Mo Yan He Nian of Rebirth

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Chen Yan stood there and looked at Yan Chiyi: "You want to go crazy, I don't have time to accompany you, I have to go back first."

"Don't go!"

His wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone, and Yan Chiyi's gaze shot over unquestionably. His eyes looked at Chen Yan with some inauthentic emotion.

"you……"

"Damn Yan Chiyi, let me go!" Chen Yan shook Yan Chiyi's hand fiercely.

The corner of Yan Chiyi's lips twitched: "Do you think I'm disgusting?"

"..." Chen Yan's expression froze and he didn't speak.

"Anyway, since you're going to go to a high school outside the province, I want to too."

He's like a kid who can't get his favorite candy, clamoring to get what he wants.

Chen Yan's eyes darkened.

"You can't pass the exam."

"...I can do it." Yan Chi frowned, as if thinking of something, "Since today... I am not afraid to tell you such a thing, I am naturally..."

When did Chen Yan know Yan Chiyi's sexuality?

It should be said that it was not a secret.

That was when I was in college, around two or three o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Yan went to the dormitory to find Yan Chiyi for dinner.

Then when he opened the door, he saw Yan Chiyi huddled in a corner watching a movie by himself.

The room was in a mess and filled with an inexplicable smell.

Chen Yan remembered that time, when he walked in front of Yan Chiyi, he was unexpectedly grabbed by the man and hugged him in his arms.

There was a low panting sound in the film, mixed with some small groans.

The limbs of the two men were entangled together, a scene of obscenity.

The man's fiery breath sprayed on the tip of Chen Yan's nose, carrying a unique smell that cannot be ignored.

And then... everything happened so logically. Now that I think about it, I was not without a bit of resistance.

But in the end he obeyed, didn't he?

Having said that, it's not that I don't have any feelings for Yan Chiyi at all, it's just that there are too many things later on, and the enthusiasm of the past has been wiped out... The tremendous pressure that two men have to bear when they are together, maybe It was also an important reason why I broke up with Yan Chiyi in the future.

After all, it's just that... I really didn't figure out whether it was because I liked Yan Chiyi that I was with him, or because... I loved him so much that I was with him.

But no matter how he said it, he really wanted to get rid of Yan Chi this time, and the days he spent together in the future almost became the source of his other half's pain.

If it's a friend, then everything is easy to handle.

"You don't have to do this, Chi Yi."

Chen Yan spoke quietly.

"I like women, and in my whole life, I will only..."

As he said this, he took a few steps back, and the two of them were invisibly separated by a certain distance.

"I like women."

"Second Young Master came back really early today."

Uncle Liu looked at Chen Yan who was standing at the door and had no time to change his clothes, with a smile on his face that couldn't be contained.

"Where's the young master, aren't you together?"

Uncle Liu looked behind again, but he didn't see Chen Mo who often followed behind Chen Yan.

"Oh, there seems to be some activity in his class. I'll ask Uncle Chen to pick him up later today. When he comes back, I'll ask him to come to my room."

Chen Yan took down his schoolbag, and walked into the room without hesitation.

"Okay, sir."

Chen Mo, this child, hasn't seen many people recently. I don't know what happened, and the number of times he even eats together is only a handful.

Chen Yan looked at his own appearance in the mirror, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, did he look so ugly that his younger brother began to dislike him.

While thinking this way, he also felt that his cognition was a bit ridiculous, and he didn't take it as a big deal, so he just smiled and passed.

I haven't been able to find anyone for such a long time, and I haven't told Chen Mo about the idea of ​​going out of the province together...

Although he theoretically thinks that Chen Mo should have no reason to reject him, but if he is really rejected, he really needs to think about the next way.

Besides, he doesn't have so many roads now.

To his surprise, no one knocked on his door until midnight.

Chen Yan was startled, turned on the light but saw Chen Mo standing quietly at the door, holding something in his hand, he couldn't see clearly.

"Amo?"

Chen Yan's voice was a little hoarse for no reason, he got up from the bed, and beckoned to Chen Mo to get closer.

Chen Mo bit his lower lip and came out of the dark place, then rushed to Chen Yan's bed.

Then reach out.

