Self-help guide for non-professional young masters

This knife did not kill Huan Yi.

At the moment of life and death, someone grabbed his hand holding the knife, looked coldly at the lifeless emperor on the dragon couch, and snorted disdainfully.

"You have done me a great favor, so I want to give you a new life."

... This person is the later Xianzong, Xiao Heyan.

In order to sit firmly on the throne, he crazily killed his brother and gave Huan Yi supreme authority, as long as he cleared all obstacles on his way to become emperor.

After that, Huan Yi really got a new life as he said. He put on a robe with a high collar to cover the wound on his neck, put on a crown, and became the executor of imperial power.

A few years later, a fire in Jingling killed the deposed prince Li Chonghua and Empress Lin. When Xianzong heard about it, he just said flatly: "There is no need to kill them all. I thought that your hatred started as early as seven years ago. It disappeared before."

If hatred can be eliminated easily, then there will be no unresolvable hatred in the world.

However, Huan Yi's plan was far more than simply taking revenge on Li Chonghua. He took action after he learned that Li Chonghua had an affair with the palace lady.

For the humiliation Li Chonghua gave him, he wants to take revenge on his son twice!

After the fire, he sent the young man to Ding'anhou's Mansion, where Qin Zhiyu raised him.

In his plan, Marquis Ding'an is just a pawn that can be used. As long as he develops feelings for Lin Xici and makes Lin Xici rely on him, then the latter will be one step closer to his despair.

"...You really did what I wanted, moths to the flames, it's extremely ridiculous. But what I didn't expect was that you would actually fall in love with that man, and you were even willing to give up all your plans for him. I really want to ask you, Lin Xici, the taste of love, is it good?"

Lin Xici trembled slightly in Huan Yi's arms, as if feeling his pain, Huan Yi lightly stroked his head to soothe his uneasy mood.

"Okay, okay, it doesn't hurt anymore... It's ridiculous. The chief culprit who caused you like this is comforting you not to be afraid of pain. If I didn't know that I saw the shadow of my past in you, I would also want to hug the old one like this. After comforting myself, even I thought it was your fox charm that got me into it... Lin Xici, do you hate me?"

Huan Yi raised his head, looked at the man's expression very seriously, and noticed every slight change in him.

But the man had to do his best just to endure the pain, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he didn't stop to swallow to relieve the pain, so he had no time to answer his questions.

In the end, he was disappointed.

However, such an answer did not seem to surprise Huan Yi.

He lowered his head, wiped away a tear hanging from the corner of that person's blushing eye, brought it to his lips and tasted it, it was bitter and salty.

He hugged Lin Xici, who was struggling weakly and covered in blood, and didn't dislike the blood stains on his body at all. He gently kissed his forehead, then his cheek, Adam's apple, and finally the corner of his lips.

He knelt down and kissed Lin Xici in a pious gesture like a pilgrimage.

This was also the only time in his life that he faced a person who was about to be killed by himself in such a humble way.

"It seems that no matter what situation you are in, it can't change the fact that you are the master and I am the slave... You are right, a slave for a day is a slave for life, but I don't mind bearing the responsibility of abandoning the master." Infamy, kill your father and son."

Having said that, he got up, ruthlessly pushed away Lin Xici who was still being hugged and caressed by him just now, watched him fall to the ground with a cold stare, let out a muffled groan of pain, and even stepped on his wound place, crushed hard.

"The medicinal effect of poppy is really good. It can make you awake and hear every word I say. In the next few days, you can enjoy the pain after the wonderful sound of the pipa. I will save you at all costs. Finally, after you When the hope of living is rekindled, I will kill you..."

Lin Xici grasped his sadistic ankle as if he was dying, and desperately lifted it away from the wound, sobbing deep in his throat, which seemed to be a moan, but also seemed to be an unyielding resistance.

"Lin Xici, remember, you can only die by my hands."

Holding the heavy iron chain in one hand, Huan slammed it down, hitting Lin Xici on the back of the head, knocking him out.

He turned around and resolutely left. Just as he was about to step over the threshold, he stopped and looked back.

He looked at the person who had only one breath left, lingering on his last breath, and was about to die soon, and he felt a little bit of intolerance in his heart.

"Fairy... really a goblin who can confuse people..." He muttered to himself, but finally failed to get over the hurdle in his heart, turned around and picked up the man, and placed him on the cold and damp bed.

He caressed the corner of the man's bruised mouth, wiped away the oozing blood, stroked his curly forehead hair, and wiped away the blood from the new wound on his head.

"I know that by now, you no longer want to escape from the shackles, but in order to let you die with fear, I still want to tell you... My revenge is not over yet, I will let Qian give birth to your flesh and blood, and eat Suffer all the hardships in the world, and then die in humiliation just like you."

The man didn't hear his threat, and seemed to say something in his broken sobs, but Huan Yi didn't hear clearly.

