[HP] Subversion - Destined
Chapter 85
"Severus!" "Harry?!" Someone tried to help me up, but I pushed away.Snape also refused Lucius' support. He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his thumb, and his straight back exuded a cruel allure.
I wiped my face fiercely, stepped on all the fragility I had shown and stood up, with a hoarse and trembling voice: "Snape, you are too selfish, selfish and cruel. You lived for yourself Silently indulge others to rely on you for reasons, but stubbornly resist because of fear of being hurt, keep everyone out of your heart with indifferent words and deeds. You selfishly do everything you think is right, but never consider others Thoughts—I know that the one that sinks first always has to pay more..."
Closing my eyes, I stared at him fiercely, trying to vent all my grievances, and my voice gradually became higher: "So I learned to show weakness in front of you and accommodate you in everything - I admit it! Who made me prefer him? Fuck you awkward bastard! But it doesn’t mean I have no temper! Today I will make it clear to you—if you are only here to protect me, then don’t give me any expectations—and then when the situation is out of your control You are a coward at all! A coward who shirks responsibility! A coward who dare not bear any consequences!!" Snape's expression became more and more rigid, but he didn't refute me, he just used his right hand He clenched his left arm tightly.
I gasped, stroked the obsidian ring on my left middle finger, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry for wasting so much of your magic power, but I believe you will never have another chance—from now on, we will do our own things —Whether you want to protect me or not has nothing to do with me." I slowly took off the ring, held it in my palm, and forced a smile, "And... I love you, it has nothing to do with you!" Raised my hand and let go, " Jingle" The sound of the ring falling hits my heart, and I'm waiting for him to speak, even if it's a sarcasm.However, he remained silent, staring blankly at something, as if nothing could touch him.
"Then, goodbye, Professor Snape." Turning around, I walked out the door without looking back, my mind blank...
"Harry!" There were footsteps behind me, but I knew it wasn't the person I wanted to wait for... "Harry! Don't go so fast!" Lockhart directly pulled me into a small flowerbed nearby, "Oh ...Senior Snape, he... just doesn't know how to express it, you know, once a Slytherin falls in love, he won't let go, leaving no way out."
"Love? Heh, he didn't even say he likes it." I sneered at myself.
"Pfft..." Lockhart didn't know what to think, and suddenly laughed, "Actually, your relationship is a bit like Lucius and me. The day we first met, I was less than ten years old. At that time, he used a Cleaning up pissed me off, I got a little revenge on him, and then I slapped him in front of the other Slytherins when I first got into Hogwarts, so we got bigger, of course, He hated me unilaterally... Ha, in short, we don't have much time together, at least our first time was the night before he and Narcissa got married."
Lockhart's dazzling eyes that were shining with pride softened, and he stroked his finger to his earlobe, "Now, I think you are very clear, the root cause is that you and Snape have the same enemies and goals, and the positions and interests are also corresponding. Yes, as long as you can handle this relationship well, your union is not unblessed. Unlike Lucius, he is a Malfoy first and family will always come first, so our relationship will probably never see the light of day. "
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to comfort him. Yes, he was right. They were indeed more difficult. I couldn't imagine what kind of mentality Lockhart had on the day before Lucius's wedding. Having sex with a lover who is married to another woman, I can't even imagine how much psychological construction he has gone through to comfort me with this experience so lightly. Compared with him, what I have endured is nothing worth mentioning.
"I know that Senior Snape made you very angry for forgetting about you. If it were me, I would beat him up too. But whether you agree with his actions or not, you should remember that he did it for You. Maybe he made a mistake, but his original intention is for you—in fact, you will find that the decisions made by Slytherin have always been the closest to perfection—the most rational and cruel perfection that can abandon sensibility " Lockhart said in a helpless tone.
