[HP] Subversion - Destined
Chapter 86 Never let go
I hugged Snape at a loss, and Dumbledore and Lucius immediately surrounded him. Dumbledore cast several spells in succession to calm Snape's violent breathing. He frowned at Lupine who had just entered the door The man ordered: "Remus, you go and get Poppy over."
"No! No need!" Snape struggled to get up and leaned against the fireplace, and pushed me away stubbornly with little strength, "Don't touch me Potter! Cough cough... get out - everyone!" I bit He clenched his lower lip into a fist, watching him stagger, Lucius took the first step to support him, and shook his head at me.
"Harry, go find some potions, and Severus will be taken care of by you." Dumbledore glanced at Snape and me standing aside, narrowing his eyes slightly, "Come to the principal's office after work." One time, I like popsicle balls." Then leave the cellar to the three of us.
I smiled wryly, is it finally time to face it...but Sif...damn it!He clearly has the same feelings for me, but he just keeps avoiding... I deftly unblocked the cupboard full of potions, and quickly dug out a few bottles of recovery potions. Lucius had already helped Snape to sit on sofa.
Lucius took the potion I handed out silently, and Snape's eyes fell on the burning fire from the beginning to the end without focusing on me.I tightened my wand, and began to restore the almost shattered objects bit by bit, and when I put them back in their original positions one by one, I was alone in the room.
Looking around, I couldn't see the once messy surroundings at all, I snorted softly to myself, it turned out that I was already so familiar with every corner of the cellar, so familiar that I could reconstruct it without thinking... I leaned against Snape Looking down at his slightly trembling hands, he felt extremely tired.I can't help but care about his thoughts, I'm not a great selfless person, I can't give my whole body and mind but get nothing in return-are you trying to protect me, how can it have nothing to do with me?I love you, how could it have nothing to do with you! ?
I punched hard on the fireplace, my expression must be very grim at this time.Severus? Snape!I will not let you go!How can I let you go!After I have degraded my dignity, degraded my body, and degraded my whole heart, how could I let you go!fuck you!Even if I can't get up again, I will hold you on my back! !
The sudden flash of icy murderous aura froze my boiling blood, I tightened my body and clenched my wand, and looked straight at the dazzling man who appeared at no time—Lucius Malfoy.
Lucius hid the murderous intent in his gray eyes, looked away with a smirk, and paused slightly on my bloody right hand: "It's a pity, this is the hand that once punched the master of potions, why not Do you know how to take good care of it?"
I stared at him vigilantly: "Are you going to kill me and bring the body to your master, or capture me alive and let your master do it himself?" The left hand hanging by my side clasped a bottle in the palm imperceptibly. Potion.
Lucius raised his eyebrows with interest: "Are you underestimating me, or are you overestimating me? Doing something on Dumbledore's territory, doing something to the savior..." He shook his head, "I admit that I am not I never thought about it, just like just now..." He slowly swung the snake stick, his eyes stared at his fingers, as if there was something worth studying on it, "Perhaps, as early as I noticed something, I should..." Suddenly he His eyes turned cold, and he raised his head and stared at me expressionlessly, "Potter, I will never allow anyone to hurt the friends of the Malfoy family in any way, do you understand what I mean?"
"Anyone?" Except Voldemort?I sneered disdainfully, "I believe Mr. Malfoy must understand who is the person who is causing harm to your 'friend' now."
Lucius' eyes darkened, "You don't need to remind me, Potter—he doesn't want to see you here, now, get out."
I glanced at him meaningfully and turned away from the cellar.As for Snape, who is almost equal to his family by Lucius, I believe that Lucius will take good care of him--Malfoy's most important thing is actually his family, if one day Draco or Narcissa because of Something happened to Voldemort, can you still be so calm?
After leaving the cellar, I simply went to find Dumbledore. Our relationship has long been hidden from him, and it's time to explain clearly.
"Professor Dumbledore." When I arrived at the principal's office, Dumbledore stood in front of an empty portrait with only a wicker chair behind his back. This time he didn't cover up the portrait, but directly asked me to sit down .I took a deep breath and said straight to the point: "Principal, what do you think of my relationship with Professor Snape? I am very clear about who I take him as, and judging from today's events, I think he has the same attitude towards me." feeling."