That's why he didn't understand until his death what the so-called modest gentleman means, one is to secure the world, and the other is to roam around.

After Huan Yi left, the only person who came to visit Lin Xici was Qin Zhiyu.

That person offended Dongxichang and was tortured until he was breathless. No matter how stupid a person is, he would not show affection for him at this time. The ranks that should be purged by the chief supervisor in the future.

But Qin Zhiyu is different. He has a title, so he is not afraid of being squeezed out by foreign parties in the court. Even if the emperor is dissatisfied with his actions, he will not take his life. He is willing to exchange his own life for Lin Xici's livelihood.

He thought that his heart was strong enough, he was used to seeing life and death on the battlefield, and he could calmly accept all life and death, but when he saw the dying Lin Xici leaning against the wall, looking at the moonlight shining through the windshield with blurred eyes , he finally realized that his line of defense was not as unbreakable as he thought.

He doesn't care about death because he doesn't care about the dead.If this person leaves, he will go crazy.

He opened the cell door, walked up to the man, held his cold hands covered with scars, put them over his heart to warm him up.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Xici's eyes didn't fall on him, but he said blankly, "The moonlight tonight is so beautiful."

"As long as you want, with a word, I will take you out of here. Once you get out of this cage, you can watch the new and full moons."

Qin Zhiyu raised the precious sword bestowed by the emperor, shattered the iron-like weapon, and cut off the iron chains that bound him with ease.

However, when the sharp blade fell, Lin Xici withdrew his hand, leaving Qin Zhiyu in vain.

The latter was puzzled, stunned for a moment, and then asked: "Why..."

"Even if you escape, how long do you think I can live with my current ghostly appearance." Lin Xici was very calm, and when he spoke, he untied his belt and showed Qin Zhiyu the horrific knife wound on his rib.

Some of those wounds have begun to heal, and some are still oozing blood. It can be seen that they were not caused in a day, but were torn repeatedly within a few days, and even the knife marks carved on the thick white bones can be seen.

He can't survive, even if he escapes from this cage, there is only one dead end waiting for him.

Qin Zhiyu suddenly felt dizzy and exhausted, he could no longer hold the heavy sword, let it fall to the ground with a deafening echo, and desperately hugged the man whose heart was ashamed, as if he was going to kill him He melted into flesh and blood.

"Xici... I'm sorry Xici, I failed to protect you, I hate you so much... I knew this, I wish I had..."

"If you were really determined to kill me, you wouldn't have the tragedy of today. However, I don't regret living this life, and I hope Lord Hou won't regret it."

The man patted him lightly on the back as comfort, and suddenly laughed, "I am the one who is going to die, so why do you need me to persuade Master Hou to let go of his knots? I don't blame myself, you still feel sad What kind of energy."

"Xi Ci..."

Lin Xici knew that he had met many people in his life, most of them were acting on the occasion, and it was rare to meet the true love.And Qin Zhiyu was one of the few people he met in his life who was willing to treat him sincerely.

He had also made up his mind that he, who had been taken care of by the other party for many years, would one day become someone who could protect him, but he never expected that in the end, he would still beg for alms from him.

"Master Hou, until now, I still have a merciless request, begging Master Hou to fulfill it."

There was no need for him to speak, Qin Zhiyu also knew what he wanted to say, so he chose to refuse very simply, "No."

"...Come on, I don't want all my hard work to go to waste."

Qin Zhiyu raised his eyes, and there were many unspeakable thoughts hidden in his teary and reddish eyes.

He knew why Lin Xici set up a trick to lure Huan Yi to encourage the eldest princess to go wild in his mansion, he knew why Lin Xici humiliated and angered Huan Yi in public, he knew why Lin Xici made him so embarrassed that he was so depressed, and now he only wanted to die.

...but he couldn't.

He couldn't face that person's death, and he couldn't bear the fact that he was the one who killed him, even if he was a coward...he wanted to escape.

"……I can not do it."

"Kill me, let me be free."

"You freed yourself! Then who will free me!!" Qin Zhiyu's emotions finally broke down, and Lin Xici couldn't refute every word of his hysterical questioning. "You don't care about your own life at all! You are the most important only in the eyes of others, how have you ever valued yourself!!"

"Don't blame yourself for me, it's not worth it. What kind of a good person am I... No, am I a human being? I'm like this, worse than a ghost..."

Qin Zhiyu hugged Lin Xici and shook his head desperately, trying to deny his words, but he couldn't say a word of refutation.

"No, I won't let you die...you come with me, I can save you, trust me, I can save you!"

"Master Hou, please, let my wife and children live... They can only live if I die. I have been selfish all my life, and it is rare for me to be willing to do anything for others. I beg you to help me."

"I'm also selfish, I want you to live, why won't you fulfill me!"

During the debate, Qin Zhiyu suddenly felt warmth flowing from his shoulders, and when he rubbed his fingertips lightly, it turned out to be black blood. Then he saw that the man was frowning and his chest heaved violently, trying to bear the pain of tearing inside his body.

