Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Wednesday, November [-]th is cloudy

Today is Double Eleven.singles day.

I spent the whole afternoon in the laboratory, and after class, I went straight to the barbecue restaurant where I worked.

Don't even think about it, today is bound to be extremely hot.

The particularity of this festival is doomed that we will see countless dog food makers who have successfully confessed on the spot and started dating with tears, and we will also see countless men and women who have failed to confess and leave their orders. .

While I was wiping the table, setting up stools and serving the dishes, I couldn’t forget to boo while pulling my neck. The shop owner was smoking a cigarette in the distance, just smiling and looking at us silently.

The owner of this barbecue restaurant is Wen Qing, who is almost 30 years old, and he is probably quite rich. He also hired a cook to grill skewers and stir-fry vegetables.I don't usually do much work, I move a small bench and sit here all day long, and I only take care of the cashier.With hair reaching shoulder length, unmarried and no girlfriend, wearing thick glasses and melancholy eyes, he is a person with a story at first glance.

I don’t know what stimulated me to play Zhang Xuan’s "Like" tonight.

Although I am also a more literary boy paper, but after all, I am younger than him, and I am not as good at pretending as he is.So at first I didn't feel anything when I listened to this song, and I even felt that the climax part was not interesting.Although the lyrics are well written, they are very sad, and it fits the scene of singles today.

But then I kept listening to it in a loop, and finally got the taste.

"And I no longer feel that losing is reluctant,

Sometimes I just want to hear you sing a song,

In all the landscapes that have changed,

I like you the most. "

Of all the unremembered joys, I love you the most.

There was a short and thin boy in the store who came to eat with a group of friends. He cried when he heard this song, and came to ask me if he could change it.

I glanced at the boss with a guilty conscience, and seeing that he didn't look at me, I went to the computer to find a little sweet song and played it.Unexpectedly, the boss cut it back silently before playing it for 1 minute.

Immediately, there was a continuous gust of wind and rain in the store. It was deserted and miserable.

I finally understood what our boss meant.He is sad, so don't think about it!

Destroy this world!hurry up!He is tired!

There are so many customers tonight, I've been working like a spinning top, I don't have time for dinner, I'm dizzy.Even so, when I was mopping the floor, I still wondered if Lu Bei went out to dinner with his boyfriend today, or who he had an appointment with.

But fortunately, now I have hope.

I just have to go home and see him.

In fact, I have to travel thousands of miles to go back every day, because Aini's sterilization is too painful, and I have to go back every day to take care of her.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night on the night Aini was discharged from the hospital, Lu Bei called me and said that Aini kept screaming in pain.

His words were full of helplessness and distress, and asked me what to do.

When Lu Bei still asked me, he must have lost his head in a hurry.I asked him to give him painkillers and anti-inflammatory drugs according to the doctor's instructions. He said he couldn't feed them. The cat vomited all the time and couldn't cope.

I had no choice but to repeat the same trick, pretending to be uncomfortable, and escaped from the dormitory building.Accompanied by the dorm aunt's usual heart-piercing curses and howls, he went straight home to appease Aini and Lu Bei.

I finally realized my value to Lu Bei.

He has to go to work every day and needs a good rest at night.So no matter whether I have classes or not, I have to go back and forth between school and home to take on the heavy responsibility of taking care of Aini.

Lu Bei didn't show any extra discomfort or rejection towards me at home, but he wasn't as familiar and intimate as I imagined.The two of us are like two very normal roommates who share a room, nod and say hello when we meet, and then go back to our respective rooms.

But I am satisfied, as long as I open the door every time I go home, my nostrils will be filled with Lu Bei's unique smell, and my heart will fall to the ground safely.

Maybe I was brainwashed. On the way to the last subway after work, I searched for various versions of "Like" to listen to.

I happened to see a comment about the song, and said, after listening to this song, I suddenly remembered a sentence from Yi Shu in "Her Two or Three Things": So affectionate, but hard to say.It turns out that if you really love someone, your heart will be sour, and you will be speechless instead.Sweet words, most of them are said to irrelevant people.

The words struck me right away.Although I didn't tell any irrelevant people, it's true that it's hard to say it to Lu Bei.

Always timid, always shy, always unable to speak.Even always avoid in front of others.

But always in love.

It was twelve o'clock when I got home.

I tiptoed to open the door, and was surprised to see that Lu Bei was still awake.Wearing fluffy pajamas, turning on an orange lamp, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the sofa.

He was watching a movie, The Truman Show.

Looking back at me, he said politely, "I'm back."

I nodded and asked, "Are you still asleep?"

He said sullenly, "I fell asleep after watching the film."

Aini came over slowly and rubbed against my leg, I put down my bag, walked up to him, and talked to him: "What did you have for dinner tonight?"

Lu Bei pointed to the kitchen, casually: "Come down, eat something."

He suddenly remembered something, turned his head and asked me: "Have you eaten?"

I shook my head: "I went to work. I haven't had time yet."

He pointed to the screen: "There are still about ten minutes. I'll cook some noodles for you after watching."

"It's fine if it doesn't bother you."

He shook his head: "It's okay."

In fact, I'm not hungry, I just want to eat the noodles he cooked for me, and I also want to spend more time with him.Lu Bei was very silent and focused when watching movies. I wanted to tell him a few times about what I saw and heard today, but my mouth opened and closed for a long time without saying a word, and finally gave up.

After watching the movie, Lu Bei got up consciously and went to the kitchen, cooked a bowl of hot and sour noodle soup in ten minutes, and served it to me.

I asked, "What don't you want to eat anymore?"

He said, "I can't eat it," and asked me, "Do you drink?"

I thought about his expression, maybe something happened, so I said: "I don't have class tomorrow morning, if you are not afraid of delaying things, I will drink with you."

Lu Bei went straight to the refrigerator, took out two cans of beer, and handed me a can: "Come on," he still told me, "Take a few mouthfuls of noodles before drinking, or your stomach won't be able to bear it."

Look, how meticulous and considerate!

I put my head down and stuffed two mouthfuls of noodles, pulled off the pull ring, and held it up to him: "Wish me a happy holiday!"

Lu Bei smiled and nodded: "Wish me a happy holiday too."

I felt a little sour in my heart, and with a half-hearted smile, I said, "Our single dog's festival, why are you joining in the fun?"

Lu Bei's eyes were wet, and he clinked glasses with me: "Why am I not? I've lived with you."