perfect life

Chen Qiran entered the house, on the left is a very traditional farm kitchen: there is a stove, behind the stove is a place to put firewood and fuel, and the dining room is behind the stove; in the middle is a place similar to the living room, and the hostess asked him and Zhang Ping was sitting there drinking tea, the one on the right was locked, probably the bedroom.

Chen Qiran has never been in a farm house, although there is also Chen's small farm in C City, Chen Qiran has never been there.The only farm in Shibali that I have been to has anything to do with agriculture and animal husbandry, but the living habits in France and China are too different, and the house in front of me really has nothing in common.

After the woman brought the children back to the bedroom, she brought them tea, Chen Qiran smelled it, and although the tea was not very good, the cups were clean anyway.

The woman seemed to be very busy going in and out, and realized that she was leaving the guests aside again, and explained to them very embarrassedly: "I'm sorry to make you laugh, I have to boil water for He Zihan to take a bath." Said Then he took some more firewood into the kitchen.

Chen Qiran and Zhang Ping sat there, looking at each other.

Is the Zihan she was talking about the Zihan she was looking for?Chen Qiran couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

Not long after, someone came in from the yard, before Chen Qiran could even see his face clearly, he rushed up and hugged the visitor into his arms.

The man seemed to froze, and then began to push himself away.Chen Qiran thought that he might be a little shy, so he hurriedly whispered in his ear: "Zihan, it's me. It's me. I haven't forgotten you. I inherited the Chen family. Grandma died. You are at a disadvantage."

Then he let go of He Zihan, but after hearing what he said, the other party only gave him a very strange look, walked forward without saying a word, and put a production tool like a hoe into the back yard.

Chen Qiran followed behind him, but he kept turning a blind eye.

Only then did Chen Qiran feel that something was wrong.Why didn't He Zihan even look at him?Had something happened, or had he forgotten himself?

Just when Chen Qiran was about to ask, He Zihan suddenly said, "I have my own wife and children, and my life is very comfortable. You can go back."

At that moment, Chen Qiran almost fell to his knees, relying on his tenacious perseverance to hold on with great difficulty.

What he was most worried about before has become a reality. He Zihan has now married and established a business, and even has children of his own.There is no Lu Senyang in his life, but he lives an ordinary life.Chen Qiran hardly thought about this kind of situation, for a moment he didn't know what to do.

The woman also came out of the kitchen at this time, scooped up some water for He Zihan from the water tank on the side, and told him to wash his feet.He Zihan told him about the farm work he did today, completely ignoring the existence of Chen Qiran.

Chen Qiran forced himself not to rush up to question them, but forced himself to go back to the living room and do a good job.Zhang Ping had heard their conversation just now - Chen Qiran never concealed his relationship with He Zihan from Zhang Ping.

"Master, we now..."

"I will live here today, and I will go back the day after tomorrow at the latest. I will keep in touch with you."

"Okay, then I'll drive back today."

"Well, go. Be careful on the road."

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After Zhang Ping went back, He Zihan still ignored Chen Qiran.Instead, it was the woman who had been warmly entertaining Chen Qiran for tea, and invited him to the kitchen for dinner when it was time for dinner.

Considering the presence of an outsider like herself, she politely took a small portion of food to the side hall for dinner.Then he stopped coming into the kitchen.Chen Qiran's favorability towards him skyrocketed, thinking that this person is not only good-looking, but also very considerate in etiquette.However, when he thought that this person turned out to be He Zihan's wife, his heart gradually became uncomfortable.

He Zihan sat across from Chen Qiran, and had been burying his head in eating since the woman left.He seemed to be really hungry. After eating a big bowl of rice, he filled another big bowl.The dishes on the table are quite rich, including pork head meat, fresh shrimp, winter melon and sauerkraut soup, and a tomato scrambled egg.

Chen Qiran didn't know if this was the dish they used to entertain guests or if it was just the way they usually eat it.If the level of entertaining guests has reached this level, it would be hard to imagine what kind of life He Zihan would live here.

Although the food doesn't look very beautiful, it tastes very delicious. After eating a small bowl, Chen Qiran found that the more he ate, the hungrier he became, so he didn't want to be polite to them, and went to eat a bowl of rice by himself to continue eating .

Originally, he wanted to talk to He Zihan during the meal, but Chen Qiran also understood that his current mental and physical conditions were not suitable for talking.

After finally finishing the meal, he helped He Zihan clean up the dishes, and after the two of them sat back at the table again, Chen Qiran said, "Zihan, can we..."