"Harry." Dumbledore stared at me deeply, as if he could see through all my thoughts, "I never thought that you would develop into what you are now. I always thought that you regarded him as your father at most, and he was just Treat you as my own child. I once hoped that you could form a warm family, but I never thought it would be in this way, this kind of relationship."
"I'm sorry, principal, to disappoint you." I looked at the liquid in the teacup in front of me expressionlessly.
"No, Harry, you're not wrong, it's just that I misjudged your mental age and the speed of emotional development." Dumbledore sighed, I didn't look up to meet him, just stared at him on the table Burnt black left hand, "Actually, I agree with Severus' approach. Judging from the current situation, forgetting everything is indeed the best choice - you still have no way to protect your memory."
"So, is the headmaster going to try again?" I asked flatly, "He has infiltrated every bit of my life as early as a year ago, and if you plan to empty it all, it will only make me suspicious like this time." , I am not a brainless Gryffindor - I am completely used to his existence, my feelings for him have penetrated into my bones, even if I lose my memory, I will fall in love with him again - I wasted my time looking for feelings and memories Wouldn't it be better to use the time spent on training?"
"You're right, I won't use the same method twice." Dumbledore leaned back, closed his eyes and sank into the big red and green sofa, "Son, you're on the same camp, you guys You are very lucky. But you are also unlucky. The biggest hurdle in front of you is Voldemort. Only by defeating him, you must defeat him, can you really come together. Therefore, killing Voldemort is more important than anything, including... life."
I swept away the teacup in front of me, and stood up suddenly: "Dumbledore, I hope you understand that Severus Snape is my greatest weakness - if he dies, I will never live alone!"
Dumbledore looked back at me calmly: "Then you should cherish him even more, Harry. For him—not for the wizarding world, not because of the status of the savior, just for him—you can't let Voldemort know that you are connected." The facts of the facts, not to mention the memory of your special relationship—absolutely? Absolutely? No? Not possible." Seeing my increasingly pale face, Dumbledore softened his tone, "Severus is in a very dangerous situation , Voldemort obviously no longer trusts him, but the resurrection must rely on more Death Eaters to barely keep him--Harry, my time is running out, and before I leave, I will try to help him regain Voldemort's trust."
"...As long as I can guarantee that Voldemort will not be able to know this relationship, won't you oppose us?" Occlumency cannot be mastered in ten days and half a month. Memory clears brain?It seemed that Lockhart's words echoed again, "The principle of forgetting nothing is actually similar to the application of the Pensieve, it is to extract certain memories from the brain..."——Wait!Pensieve? !If I store the memory in the Pensieve, wouldn't Voldemort also be able to see it while retaining the memory?I suddenly became excited, as if a boulder that was pressing on my heart fell to the ground, and my whole body felt light.
"Hehe, I believe you have found a solution." I don't know if it was because of the change in mood, but Dumbledore's voice sounded much more cheerful. Before I rushed out of the principal's office, he said to himself, "I heard, two Professor Lockhart, who taught you DADA in grades, always has a lot of novelties."
As Dumbledore reminded, Lockhart really has a Pensieve in his hand. I have to sigh, this guy is really the British version of Tinker Bell!
Now, I'd like to see what other excuses Snape can use!But the Pensieve is not safe to put in my place, and it is afraid that they will spy on our memory if someone else takes care of it, so let’s hand it over to Snape for safekeeping—no, if that bastard starts to think wildly again, just empty the Meditation What about the memory in the basin?I frowned angrily, and rumpled my hair frantically, damn it!When will Snape reassure me? !
From that day on, Lupine would often find something (especially about Sirius) to keep me, silently disapproving of my relationship with Snape.Even if I find time to go to the cellar, I will always meet Lucius. If I hadn't been vaguely aware of his relationship with Lockhart, I would have thought he had something wrong with Snape.Coupled with the fact that Snape seemed to be avoiding me on purpose, I couldn't find a chance to talk alone.
On January [-]th, I gave Lupine and Sirius a sleeping potion, and brought a Pensieve to the cellar. Today, no matter what, I can't compromise!I'm even ready to take down anyone but Snape.
