Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Lunar New Year's Eve, February [-]

srds, I really can't resist the holidays!

Especially, today is finally Chinese New Year!We ordinary people are really, really happy!Happy Chinese New Year! Good luck is coming!

I got up early in the morning.This is the first New Year's Eve since Lu Bei and I were together. Although it's a pity that we couldn't spend it together, after all, Xiaobie is better than a newlywed, and it's a special feeling to be separated by two places now.After all, after working and living together, it will be difficult not to celebrate the New Year together!

Hahahahaha!The days are long!

The two of us made an appointment to watch the Spring Festival Gala at the same time in the evening and watch the night together!Since I haven't been able to talk to him properly recently, I look forward to it even more!

Lu Bei and his company began to have a holiday on the 29th of the Chinese New Year, but as soon as the holiday was over, the company organized an annual meeting and a year-end dinner, which kept him very busy.

I also saw the picture posted by his circle of friends. Everyone booked a private room and sat around a big table. The big plates and bowls on the table were full of delicious food. Everyone smiled friendlyly at the camera and was more active in business. Like a loving family.

On the left side of Lu Bei is a young lady, plainly dressed, with a quiet demeanor, and on the right side is the notorious confession man.Sticking very close to him, she tilted her head and pursed her lips in a smirk beside him, making a non-mainstream "yeah" gesture.

Lu Bei turned sideways slightly, facing the camera, his eyes flashed with determination inexplicably!The corners of the mouth are slightly raised, looking a little tired looking at the whole person's state.

Whoa!As expected of him!Although not in the C position, he is still the most eye-catching one in the crowd!

My mother is still cleaning the house.

When I was cleaning my bedroom yesterday, I asked me: "Do you see any books or notebooks you don't want? I will take them to the waste collection and sell them."

I obediently packed up the high school materials all afternoon, and neatly stacked them beside me.

Unexpectedly, she was dissatisfied: "How can you throw away these learning things and give them to my colleagues and their children!" My mother glanced at the bookshelf: "Tidy up your messy magazines, comics, and newspapers." .”

I can't agree with this: "I managed to save those, and I picked them out bit by bit from my pocket money. I can't bear it."

Sure enough, my mother answered, "You're used to it, I gave you so much pocket money to buy these junk."

For Chinese New Year, I didn't want to argue, so I said, "Okay... If you want to sell anything, sell it. I can sort out the materials on the ground."

So I saw my mother rolling up her sleeves and wiping the table while chanting: "It's like asking your father and father to do something that will kill you!" She gave me a look: "I'm so lazy!"

There is basically nothing to do today. I sat and watched TV with my dad leisurely all afternoon, chatting and chatting. My mother lay on the sofa and went to the kitchen to stare at the steamed buns from time to time. The last basket was steamed. , Let me send it to my grandparents.

Carrying two heavy plastic bags, I felt extremely relaxed and hummed a little tune as I walked on the road.This is the rare time of the year when you can let yourself go wantonly, and it is only in these few days that you can think about nothing and take a vacation for yourself.

However, it would be great if Lu Bei could be by my side at this moment, holding hands with me, and walking together on the way to my grandparents' house.

I sucked my nose through the mask.How wonderful it would be if Lu Bei could suddenly surprise me and appear in front of me from a long distance away!

It's a pity that miracles don't happen.

I took the bus all the way to deliver the steamed buns, and until I got home, Lu Bei's tall figure did not appear in front of me, not even a figure similar to him flashed across the crowd.

It's a bit of a disappointment, I thought, he is such an experienced veteran, why don't he give me an extreme romance and let me take a surprise.

Harmful!He is busy, he is tired, I know, I understand!I am a five good little object!

When I got home, I felt that the atmosphere in the house seemed a bit strange as soon as I entered the door.

I didn't think much about it, and said to my mother, "I sent it to them."

Putting down the key and walking through the entrance, I saw my mother and father sitting side by side on the sofa silently, letting the noisy interviews on TV pour into their ears, the two of them sat like stone statues, motionless and silent.

It was as if suddenly my family was chased by debtors, or something happened to the New Year's Eve.

What's the matter, I went out back and forth for less than two hours, as if the sky had changed.

I couldn't figure it out, I stood at the door in a daze, wondering if I had arrived in some parallel time and space world, what happened to the two of them so well?

"Mom?" I yelled.

My mother seemed to finally come back to her senses, her expression was serious: "Come here."

I walked over in a daze: "What's wrong?"

Unexpectedly, my father slapped me hard before I finished speaking!

"what?"

I covered my face in disbelief.

"You are... what?"

My mother's voice was trembling.

Following her gaze, what was on the table was my diary! ! !

……

I was stunned, as if someone hit the back of the head with a heavy object, and my mind went blank.

"No, no..." I heard my voice whisper.

how come, how come...

It happened so suddenly that I didn't even have a prepared explanation!

"Is this, what did you write, a novel or something?"

My mother's eyes were red, and she kept rubbing her hands: "Is there some homework in your school that requires you to write this..."

"fart!"

My dad interrupted viciously: "Which school assigns such homework? I'll go to their principal!"

He gritted his teeth and said, "You shameless thing!"

