Travels

After hearing this, Ye Qizhen's eyes flashed with astonishment. Before he could say something, there was a commotion outside the door, from far to near, probably because the students came to train one after another after their lunch break.She hurriedly grabbed her clothes, nodded slightly to the person who hadn't recovered, walked a few steps to the speaker and pretended to fiddle with it.

Xia Wanmu turned his head away, took out his phone and pressed it twice absently, the door was pushed open in the next second, the girls filed in, Yu Qingge led the way in, his gaze stayed on her briefly for two seconds, and then Turned away casually.

It was another afternoon of catering to the song, and Xia Wanmu stood up with a sigh of relief, and walked to the person to complete the recording task in a formulaic way—as long as he kept a friendly smile at all times, and nodded in favor of the opinions and suggestions expressed by the post-song from time to time , Intermittently say that some scripts prepared in the book do not reflect any technical content and are just for adjusting the atmosphere, and with a few meaningless body movements, it is basically considered complete.

But even if it's just like this, the distance she can't keep from someone still makes her a little breathless. The already blurred breath in the depths of her memory floats around her side, and it will escape to the tip of her nose from time to time. She tenses her nerves, Always maintain a state of high alert.

Maybe it was influenced by what she said at noon, Yu Qingge no longer made fun of himself as before, and would say a few words to her in a few minutes, even if the response was always lukewarm.Naturally, she was also happy and quiet. She didn't have to rack her brains to think about how to face the seemingly ordinary problems, and she just emptied her brain and dutifully served as a background board.

It didn’t take long before she discovered that this new way of getting along wasn’t really that comfortable. The girls practiced over and over again in a monotonous manner. After watching it for a while, she became a little distracted due to lack of interaction, and her thoughts didn’t know what to do. Unknowingly floated back to the person next to him.

Yu Qingge has changed a lot now, she is a completely different person from when she was with her before.Although she has secretly watched a lot of video clips of various interviews, variety shows and concerts about this person over the years, the sense of reality these things give her is not as strong as when she observes him closely.When they were still in the group before, for some reason the two had a clear division of labor. The position given by the company at the time was to let Yu Qingge, who had impeccable singing skills, be the captain, and she was just a vase for showing off her face and being responsible for attracting attention. .But at that time, Yu Qingge was always a little reluctant to let go in front of strangers, and lacked the skills to communicate with others. She had to rely on her to save the day. The tacit understanding of handing the microphone to her, in the end even the company turned a blind eye to this result.Of course, such a change is not because of how sophisticated and tactful she is, she also makes mistakes and embarrassment a lot, but her smile is her most powerful weapon, because people are always more tolerant of smiling beauties than A lot of.

Because of this person's dull and quiet personality, when she left the apartment eight years ago, she was worried, what would she do after losing Yu Qingge?She can neither deal with the media nor learn the art of speaking in front of people. She is worried that this person's talent will be dissipated due to excessive intrusion from foreign objects, like a rigid steel bar bent under pressure from all directions.It's just that I didn't expect that after eight years, Yu Qingge was able to live a prosperous life by herself. On the contrary, she couldn't let go of her desire to stand up and protect her. An empty sense of loss.

During the break in the middle, the girls surrounded the two of them, asking for advice and learning. She was like a staff member in a toll booth with a stiff smile and a tired face. She closed her mouth and calmly played the role of a wallflower, looking calmly Yu Qingge managed to firmly control the topic among the noisy young people with ease.

She had never seen the smile on that man's face before. It was neither hypocritical nor overly enthusiastic. It caused several girls to stare at him with their chins in their hands, and little stars appeared in their eyes.Yu Qingge usually doesn't have many expressions, and when he doesn't speak, he looks a little cold and difficult to approach. Occasionally, he can't take his eyes off when he smiles. For this reason, he has attracted a lot of fans who are not obsessed with music. All kinds of Reuters on the Internet are sitting on the sidelines, just to catch the idol's awesome smile.

Xia Wanmu lowered her eyes, feeling a little sad in her heart.The changes in Yu Qingge's body were so many that she was actually scared. She thought that what she said at noon was too much, and this person's reaction at the time did not seem to be fake, so why did she look as if nothing had happened now?During the few unavoidable stares and interactions, Yu Qingge smiled at her innocently, with a touch of tenderness in her eyes, making her doubt her memory or something went wrong. Perhaps the quarrel was nothing more than her imagination.

She bitterly found that she could no longer understand what was going on in this person's mind, and the strong self-doubt weighed on her heart, making her question everything, and she couldn't even tell whether the ice cube that was cold on the surface and gentle on the inside was also this person One of the characters in disguise.Is the confidant lover in the youth years really the same person as the present singer?