In his hand was an oil painting, on which was a teenager sitting on the lawn, with black hair blown by the wind, and a handsome appearance.

"Did you draw it?"

Chen Mo nodded slowly, his black eyes moved slightly, and Chen Yan immediately said, "I like it very much."

Then Chen Mo smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were curved and beautiful.

"Amo, I have something to tell you."

Chen Yan pretended to be chatting, and Chen Mo sat beside him and listened quietly to him.

"I'm in high school, and I'm going to take the exam outside the province."

Suddenly hearing what he said, Chen Mo showed a strange look on his face, and when he was about to open his mouth to ask, he stopped immediately.

All that was left was Chen Yan's face, giving off a sense of reassurance for no reason.

"I just want to ask you something, do you want to go with me?"

Chen Mo lifted his head out from behind the pillow, as if he was thinking about it, and after a while, Chen Yan heard Chen Mo's pleasant voice.

With a little immature but very firm.

"think."

Chen Yan also smiled, and the pointer on his fingertip reached ten o'clock.

"Then go to bed quickly."

"it is good……"

Chen Mo got down from the stool, and then glanced at the oil painting on the bedside by Chen Yan, there was something inexplicable in his eyes.

"I'll find Uncle Liu tomorrow and ask him to frame it."

Chen Yan's gaze was a little happy: "After all, this is the first gift you gave me."

"...What about my brother?"

Chen Mo spoke suddenly, Chen Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then heard what Chen Mo said.

"It's my birthday soon, what is brother going to give me?"

"...Ah, this..."

Chen Yan felt a little ashamed unconsciously. He really hadn't thought about it. For him, whether it was his own or someone else's birthday, it wasn't a big festival, and it was not unusual for it to happen every year.

"...Didn't brother think about it?"

There was a bit of grievance in Chen Mo's tone.

"No, how could it be? I've thought about it a long time ago, and I will definitely give you a surprise then."

After issuing the guarantee letter like this, in fact, his heart was pounding, and Chen Yan felt that his ability to bite the bullet was getting stronger and stronger.

"Oh, all right."

Chen Mo smiled, and then stepped out the door.

The boy in the oil painting is pure and beautiful, with a beautiful and quiet appearance.

Chen Mo's birthday, whether it's early or late, happens to be around the time of Chen Yan's high school entrance examination.

June three.

But before that, something small happened.

Chen Yan was sick, and the illness came like a mountain. This sentence was true. He lay in the room for a long time, only to feel that the muscles all over his body were sore uncontrollably.

I didn't have the strength to call out, so I just stared blankly at the ceiling until the door was pushed open, and the sunlight came in through the gap in the doorway, casting a long and narrow light on the ground.

"dad……"

"I heard you were ill."

The sound of footsteps came slowly, and there was a slight fluctuation in the air. His face darkened, and then he felt a cold hand touching his face.

Chen Yan trembled subconsciously, and the man's unhurried voice came: "I have a fever."

Chen Yan answered in a hoarse voice, feeling dizzy and light-headed.

"...When did you get sick?"

"Yesterday..." Chen Yan simply turned over. It is always true that the sick are the biggest.

The man walked around his bed for a while, his eyes didn't know where to fall, Chen Yan just felt uncomfortable and closed his eyes and just wanted to sleep.

"Have you taken medicine?"

"have eaten."

The interaction between father and son was frighteningly indifferent, but obviously Chen Monian had no further opinions on this aspect. He watched Chen Yan lying on the bed flushed, half bent down, and touched Chen Yan's forehead again.

Chen Mo Nian's hands were the same as in his memory, cold and terrifying, just like this person—as if he had always looked so indifferent and alienated, I really don't know what kind of person he could hold so high in his heart.

"I've already got the notice from outside the province for you. You've been staying at home to rest for the past few days. You don't need to worry about the exam."

Chen Monian put down the last sentence, turned around and wanted to leave, but the corner of his clothes was suddenly ripped off, Chen Yan looked directly at the man and pursed his lower lip.

"Anything else?"

"...What do you mean by that?" Chen Yan frowned, trying to force himself to continue, "I don't think I need... I can pass the exam myself."

"I know." There was some certainty in Chen Monian's tone, "But since it's what you want, I have to make sure nothing goes wrong."