My dad held me by the collar and lifted me up with difficulty, and he punched me again and again: "How did I give birth to such a perverted thing like you!"

I let him knock me down to the ground, countless thoughts crossed my mind:

Said that my friend sent me here?But the handwriting is mine!

Said that I made up the article?But any straight man would never go to such things as YY, besides, I wrote a lot of details...

I have no other reason, and I don't want to lie anymore.

I can only admit it.

My mother was shaking all over on the sofa, as if she was about to faint at any moment: "How is it possible, my son, he wouldn't like men..."

She raised her eyes to look at me, her eyes were full of anger and hatred: "How did I teach you to be like this!"

I struggled to get up, trying to take the book away: "Why do you look through my things?"

My dad quickly snatched the diary away: "Why?! I raised you and raised you for so many years! Raised you to give money to other men! Are you cheap!"

My mother's tears fell: "I originally wanted to clean up the books you don't want..."

She got up, with tears in her eyes, grabbed the mosquito swatter and slapped it over: "I thought it was your notes, I thought you stayed at school to study, I..."

After hitting her a few times as if venting, she finally covered her face and cried bitterly: "I thought you worked so hard because you saw me and your dad working hard..."

Tears welled up in my eyes, burning hot, but I didn't let them fall.

"What's wrong with me liking men? It's not illegal to like men!"

"What are you talking about?" My dad was even more annoyed when he heard that. He couldn't find anything to hit me, so he raised his notebook and threw it at me: "It's not normal to like men! It's a pervert! It's crazy! "

I dodged a few steps, and saw him take a breath, then turn around and tear the diary like crazy.

It was too late, I watched helplessly, and the densely packed paper that condensed all my efforts turned into pieces.

"You're fucking enough!"

I roared and went forward to grab him, pushed him down on the table, and tried to grab him.

Of course I can beat my dad, but I'm not a beast, and I have a bit of conscience, so I can't do that.

My dad was suppressed by me, and his dignity as a parent was violated. With a flick of his hand, he threw the torn apart book out of the window.

Gone.

The papers were flying, spinning and falling from the upstairs like before the memorial ceremony, and sprinkled the sky.

My love, my ups and downs of half a year, my remembrance, my efforts, and my spiritual support are all gone.

I've never been so desperate.

My mother, crying, jumped up and pulled us apart, pushed me into the bedroom, and locked the door behind her.

I heard, and after a while, the familiar cries of abuse and mutual accusations came from the living room.

The quarrel lasted for about ten minutes, and then they went out together, and returned home in less than half an hour, and then there was a strong and choking smell of burning things.

I fell down on the floor, and I haven't even realized it until now. A good New Year's Eve, a good New Year's Eve, how come it's all over in an instant?

I was still beaming and happy in the morning, why did it only take five or six hours before everything was ruined?

Fortunately, the mobile phone is still at hand.

I lost my confidence, so I quickly sent a message to Lu Bei: "What should I do, my family seems to have discovered that I like men!"

"My parents quarreled and tore up what I wrote."

"I had a fight with my dad just now, and I was locked up."

"are you there?"

"I'm a little scared..."

"I'm sorry, the New Year's Eve has troubled you."

"Maybe I can't tell you tonight, happy new year."

……

No reply was received.I don't know if he didn't see it or didn't want to call back, so I started to make voice and video calls to him non-stop.

But until it got dark, none of them got connected.

I clutched my phone distracted, terrified and sad.Lu Bei, where have you been?

Didn't we agree to watch the night together?Did you watch the Spring Festival Gala together?

Lu Bei, come back to me quickly!

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and the darkness in the room was instantly eroded by the cold light.I looked up, and what caught my eye was my dad's distorted face, which was suppressed by emotion.

I don't know if he wanted to hit or scold me this time, I looked him straight in the eyes without fear, and only heard him say, "Give me the phone."

I quickly locked the screen and hid the phone behind me.

"give me!"

he growled.

I swallowed and blocked my neck: "Why?"

"Why?" My dad sneered, the muscles on his face convulsed, "You still have the guts to ask? I bought you a mobile phone just to let you send messages to that man? Bitch!"

"I'm almost twenty. I have the freedom to talk to whomever I want to talk to! You can't control me!"

"Snapped!"

A slap in the face.

My dad hit me hard, and I was knocked to the ground, but my hands were still behind my back, protecting my phone.

He got angry and rushed forward to grab it. I struggled desperately to refuse, so he flew up and kicked me directly in the stomach.My stomach hurt like a split, I curled up, let go of my hand, and the phone slipped out.

My dad unhurriedly picked up my mobile phone from the ground, looked at it for two seconds, and then slammed it hard on the floor tiles in the distance, making a loud noise.The screen of the mobile phone seemed to be completely cracked, and some small parts or small pieces of the fuselage fell off.Still perplexed, he stepped forward and stomped on the phone crazily until the fuselage was shattered and emitting white smoke, then he panted heavily and kicked out the pile of broken garbage.

I put my face on the ground, staring at all this in a daze. I couldn't tell whether my heart hurt more or my body hurt more. I just felt my head was buzzing, but my eye sockets were so dry that I couldn't shed tears.Then the door of the room was gradually closed, and the cruel lights gradually faded into the darkness again, and the memories that followed gradually became blurred.