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Out of the classroom, Jiang Chu ran all the way, the wind of this season blew on his face, there was a kind of pain like a knife, but he was overwhelmed by some kind of choking emotion, he didn't seem to have much awareness.

The street is brightly lit, the world outside is vast, and passers-by are in a hurry. He has no time to look at the neon lights and night markets, and passers-by also don't pay attention to the running boy.

Those road signs and flashing lights kept flying back and forth, slowly becoming blurred like a fading dream.

When Xu Jing heard the sound of tables and chairs moving behind him, he turned his head and saw Gu Zhi sitting motionless on the seat like a statue, as if he was dazed, he stretched out his paw in front of Gu Zhi and pointed at Jiang Chu's seat Said: "Why did he go out again?"

The disembodied soul was pulled back again, Gu Zhi stood up abruptly for a moment, and said to Xu Jing, "I'll help me take my schoolbag back later, I have to leave beforehand."

"What are you doing...Gu Zhi..."

Xu Jing held the paper and frowned at the galloping figure inexplicably, but before he finished speaking, Gu Zhi's figure had turned around and disappeared from his sight.

Several people around turned around curiously when they heard the movement, but only saw the empty seats and Xu Jing with a dazed face.

"There's something wrong at home." Xu Jing scratched the back of his head in embarrassment and explained calmly, "Maybe there's a fire at home, it's nothing serious."

"cut……"

Xu Jing got a bunch of blank eyes, and after a while, the noisy and lively classroom resumed.

Gu Zhi ran out of the classroom and didn't see Jiang Chu's figure. His intuition told him that Jiang Chu would not go back to the dormitory, but he couldn't think of other places at the moment, so he had to go back to the dormitory.

Sure enough, just like him, it was pitch black and no one came back.

He pressed the light button at the door, and the quilt on Jiang Chu's bed was neatly folded, exactly the same as when they left at noon. There were books spread out on the table with a black pen sandwiched between them. Jiang Chu wrote half of the wrong questions. Ben was also set aside.

The lights in the dormitory were dazzling, and his eyes hurt after a long time. For a moment, he felt worthless for Jiang Chu, but the person who made Jiang Chu worthless was himself.

He wanted to find Jiang Chu quickly and apologize to him. He wanted to say that I didn't do it on purpose, but no one in Jiang Chu was there, so he didn't know who to say his apology to.

He thought he was clear enough, he thought that Jiang Chu knew what he was worried about so he would understand, but he forgot that Jiang Chu was only a teenager just like him, he knew it but it didn't mean that he knew it. I won't be sad.

He paced close to Jiang Chu's desk, staring at Jiang Chu's wrong book that he hadn't finished at noon, and was in a daze for a long time, until the phone in his pocket vibrated and the alarm rang for a long time before he came back to his senses.

By the way, call him.

During the waiting process, there was silence for a few seconds, and then there was a mechanical prompting female voice.

Regardless of whether the battery was out or not, at this moment it seemed to be deliberate, and the slightest hope was extinguished, and Gu Zhi suddenly sat on the chair.

He remembered that on the day when he got his ID card, he swore that he hooked Jiang Chu's shoulder and said that he would be an adult if he got his ID card.

He has always felt that no matter where he is, he can live a good life, so he put himself in the adult column prematurely, but in fact, not only does he not have the autonomy of an adult, but also because of cowardice I don't even have the courage to face the truth.

He is like a poor beggar who has obtained a windfall. While guarding the pile of treasure, he is melancholy, but at the same time he dare not disclose it for fear of being discovered. Therefore, he can not use it for pleasure, but also has the fear of losing it. .

Jiang Chu ran for a long time, and stopped when he was too tired to run. After calming down, he realized that he actually had no place to go, so he went back to that home.

Fortunately, Jiang Xuyang and Zhao Lin got on the plane early, and there was only the big fat cat at home. After hearing the sound of the door opening, he twisted his fat body, staggered to Jiang Chu's feet, and rubbed against Jiang Chu. probably because he was exposed to the cool wind outside, he made a strange cry when he got close to it, and returned to his nest with his fat buttocks twisted.

There is only one person in Nuo Da's house, so he is very comfortable.

The day of the final exam was the coldest day since the beginning of winter.

When I wake up in the morning, there is a thin layer of snow on the leaves outside the window, fine and white, densely covering the yellowing broad leaves.

The gray mist wraps around the bare branches and extends towards the gray-blue sky. Last night's snow covered the noise of the campus, and the cold winter morning fell into boundless silence.

Time seemed to slow down and fell silent. Gu Zhi woke up once at 04:30.

He didn't sleep very well last night. He kept calling a number that was turned off repeatedly. He fell asleep vaguely with his phone in his arms in the middle of the night. Before dawn, a resting bird landed on the window sill. He was woken up by the sound of wings flapping against the window. After waking up, he didn't fall asleep again. He took the leftover potato chips and threw some on the window sill, then got up to wash.

When Li Mao went to the bathroom, he saw a man sitting at the desk reading a book in the dormitory, and he was so scared that he almost stumbled on the spot.

"I'll go, what are you doing up so early?" Li Mao stretched his waist and asked, yawning again and again.

