Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Sunny on Wednesday 21st October

Lu Bei left the order again and again.

The official announcement was posted on Moments last night, and I just saw it when I woke up.

Sure enough, it was the tall and fair boy who traveled together on November.

Pooh!I knew it!Fucking scumbag.

The official picture is a Polaroid photo of the two of them gesturing to the camera. It is very retro. In it, Lu Bei is smiling, with the familiar smile lines around his eyes.

Neither deep nor shallow.

I stared at the heart emoji for a long time, and saw that the edges of the red heart blurred, and then spread from the middle of the phone, turning into a screen of blood red.

Words do hurt.

There are also symbols.

I thought I'd gotten used to it after seeing him openly so many times.Isn't this the daily life of his Neptune butterfly, talking non-stop.

At least that's how I convinced myself.

Sometimes self-persuasion is useful. When I saw his public circle of friends, I dismissed Xie Mei with a smile and passed.

Sometimes it doesn't work, like now, I lay on the bed and took a few breaths to ease the physical pain in my chest.

This bastard Lu Bei is really awesome, there is a thin thread in his hand, which is connected to the blood vessel leading to my heart.

Even if he didn't want to pull the thread, but just made a small move unintentionally, it would still make me die of pain.

I'm just a marionette with no initiative.Sometimes when I toss and turn in the middle of the night, I will also feel disgusted with myself like this, and I can't figure out why I am crazy, and I can't understand my twisted mentality.

I began to wonder what love is, and the more I thought about it, the more confused I became.

But after waking up and facing Lu Bei, my heart will be split into 1000 yuan involuntarily, with 98 yuan saying that I just love you, and one piece saying that I will die after I wait for you .

There is a piece that says it doesn't matter if you don't love me.

In fact, at the beginning of this difficult 2020, I listed ten goals.The first nine are nothing more than fitness, exams, and grade points, which are similar to everyone.

The last one, to be precise, is not my goal, but my wish.

It's Lu Bei.

I put him in the deepest part of my heart, and approached him devoutly and hard.

That wish seemed almost to come true.

Originally, I had the opportunity to have a good time with Lu Bei.I can also find clues that he once really fell in love with me.

It's just that I messed up things later, I was too greedy, I'm different from those other boyfriends he has now, I really want his future.

But he didn't want to give it.

That was after I chased after Lu Bei's ass for more than half a year, our relationship changed from being a good buddy to an inexplicable ambiguity.

During that time, our Wailian finally negotiated a project. Knowing the situation this year, it was extremely difficult to pull Wailian to organize activities, so everyone was very excited. Many people in our department said that we would have a dinner to celebrate.

I don't really want to go. The epidemic has just passed and the school is still closed. We have to go over the wall and get punished if we are caught. It's not safe no matter what.

But Lu Bei sent a message: Let's get together!Big gathering!

That!I naturally!I totally agree!

In the end, we decided to book a private room at a famous Sichuan restaurant near the school, where we all gathered at the same table.

Young people are always prone to indulge in the fun in front of them and forget the heavy past, especially in this period, we have been depressed for too long, and we all went crazy that day.

A dozen of us ordered a dozen stir-fried dishes one after another, and ordered two boxes of beer.

The little girls in the ministry also let go, smiling shyly and saying that they can't drink, and they are holding the bottle and talking.

I really don't like drinking. Drinking always makes me face the pain of life.The more others drink, the more confused they become, but the more I drink, the clearer I become.

It was a horrible thing, and I had to wake up and watch myself drunk.

But it's not easy to refuse, I hold up my humble head!Just drink!Give up your life to accompany a gentleman!

Lu Bei came a bit late.

As soon as he came, he looked around and clearly saw that there was an empty seat next to the school girl, but he went straight to me, pulled a chair from the side, and sat down next to me.

I was so excited, ahhhhhh!This is a hint!Yes, yes!

Although I was used to this kind of special treatment at the time, my face was still hot.

He sat down, told the waiter to add tableware, leaned towards me, and asked me, "Huh? Why is your face so red?"

Every time he makes this "um" sound from his nasal cavity, it's very nice, flirtatious and sexy.

I said, "Ah, I've been drinking, and I'm putting on my face."

He stared at me sideways, smiled, and his voice was also magnetic, resounding deep in my cochlea: "It's powdery."

boom!

I guess my little heart is also puffing at the moment.

Lu Bei looked quite busy, constantly looking at the phone chat page, sending and receiving messages.Thinking about it now, it should be a daily relationship with the fish in the fish pond.

But I didn't think much about it, I focused on the distance between the two of us getting closer.

He also drank a lot, but he looked very casual, his body was also relaxed, and his arms were stretched long, draped over the back of the chair behind me.