To my surprise, Snape was the only one in the cellar tonight, sitting alone on the single sofa, flipping through newspapers.As if he knew I would come, he raised his head and glanced at me casually, ignoring my existence.I put the Pensieve on the table, feeling a little flustered in my heart. I opened and closed my mouth a few times before I muffled out a sentence: "Dumbledore said that he will not object to our relationship..."
Snape closed the newspaper and stared at me indifferently: "Us? What's the relationship?"
My heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and the coolness of despair and fear spread to my limbs, "What...mean?" I stared at his deep eyes tremblingly, but he seemed to look away casually, "Look at Me!" I angrily strode forward and grabbed his shoulder to force him to look at me, "You look at me and say it again! Say you have nothing to do with me! Say you never liked me! Say you Don't love me at all!!"
"...Let go, you impulsive lion." Snape frowned, his gaze was cold and hard, "Don't forget that your mind may become the back garden of the Dark Lord at any time."
I took a few deep breaths, forced myself to calm down, gritted my teeth and grabbed the Pensieve beside him and stuffed it into his arms, trying to slow down my tone: "This contains the memories about us, if you really... want to be with me Break the relationship completely...then, destroy it." My nails sank into the flesh, and I wobbled, watching Snape staring blankly at the silver medium in the stone basin, and time seemed to pass one century……
Then, Snape waved his wand, and the Pensieve fell back to its original place in the blink of an eye, "Potter, you are running around with dangerous objects in the middle of the night, are you out of your mind?"
"Sev!" I was almost crying with joy, I threw myself into his arms, kissed his lips eagerly, but was pushed to the ground by him unpreparedly.
"Don't touch me!" Snape gasped heavily like a frightened beast, his body tensed up as if he had been cast under a spell, a bitter struggle flashed in his eyes, he swallowed hard, and repeated, " Don't touch me, Potter."
"Why?" I widened my eyes in grievance, and then suddenly realized before he had any reaction, "Is it because of the things Voldemort forced you to do?!"
Snape stared at me blankly, silent.
"Sev, it's impossible for me not to care, but just because I care, so..." I knelt in front of him, looked up at his obsidian eyes that attracted me deeply, sincerely and piously, "Sev, please be with me I make love, I want to kiss all over your body, I want to erase other people's marks with my breath, I want your body to be immersed in the desire of my creation forever, I want your mind to only hold me alone ..."
"No! No need!" Snape struggled to get up and leaned against the fireplace, and pushed me away stubbornly with little strength, "Don't touch me Potter! Cough cough... get out - everyone!" I bit He clenched his lower lip into a fist, watching him stagger, Lucius took the first step to support him, and shook his head at me.
"Harry, go find some potions, and Severus will be taken care of by you." Dumbledore glanced at Snape and me standing aside, narrowing his eyes slightly, "Come to the principal's office after work." One time, I like popsicle balls." Then leave the cellar to the three of us.
I smiled wryly, is it finally time to face it...but Sif...damn it!He clearly has the same feelings for me, but he just keeps avoiding... I deftly unblocked the cupboard full of potions, and quickly dug out a few bottles of recovery potions. Lucius had already helped Snape to sit on sofa.
Lucius took the potion I handed out silently, and Snape's eyes fell on the burning fire from the beginning to the end without focusing on me.I tightened my wand, and began to restore the almost shattered objects bit by bit, and when I put them back in their original positions one by one, I was alone in the room.
Looking around, I couldn't see the once messy surroundings at all, I snorted softly to myself, it turned out that I was already so familiar with every corner of the cellar, so familiar that I could reconstruct it without thinking... I leaned against Snape Looking down at his slightly trembling hands, he felt extremely tired.I can't help but care about his thoughts, I'm not a great selfless person, I can't give my whole body and mind but get nothing in return-are you trying to protect me, how can it have nothing to do with me?I love you, how could it have nothing to do with you! ?
I punched hard on the fireplace, my expression must be very grim at this time.Severus? Snape!I will not let you go!How can I let you go!After I have degraded my dignity, degraded my body, and degraded my whole heart, how could I let you go!fuck you!Even if I can't get up again, I will hold you on my back! !
The sudden flash of icy murderous aura froze my boiling blood, I tightened my body and clenched my wand, and looked straight at the dazzling man who appeared at no time—Lucius Malfoy.