I snorted coldly: "I don't know what you Slytherins think, but I think that while loving someone and protecting him, we must also learn to share sorrow and pain, face every challenge together, and take every responsibility. I have never Never doubted him, huh, so that he didn't need to pretend to be able to deceive me at all, so that I didn't react at all when he used his wand to cast Forget Nothing on me! Haha, it's so ridiculous!"
I sat on the ground in despair and hugged my knees tightly. Lockhart just stood quietly behind me without saying a word, "I'm tired... In less than a few months, it feels like years. I thought I was already I caught him, so it turned out that everything was just my wishful thinking..." I muttered a lot, and I couldn't remember what I said, until I fell asleep in a daze at some point...
In the dream, Sev was smiling at me. He took my hand and put an obsidian ring on me. Then, the obsidian suddenly turned scarlet——I woke up suddenly, and I looked around blankly, only to realize that I had returned to the The bed in Gryffindor's bedroom.
"Harry? You woke up so soon? We thought you were going to sleep until noon." Ron came out of the bathroom with a red face. He was still wearing that very "distinctive" dress, obviously playing crazy until now.
Doesn't he hate this dress? "What's wrong with me?" I moaned while holding my throbbing head, my voice hoarse.
Ron stepped forward and handed me a bottle of potion: "You were drunk and collapsed in the small flower garden outside, and Fred and the others found you and carried you back—you don't know that everyone is crazy! A lot of people didn't come back, and they decided to play until the morning—hey, the potion for sobering up, George gave it..." The pain in my head made it impossible for me to do extra movements, so I took it and drank it dry, Ron stared wide Eye, "You just drink it up like this? I don't know if they added anything!"
I waved my hand wearily and tasted a bit of the dreamless potion. I didn't have time to think about how the twins perfectly mixed the hangover potion and the water of life and death, so I fell asleep again.
When Lupine came to Hogwarts to pick me up to Grimmauld Place the next day, most of the people were still asleep, obviously it was too late yesterday.
"Harry..." Lupine asked hesitantly before going to see the wounded Sirius, "what's the matter with you and Snape?" He took out today's Daily Prophet, and I glanced at the headline ——"The savior beat up the former professor, is it out of love to hate or to rise up to resist?" He snorted disdainfully, anyone who wants to dig news can do it, anyway, we have made a clean break.
He casually replied, "It's nothing, I beat him up, that's all."
It took Lupine a while to react, and he took a deep breath: "You..." He looked me up and down suspiciously, "...no matter what kind of relationship you have, it is obviously inappropriate under the current situation-the Ministry of Magic has Albus Pressing, including the previous incident, I will help you hide it from Sirius, you know, if he finds out, even if he loses his limbs, he can climb to Hogwarts to kill Snape."
"Iknown." The hand that opened the door paused, "So I beat him up for him, that's all."
I spent the whole day with Sirius who was bored on the bed and got lice all day long. I didn't know what else to do. My mind and heart were empty. I asked Kreacher for a few bottles of wine, and was caught by Lupine. It ended up being me pouring bottle after bottle of wine while he sat and listened to my mouth full of nonsense, it was like going back to the mental confidant time of the last school year, and I told him about me and Snape over and over again, over and over , I am afraid that I will be forgotten again, and I am so sad that I need other people to help me remember all the feelings I have given...
The days are spent laughing with Sirius during the day, getting drunk at night, waking up from a nightmare with a splitting headache in the middle of the night, drinking the potion that Dobby brought from Hogwarts, and falling asleep.Until one day, Lockhart rushed out of the fireplace: "Harry! Something happened to Snape!!"
"What?!" I followed him to the principal's office, reeking of alcohol, and headed straight for the cellar.
The door of the cellar was ajar, and there was a strong pressure coming from the dark room. It is completely conceivable how chaotic it has become.Dumbledore stood at the door with a haggard look. When he saw me, he moved away: "Harry, be careful."
