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Jiang Chu felt like a migratory bird perched on the top of a tree. When the shading leaves above his head were blown away by the wind, a glare of scorching sun was revealed. Waking up is a matter of time.

In fact, Gu Zhi seldom expresses his emotions on the surface. Since he was a child, he has been able to express his emotions to the fullest. He gritted his teeth every time he was sad, and only when he was sure that no one would notice would he be unable to restrain himself. She shed a little tears, everyone who knew him well knew that.

Jiang Chu used to be his closest lover, and he knew about Gu Zhi better than anyone else, so when he saw his eyes flushed and wet tears hitting his fingers indiscriminately, Jiang Chu was also stunned.

It turned out that the once arrogant person was not invincible. His seemingly incomparably hard fortress turned out to be self-defeating with just one action from Jiang Chu.

How to speak, what to say has become less important, Gu Zhi choked up, turned his head to breathe, he was caught off guard by the kiss, and the lost love suddenly visited the door in the hope of regaining it.

Jiang Chu always felt that Gu Zhi's feelings would not be too turbulent. Even in his youth, the most restless age, he would rarely appear impulsive and indifferent, so he once felt that their liking was unequal Yes, there are not so many precautions in his world, his love is passionate and direct, but the young Gu Zhi'ai is cautious, safe and simple.

In the past, Gu Zhi only treated him with tenderness, but now that the restlessness of their teenage years has long since passed, he thought that the remaining love would not be more turbulent, but the fact is in vain.

Gu Zhi is like a person who has been walking in the desert for a long time and finally sees a puddle. He wants to personally confirm that everything in front of him is real, and not any long-lost dream. Every time he kisses hard, every time he chokes Afterwards, I love it with all my heart.

It wasn't until Jiang Chu felt a little unbearable when he was kissed, and turned against him, the consciousness of being explored slowly returned. Some memories are unforgettable, and once this familiar feeling comes up, it will move the whole body.

There is no need to confirm the matter of love at all, it is simply not, but, there is no what if.

"Gu Zhi." Jiang Chu placed his palm between the back of Gu Zhi's head and the anti-theft door, gently rubbed his fingers between his soft chestnut black hair, and then pressed his forehead against his forehead, feeling the heartbeat that was about to overflow from his chest .

He raised his hand and wiped Gu Zhi's hot and humid face, suppressing the last bit of rationality and said: "Society's acceptance of homosexuality is still a drop in the ocean, and you still have to face the prejudices of mainstream society when you are with me, friends, family, And work partners."

He once told Jiang Chu that no matter how cruel the reality is, escaping is the worst way. He still said these things at this time because he put the right of choice in the hands of the other party. .

"I know." Gu Zhi nodded heavily, "My friends and family all know."

Only you don't know.

It's ridiculous to say that, in the past, Gu Zhi always felt that once his young love was exposed, the sky would fall, but at the moment when everyone around him knew it, it was as if he was used to eating steamed buns and fritters for breakfast and occasionally replaced them with sandwiches. There will not be much reaction.

All the tension, fear, and fear are all troubles in his imagination. He almost lost a person because of this unrealistic imagination. Fortunately, he didn't wait until he was seventy or eighty, and he didn't wait until his hair was gray to regret it.

Jiang Chu was a little dazed, he was very confused at the moment, his mind was also very confused, so he hesitated instinctively, until Gu Zhi was anxious to prove that he was telling the truth, and said with a little anxiety: "If you don't believe me, I can do it right now." ..."

He probably meant to say, I can call them right now to prove it to you or something like that, but he didn't mean it that way.

"No." Gu Zhi hurriedly explained, and then, as if he had said something wrong in the deep and focused eyes of the other party, he lowered his head in annoyance, and the breath that was close at hand suddenly came closer, and in the dizzy heat in the ear, He heard Jiang Chu say, "Okay."

For a moment, Gu Zhi was in a state of emptiness. He had already put on his battle armor and waited for Jiang Chu to set up various checkpoints for him. He believed that he would be able to pass through every checkpoint without hesitation. For a moment, I was suddenly told that you had passed the level.

Jiang Chu only said one word, and he could understand the meaning in an instant.

Let's make up?

it is good!

Jiang Chu seemed to say this word lightly, like the phrase "Do you know" that he said that night ten years ago was actually saying "I think you know".

How could I like to hide it.

The double yearning that spans time and distance clears away the clouds and mist at this moment, and the fire that never goes out in the old days is ignited by a new lead. Watching the rising sun turn into a lingering love, pouring on the world.