Lucius hid the murderous intent in his gray eyes, looked away with a smirk, and paused slightly on my bloody right hand: "It's a pity, this is the hand that once punched the master of potions, why not Do you know how to take good care of it?"
I stared at him vigilantly: "Are you going to kill me and bring the body to your master, or capture me alive and let your master do it himself?" The left hand hanging by my side clasped a bottle in the palm imperceptibly. Potion.
Lucius raised his eyebrows with interest: "Are you underestimating me, or are you overestimating me? Doing something on Dumbledore's territory, doing something to the savior..." He shook his head, "I admit that I am not I never thought about it, just like just now..." He slowly swung the snake stick, his eyes stared at his fingers, as if there was something worth studying on it, "Perhaps, as early as I noticed something, I should..." Suddenly he His eyes turned cold, and he raised his head and stared at me expressionlessly, "Potter, I will never allow anyone to hurt the friends of the Malfoy family in any way, do you understand what I mean?"
"Anyone?" Except Voldemort?I sneered disdainfully, "I believe Mr. Malfoy must understand who is the person who is causing harm to your 'friend' now."
Lucius' eyes darkened, "You don't need to remind me, Potter—he doesn't want to see you here, now, get out."
I glanced at him meaningfully and turned away from the cellar.As for Snape, who is almost equal to his family by Lucius, I believe that Lucius will take good care of him--Malfoy's most important thing is actually his family, if one day Draco or Narcissa because of Something happened to Voldemort, can you still be so calm?
After leaving the cellar, I simply went to find Dumbledore. Our relationship has long been hidden from him, and it's time to explain clearly.
"Professor Dumbledore." When I arrived at the principal's office, Dumbledore stood in front of an empty portrait with only a wicker chair behind his back. This time he didn't cover up the portrait, but directly asked me to sit down .I took a deep breath and said straight to the point: "Principal, what do you think of my relationship with Professor Snape? I am very clear about who I take him as, and judging from today's events, I think he has the same attitude towards me." feeling."
"Harry." Dumbledore stared at me deeply, as if he could see through all my thoughts, "I never thought that you would develop into what you are now. I always thought that you regarded him as your father at most, and he was just Treat you as my own child. I once hoped that you could form a warm family, but I never thought it would be in this way, this kind of relationship."
"I'm sorry, principal, to disappoint you." I looked at the liquid in the teacup in front of me expressionlessly.
"No, Harry, you're not wrong, it's just that I misjudged your mental age and the speed of emotional development." Dumbledore sighed, I didn't look up to meet him, just stared at him on the table Burnt black left hand, "Actually, I agree with Severus' approach. Judging from the current situation, forgetting everything is indeed the best choice - you still have no way to protect your memory."
"So, is the headmaster going to try again?" I asked flatly, "He has infiltrated every bit of my life as early as a year ago, and if you plan to empty it all, it will only make me suspicious like this time." , I am not a brainless Gryffindor - I am completely used to his existence, my feelings for him have penetrated into my bones, even if I lose my memory, I will fall in love with him again - I wasted my time looking for feelings and memories Wouldn't it be better to use the time spent on training?"
"You're right, I won't use the same method twice." Dumbledore leaned back, closed his eyes and sank into the big red and green sofa, "Son, you're on the same camp, you guys You are very lucky. But you are also unlucky. The biggest hurdle in front of you is Voldemort. Only by defeating him, you must defeat him, can you really come together. Therefore, killing Voldemort is more important than anything, including... life."
I swept away the teacup in front of me, and stood up suddenly: "Dumbledore, I hope you understand that Severus Snape is my greatest weakness - if he dies, I will never live alone!"
Dumbledore looked back at me calmly: "Then you should cherish him even more, Harry. For him—not for the wizarding world, not because of the status of the savior, just for him—you can't let Voldemort know that you are connected." The facts of the facts, not to mention the memory of your special relationship—absolutely? Absolutely? No? Not possible." Seeing my increasingly pale face, Dumbledore softened his tone, "Severus is in a very dangerous situation , Voldemort obviously no longer trusts him, but the resurrection must rely on more Death Eaters to barely keep him--Harry, my time is running out, and before I leave, I will try to help him regain Voldemort's trust."