"Sev!" I stumbled in and was almost squeezed out again by the magic riot without any precautions. With a flash of white light, Dumbledore had already added protection for me.The cellar was dark, only a black figure could be seen weakly leaning against the fireplace, the chaotic pressure spread around him, everything that could be destroyed was crushed to pieces, even Lu Xiu who was in the room Stu couldn't get close to him, "Sev!"
"Don't go there! He's in danger now!" Lucius held me back and explained quickly in a low voice, "The Dark Lord asked Bellatrix and the others to arrest a few boys because of those two reports from the Daily Prophet Cast a Confusion Charm to look like you... Summoned Severus to have him in front of them... Raped... Then tortured... For three nights in a row... His mental state was getting worse and worse, and finally couldn't help it Gave a boy Avada in front of everyone... that one was very angry... kept... Cruciatus... and then..." Lucius' face was pale, and his right hand was tightly clasped with the staff.
Voldemort - Voldemort again! !There was nowhere to vent his anger, but he was at a loss when he saw the black shadow: "Sev..."
"Stay away from me!" Snape ordered wearily, but I just approached him firmly step by step, Dumbledore's defensive spell had already begun to break down, "Go away Potter! My business has nothing to do with you! Cough cough ..." Because of emotional fluctuations, the power of the magic riot seems to be growing.
"Shut up! What I do has nothing to do with you!" I gritted my teeth and tried to prop up the shield in front of me with magic power. The huge pressure almost made me unable to lift my feet, and my physical strength was rapidly draining. How big is the gap between him, how can I have the capital to fight Voldemort when I am so weak!No, I will never admit defeat...
"Severus, keep your magic under control and don't hurt Harry. The intervention of anyone other than yourself will only hurt you more - for Harry's sake, boy, you must keep your magic under control!" Dumbledore's voice came in time.
Snape stared straight at me through the darkness, gritted his teeth: "Damn... you... idiot..." As I approached, Xu Chao's magic power was forcibly withdrawn from his body bit by bit, and the pain was tormented. His whole body was trembling constantly, but I felt distressed but could do nothing. I watched him hold his body hard to restrain the last trace of pressure, and finally fell limp in my arms.
I wiped my face fiercely, stepped on all the fragility I had shown and stood up, with a hoarse and trembling voice: "Snape, you are too selfish, selfish and cruel. You lived for yourself Silently indulge others to rely on you for reasons, but stubbornly resist because of fear of being hurt, keep everyone out of your heart with indifferent words and deeds. You selfishly do everything you think is right, but never consider others Thoughts—I know that the one that sinks first always has to pay more..."
Closing my eyes, I stared at him fiercely, trying to vent all my grievances, and my voice gradually became higher: "So I learned to show weakness in front of you and accommodate you in everything - I admit it! Who made me prefer him? Fuck you awkward bastard! But it doesn’t mean I have no temper! Today I will make it clear to you—if you are only here to protect me, then don’t give me any expectations—and then when the situation is out of your control You are a coward at all! A coward who shirks responsibility! A coward who dare not bear any consequences!!" Snape's expression became more and more rigid, but he didn't refute me, he just used his right hand He clenched his left arm tightly.
I gasped, stroked the obsidian ring on my left middle finger, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry for wasting so much of your magic power, but I believe you will never have another chance—from now on, we will do our own things —Whether you want to protect me or not has nothing to do with me." I slowly took off the ring, held it in my palm, and forced a smile, "And... I love you, it has nothing to do with you!" Raised my hand and let go, " Jingle" The sound of the ring falling hits my heart, and I'm waiting for him to speak, even if it's a sarcasm.However, he remained silent, staring blankly at something, as if nothing could touch him.
"Then, goodbye, Professor Snape." Turning around, I walked out the door without looking back, my mind blank...
"Harry!" There were footsteps behind me, but I knew it wasn't the person I wanted to wait for... "Harry! Don't go so fast!" Lockhart directly pulled me into a small flowerbed nearby, "Oh ...Senior Snape, he... just doesn't know how to express it, you know, once a Slytherin falls in love, he won't let go, leaving no way out."