From a certain angle it looked like I was in his arms.

And I pretended not to know, leaning back on the back of the chair.

Leaning on his arm.

Get closer to him.

The members here are not blind, and they probably know it in their hearts.Some people here speak maliciously and say that they want to take the truth or dare, but they are actually trying to trick us.

Lu Bei directly rejected these eight wives. He tapped the table with his fingertips and said, "I don't play. I can't afford it."

I echoed repeatedly: "Me too."

In fact, my idea is simple, I am just afraid of encountering some embarrassing problems involving first love.

After the meal, everyone was unwilling to go back, and collectively proposed to sing.

So a group of people ran to the KTV in a noisy manner, saying that they wanted to stay overnight.

There were no other customers except us, so the waiter opened the biggest bag for us and gave us a fruit plate.

I'm a little tone deaf, I didn't know what to sing, I looked at my Wang Yiyun playlist for a long time, thinking about finding an English song that I had practiced, in exchange for Lu Bei's favor.

Because Lu Bei told me during the chat that he hadn't listened to Chinese songs since junior high school, and basically only listened to English songs.

At that time, I still secretly laughed at him for pretending to be real.

Then I turned my head, and I, who never listened to English songs, immediately learned several songs.

After much deliberation, I chose the song "the touch of yours".Stumbling in his mouth, he rushed to finish singing, and finally collapsed on the sofa in a collapsed state.

The place is not big, Lu Bei is next to me, he turned his head and breathed in my ear: "You can sing this song!"

I am very proud: "I usually listen to English songs a lot!"

But he was thoughtful and asked: "Don't you only like Eason Chan?" He said: "I see that all your friends share are his songs."

I was taken aback, indeed, I am the number one fan of Dr. Chen, and I hardly listen to other people's songs.

A song I shared recently is "Listen to Me" by Eason Chan.

But Lu Bei never liked the playlist I shared, I thought he didn't know.

But he got up and went straight to the song.

The screen of his mobile phone on the table was still on, and it was the song he had just watched recently on Netease Cloud.

I poked my head over to look, only to find that the playlists he listened to recently were all Eason Chan's compilations.

I opened my mouth for a long while, but didn't say anything.

And the reason why Lu Bei can have the capital to become Neptune is so good at teasing, it is true that he has two brushes.

For example!His singing is really incomparably great, it's so damn good! ! !

After he finished singing, I grabbed his arm, snotted and cried, and said senior, you know everything, and I want to hug your thigh to be your loyal supporter.

He was unmoved, and squinted at me condescendingly: "Okay, don't be a bitch."

Whoa!my lui!Swallow it!

I'm not a motherfucker!You are a mother!Your dog. Day's whole family are mothers!

But it's really good to hear woo woo woo!

All right, I will be my mother!What's wrong!

Gan!

When it was late at night, everyone fell asleep in a mess in the box, some continued to sing, and some cried and went crazy with alcohol.I was suddenly a little tired, so I walked out of the hall and sat on the doorstep to get some air.

Looking up, the moon is so round tonight.

The moonlight is so beautiful and the wind is so gentle.

What a precious summer night.

There is movement behind me.I turned around, and Lu Bei came over from the bright room and waved to me.

Under the dim light of the street lamps, the two of us secretly escaped from the noisy or sleeping people, and sat side by side on the steps to enjoy the breeze.

"Either?" He handed me a cigarette.

I shook my head: "No."

He took out the lighter, lit it, and took a puff by himself.

Then neither of us spoke, just sat quietly.

"I like men." He said suddenly, smoking a cigarette.

His profile was lost in the night.

I don't like people who smoke.

But I like him.

I said, "I know."

Lu Bei's eyelashes were long and drooped down to cover up the light, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

When he finally finished smoking a cigarette, he turned his head and looked at me seriously.

That look is clean and gentle, and a little tired, which is his real look in my mind.

Maybe he was drunk, I watched him staring too engrossedly, and before I could take it back, I met the gaze he cast on me.

This silly look fell into his eyes, but he didn't say anything, he just turned around and smiled again.

He didn't like to smile, but he smiled at me a lot recently!

He is so different from others!

I don't know if it was my illusion, but with a smile, Lu Bei seemed to be a little nervous.

He lowered his head and rubbed his phone for a long time, then finally took out the earphone he had been wearing from his right ear, and handed it to me: "Come on, listen to this song."

He also added, "It's mainly the lyrics."

I looked at his face and it was so pretty.I believe even if he is a ghost or a god.

The ghost almost nodded, and took it in a daze. I stuffed the earphones and his temperature into my ears.

This is a love song.

"Hey babe, do you want to be my girlfriend?"

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