"...As long as I can guarantee that Voldemort will not be able to know this relationship, won't you oppose us?" Occlumency cannot be mastered in ten days and half a month. Memory clears brain?It seemed that Lockhart's words echoed again, "The principle of forgetting nothing is actually similar to the application of the Pensieve, it is to extract certain memories from the brain..."——Wait!Pensieve? !If I store the memory in the Pensieve, wouldn't Voldemort also be able to see it while retaining the memory?I suddenly became excited, as if a boulder that was pressing on my heart fell to the ground, and my whole body felt light.
"Hehe, I believe you have found a solution." I don't know if it was because of the change in mood, but Dumbledore's voice sounded much more cheerful. Before I rushed out of the principal's office, he said to himself, "I heard, two Professor Lockhart, who taught you DADA in grades, always has a lot of novelties."
As Dumbledore reminded, Lockhart really has a Pensieve in his hand. I have to sigh, this guy is really the British version of Tinker Bell!
Now, I'd like to see what other excuses Snape can use!But the Pensieve is not safe to put in my place, and it is afraid that they will spy on our memory if someone else takes care of it, so let’s hand it over to Snape for safekeeping—no, if that bastard starts to think wildly again, just empty the Meditation What about the memory in the basin?I frowned angrily, and rumpled my hair frantically, damn it!When will Snape reassure me? !
From that day on, Lupine would often find something (especially about Sirius) to keep me, silently disapproving of my relationship with Snape.Even if I find time to go to the cellar, I will always meet Lucius. If I hadn't been vaguely aware of his relationship with Lockhart, I would have thought he had something wrong with Snape.Coupled with the fact that Snape seemed to be avoiding me on purpose, I couldn't find a chance to talk alone.
On January [-]th, I gave Lupine and Sirius a sleeping potion, and brought a Pensieve to the cellar. Today, no matter what, I can't compromise!I'm even ready to take down anyone but Snape.
To my surprise, Snape was the only one in the cellar tonight, sitting alone on the single sofa, flipping through newspapers.As if he knew I would come, he raised his head and glanced at me casually, ignoring my existence.I put the Pensieve on the table, feeling a little flustered in my heart. I opened and closed my mouth a few times before I muffled out a sentence: "Dumbledore said that he will not object to our relationship..."
Snape closed the newspaper and stared at me indifferently: "Us? What's the relationship?"
My heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and the coolness of despair and fear spread to my limbs, "What...mean?" I stared at his deep eyes tremblingly, but he seemed to look away casually, "Look at Me!" I angrily strode forward and grabbed his shoulder to force him to look at me, "You look at me and say it again! Say you have nothing to do with me! Say you never liked me! Say you Don't love me at all!!"
"...Let go, you impulsive lion." Snape frowned, his gaze was cold and hard, "Don't forget that your mind may become the back garden of the Dark Lord at any time."
I took a few deep breaths, forced myself to calm down, gritted my teeth and grabbed the Pensieve beside him and stuffed it into his arms, trying to slow down my tone: "This contains the memories about us, if you really... want to be with me Break the relationship completely...then, destroy it." My nails sank into the flesh, and I wobbled, watching Snape staring blankly at the silver medium in the stone basin, and time seemed to pass one century……
Then, Snape waved his wand, and the Pensieve fell back to its original place in the blink of an eye, "Potter, you are running around with dangerous objects in the middle of the night, are you out of your mind?"
"Sev!" I was almost crying with joy, I threw myself into his arms, kissed his lips eagerly, but was pushed to the ground by him unpreparedly.
"Don't touch me!" Snape gasped heavily like a frightened beast, his body tensed up as if he had been cast under a spell, a bitter struggle flashed in his eyes, he swallowed hard, and repeated, " Don't touch me, Potter."
"Why?" I widened my eyes in grievance, and then suddenly realized before he had any reaction, "Is it because of the things Voldemort forced you to do?!"
Snape stared at me blankly, silent.
"Sev, it's impossible for me not to care, but just because I care, so..." I knelt in front of him, looked up at his obsidian eyes that attracted me deeply, sincerely and piously, "Sev, please be with me I make love, I want to kiss all over your body, I want to erase other people's marks with my breath, I want your body to be immersed in the desire of my creation forever, I want your mind to only hold me alone ..."
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