"Love? Heh, he didn't even say he likes it." I sneered at myself.
"Pfft..." Lockhart didn't know what to think, and suddenly laughed, "Actually, your relationship is a bit like Lucius and me. The day we first met, I was less than ten years old. At that time, he used a Cleaning up pissed me off, I got a little revenge on him, and then I slapped him in front of the other Slytherins when I first got into Hogwarts, so we got bigger, of course, He hated me unilaterally... Ha, in short, we don't have much time together, at least our first time was the night before he and Narcissa got married."
Lockhart's dazzling eyes that were shining with pride softened, and he stroked his finger to his earlobe, "Now, I think you are very clear, the root cause is that you and Snape have the same enemies and goals, and the positions and interests are also corresponding. Yes, as long as you can handle this relationship well, your union is not unblessed. Unlike Lucius, he is a Malfoy first and family will always come first, so our relationship will probably never see the light of day. "
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to comfort him. Yes, he was right. They were indeed more difficult. I couldn't imagine what kind of mentality Lockhart had on the day before Lucius's wedding. Having sex with a lover who is married to another woman, I can't even imagine how much psychological construction he has gone through to comfort me with this experience so lightly. Compared with him, what I have endured is nothing worth mentioning.
"I know that Senior Snape made you very angry for forgetting about you. If it were me, I would beat him up too. But whether you agree with his actions or not, you should remember that he did it for You. Maybe he made a mistake, but his original intention is for you—in fact, you will find that the decisions made by Slytherin have always been the closest to perfection—the most rational and cruel perfection that can abandon sensibility " Lockhart said in a helpless tone.
I snorted coldly: "I don't know what you Slytherins think, but I think that while loving someone and protecting him, we must also learn to share sorrow and pain, face every challenge together, and take every responsibility. I have never Never doubted him, huh, so that he didn't need to pretend to be able to deceive me at all, so that I didn't react at all when he used his wand to cast Forget Nothing on me! Haha, it's so ridiculous!"
I sat on the ground in despair and hugged my knees tightly. Lockhart just stood quietly behind me without saying a word, "I'm tired... In less than a few months, it feels like years. I thought I was already I caught him, so it turned out that everything was just my wishful thinking..." I muttered a lot, and I couldn't remember what I said, until I fell asleep in a daze at some point...
In the dream, Sev was smiling at me. He took my hand and put an obsidian ring on me. Then, the obsidian suddenly turned scarlet——I woke up suddenly, and I looked around blankly, only to realize that I had returned to the The bed in Gryffindor's bedroom.
"Harry? You woke up so soon? We thought you were going to sleep until noon." Ron came out of the bathroom with a red face. He was still wearing that very "distinctive" dress, obviously playing crazy until now.
Doesn't he hate this dress? "What's wrong with me?" I moaned while holding my throbbing head, my voice hoarse.
Ron stepped forward and handed me a bottle of potion: "You were drunk and collapsed in the small flower garden outside, and Fred and the others found you and carried you back—you don't know that everyone is crazy! A lot of people didn't come back, and they decided to play until the morning—hey, the potion for sobering up, George gave it..." The pain in my head made it impossible for me to do extra movements, so I took it and drank it dry, Ron stared wide Eye, "You just drink it up like this? I don't know if they added anything!"
I waved my hand wearily and tasted a bit of the dreamless potion. I didn't have time to think about how the twins perfectly mixed the hangover potion and the water of life and death, so I fell asleep again.
When Lupine came to Hogwarts to pick me up to Grimmauld Place the next day, most of the people were still asleep, obviously it was too late yesterday.
"Harry..." Lupine asked hesitantly before going to see the wounded Sirius, "what's the matter with you and Snape?" He took out today's Daily Prophet, and I glanced at the headline ——"The savior beat up the former professor, is it out of love to hate or to rise up to resist?" He snorted disdainfully, anyone who wants to dig news can do it, anyway, we have made a clean break.
