perfect life

He Zihan listened to Chen Zeyu's muttering, and held him in his arms distressedly - he had treated Chen Zeyu as his younger brother long before he left, but he never expected that such an unfortunate thing would happen to him.The dissatisfaction with myself in my heart increased a bit, Chen Zeyu was so sad that I couldn't even comfort him.

He Zihan patted Chen Zeyu on the back helplessly, hoping that his mood would stabilize soon—except for the first time, he really couldn't do anything.He didn't know much about the relationship between Chen Zeyu and Ouyang Feiwu, because he couldn't intervene, seeing his pain, he could only stay by his side quietly.

Chen Zeyu fell asleep in He Zihan's arms not long after.He Zihan looked at his tired sleepy eyes. Chen Zeyu looked thinner than the last time he saw him, and his eyes were a little bruised. He really didn't look good.

Regarding the operation he mentioned, although He Zihan was inclined to let him have the operation, but the success rate was so low, it might speed up Chen Zeyu's death. He Zihan felt scared when he thought that he might die on the operating table.No matter from the standpoint of Chen Qiran's lover and Chen Zeyu's friend, he didn't want Chen Zeyu to make any mistakes.

In this way, Chen Zeyu lived in the Yang family.I don't know if it's because of the special affinity with children or other reasons, but the baby likes to be with Chen Zeyu so much that He Zihan even joked: "If this continues, the baby will forget me."

Chen Zeyu hugged the baby and replied cheerfully: "We are not his biological father anyway, it's okay to forget."

Because of his housekeeping, Sister Yang handed over the baby and the house to Chen Zeyu to look after. After busying herself with He Zihan for the harvest of late rice, she planted rapeseed in the field.The climate in that place is warm and humid, and crops can be grown three times a year.

After a few days like this, He Zihan almost forgot that he was living a comfortable life in a leisurely countryside.With Chen Zeyu's company and a baby, life seems to be fine if it goes on like this.

When Chen Qiran came to the Yang family with Ouyang Feiwu, He Zihan suddenly remembered that he still had Ouyang Feiwu in this world.After Ouyang saw Chen Zeyu, he pulled him into the car to talk, while Chen Qiran stayed in the kitchen to help Sister Yang prepare dinner.He Zihan was burning firewood by the stove when he suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Did Xiaowu come to take Xiaoyu away?"

"Well, it's not safe for him to stay here."

He Zihan understood that what Chen Qiran said was unsafe meant that Chen Zeyu would get sick at any time. It is true that there is no medical equipment here in the countryside. If something happens to Chen Zeyu, it might really take his life.Thinking of this, He Zihan's heart sank.Homosexuality has to bear some pressure. Although Chen Zeyu seems to be taken care of by Ouyang very considerately, he is obviously so insecure in an unknown corner.

Lovers who are in love again have secrets that they cannot tell each other, right?

Chen Qiran has never mentioned his family background in front of him. Although he vaguely mentioned that the grandma forced him to learn many things when he was young, but whether it is good or bad, He Zihan hopes that he can share with yourself.

If it is happiness, I will share it with him; if it is pain, I will share it with him and help him come out of the shadows.

He Zihan sat at the place where the firewood was burning, watching Chen Qiran cooking with this ancient stove, suddenly remembered that day he said that when he handed over the work to the subordinates, the two of them would go to a quiet place like this Staying here seems like a good choice.

He Zihan knew that going back to seclusion would drown out Chen Qiran's talent, and he didn't want that talented man to give up everything for himself.It is enough to be together every day for three or four months in a year, to go where you want to do what you want to do.

He Zihan sat in front of the fire, his face was flushed red and full of vitality as the blazing flames illuminated him.

Chen Qiran, who was cooking, happened to look up at him at this moment. The two looked at each other and smiled. They both understood the meaning of the other's smile in their hearts. This kind of happiness without words made He Zihan feel hot in his heart. Errands such as burning firewood, all because Chen Qiran was cooking in front of the stove, became extremely happy.

During the meal, the baby wanted Chen Zeyu to hug and feed him as always. He Zihan saw that the corners of his eyes were red, and knew that he probably mentioned something unhappy in the conversation with Ouyang just now, so he took the baby and stuffed him into the mouth. Chen Qiran who was sitting next to him.

Sister Yang has a wedding to attend, so she has already washed up to attend the wedding banquet, and no one else in the family will take care of the baby.Chen Qiran didn't like this child very much before, but now he is holding the meat ball in his arms, completely at a loss.

"Hey, take the bottle and feed him." He Zihan stuffed the bottle to him.

"Oh, okay."

Seeing Chen Qiran holding the baby in one hand and feeding him with the bottle in the other, He Zihan wanted to laugh for some reason.Perhaps Chen Qiran's image is far from that of his dad, but when he thinks about the meticulous care he took for him before, there is actually no essential difference between his dad.

"Actually, you are quite suitable to be a father."

He Zihan suddenly said something that made Chen Qiran's hand tremble, and the baby choked on the delivery point.Quickly put down the milk bottle in his hand, sat upright and looked at He Zihan, and asked cautiously: "Zihan, what you said just now, isn't it serious?"

"What?" He Zihan was confused.

"Being a father..."

"Seriously, I think you have the talent to be a father. The first time I fed my baby, the baby almost cried. Luckily, Sister Yang knew that I had never taken care of a child, so that most people would not think me; Babies are being abused." He Zihan said while picking up a piece of pork ribs for Chen Zeyu who was sitting opposite him, and said with some distress: "Xiaoyu eat more."

"Well, thank you."

Seeing that he was still depressed, He Zihan had no choice but to turn his head to look at Ouyang Feiwu, but Ouyang was not much better.The atmosphere between the two was a little heavy, which made He Zihan feel helpless.Chen Qiran managed to feed the baby enough, and when he was able to hold him with one hand and free the other hand to eat, he realized that the atmosphere around him was very oppressive.

"What's the matter? Xiaoyu, Xiaowu, didn't you say you have to leave after eating? I cooked all the dishes on this table, you two should eat more."

"Well, I'm eating very hard, brother." Chen Zeyu raised his head to look at Chen Qiran while speaking, and tried to pull out a smile, but He Zihan knew that that smile was really no better than crying.

Knowing the characteristics of the two of them, He Zihan doesn't know how to help them now. There was no room for others to join them. Now that they are in such trouble, I don't know if Chen Zeyu can overcome this difficulty. .

Everyone ate and played with different thoughts. It should be very delicious, but it tasted like a chewy meal. Only the baby let out a crisp laugh--that laughter was full of life, and He Zihan thought that Chen Zeyu would be happy at any time. Died, sorry for him.

Ouyang Feiwu and Chen Zeyu left after dinner. When Sister Yang came back, He Zihan had already bathed the baby with the help of Chen Qiran.

At this moment, Chen Qiran suddenly remembered that there is not even a TV in this house.Although TV is not a good thing for life, Sister Yang doesn't necessarily know how to use a computer. TV should be the most convenient way for people here to receive information?

Although Chen Qiran has been under the pressure of heavy studies and work these years, basically he has not watched many TV shows, but the courses he took before were about communication studies. It is hard for him to imagine that in this village near C, even Television is not yet widespread.

Sending a text message to Zhang Ping asking him to have the TV and antenna delivered tomorrow, Chen Qiran saw He Zihan came back to the room after taking a shower.

He was only wearing shorts and a black sports vest on his upper body.He wiped his wet hair with a towel, exuding the fragrance after bathing all over his body, Chen Qiran saw that it was so real, and swallowed involuntarily in his throat.