"Reading." Gu Zhi said angrily, "Isn't it obvious?"

Li Mao felt that it was not obvious, and under the instigation of curiosity, he walked towards Gu Zhi, who really had a copy of "Compiled High School English" in his hand.

Gu Zhi was absent-minded. He had held the book in his hand for half an hour without turning a single page. He said casually, "You doubt me?"

Li Mao was a little puzzled, not questioning, but feeling unnecessary.

"I finished the English test yesterday, why are you still looking at this?" Li Mao was somewhat puzzled.

He felt that even if he had to read it, he should read the physics and chemistry exam that was going to be taken today.

Li Mao, who was still immersed in Gu Zhi's strange brain circuit and didn't realize it, turned around with his messy hair on his head, and happened to see Jiang Chu's bed. He asked Gu Zhi with some doubts: "Hey...Jiang Chu last night Didn't come back?"

"Oh" Gu Zhizhang seemed to reply casually.

After a while, he finally closed the book and said, "I'm going to the classroom first."

"So early?" Li Mao said, "If you work so hard, do you want us to live? Anyway, I am a school committee member, so please save face."

Maybe it was Gu Zhi's enthusiasm that moved him, so he said to Gu Zhi: "Wait for me for 5 minutes" and hurriedly washed up, put on a thick coat, and went to the classroom together.

It's the last day of the final exam, and there are not many self-conscious ones who arrived early, only to be surprised to find that it snowed last night after leaving the house.

They walked on the open steps, and the snow covered the road where no one walked.

The classroom in the morning was as cold as an ice cellar. Even though there were cups of hot water, it still couldn’t resist the cold. The school’s hot water was supplied 24 hours a day, but the heating was not.

From yesterday to now, Jiang Chu has neither returned calls nor texts. Gu Zhi is a little nervous. He has been doing mental construction since the dormitory, and the two voices in his head are tangled together——

One said: "If he doesn't know how to take the exam, won't he come?"

The other said: "That's not enough, I won't take the exam if it's too big a problem."

One said: With his character, he is capable.

Another said: It's all your fault, he was already in a bad mood, and you made it worse.

Of course, no matter which voice is louder, the final result is that the person has offended him.

Fortunately, Jiang Chu was not indiscriminate, he stepped on the last few rings of the exam bell and appeared at the door of the classroom.

With his appearance, Gu Zhi's heart that had been hanging over him finally sank a little.

Because the invigilator had already started handing out papers, it was inconvenient for him to ask more questions, and he only dared to take a few glances quietly to judge whether Jiang Chu was still angry.

Of course, nothing can be seen in the result, because Jiang Chu has always been expressionless, in Xu Jing's words, his face is expressionless.

He stared at the test paper with a blank expression, the black fountain pen twirling back and forth at his fingertips, occasionally stopping, and then slowly falling down on the test paper.

Or it could be said to sharpen the gun in front of the battle, and it's okay to be unhappy. Normally, in the second class full of talents, Gu Zhi would never be the first to hand in the paper.

But the two hours of waking up early were not in vain. It happened that he had seen the question type of the last question in the wrong question book in the morning.So in order to prevent Jiang Chu's perverted speed of doing the questions, he would finish the paper in the first time and walk away in front of him. When the time for handing in the paper was up, he would be the first to rush up.

The teacher who invigilated the final exam was not the teacher in Class [-], but was randomly drawn. This teacher didn't know the situation of Class [-]. He didn't appreciate students like Gu Zhi who "turned in the papers on time." Instead, he frowned. Brows: "Even if you're done, you have to check it out. If you make a wrong symbol, you will be deducted points in the college entrance examination."

This group of middle-aged teachers always used the college entrance examination to scare people, Gu Zhi has long been used to it.

Pointing to the time above the blackboard, he said, "I will hand in the papers strictly according to the time stipulated by the school."

At first glance, these words sounded good, but in fact, everyone knew that they were pretending to be good.

The invigilator was very angry with him, but he had no words to refute for a moment.

Gu Zhi handed in the paper and walked outside the classroom, waiting for someone at the end of the corridor.

The teacher glanced outside and reminded the students who were still writing hard: "It's still early, you don't need to worry, the exam requirements are not fast, even if you hand in the papers in advance, you still wait, the teacher who grades the papers won't just because Hand in the paper early and give one more."

As soon as the words fell, a few more people stopped writing and handing in the papers. As long as there is a leader in this kind of thing, the people behind will work hard.

"..."

No wonder Director Pan said that Class [-] is the most difficult class in the second grade of senior high school, which is exactly what happened.He said to himself, I see how many points you can get in the test, each of you is so arrogant.

As soon as Jiang Chu left the classroom, he saw Gu Zhi waiting for him at the stairs.

He just glanced at it lightly, turned around and went down the stairs without even saying hello.

Gu Zhi followed behind him, a little frustrated, trying to communicate with him.

"How did you do in the exam..."

no response.

"Are you going to have something to do later? I know that a new batch of books has arrived at a bookstore near the Youth Palace. I heard that the difficulty is unprecedented. Would you like to go?"

