Mo Yan He Nian of Rebirth

Chen Monian stared intently into Chen Yan's eyes. Some unreal emotions flew through Chen Yan's mind, but what remained in his mind was the tragedy a few years later.

Then he lowered his eyes and spoke to Chen Monian in a very firm tone for the first time.

"I want to study outside the province."

Chen Yan has been aggrieved all his life. In his last life, he didn't know anything, even the conflict between Chen Monian and Chen Zi had become so acute - such a fact was only known after the person died.

He was like an idiot who was kept in the dark. He didn't realize there was such a thing until the others had finished singing the play.

He once thought whether Chen Mo Nian's attitude towards himself—not wanting him to know anything—was because he didn't want him to compete with Chen Zi for the so-called property, but in the end Chen Mo Nian's death told him that this assumption is completely unfounded.

Even now, he still can't see what the purpose of Chen Monian's doing is.

"……OK then."

Seeing that Chen Yan didn't continue talking for a long time, Chen Monian finally lowered his eyelids and said nothing, then he continued: "But you have to remember to come back."

"...Well, I will." Chen Yan's hands trembled, and he said anxiously, "I want to take Amo with me."

Chen Yan's idea is actually very simple. He just thinks that as long as Chen Mo stays away from Chen Zi and Chen Monian, things may turn around, and those so-called flames of war will not be burned on Chen Mo.

But at the same time that he said such thoughts, he was already prepared to be rejected by Chen Mo Nian. These days, Chen Mo Nian's vague concern for Chen Mo always appeared in front of him suddenly.

Even if you want to ignore it.

Chen Monian's attitude this time was surprisingly calm.

He just raised his eyebrows slightly, and looked at Chen Yan with a hint of consideration in his eyes.

"Can you take care of him?"

This is really the best answer, at least Chen Mo Nian did not reject him.

Chen Yan nodded his head as a matter of course, and looked at Chen Mo Nian with a candid expression.

"I can."

If Chen Yan could really do something, other than playing the piano and reading, it seemed that the only thing left was to take care of others. Of course, when Yan Chi had an accident, he...

"Why should I trust you?"

It was suddenly dark in front of his eyes, and there seemed to be fragments of light and shadow coming from the places beyond his sight. Chen Yan felt that something was clamping his throat, with a sense of scrutiny.

"...Because he is my younger brother."

"You don't have the same mother."

Chen Monian pointed out the problem to the point, and then stopped Chen Yan when he seemed to want to say something.

There was a bit of sinister taste in his tone, and there was a subtle scorching light in his slender eyebrows and eyes.

"As for Fang Ai, I won't let her enter the Chen family's door in the future. You can understand other things..."

"……dad."

Chen Yan looked at Chen Monian and spoke.

"Fang Ai, is she my mother?"

The scene from many years ago has been echoing in his mind, like a nightmare that cannot be expelled.

The woman's eyes bulged out horribly, and vicious words came out of her mouth, sprinkled on Chen Yan's body desperately.

Chen Monian looked at Chen Yan as if he felt something, and the strength in his hands suddenly tightened!

Chen Yan felt some slight pain, he hissed his teeth slightly, and heard Chen Mo Nian's voice, echoing softly in his ears.

With an inexplicable reassuring force.

"You don't have to worry about the relationship between that woman and you. You know that I am your father, that's all."

Chen Mo Nian rolled up the car window, the room was suddenly dark, Chen Yan's bright eyes were especially beautiful in the darkness.

The man's brows and eyes seemed to soften for a moment, not as high as before.

He stretched out his hand to touch Chen Yan's face, and then took the boy's head to his chest.

Chen Yan only felt a strange yet familiar smell of a man coming from his nostrils, like a dream.

The man slowly stroked Chen Yan's hair, which slid down from the top of his head, and then touched his back. Chen Yan only felt that the place he touched seemed to be on fire suddenly, and it was unbearable.

"Ayan, in your whole life, as long as you are happy..."

The man sighed again: "If you can do it, Dad will definitely do it for you."

"Just don't stay too far away from Dad..."

Chen Yan's head was pressed against Chen Mo Nian's neck, and his expression could not be seen.

But he could feel Chen Mo Nian's pulse, hitting all his cognition again and again.

The man's hand stopped moving, and he quietly leaned on Chen Yan's back.

"Father is afraid that if you leave, I will never see you again..."

"...Why, how come..." There was a weird smile on Chen Yan's face, but Chen Monian obviously didn't intend to let go, he put his arms around Chen Yan's waist, and then spoke in a low voice.

"Always remember... Dad, I love you."