"Dad...you..."

"You don't have to think too much. A Mo came to me before and said that he wanted to be closer to the school you study. You also know that you can't go to a school outside without any relationship based on Chen Mo's performance. If you... just treat it as By the way."

Chen Monian's words were cold and clear, without any fluctuation.

...By the way...?

"Keep it well at home, just say what you want to eat, and save others from saying that I abused you."

Chen Mo Nian seemed to be thinking of something funny, and rarely bent his eyebrows, Chen Yan felt an inexplicable feeling coming up, and he couldn't say anything to Chen Mo Nian's slightly raised lips.

Chen Monian seemed to have not noticed anything, and returned to normal in the next second, his narrow and dark eyes paused slightly, and what he saw was a cluster of lilies that had almost withered.

"Why didn't you lose it?"

"Ah...that..."

Chen Yan's face turned slightly red, like a child whose mind has been seen through.

Ever since he knew that the flower was actually given by Chen Mo Nian, he always had an inexplicable feeling sticking to his heart. As for why he didn't throw it away, he couldn't say it himself.

"Forget it, if you like it, I'll ask Liu Bo to send some more."

Chen Mo Nian's tone changed, Chen Yan couldn't see his expression, but subconsciously felt that Chen Mo Nian should be a little happy.

But why he felt that way, he really couldn't say.

"Then I'll go first." Chen Mo Nian walked towards the door, Chen Yan looked at his back in a daze, and it took him a long time to find his mind.

The beating of the heart began to be normal, and every pulse of blood was very clear.

The indistinct smile that Chen Monian showed just now echoed in his mind again, and when he thought about it again, Chen Yan felt that...

I am really crazy.

To think that his father... is good-looking?

crazy crazy...

While thinking this way, Chen Yan crawled back to sleep again, who knows what kind of demon he was possessed, and this sleep was extremely restless.

He was top-heavy, remembering in a trance that he was still having a fever, and that Chen Monian had come to look for him before going to bed... So why is this situation now?

He seemed to be indulging in a dream, everything was so real, so real that it made him feel terrible.

That bearded man... who is it?

"Chen Zi, stop drinking!"

Fang Ai stretched out his hand from behind and took away the wine bottle from Chen Zi's hand. The man didn't seem to realize it, his handsome face was full of embarrassment.

This person... is Chen Zi?

Chen Yan felt like he was going crazy.

He has never seen Chen Zi in such a state of embarrassment. No matter in his previous life or now, Chen Zi in his memory should always smile calmly, not like this now...

"Fang Ai, get out of here."

"...Hmph, you told me to get out? You're telling me to get out now, don't you think it's too late?"

The woman's voice was so high and harsh that it made everyone's scalp tingle.

"I've been helping you for so long, and you're telling me to get out now?"

Chen Zi sat motionless on the chair, looking in Fang Ai's direction, Fang Ai noticed Chen Zi's quiet attitude, seemed very happy, got up and sat on Chen Zi's lap, rubbing the man's cheek.

"That's right, we are all on the same boat, to be honest, none of us would think that Xiaoyan would die, right, people can't die—ah!!"

The man's hand suddenly pinched the woman's neck, his face was twisted into a ball, and there was no expression at all.

Chen Yan felt cold in his heart, but found that he really could only watch from the sidelines, his hands and feet seemed to be suppressed, and he couldn't move at all.

"It's all you, it's all you... it's all you, the woman, it's all you who killed him——"

When Chen Yan saw this, he felt like he had fallen from a high altitude, and then fell back to the ground in the next instant.

He barely opened his eyes, his vision blurred for a moment, and cold sweat covered his whole body.

There seemed to be someone standing on the head of the bed, which could not be seen clearly against the light, but the familiar smell coming from the nostrils made Chen Yan startled!

It was indeed a dream just now...

"You're having a nightmare."

The man's voice was cold, pointing directly at the facts.

Chen Yan looked at him dully, had a dream like this, broke out in a sweat, unexpectedly felt much more comfortable, and his head didn't hurt as much as before.

The man's tone became weird, with a little hesitation that he didn't notice.

"You just kept calling a name."

"...?!"

"...Chen Zi."