship alone, I'm quite satisfied with your performance."

"..."

After all, Qi Heng's eyes turned completely cold, and he looked at the person in front of him like he was looking at a stranger.

If it is said that Yuan Jifei's long speech before, he can guess that there is a reason for the 'shirk', but the ridicule of the last two sentences unexpectedly became a fatal blow to him.

Perhaps starting from wishful thinking, he never really got to know this person.

From the first moment they met, he tried hard to show his sincerity again and again, but in the end it became a childish joke.

Forget it?

Forget it.

Qi Heng's eyes were colder than Xue's, as if he suddenly became the person who saw the stage for the first time again.

"Teacher Yuan, if this is what you want, then I accept this answer."

Up to now, it doesn't matter whether Yuan Jifei is telling the truth or lying.

What's the point of being persistent if the other party doesn't even give him a glimmer of hope to go on?

"Yuan Jifei." Qi Heng yelled softly, and he took a step back slowly but firmly, "You won."

Qi Heng walked very simply.

Yuan Jifei stared at his figure disappearing at the door, and fell down with a big gasp.The mobile phone fell to the ground, and a tiny crack appeared on the screen of the mobile phone, which had always been solid.

"........."

Yuan Jifei didn't even realize it, a big tear fell down with a bang.

A feeling called regret instantly occupied his body, mind and breathing, and every second was unbearably painful.

He thought he was already ready to part ways with Qi Heng, but when Qi Heng said his full name coldly and turned away for the first time, he realized how ridiculous it was to deceive himself.

From the beginning to the end, Yuan Jifei lied to himself.

He didn't know how much Qi Heng listened to and believed, but the final result was already in front of him.

fair enough.

The relationship has always been between both sides, and he himself is extremely insecure, so how can he give Qi Heng the confidence to go on.

Rather than throwing in the towel after being hit hard by reality, it's better not to have a relationship in the first place.

Cheng Zi ran in quickly, "Brother Yuan, are you okay?"

Yuan Jifei picked up his mobile phone and struggled to get up. He opened the small bag on his seat, which was empty, and only contained a birthday gift that was originally intended for Qi Heng.

From the second he got the gift, he kept it with him.

"Chengzi, you can throw it away for me, this gift can't be given away."

"Brother Yuan..."

"Where's Miss Tian?"

"I just finished taking care of the staff, and now I am answering calls from the film producer outside."

Yuan Jifei picked up the peaked cap and mask on the side, covering most of his face, "You and Sister Yan go back, don't follow me."

"Brother Yuan, that won't work! It's still raining outside! It's already this hour, where are you going alone?"

"I just want to go home." Yuan Jifei lost the strength to pretend.

"Cheng Zi, please don't follow me, I want to go home alone."

***

The autumn rain in Haishi is always very rough.

When Qiwen arrived at the bar where she was located, she was drenched by the unhealthy wind and rain. She didn't care about her embarrassment, and walked quickly to the designated box.

As soon as the door was pushed open, a strong smell of alcohol came out.

Qi Heng sat alone on the carpet, leaning against the sofa as if drunk, surrounded by messy wine.

"Qi Heng, why are you so crazy? You don't go home on your birthday, and you don't get together with friends, so you come here alone to get drunk?"

Qiwen walked quickly to her brother's side, trying to pull him up from the carpet.

"……sister."

Qi Heng fell down on the spot uncooperatively, crying in front of her for the first time in his life, "He still doesn't like me at all."

"I thought I was almost enough for him."

"..." Qiwen digested the amount of information in these words, and simply sat down with him, "You really confessed to Yuan Jifei?"

"Xiaoheng, didn't I tell you? There's no rush for this kind of thing. I haven't seen a big star like Yuan Jifei before? How could I accept you so easily."

"It's the same to confess earlier and later. I'm not the one he wants, so he can never accept me."

"I was wrong. I thought that as long as I stood close enough, he could slowly take me into my heart."

Qi Heng took another sip of wine and laughed at himself, "From the beginning to the end, I am nothing in his eyes, at best I am just a qualified bed partner."

"I, Qi Heng, is just a bed partner who will take the initiative to deliver to your door."

Thinking of what Yuan Jifei said, Qi Heng shook his head ridiculously, "He, he will really hurt people, he will really trample my self-esteem on the ground."

Qiwen rubbed her younger brother's head, knowing better than anyone else the other's pain at the moment.

Regardless of his status as a rookie in the entertainment industry, Qi Heng was raised by others since he was a child. He has the capital of arrogance, but in fact he also has his own young temper.

But every step he chooses to get close to Yuan Jifei, he is constantly suppressing his arrogance, restraining his temper, and the starting point is cautious and pleasing to his secret love.

How can a boy in his early 20s be able to achieve the calmness and experience of a 30-year-old?The more times he was hit, he would be hurt after all.

It's just that Qi Wen doesn't know, what did Yuan Jifei do to disappoint Qi Heng like this?

"He promised me that he would accompany me on my birthday, and it was he who promised to give me the answer I wanted on my birthday."

"As a result, he suddenly avoided me, and everything was not what I thought."

"sister."

"Ok?"

"Let me tell you a joke."

"what?"

Qi Heng reached into his pocket and fumbled for two rings of the same style, only the rings were slightly different in size.

Qi Wen guessed her younger brother's intentions, and she was shocked, "Qi Heng, are you crazy? It's no wonder you don't scare him away by proposing marriage like this!"

"Marriage proposal?" Qi Heng chewed on the word, feeling more and more pitiful and funny, "I didn't even have a chance to show my hand."

"I know he has been insecure, and I will give him the most direct guarantee after waiting for that answer."

"I even thought about telling my family about his existence as soon as possible. Even if grandpa and parents disagree, I will do my best to give him the best."

Young and vigorous love has always been crazy, but it is also burned with full of effort.

It's just that when the fire was at its most vigorous and prosperous, it was completely extinguished by a basin of cold water.

"Six and a half years, I think it's ridiculous even thinking about it."

It was just an encounter on the same flight, it was just love at first sight that he had disdained the most, how could it have turned into what it is now?

"Fortunately, I didn't have time to say that I had a crush on him for six and a half years, otherwise I would appear even more humble and pitiful."

Qi Heng moved his eyes, and the tears melted into the dark box, and he threw the two rings into the trash with all his heart.

There was a slight sound of collision and friction, which turned into the thorn in my heart.

Forget it.

From the beginning until now, the decision-making power for their relationship has always been in Yuan Jifei's hands.The other party has already told him clearly that there is no need.

"Sister, I just realized..."

"Even if you keep the moon in your heart and cover it well, the moonlight is always cold, and no matter how close you get, you can only get cold."

Forget it.

Why bother yourself.

Yuan is not wrong.

He never got it, so how can he talk about losing it?Up to now, if you don't want to let go, you can only let go.

The author has something to say: give Gougou a chance to grow up, and give Yuanbao a time to thoroughly confirm his mind~

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感谢在2021-04-1216:23:28~2021-04-1316:40:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Lao Wan will definitely get rich, and there will be one sprite;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：柠檬你个醋坛子26瓶；meatball、冥20瓶；陌上星鹤6瓶；Antares、豆乳玉麒麟、归去来兮5瓶；有种你再跑3瓶；demon2瓶；cccat、嗨呀、果果果儿～1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!