Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Friday, January [-]th is cloudy

Although I really want to continue to be lazy, but most of my jiojio swelling has subsided.I started to live on my own without Liu Xiong's help.But considering that these two weeks have already reached the final week of the semester, I simply stopped all part-time jobs and peacefully reviewed at school.

Lu Beizhen put a huge amount of money in my meal card that made others look tongue-tied when I swiped the card in the cafeteria, and let me eat slowly. If there is any need for money, just tell him.

This is the first time I have grown up to feel being taken care of by others...

Gan!So cool!The soft rice is so delicious!

It's just that there is still arrears of Huabei borrowing every month.Even though it has been divided into twelve installments, I have to pay back [-] per month, but a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, so I thought about paying back part of it after I paid last month's salary, and then waited for the Chinese New Year to pay back the big one. !

Everything is so smooth, perfect, and proper.I am very satisfied with the current situation!

Happiness fills my heart.It may be that I have been in a high-intensity busy state for too long, and I am not used to it when I suddenly relax.

I was sitting in the dormitory, and my roommates were basically reviewing at their respective desks. This afternoon, I took the first thought test. At the beginning of our semester, it was supposed to be an open book, but now it is a closed book.So everyone is cramming.

I glanced at my exam form. Next Monday is inorganic chemistry and open-book military, Wednesday is analytical chemistry, Thursday is high math, and Friday is British.I was speechless, and I didn't know if the teachers in the Academic Affairs Office took laxatives and pulled their brains out. The arrangement was so crowded that there was no time for review.

When I was in high school, I was better at liberal arts. For the reason that Lu Bei only learned, I roughly read the thinking and revision books and knew how to make up the big questions.

In line with the mentality of counting one after another, let's bite the bullet.

But in fact, there is another problem I am struggling with. After finishing the last English test next Friday, we will have a holiday starting from 1.16!

This is of course a good thing!Well, I have to go home...

I thought I was going back to the same city as Lu Bei.After all, we are in the same high school, and we are sure that our homes will not be too far away.In my imagination, we can drag our suitcases together and get on the high-speed rail hand in hand, get off the high-speed rail hand in hand, walk to the door of our house hand in hand, part ways, and meet again on the street two hours later.

But when I asked him happily, he was taken aback and told me that their family had moved a long time ago, and now they went to Chongyun City in the south.

He is going back to Chongyun for Chinese New Year.

Ah... I really didn't expect that.

Then... this holiday, the two of us will go south and north, work and swallow will fly apart, thousands of miles apart, heartbroken.

Thinking of this makes me sick.Leave Lubei, leave Aini, leave this city, go back to my messy home, and see my family members who have flat feelings.

I suddenly didn't look forward to the holidays much.

So for the rest of the time, I can't wait to be with Lu Bei every day. Although there are many and busy exams, I still plan to go back to spend the weekend with him.

Oh yes, this weekend I have to contact the little sister who is fostering Aini.

Because we have to leave for a month and a half during the holidays, if we bring them home, we have to bring them back again when school starts, which is too much trouble, and cats are prone to stress, so we can only choose to send Aini to foster care.I asked a nearby pet store, the price is expensive during the Spring Festival, and the price of foster care in a cage is 30 per day. She said that it will be [-]% off for more than [-] days, so the calculation will cost [-] for the whole holiday.

...wellwellwell, very good, I am a conscientious businessman, I sincerely hope they will see if my small body is worth three thousand seven hundred and eighty.

So I found a lady with a good reputation nearby on Xianyu, and came to feed the cat and shovel the excrement and clean it, 45 a time.I made an appointment with her that I would bring my own cat food and litter, and invite her to come to my house once every two days.The little sister is also very talkative, and I will be charged a total of [-], and I will refund and make up for less.

ah!People are beautiful and kind to themselves!

Needless to say!The price is already very suitable!Unfortunately!I don't have that much money!

In the end, after much deliberation, I had no choice but to borrow money from Lu Bei brazenly.

Ben was still worried, whether Lu Bei would think that I was taking an inch and using him as a cash machine.After all, he recharged my [-] meal card for me the day before yesterday, but today I reached out and asked him for money.In the end, he transferred the money to me without saying a word before I promised again and again that I would pay him back.

Harmful!I figured it out, it's great to have someone!

Maybe this is what a partner is for.When I am alone and unable to cope with life, there is someone who can be by my side, give me a hand, and face it with me.These words sound clichéd and unremarkable, but they really apply to me and Lu Bei, which actually gave me extra peace of mind and comfort.

I finally seem to be able to feel some of the fetters between me and him.

Before entering the examination room, I also saw that Lu Bei sent me a video, which he took last night of Aini begging to masturbate before going to bed.Hey, that expression is so friendly, snoring all day long, rubbing against Lu Bei's beautiful big hands, as if meeting her own husband, if I hadn't seen her sterilized with my own eyes, I would have thought she was in heat again .