The slowly passing minutes and seconds were like knives, cutting blood dripping from her heart, which Yu Qingge was the real one?Is it the current music queen who talks and laughs happily with others, is it the little girl who panics and feels distressed when she gets hurt, or is it the stupid gourd who is so stubborn that she can make people angry?It was hard for her to believe that the person she held in her arms eight years ago now had such a mature and unfamiliar attitude. Looking back at herself, she was unable to accomplish anything and could not move an inch. Hard heart, and this is thanks to the person in front of me.

The cruel reality made her breathless, how dare she compare with Yu Qingge?Mingming knew early on that the two were far apart. She looked at the protagonist who was surrounded by the girls' eyes like stars and the moon, but was still at ease. Her toes hidden in the shoes couldn't help curling up, wishing she could His body became transparent little by little, and finally he could completely disappear from here without showing a trace.

She is an unwanted existence.

A hand lightly rested on her shoulder from behind and pressed it, then withdrew it, and a clear voice rang in her ears, pulling her back from hell.

"Director Xia, there are a few moves I can't dance well, can you help me take a look?"

She moved her sore and stiff neck, and finally changed the smile that almost turned into a mask covering her face, and responded with a complicated mood.

"...Understood, then let's go over there."

I really didn't expect that she is so embarrassed now that she has to accept the pity of a little girl who is almost 11 years younger than herself, but Ye Qizhen has helped a lot anyway. The voice said thank you.The little girl did not speak, her cold eyes were very calm, without any extra emotion, as if she simply wanted to ask her for advice, which made her feel less embarrassed.

Yu Qingge, who was speaking softly in the crowd, paused for a while, and slightly turned his head to the direction in which the two left. When he spoke again, his voice trembled a little, but soon stabilized.

After finally getting out of the position closest to Yu Qingge, she used the pretext of watching the little girl practice dance until the end of the recording and never went back. Fortunately, Yu Qingge finally seemed to understand her once, and didn't follow her, just stood there silently all afternoon.From the side of the dance room, she watched Ye Qizhen dance over and over again absent-mindedly. She secretly glanced at the person ten meters away over there several times. She always felt that the straight back looked like someone was being punished to stand. There was something in her heart. A strange strangeness.

The afternoon, which seemed like years, finally passed faster because of the little girl's rescue. As soon as the needle on the wall pointed to five o'clock, she couldn't wait to jump up, and because she got up too fast, her eyes went dark, and she staggered twice and almost fell to the ground She fell down, but luckily Ye Qizhen was by her side, and quickly hugged her, avoiding the tragic ending of intimate contact with the floor.

The little girl helped her several times overtly and secretly, and also knew the secret between her and Yu Qingge, and she was grateful that she inevitably felt a little close.Probably because of the foolishness that this person showed when he swore to her before, it reminded her of her naive self when she was young. I kept feeling good, and finally made an exception and asked for his contact information.

Not sure, maybe deep down in her heart she is always worried about the intrigues in the circle. Someone once said that she was too good-hearted and too principled, and she could only end up leaving sadly.That prophecy has come true, but it doesn't necessarily mean that it is invincible because of its truth.She doesn't gain much warmth here, so she especially hopes that those who give her a little bit of fire can break the common sense and maintain their original intentions until the end.Yu Qingge was one of them in the past, but it was a pity that she was disappointed in the end. She really wanted to know if this little girl could fulfill her vision.

No, not just wanting to know, but looking forward to it almost eagerly, as if only the success of Ye Qizhen or someone like her can prove that Yu Qingge did not have no choice back then, and can prove that even if he achieved the success of a queen, Yu Qingge is completely It's not worth letting her think wildly and look down on herself like this.

Half of the people in the room left, and the remaining few familiar ones were still persevering in getting close to the queen of the song. Yu Qingge had been surrounded by chattering little girls for a whole day, and he still looked very patient and gentle Answer their questions one by one.Xia Wanmu put the phone in the bag, looked over there twice, and worried about someone couldn't help jumping out in his mind - he was already so thin, and he had to work overtime with all his heart after such a high-intensity exhaustion day, How can the body hold on?

She shook her head, and realized that she couldn't help but care about this person again. She was so angry that she ran out of the training room without thinking of saying hello to the others.Finally, she was able to take a deep breath of air that did not carry someone's breath. She gritted her molars, wishing she could hurry up and finish the rest of the recording progress, so that she and Yu Qingge's landscape would not meet each other again, lest there would be something new in the inescapable intimacy. Unrealistic fantasies and delusions that can destroy themselves again.

Admitting it or not is the truth, after all, when it comes to matters related to Yu Qingge, she is always a loser with weak will.

The author has something to say: Xia Baobao is very complicated, very frustrated, and very inferior

But I want to say something to her: Nv Goose, you are already very brave!Not everyone can be like you, empty-handed and cheeky enough to go after a successful ex!