disappearing light years

I remember such a famous saying posted on the Internet: I am about to run three, but I still don't have enough.

I don’t know who came up with this sentence, it’s very connotative, very talented, and it fits my current state of mind very well.

I stood in front of the mirror and straightened my tie.Jiang Yuchen said that this suit was specially customized by him according to my body proportions, and it definitely fit me better than any other suit.I was puzzled as to why he knew my body proportions so well, and his answer was: as a qualified designer, after touching the other person's body with his palm, he would naturally have a formula in his mind to calculate the most accurate size.

Although this method is obscene and obscene, I have to admit that it proves from the side that Claude Jiang Crotia is really a very qualified tailor now, and it has not insulted his talent.

Today is my 30th birthday.

I am used to splitting my life into ten-year cycles. I remember when I was very young, I was only ten years old, in the sixth grade of elementary school. I was already imagining what I would look like when I was 20 years old. When I was 20 years old, I was imagining again. What achievements will I have when I am 30 years old? Now that I am really 30 years old, I look back with a lot of emotion.

Back then, I was so naive and always thought that when I was 20 years old, I would become a famous star both at home and abroad, punching Jet Li and kicking Donnie Yen, singing better than Jacky Cheung and playing against Tony Leung, with this unrealistic dream all the way Stumbling and growing up.Later, when I gradually understood the truth, I realized that my childhood thoughts were just a silly and naive teenage dream, and the greatest standard of being a person should be pragmatism.

So at the age of 20, I had a new ten-year goal, which still seems ridiculously naive.At that time, my idea was that when I was 30 years old, I would still be by Cheng Hao’s side. He loves me as much as I love him. He has successfully created his own business. His spiritual soul mate, the best partner in his career.

I believe that everyone who has been deeply in love has planned to stay by his lover's side for the rest of his life. This idea is very good, really good, but while thinking this way, don't forget to tell yourself secretly , if something happens in the future, you must have a heart that can withstand the blow.

I'm glad I did this at the beginning, so in the past ten years, Cheng Hao's career has been successful, but when she married someone else and left me, I didn't feel that the world was gray after self-training.Although I don't have the sexual orientation that a normal man should have, I must have the strength that a normal man should have.

There are two most unpredictable things in this world, the future and the human heart.The experience of the past 30 years has profoundly taught me this point. For the future, there should be ideals, but don’t be superstitious. As a person in the new era, the most important duty is to adapt to the situation and adapt to the situation.As for people's hearts, when you feel that you really don't understand what the other person is thinking, it's okay. You can pull on a few pairs of trustworthy eyes to help you identify them, such as Yan Shuo, and how Xiaoli.

After making sure that I was fully dressed, I walked to the window and opened the white curtains.Not far away, the waves are rolling, the blue sky and white clouds are really a beautiful scenery.It's hard for Jiang Yuchen to bother, but it's just a birthday, and he can help me get the show to the beach house in Sanya.

However, he is willing to spend money and has money, so I really have no reason to help him save.

There was a big parasol by the swimming pool in the courtyard of the villa, and a man wearing only a pair of low-waisted swimming trunks was leaning on the deck chair under the parasol. His two slender legs were slender and big, and he was listening to music. , while dangling the flip-flops hanging from his feet.

He seemed to have seen me appearing at the window, lifted the toad mirror that was originally on the bridge of his nose, revealed a pair of peach blossom eyes, licked the corners of his mouth frivolously at me, and shouted: "The clothes are so handsome!"

I smiled at his compliment.

He Xiaoli and I met in the winter of 2000.

At that time, I was still in my sophomore year, and I was working as a tutor everywhere.He Xiaoli works as a waiter in a bar, with a monthly salary of 1000, no food or housing included, no five insurances and one housing fund.

At the subway station at ten o'clock in the evening on December [-]th, I finished my last tutoring trip and was rushing back to school.I was the only one in the huge waiting hall. The weather was really cold, and the heating had a problem. I was so cold that I clasped my hands and stomped my feet. Then I saw the man who was sleeping drowsily next to the vending machine.

It is true that the society at that time was still simple, and there were no such people as "Mrs. Xu", and I was a college student with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor.

But what happened that day was that I couldn’t hold back my curiosity. When I walked in to look, I found that there was a young man lying there. He was dressed like a man, his face was flushed from sleep, and when he touched his forehead, his hands were very hot.

The later development was very simple. I carried him to the nearest hospital, spent hundreds of dollars on my body to pay for the medical expenses, and then when I dug out his ID card to determine the future debt collectors, I remembered it clearly. This guy's name, three words that are simple and easy to remember - He Xiaoli.

At this moment, the door behind me was knocked lightly three times. Mo Lian opened the door and came in, saying to me, "Another acquaintance has arrived."

I followed him downstairs, and a few colleagues from the editorial department were sitting around the dining table studying those exquisitely shaped desserts. Suddenly, I felt a sinking on my calf, and a little dot came out from nowhere, pulled my pants and shouted happily: "Eat uncle! Eat uncle!"

I deliberately looked at him with a straight face, "How many times have I said it, it's not Uncle Chi, it's Uncle Chi!"

The little guy made a face at me, this kid didn't grow much in stature, but his personality has changed a lot.

"Where are your fathers?" The acquaintances Mo Lian mentioned were probably them.

"Over there." Xiaobudian pointed to the door, and two men, one tall and one short, were walking towards me. The tall one was expressionless, holding a huge suitcase in his hand, and the short one was holding a big cake, facing me Smile.