He casually replied, "It's nothing, I beat him up, that's all."
It took Lupine a while to react, and he took a deep breath: "You..." He looked me up and down suspiciously, "...no matter what kind of relationship you have, it is obviously inappropriate under the current situation-the Ministry of Magic has Albus Pressing, including the previous incident, I will help you hide it from Sirius, you know, if he finds out, even if he loses his limbs, he can climb to Hogwarts to kill Snape."
"Iknown." The hand that opened the door paused, "So I beat him up for him, that's all."
I spent the whole day with Sirius who was bored on the bed and got lice all day long. I didn't know what else to do. My mind and heart were empty. I asked Kreacher for a few bottles of wine, and was caught by Lupine. It ended up being me pouring bottle after bottle of wine while he sat and listened to my mouth full of nonsense, it was like going back to the mental confidant time of the last school year, and I told him about me and Snape over and over again, over and over , I am afraid that I will be forgotten again, and I am so sad that I need other people to help me remember all the feelings I have given...
The days are spent laughing with Sirius during the day, getting drunk at night, waking up from a nightmare with a splitting headache in the middle of the night, drinking the potion that Dobby brought from Hogwarts, and falling asleep.Until one day, Lockhart rushed out of the fireplace: "Harry! Something happened to Snape!!"
"What?!" I followed him to the principal's office, reeking of alcohol, and headed straight for the cellar.
The door of the cellar was ajar, and there was a strong pressure coming from the dark room. It is completely conceivable how chaotic it has become.Dumbledore stood at the door with a haggard look. When he saw me, he moved away: "Harry, be careful."
"Sev!" I stumbled in and was almost squeezed out again by the magic riot without any precautions. With a flash of white light, Dumbledore had already added protection for me.The cellar was dark, only a black figure could be seen weakly leaning against the fireplace, the chaotic pressure spread around him, everything that could be destroyed was crushed to pieces, even Lu Xiu who was in the room Stu couldn't get close to him, "Sev!"
"Don't go there! He's in danger now!" Lucius held me back and explained quickly in a low voice, "The Dark Lord asked Bellatrix and the others to arrest a few boys because of those two reports from the Daily Prophet Cast a Confusion Charm to look like you... Summoned Severus to have him in front of them... Raped... Then tortured... For three nights in a row... His mental state was getting worse and worse, and finally couldn't help it Gave a boy Avada in front of everyone... that one was very angry... kept... Cruciatus... and then..." Lucius' face was pale, and his right hand was tightly clasped with the staff.
Voldemort - Voldemort again! !There was nowhere to vent his anger, but he was at a loss when he saw the black shadow: "Sev..."
"Stay away from me!" Snape ordered wearily, but I just approached him firmly step by step, Dumbledore's defensive spell had already begun to break down, "Go away Potter! My business has nothing to do with you! Cough cough ..." Because of emotional fluctuations, the power of the magic riot seems to be growing.
"Shut up! What I do has nothing to do with you!" I gritted my teeth and tried to prop up the shield in front of me with magic power. The huge pressure almost made me unable to lift my feet, and my physical strength was rapidly draining. How big is the gap between him, how can I have the capital to fight Voldemort when I am so weak!No, I will never admit defeat...
"Severus, keep your magic under control and don't hurt Harry. The intervention of anyone other than yourself will only hurt you more - for Harry's sake, boy, you must keep your magic under control!" Dumbledore's voice came in time.
Snape stared straight at me through the darkness, gritted his teeth: "Damn... you... idiot..." As I approached, Xu Chao's magic power was forcibly withdrawn from his body bit by bit, and the pain was tormented. His whole body was trembling constantly, but I felt distressed but could do nothing. I watched him hold his body hard to restrain the last trace of pressure, and finally fell limp in my arms.
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