Lu Bei posted a self-made emoji of Aini holding his claws high: Come on, male mother!

I replied to him: [clenching fists] Don't want a male mother!

Lu Bei said: She doesn't want me, I want to come back early after the exam.

My little face flushed slightly, and I readily responded, "Alright!

So the whole test is not so difficult.It was the first time I felt this way, the fear of the exam was gradually dissipated, leaving only the ardent hope of going home in my heart.Just sit where you should sit, look at the two big papers, and post everything I know on them as much as possible.This is the first time in a long time that I have a sense of ground, I know what I am doing, what is next, and I feel that I am really working for the future.

Because of Lu Bei, my life naturally became clearer.

No more confusion, no more pressure, my only goal in life has been achieved, I just need to use all my other energy to maintain it.So in fact, for me, it doesn’t matter if I do well in the exam or not, it doesn’t matter if I’m good or not, but as long as doing these things can make me worthy of Lu Bei, then I will work hard.

After the exam, I happily carried the review materials on my back and went straight to the bus station.

Lu Bei has to work overtime today, I want to go back and cook quietly to surprise him.

After all, I haven't forgotten!We were together on December [-]th, and tomorrow is our one-month anniversary!Ha ha ha ha!

Time is an incredible thing, passing quickly and slowly.It was so fast that I had been with him for a whole month before I realized it, and it was so slow that what happened in just 30 days filled my every day, making me feel as if I had experienced it for a long time.

Because I'm in short supply recently, I don't have money to buy expensive gifts, shoes and clothes for him, so I just thought, then at least my heart must be in place.In addition to today's meal, I also prepared a two-page handwritten letter on A4 paper, which described my endless enthusiasm and love for him in hypocritical words!

The meal will be eaten, and the time spent together will be forgotten, but the words on paper and pen, no matter how many years, will always be preserved.

Having said that, I seem to have a persistent pursuit of "eternity", and I often think about the old life of me and Lu Bei, who are gray-haired and support each other many years later.

Sometimes I even feel that I hope that there will be a progress bar in life, which can be drawn to 50 years later. I only want the result that we have been together in the end, and I don’t have to experience the ups and downs in the middle process.

Miss Zhou Chu heard me say this idea, and said to me very profoundly: "Is it true that you are just obsessed with a concept like 'Lu Bei'. His meaning to you is more like a goal you are pursuing. , is the target of the end, not an equal companion. Maybe...you are just possessive to him, not love anymore."

In fact, I don't know what is going on in my head, and it is difficult to figure out myself.In the end, I thought about it for a long time, and said to her: "Maybe I'm just afraid of every possibility of losing him in the process."

I know that maybe what she said is right, but so what, no matter what motives or feelings I have for Lu Bei, he is equally important to me, and I will never let him go.

According to my plan, when I go home today, I will make a lion's head, deep-fried small yellow croaker, cook a broccoli, and finally cook a seafood porridge.

It's not difficult, but I still made a mess, the small yellow croaker was fried, the broccoli was boiled, and the seafood porridge was not a big problem, it was still simmering in the pot.However, the stuffing of the lion's head has been unable to gather together. I tried a few times, and finally made it like an irregular meatloaf, which is far from the ones sold outside.I stopped embarrassing myself, seeing that Lu Bei was coming back soon, I cheated out of my wits and ordered a takeaway.

But I can only imagine how excited and happy he will be when he comes back and sees these!This is the first time I have been cooking seriously!Carrying my slow love!

Aini was very interested in the look of my meatloaf, and I didn't add any condiments anyway, so I broke one and threw it into her food bowl.

She immediately trot over with her tail up and buried herself in the food.

I followed, squatting aside, stroking her increasingly fat and shiny body, and I was very pleased: "How is it? Dad is doing well! When your other dad comes back, let him experience our cooking skills! "

Aini thought that I touched her and affected her to eat, so she swayed her tail on the ground impatiently. After a while, she found that my hand hadn't been taken away. She turned her head and stared at me, "meow— "Several times.

The attitude towards Lu Bei is simply the same as the heaven and the earth!

"Hey! This heartless thing!"

Just as he was talking, the door rang.

I rushed out immediately, just waiting for Lu Bei to walk in the door.He put the bag on the cabinet in the entrance, with a preoccupied expression, looking very tired.

I was very excited: "Hey! You are back!"

He smiled: "Well, I'm back."

"How is today? Are you tired?"

He shook his head: "It's okay, there are a lot of things, a little bit."

The room was filled with the smell of food, so Lu Bei went to the kitchen first, and asked, "What are you doing?"

I hurriedly greeted him: "The freshly fried fish, wash your hands, let's eat first!"

Lu Bei rolled up his sleeves and washed his hands in the kitchen sink. He poked his head over, "You, when did you become so virtuous?"

"Bad! That's not right! You don't even think about what day tomorrow is?"

Lu Bei rubbed his hands carelessly on the rag, he turned his head and walked to the dining table with a smile: "Huh? What day is it?

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