Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Sunday, April [-] with light rain

There is nothing special recently, and the way I get along with Lu Bei is more like a normal couple, that is, apart from the physical body, there are other kinds of normal communication.

This is something that Lu Bei and I have never had before.

Chasing, ambiguous, probing each other, tug-of-war.Although he knew that the other party was already the dish on his plate, he was on the verge of being irresponsible but carefully hinting.

Sure enough, being ambiguous is the happiest thing in the world! !

It makes people blush and heartbeat because of a few words, and they don't know the relationship and make them look like old couples.I don't pretend, he doesn't indulge, as long as we cherish each other, we will be the most compatible couple.

Wang Baboon saw that my king changed his CP name before, and asked me who I started it with. I knew what he meant, after all, these two CP names are like boys.

I told the truth, it was Lu Bei.

He didn't say anything else, and nodded calmly.After a while, he seemed to muster up his courage and asked me, "Why don't we fight together in the future?"

I fully agreed: "No problem!"

I was very lucky. When I met these roommates in college, even if they were misunderstood and rejected at first, in the end, they changed their minds, were willing to treat me differently, and were willing to work hard to accept me.

The eyes of people around me are gradually no longer important to me, Lu Bei is the strongest backbone in my heart.Finally, the door of my heart was opened together with the cabinets I carried all over my body.

Liking the same sex is not something to show off or be pretentious, and at the same time, it is not something to hide shame from others.

In today's society, we have heard many slogans. "It's different, so what?", "love is love (love is love)", but it wasn't until it fell on me that I realized that there was a heavy and huge reality behind these few words.

I occasionally read the speeches of anti-gay people to see their arguments.

The same is a man, in fact, sometimes I can understand their persistent fear and disgust, and their instinctive rejection.

But I think, they just never loved a person of the same sex.If, maybe one day, they find themselves in love with someone of the same sex, they may eventually find out that they are all just people, all are just love, and there is no difference.

That's it.

I have tried my best to escape the stereotypes of others, such as 0 should be more feminine and weak.If I were just a normal, ordinary man, there would be "no market".Damn, even homosexuals can be so introverted, it's unbelievable to think about it.

But I'm just an ordinary boy, and I'm no different from others except that I like a boy.I don't want to specialize in makeup, skin care, coquettishness, or "sister and sister" with my mouth shut.I'm not gender dysphoric, I'm just a man who likes men.

Is it true that liking a man is not a man?

Of course, I have also been ashamed of myself for being a hopeless romantic.

In this day and age, people are used to labeling everything.But human nature is complex and unpredictable, so how can it be summed up in a few black and white words?

And the unilateral unequal devotion is especially ridiculous in the eyes of others. It is labeled as "dog licking" and placed on the pillar of shame for people to watch and emulate.

But I like it so much, I like it so much, it's hard to restrain myself, and I can't help but want to give my heart to the other party, so what can I do?

If emotions can be controlled by themselves, it is considered love. Is it love?

If you are willing to be belittled, others may not bear it, but those who are trapped in it will probably enjoy themselves.

Perhaps it was Lu Bei's love that allowed me to gain the long-lost inner peace. I pulled out of the emotional quagmire and figured out many things that I couldn't figure out before.

Sometimes every experience in life, whether it is pain or sadness, is necessary. Only by going through these can we gain the wisdom of life and move on to the next stage.

And now I am!Already!Enlightened!Hahahahaha!

everything will be fine.

I finally understood this sentence.

Indeed everything will be fine.

Lu Bei invited me out to watch a movie tonight, and I didn't know until I went that he actually bought Conan's ticket!

"...I thought you were going to take me to a romantic movie."

"With Xinlan and Ke Ai, why doesn't Conan have romantic love!"

"Conan is obviously a thriller science fiction mystery movie!"

"Buy everything, come on!"

I was dragged and dragged by him, and finally sat in the movie theater.

And movies.The movie was good, just as bad as I thought it would be.

After nine o'clock, I walked out of the movie theater and took a few deep breaths of fresh air before I kept my composure: "You're really wasting too much money! You're wasting two precious hours of my life!"

Lu Bei looked mysterious: "Actually, the movie tickets don't cost money at all!"

"What??"

He took me a few steps and stood still.

There are quite a lot of people on the road. This theater is very close to the university town, especially on Sundays, it is very lively with colorful lights and feasting.

"Why?" I was puzzled.

Lu Bei took out his mobile phone: "Wait a minute, there should be a few minutes."

I don't know why, it feels like we are standing in the middle of the road like two big fools.

"What are you looking at?" I leaned over to look at his phone, but there was only a countdown on the screen.