The study gradually became tense, and the countdown calendar was posted in front of the classroom. Everyone who entered and exited had a large stack of homework in their hands, and they were all bruised and purple.

In this environment, Chen Yan seemed extraordinarily relaxed.

Shao Wen in the front row started his routine nagging again.

"Without Teacher Chen Zi, I always feel like I have lost my purpose in life~"

Shao Wen shook his head, and the textbooks on the table shook in unison with the movement.

"Hey, where did Teacher Chen Zi go?"

Shao Wen moved his head closer, with an embarrassing gossip expression on his face.

Chen Yan rarely raised his head in the sea of ​​questions, looked at squad leader Shao Wen, and lowered his head again.

He spoke without a word.

"He's leaving the country."

"Oh~ Is Teacher Chen Zi finally going abroad for further studies?"

"..."

Chen Yan pursed his lips, but did not speak.

Why did Chen Zi go abroad, why did he choose to go abroad at this time, whether it was before or now, it was actually a matter that he had never understood.

But what he knew was that after Chen Zi came back this time, everything seemed to kick off, and then ended with death, forever frozen in the depths of his memory.

"Then do you know when Teacher Chen Zi will come back?"

"...I don't know, maybe three or four years."

Chen Yan replied indifferently, then turned his head to the author's own topic, and suddenly there was a scorching gaze from his back, which made it impossible for people to ignore it.

"Yan Chiyi, are you okay?"

Chen Yan felt that he was really helpless. He straightened the things on the table, and there was a commotion in the classroom, which made his scalp tingle.

"If you have something to say, go out and talk."

Yan Chi didn't speak at all, but just nodded, and then walked out with Chen Zi, leaving squad leader Shao Wen standing there in a daze.

A perfectly beautiful spring day.

"I heard that you are going to take the exam outside the province?"

Yan Chi's straight-to-the-point character in his previous life obviously hasn't changed in any way, so he pushed his glasses and spoke to Chen Yan.

Chen Yan cast him a glance, and then said, "You know it quickly."

"You lied to me!"

Yan Chiyi's gentle and gentle appearance just now changed suddenly, and his tone was a little annoyed.

Frowning, eyes piercing.

"How could you lie to me!"

Chen Yan avoided his gaze, trying not to provoke Yan Chiyi.

"It was my father's decision."

"……impossible!"

Yan Chiyi resolutely cut off Chen Yan's statement: "How many times has your father supervised you? If you say you don't want to go, will he force you?"

"Don't you know about our family's situation?" Chen Yan couldn't help but sneer, "Why do you make irresponsible remarks about my family?"

"...You have changed, Chen Yan."

Yan Chi opened his mouth suddenly, with an unquestionable look, and his eyes were full of helplessness that did not belong to his age.

"Since this semester, I feel that you have changed a lot. What happened?"

Chen Yan looked at him with his chest folded, trying not to let himself show the slightest fear of being seen through.

"Are you kidding me? I think you've changed a lot."

"...In short, since you want to take the exam outside the province, then I..."

"No need."

Chen Yan quickly interrupted Yan Chi Yi: "We are not conjoined twins, Chi Yi."

"...Are you starting to think I'm annoying too?" Yan Chiyi suddenly lowered his head, his black hair covered his eyes, and the sunny and healthy image of the young man was of course gone. One by one, they started to think I was annoying."

"..."

Regarding Yan Chiyi's life experience, it is really a topic that Chen Yan doesn't really want to touch on. All he can understand is that Yan Chiyi's family background is not good, his parents are laid-off workers, and the family cannot make ends meet. A large part of it was paid by Chen Yan quietly for him, and then it became a bursary according to the principal.

But luckily in the misfortune, Yan Chiyi doesn't have much of the insidiousness that such a child should have in the legend, but occasionally becomes paranoid and can drive people crazy!

For example now...

"I said I didn't!" Chen Yan frowned. He told himself in his heart to be patient, to be patient, but a nameless irritability surged into his heart like this, and he couldn't hide it.

"Don't you?" Yan Chiyi suddenly giggled, then he took a step back and spoke slowly at an angle halfway away from Chen Yan's body.

"Then let me tell you one more thing. It's the only thing I've been keeping from you since I've been friends with you for so many years."

Chen Yan's heart chilled, he was too familiar with Yan Chiyi's expression now, and after many years, whenever he showed this expression, it meant that someone was about to suffer.

Whether it's the one pressing him down on the road, or the one he looks uncomfortable...

"I say Chi Yi, I like men."

As he said this, he stared straight at Chen Yan unabashedly, as if he wanted to burn a hole in the young man's body.