One year after we met He Xiaoli, we met Yan Shuo.

At the entrance of the bar at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, a thief snatched a woman's handbag and ran all the way. He Xiaoli saw that the road was unfair, but at the same time he knocked down the thief, he also regarded the person who was following the thief as his accomplice, and kicked him on the ground with a flying leg. That was actually the face of Yan Shuo who helped catch the thief.

I took the cake from Yan Shuo's hand, covered with a thick layer of cocoa powder, it was a giant tiramisu.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Gu Mingan carried Gu Xiyan upstairs to rest. Yan Shuo and I came to the swimming pool in the yard and lay down on the chair next to He Xiaoli. He Xiaoli looked at me sideways and joked: " You are not afraid of tossing your clothes in such a posture."

I smiled disapprovingly.

Yan Shuo said, "Why didn't you see Xiang Lang, you didn't bring him here?"

He Xiaoli picked up the wine with ice cubes beside him, drank it and said, "I sent him to help in the kitchen. This kid's bartending skills have improved a lot recently, don't be sorry."

I said: "If I tell him that you still do this in private, one child after another calls him, do you think he will turn against you?"

He Xiaoli's face turned pale immediately, and then he gritted his teeth and said, "If you do this, I will turn against you first before he turns against me."

This is He Xiaoli, who forgets his friends when he sees sex, and is fascinated by a lover who is eight years younger than him.Although at the very beginning, it was Xiang Lang who was fascinated by him.

But it is obviously meaningless to argue about these things now. What is meaningful is that everyone can tell with their eyes, and the relationship between these two people is very good.

He Xiaoli continued to express emotion to me, "Time flies so fast, I didn't expect that even you are 30 years old. When I think of the time when I was young, it really seems like yesterday. Sure enough, life is a big empty dream, youthful and white, but in a blink of an eye."

I laughed at him: "What kind of literary accent are you showing off, are you very old now?"

He asked back, "Isn't it old?"

Yan Shuo sneered: "It's too early for you to rely on the old and sell the old."

He Xiaoli: "..."

Seeing their fighting spirit, maybe it's because we haven't been together like this for a long time, I feel better again.

The party started on time at six o'clock in the evening as originally scheduled, and Jiang Yuchen was the last person present, bringing his gift, a huge six-layer cake.

I really can't remember how many years I haven't eaten such a thing as a birthday cake.

For those birthdays in the past, I didn’t have the word “cake” in my concept. Part of the reason is that I always feel that eating birthday cakes is a child’s patent, and the other half is because I’m worried that someone will go around with a big piece of cream to play tricks.

Maybe it’s the shadows of my childhood. I still can’t forget the tragic scene when I was in junior high school and my classmates smeared cream all over my body. Not only did I scrap a cotton jacket, but I was scolded by my parents when I returned home. .

There are two number candles on the top of the cake, and the bright red thirty looks like two birthday peaches. Although I was reluctant in every way, Jiang Yuchen pushed me to stand on a stool. Under the eyes of everyone in the living room, I childishly and pretentiously made a wish, and then blew Put out the two candles.

"Happy birthday!" He Xiaoli took the lead in throwing out the cake in his hand, and slapped it on Yan Shuo's face.

My worst fears came true.

For a moment, there were countless knives and swords in the living room. The knives that were going to be used to cut the cake were completely useless. Everyone changed to grabbing with their hands. The men tore off their ties, pulled up their suits, and danced vigorously with cream in their palms. The women kicked high heels and walked like flying. , jumping between the sofa and table, screaming and fighting back, completely in a mess.

Mo Lian became the target of numerous female editors attacking him in a majestic way. He was tall and big but he was no match for the toughness of the Women's Army. He Xiaoli and Yan Shuo fought hard, and Gu Xiyan was caught between the two of them screaming and jumping However, Gu Ming'an and Xiang Lang didn't want to join the battle group, but after being hit by a few "stray bullets" unfortunately, they also started to fight back angrily.

I stood on a high place and stared blankly at the scuffle in front of me, only three words popped out of my mind: They are all crazy.

"It doesn't seem safe here. I'll take you upstairs to avoid it." Jiang Yuchen smiled harmlessly at the side and opened his arms to me. , the left side of his face has touched him.

The nose is full of thick and creamy aroma.

Holding the cake in his right hand, Jiang Yuchen bent over laughing.

I looked at him coldly for a moment, then jumped back on the stool, took down the whole cake on the top layer, and swooped towards him.

The clothes on my body were completely scrapped, and a good birthday party turned into a carnival of fooling around, but I was very happy. I think this should be the happiest birthday I have ever had since I was a child.

Time is really an interesting thing, sometimes it feels like years, and sometimes it feels like ten years, I still clearly remember that year when He Xiaoli had a high fever of 39 degrees and was still full of wards looking for alcohol, and I also remember Yan Shuoman Nosebleeds still remind us of the scene where we claimed his pair of 3000 RMB glasses, as if they happened yesterday.

In the past ten years, we have all experienced ups and downs in life, but at least we overcame the setbacks and forged a rainbow.

If there is any hope for the next ten years, then my wish is that I hope that the people who love me will still stay by my side, and none of the people I love will leave. "This sentence is good, but no matter where we go in the future, when I look back, at the place where our fate started, there will always be a smile that can never fade away.

That is the most memorable place in life.

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