I haven't heard of any activities here at night. Are there going to be fireworks?So, I also waited with him hopefully.

Not to mention, it's really a bit like waiting for the countdown during the Chinese New Year.

"Five, four, three, two...one! Time is up."

"Look!" Lu Bei patted my shoulder, motioning me to look behind me.

I turned around and looked over.

For a while, I didn't know what to say.

Pedestrians passing by also stopped.On the large LED screen in the movie theater behind me, there was a group photo of me and Lu Bei.

"This is……?"

I was stunned.

"I made the video!" He bit his lip and smiled.

He secretly took pictures of my silly sleeping during self-study, and my embarrassing answers in the classroom. He cut a part of the song we sang together, and he specially recorded the beautiful guitar again. After I fell asleep, he hugged Ani A group photo of the family of three, the photos we took when we went to the beach to play together...

I thought we hadn't experienced it for a long time, but when we played it back like this, everything was vivid in my mind, only to realize that the thousand sails had already passed.

"Today would be our 130th day if we had been together forever."

"Eh? Does this number have any commemorative value?"

Lu Bei shook his head sincerely: "I just made it up casually."

"……OK then!"

Passers-by stayed around, and everyone seemed to be looking forward to some vigorous follow-up from us, such as confessing loudly, or kneeling on one knee.Some people even took out their mobile phones, ready to take a short video.

But Lu Bei didn't do any of these.

He just whispered to me in a voice that only the two of us could hear: "This is just our first paragraph. In the future, we can go to New Zealand, to the UK, to Canada, to any place in the world where we can get married." nation……"

"And then countless weddings."

Before I could be surprised, Lu Bei quietly stuffed something into my hand.

I opened my palm and took a closer look, and it turned out to be a beautiful men's ring.The row of small diamonds on it just blinded my eyes.Help!This is the first time I have seen so many diamonds when I grow up.

He said to me in a low voice, "If you will take it, then I will be yours too."

He stretched out his hand, another ring was already on his ring finger.

"You..." I choked up for a while, "You never told me to wear it for you."

Lu Bei smiled: "Because I have consciously been surrounded by you."

He said, "What about you? Mr. Gou Tian, ​​are you willing to accept me willingly?"

"I……"

It was all so sudden!Without warning!

help!No one ever told me that if I watched Conan on the weekend, I would get a marriage proposal!

Before I finished my daze, Lu Bei ignored Sanqi 21 and went straight to his hands: "Okay! You want it!"

Pulled my finger and put the ring on.

"From now on, you will have a master."

Before I could choke, Lu Bei laughed: "I will also have a master from now on."

Whoa!What kind of weird idea is this, we lick the dog until the end, and lick each other into a dog?

The video was only about 5 minutes long. After the video was played, everything returned to calm again.The crowd of onlookers couldn't see the follow-up, spontaneously and embarrassingly whistled and clapped around us for a long time, and then dispersed.

I squeezed Lu Bei's hand tightly in the palm of my hand.

"You...why spend money so recklessly."

He bowed his head and kissed the top of my hair: "I also want you, at least at this moment, to be the center of the world, shining brightly."

Playing pitiful again: "I wanted to invest a little longer during the prime time, but it was too expensive. I removed the ring, and all the remaining savings were used to cover the screen!"

The corners of my mouth drooped, and I was about to cry, but I still kept saying: "You are so poor, I despise you so much."

But Lu Bei said: "That won't work, all the money will be spent on you, I will rely on you."

He held my chin and pressed a warm kiss on the still slightly chilly spring night.

"From then on, I will be incorporated by you."

I stood on tiptoe and tapped his forehead lightly: "Number 01, imprisoned for life."

The way back that night seemed to be very short, but it also seemed very long. I was so flustered as I walked on the trail of distracted thoughts, I finally suppressed the moisture in my eyes, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but raise a little bit.

And my husband, or my fiancé, was also bowing his head in foolish joy, pulling me to walk faster and faster, like flying.

"What are you doing, brother, I can't catch up with you! Why are you in a hurry!"

Lu Bei turned his head, squinted his eyes, and smiled at me obediently: "I'm in a hurry to get back to business!"

"..."

Yep, sure enough, this bad batch!Always paint the walls in my heart! !

And I, I am actually very happy.It's pure joy.What bad thoughts can my puppy have!The only thing I can think of right now is...

I finally hugged Lu Bei's thick thigh forever!

Annie!Go back to our small rental house to pack your luggage, Dad will take you back to live in the big house! !

What is Happy Planet?This is Happy Planet!Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

(End of the article)

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There will be a special episode later!