Travels

Xia Wanmu lowered his eyes, staring at the patterns on the tiles under his feet, and didn't know what to say for a moment.Since the last time she sneered at Yu Qingge in the room, she thought that all the negative emotions that should be vented had been vented, but she didn't expect that she would still be unable to control her emotions when they met again.In fact, blindly hurting and stinging this person will not make her feel much better.

It's time to break up. Breaking the ties like this is tantamount to letting the nightmares of the past continue to torture each other. She has made up her mind. Although she is not firm enough, it is time to make everything clear.

"Yu Qingge." She called out her name, speaking very slowly but unquestionably, "Did I not speak clearly enough last time? Well, I will repeat it now."

"The previous things are in the past. I won't get entangled anymore, and please don't get entangled. Since we broke up unhappy at the beginning, there is no need to act calm now. I didn't forgive you, nor I will forgive you, if you have any guilt or regret, you don’t need to make atonement in this way, because I don’t want to bother you any more.”

Speaking of which, she smiled, and calmly laughed at herself: "Of course I'm not so narcissistic, maybe you don't want to mention the past, and helping me like this is just for the effect of the show and your own people." Set. But I beg you, as long as you still have a little conscience and a bottom line, don’t use me as a stepping stone to fulfill your bright future. No matter what we did together before, at least most of them are good memories, Don't think of them as consumables for the entertainment of the public. You have enough, can't you leave me a little?"

"What's more, I admit that I haven't let go of what happened back then. So, please don't..." She hesitated for a while, tapped her toes on the ground twice, and finished the sentence, "Always make a Pretending to care about me."

Like an endless tug-of-war, the two sides are far from equal in strength. She watched the red flower pinned in the center keep shifting to the other end, but no host came to blow the whistle for a long time.So she let go, allowing the other person to lose his balance and fall to the ground, watching coldly from the side, but his heart was stuffy and painful.

What can I do?She lost for eight years, losing to the point where she lost her whole heart, and in the end she had to use such an unreasonable method to protect herself.

She raised her head, this time she really didn't think about anything else, there was no wave in her eyes, she calmly looked at the person she had loved for so long, and spoke sincerely.

"It's different from the day we broke up. Now I do sincerely hope that you can get what you want. But I'm not a saint, Yu Qingge." She took two steps forward, rubbed the man's shoulder and stopped, staring ahead, her voice a little bit Drifting, "So please just enjoy yourself in a place where I can't see it, and don't challenge my patience over and over again, or you won't even be a stranger in the end, you can only be an enemy."

"I believe you don't want to see this kind of ending, do you?"

She still stood there with her hands behind her back, waiting for the man's reply.At noon, all the staff and guests in the building went to eat, and there was no one near the bathroom at the end of the corridor. The faucet in the pit next door was broken, and the sound of water splashed all the time. I was flustered and dry.For a long time, Yu Qingge didn't make a sound until the fingers of her hands were twisted into twists, her tone was low and sleepy, like a sun-drenched sparrow among the sparse branches at noon in summer.

"I just want to know what happened."

Xia Wanmu sighed, feeling a sense of powerlessness deep in his heart, and a dull pain in his stomach.Such a perfunctory answer was so familiar, but she couldn't muster up the energy to lose her temper with this stubborn person, and could only surrender helplessly like what had happened countless times during the six months of dating.

"I had a fever and had to hang water for two days, but another accident happened halfway, and the place where the needle was inserted was swollen."

Yu Qingge immediately turned around and stared at her face, as if to find some remaining traces on it.Distress and annoyance were clearly written in those eyes, and the hand hanging beside her was raised slightly, ready to move, as if she wanted to feel the temperature of her forehead—just like when they were still together before Same.

She subconsciously took two steps back, her whole body was on guard, and then she saw that hand stopped halfway up, and finally fell back very lonely.

"Why, didn't your little assistant report the visit to you? It seems that not only your fans, but even the people around you hate me."

It hurts in my heart, because of the sad expression on this person's face that is about to cry, but the words that come out of his mouth are not controlled by his true will, and he doesn't keep any sympathy.What a pity, there is not much left between the two of them, but neither of them has anything to do with happiness.

Reality is always cruel.

"Have you read the evaluation of the first episode? Do you know how many people scolded me for my popularity? Maybe nine out of ten people are your fans. It's nothing, I don't care what others think of me, scold me The more ruthless the better, as long as someone pays attention to me and can report to the company. But for the sake of our past, I have a piece of advice for you."

She knew that making such a hint at this time was a betrayal of Sheng Huang, not to mention that the man in front of her had stabbed her eight years ago, but some kind of emotion flooded and overwhelmed her reason.