"If you have anything to say, just say it quickly, I still have a lot to do."

Chen Qiran didn't expect He Zihan to speak to him so sharply.Unexpectedly, in his heart, he turned out to be such a role that he disliked.After sorting out his expression bitterly, he said to He Zihan as calmly as possible: "Let's have a good talk."

"You say, I listen."

"After the incident three years ago, I was sent to the United States on the same day, because my grandma really made a move on you, and after letting go, don't take care of my affairs anymore. It has nothing to do with my life or death. She has nothing to do with it. However, I still survived. She probably didn’t want to waste my previous cultivation, and later took me from the hospital to the Chen family’s villa in the United States. At that time, I started to lay out the layout, and I cheated my mother. Grandma, in order to deceive them, I forced myself to temporarily forget a lot of things with you. They have been testing me, anytime and anywhere, and I can’t escape. I finally passed all the tests and got her permission to return to China , but saw you and Lu Senyang together.

I pretended not to know you before to prevent my grandma from poisoning you again. I don't want you to be hurt because of me.As for Lu Senyang's matter, I haven't figured out what's going on. I think it's better to ask you yourself. "

"Lu Senyang and I are just friends, and your grandma didn't kill me. I'm done talking, you can go."

He Zihan's tone was stiff, and he could vaguely feel his anger.Chen Qiran didn't know what secret he was hiding in his heart, so he couldn't help asking again: "Zihan, are you doing well now?"

"I'm fine now, I've never been better."

"But you're not happy."

"I am very happy. I have a wife and children. Why am I not happy? Can I be happy only when I am with you? Chen Qiran, I already have my own life, why do you still come to me?!"

As He Zihan spoke, he scratched his hair in pain, then suddenly raised his head and stared at Chen Qiran fiercely, as if hesitating to speak.

Chen Qiran could see that he was suffering, and while feeling sorry for He Zihan, he didn't dare to go up to hug him into his arms, so he could only say to him: "Don't hold back, just say what you have to say."

He Zihan raised his head and looked at him with complicated eyes. Chen Qiran couldn't read what kind of emotions were hidden there, so he could only stare at him blankly. The two looked at each other. He Zihan said without any emotion: "You Come on, I have nothing more to say."

"Zihan, what are you..." Chen Qiran was still about to say something, but footsteps could already be heard outside.

"Zihan, the baby is calling you!" The woman came in with the baby in her arms, interrupting their conversation.

The woman came in with the baby in her arms, and apologized to Chen Qiran just after entering the kitchen: "I'm sorry, the baby babbled when he woke up, asking Zihan to bathe him."

Chen Qiran turned his head to look at He Zihan again, and found that the other person's face suddenly became more energetic because of seeing the baby, and the anger and numbness at that moment just now had completely disappeared.Although he knew what emotions He Zihan was hiding, the child in front of him clearly looked a lot like He Zihan.

Trying to stabilize his emotions, Chen Qiran smiled back at the woman and said, "It's okay, the baby is very cute."

Although he was extremely unwilling, he still turned his head to look at the child in He Zihan's arms - after seeing the crotch pants he was wearing, Chen Qiran realized that it was his son.

The little boy's eyes were very similar to He Zihan's, not only reminded Chen Qiran of the scene when he first met He Zihan in the park many years ago.

"Huh... ah..."

"Be good, baby, I'll take you to take a bath now, be good!"

As he said that, He Zihan carried the child into the bedroom, and the woman followed behind.It was only after hearing the sound of water that Chen Qiran realized that the woman was probably going to pour water for He Zihan.

After a while, the woman came out again, sat very shyly opposite Chen Qiran, and said a little embarrassedly: "The baby is very clingy to him, and he needs to take a bath every night."

"Ah, their relationship is really good."

"Well, it's rare. Are you Zihan's friend from the past?"

"Yes, I finally found him, so I came to see him. How long has he been here?" Chen Qiran began to use the words from the woman.

"In less than a year, he took good care of me when I was pregnant. Now that the baby is born, I can help. He will be able to rest after a while."

Chen Qiran felt a sharp pain in his heart when the two of them were married first, but He Zihan did have the right to choose his life, and he couldn't ruin his entire life just because he was alone.

"Is he busy here?"

"Well, a little bit. The countryside is no better than your city. There are too many busy farming tasks. Zihan was too busy at first. I ran to the fields with a big belly to help. He quarreled with me about this matter. It’s been awkward for three days. It’s really embarrassing to say.”

Although the woman said this, Chen Qiran really felt the feeling of happiness.