Still no response.

"Xu Jing said that we will go out to play together for a few days, will you go?"

Jiang Chu went back to the dormitory to pack a few books that he might need, and he was too lazy to pack his luggage. Anyway, the winter vacation of the second year of high school was only half a month, and he thought it was troublesome to move around, so he simply lost the school.

Gu Zhi asked more than ten questions from the side, and the only response to him was silence. He originally thought he was going too far. If Jiang Chu quarreled with him or scolded him today, he would admit it. At worst, he would apologize to Mr. Jiang Chu cheekily. It won't really turn my face, but this kind of state where I seem to be unfamiliar with you makes the annoyance value skyrocket.

He always solves problems, turns over after solving them, and everyone can reconcile after the incident. The first time he encounters Jiang Chu who is uncooperative, he becomes helpless.

Some problems are unsolvable, such as prejudice and pointers.

Because the control is not in his own hands, people like Jiang Chu who don't care will naturally not feel too much, but Gu Zhi is different. From the time when their relationship surpassed that of classmates and ordinary friends, this strong anxiety has always been Entrenched in Jiang Chu's heart, he certainly knew why he was uneasy. He was not sure whether prejudice was important or he was more important in Gu Zhi's heart.

They seem to have nothing on the surface, some things don't spread out doesn't mean it doesn't exist, what if Gu Zhi is still like this in the future?

Went to college, stepped into society, and had family and friends.

What if one day Gu Zhi doesn't like him anymore, or he can't bear the prejudice and other people's advice and resigns himself to his fate?

No one wants to struggle in the dark, everyone wants to crawl out.

He is not a person who grieves the past. He would not think about these things before because there is no one worthy of his thinking about the future.

A dozen or so words in a row didn't result in any reaction, and Gu Zhi was also a little angry. He didn't know what Jiang Chu was thinking, he just felt that when he was angry, he would have nothing to play with.

"Can you just say something?" He stood behind Jiang Chu with his hands in his pockets, thinking that if he didn't speak, he would do it himself.

Jiang Chu was silent for a while, and finally opened his mouth.

"What did you say?" Jiang Chu asked him back: "Are you in a hurry to draw a clear line? Or is it that being with me makes you find it difficult to talk about it?"

Gu Zhi was stunned for a moment, he knew that Jiang Chu would be angry, but he didn't know that he would be so angry, and he said it so bluntly, it seemed impossible for him to turn this matter over by making jokes.

"Didn't I mean that?" Gu Zhi said in a hoarse voice, "It's always right to be careful."

Gu Zhi is right, being careful is the best way to protect them, but in Jiang Chu's view, being careful is just an excuse for him to distance himself from the relationship, he snorted coldly and said: "You are right, It's all my problem."

These words were full of resentment, but Gu Zhi felt that as long as Jiang Chu was willing to talk to him, it meant that half of the anger had subsided.

So his faded confidence and trembling heart slowly recovered a bit.

"It's not a matter of right and wrong, why argue about it, it won't be like this in the future, I promise." He swore without hesitation, stretched out his hand and tugged at Jiang Chu's sleeve, and when the other party didn't move away, he pushed forward to grab Jiang Chu's hand.

In fact, with his soft-spoken tone, few people can not be soft-hearted, but Jiang Chu is an exception. He doesn't have much empathy, and he doesn't feel that Gu Zhi is giving in. Instead, it is more like an adult letting a child. An emotional helplessness.

He felt that he was that unreasonable child in Gu Zhi's eyes.

He snorted coldly.

Guarantee is of no use, but it is a matter of the upper lip touching the lower lip, and it is not a rule that can be enforced by stamping, signing and stamping the official seal. Who knows if it will be forgotten when you turn around.

Gu Zhi was a little helpless, he thought to himself, coaxing him would be fine.

But the bad thing is that the more he "coaxes" him like this, the more Jiang Chu gets angry. Jiang Chu slams Gu Zhi's hand away, only to hear a bang, and the chair next to him falls down.

Gu Zhi was taken aback by the sudden movement.

The next moment, before he realized what happened, he was pushed onto the iron stairs between the upper and lower bunks. Jiang Chu was taller than him, and he was suddenly dragged over without any resistance at all. was shackled between the two arms.

Before Gu Zhi could speak, Jiang Chu pinched Gu Zhi's shoulders, tilted his head and kissed him.

In the same position, they have been intimate like this many times, but every time Jiang Chu is when no one cares about him, Jiang Chu is restrained and gentle, not as disorganized as today, no matter what, full of resentment brutal.

At this moment, many students have already finished their exams. When they walked towards the dormitory building, their doors were not closed very tightly, and even the voices of the students outside were clearly heard.

Gu Zhi didn't expect him to come out like this, he broke free while furiously said, "Why are you crazy, this is the school."

Jiang Chu ignored it.

"It's full of people outside, do you want everyone to see it?" Gu Zhi repeated.

Someone saw that it was like a spell, and Jiang Chu was immobilized by the spell, and then slowly let go of him, moved his palms to the iron stairs and rested for a while, then, without waiting for Gu Zhi to speak, he picked up his schoolbag, turned around and left.