"Stay away from me, or you'll regret it soon."

With Yu Qingge's intelligence, she must be able to understand the meaning of this sentence, she closed her eyes, had nothing to say, left the person where she was, and left without looking back.

"Teacher, are you finally back? We all thought you kidnapped Director Yu." The girls in the training room watched her enter the door and joked, "Why are you the only one? Boss Ye will also look for her later. You guys, you won’t lose yourself, will you?”

Xia Wanmu was stunned for a moment, remembering that the boss Ye they were talking about should be Ye Qizhen, the little girl that Sheng Huang secretly hugged.What she said to Yu Qingge won't be heard by that little girl, right?Fortunately, she paid special attention to the surroundings when she came out, obviously there was no one there.

She was about to ask more carefully when two people came in at the door.Yu Qingge walked in the front with a somewhat indifferent expression, which was not bad compared to the usual style, but the little girl who fell behind looked preoccupied, her brows were tightly pressed.

The restless crowd didn't notice the strange atmosphere between the two at all. A few lively girls pushed me and pushed you, and finally a representative was chosen and walked up to Yu Qingge shyly, inviting her and the students Have lunch together.

Although it was none of his business, Xia Wanmu glanced over there, feeling a little uncomfortable for some reason.

The girl who got an affirmative answer couldn't help but turned around and ran towards her very familiarly, sending her an invitation as well.Xia Wanmu was not sensitive to the courteousness that was obviously only received incidentally. Of course, part of the reason was that he didn't want to sit at the same table with another person for dinner. In short, he politely rejected the little girl.

What a joke, looking at that face, how could she have any appetite.

The little girl was not very disappointed when she was rejected, she said a few words of regret, and as soon as she turned around, she waved her hands, surrounded Yu Qingge with her friends, and went out in a mighty way.Ye Qizhen was the last one to go out, and at the end he looked back at her, the inexplicable meaning in that look made her flustered.

Where can it go bad?The person she wanted to chase didn't come back, so what's the point of her staying in this circle?Perhaps the only thing left is the desire for revenge against Yue Chuanlin.

She supported the yellow wooden floor and sat down slowly, her whole body was still weak from illness, and the short experience of less than an hour made her physically and mentally exhausted.She has no appetite and can't eat anymore, she just wants to have a good sleep, maybe only in her dreams can she meet such a few pleasant things, so that she can regain some motivation to keep going.

Familiar places can bring people a strong sense of security.In the bright room, she leaned against the hard wall behind her, looked at the lonely figure reflected in the opposite mirror, and slowly fell asleep amidst endless memories.

"Director Xia, Director Xia?"

In the drowsy dream, the shouts increased from small to loud, and someone was urging her to wake up.

She woke up from the slight shaking, and in front of her was a face full of youthful vigor. Ye Qizhen let go of his hand and took a step back, caring about her very politely.

"Is there anything uncomfortable? Someone will come back later, and the recording will start in a quarter of an hour."

She was still a little confused, subconsciously propped herself up and sat up straight, a coat slipped off her shoulders.

"...Is this yours?" She sat for a while, her head was not so dizzy, and then she picked up the familiar clothes she had seen a few times, "When..."

Ye Qizhen took his coat, stared at her with complicated eyes, hesitated for a long time before answering in a low voice.

"Director Yu asked me to cover you."

Xia Wanmu was stunned.

Isn't this little girl from Shenghuang? Why does she look very familiar with Yu Qingge?

She fell into the quagmire of conspiracy theories all of a sudden, and couldn't help thinking wildly, but Ye Qizhen didn't give her time to figure out why, and quickly explained.

"I didn't go to the cafeteria, I wanted to go back to the dormitory to take a shower... But halfway there, I found something was missing, and when I turned around, I ran into her at the door. The air conditioner here is low, and she is worried that you are sleeping here If you have a cold, let me find a dress for you to wear." The little girl paused, with an unnatural expression on her face, "She wants me not to mention her when you ask me about it."

Xia Wanmu pursed her lips, remained silent for a while, and asked in a hoarse voice:

"Did you hear what I told her?"

Ye Qizhen's eyes flickered, he nodded hesitantly, and then firmly promised like an oath: "I won't say anything."

Xia Wanmu snorted from his nasal cavity, but now he laughed sincerely, as if he saw the same simple stupidity in this person as he did back then.

"It doesn't matter if you say it or not, there are quite a few people who know about it."

She looked away and stared at the mirror in the distance, her half-closed peach eyes were full of loneliness.

"What happened so long ago, the person concerned doesn't care anymore, and it's not even worth using as a handle."

The author has something to say: Thanks to the smart save function of WPS, the [-] words that disappeared after power failure are back hahaha