Black blood continued to flow from the corner of his mouth, he opened his eyes with all his strength, and at the end of his strength, he grabbed Qin Zhiyu's wrist with trembling hands and raised his head slightly, as if trying to let the blood gushing out flow back.

"No, I don't have time...You show mercy to end my pain, I won't struggle...It's rare for me to be good once, let's do it."

Indeed, as he said, there is no time...

In order to force Qin Zhiyu to be ruthless, he actually took the poison early on, just as he was certain that the man couldn't bear him to die in pain, and he would definitely give him a happy ending.

He is really good at reading people's hearts... If he could see through his own heart once in this life, even just once... How wonderful it would be.

Qin Zhiyu took off his belt and wrapped it around Lin Xici's neck.

The force forced him to raise his head, his eyes blurred, staring at the bright and soft light reflected from the high window.

"Xici, in the next life, you will be reborn into a good family. Don't experience the suffering of this life in the next life."

The forehead hair slid down the sideburns, Lin Xici clenched his hands, and swallowed the words he kept in his heart - there is no next life, the suffering of being born as a human being is enough...

Before the knot was tightened, he still did not give up, and murmured out the doubt that had troubled him half his life: "He loved me... Even if it was only for a moment, did he love me too?"

Qin Zhiyu couldn't answer, the only response he could make was to tighten his neck and watch his breath disappear, his tense body relaxed for a moment, and there was no response after that.

The last sentence the man said before his death echoed his greetings today.

"The moonlight tonight is so beautiful..."

Through the windshield, one can see the full moon hanging high in the sky, silently mourning Siren's death.

Qin Zhiyu hugged Lin Xici who was killed by his own hands, let him lean on his shoulder, and watched with him the clear light reflecting the dead night.

"You're right, the moonlight tonight is indeed beautiful. You know, you are really obedient now, just like when you first entered the Marquis's Mansion, you obeyed me in order to live, and please me in every possible way... But later, you recklessly insisted on entering the court, and chose the most difficult and doomed dead end, you are very bad... You make me frightened and sad, you little guy really makes me helpless."

Tears fell drop by drop, Qin Zhiyu wiped away the tears that fell on the man's face, and gently, gently... kissed his forehead.

"Now, you can finally sleep well. Close your eyes and sleep a little longer, okay?"

Qin Zhiyu raised his hand, trying to close Lin Xici's half-open eyes.

At this time, there was a rush of footsteps in the deep corridor of the prison. The visitor stopped in front of the cell, slammed his fist on the solid railing, and asked hoarsely, "Qin Zhiyu! What did you do!!"

The man didn't even turn his head, he stroked Lin Xici's thin cheeks, wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth, and spoke in a soft voice, as if he was afraid of waking him up.

"Hush, don't make noise, he's already asleep. Look at how quiet and obedient he is now."

Li Sansi's face was pale, and after he learned that Qin Zhiyu was visiting Lin Xi to resign, he rushed over non-stop, just to stop that man from doing stupid things, but now it seems that it is still a step too late.

He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, calmed down his uneasy mood, and then told his confidants who came with him, "Don't be dazed, send Lord Hou back to the mansion right now... Hurry up!"

The subordinate was obviously also terrified, he was stunned for a long time before he made a move, rushed into the cell and helped Qin Zhiyu who was in a trance.

The latter did not resist for the first time, and was dragged away staggeringly. Li Sansi regained his composure, and then mustered up the courage to enter the cell, and held Lin Xici's wrist.

The heart pulse has stopped beating... It is impossible to save people.

He hastily tore off the belt wrapped around the man's neck, lifted his upper body, and made him lean against the end of the bed with his face slightly sideways, as if he was asleep.

Lin Xici drooped his eyes and lowered his eyes, unwilling to die, but until he died, there was a faint smile on his face.

It seems to be mocking, and it seems to be showing off, as if to say: If I want to leave, you can't keep it.Xiao Heyan, I won.

Seeing his expression like this, Li Sansi actually felt that the guilt in his heart seemed to be relieved by three points.

... Qin Zhiyu did nothing wrong, the only consolation that can save him is: his Yuehua is free.

Perhaps before dying, Lin Xici would also feel the pleasure of revenge.

But all this is meaningless.

Li Sansi let out a long sigh, beat his chest, and lowered his head in front of the man.

"To tell you the truth, I have always looked down on you, the royal doctor who pretends to be an emperor to show off his power in front of the officials, but once you get close to you, you can't help but be attracted to you, so I agree with Huan Yi calling you a goblin. I I admit that I am overwhelmed by you, but I also do not deny that your existence will bring great trouble to me and Da Yuan. After all this is said, I admire your exit, and leave everything in the future to me. "

Li Sansi held Lin Xici's hand, and caught the hard object that was still warm in his palm.

——It was a jade pendant of inferior stone quality and crude carving, which was extremely inconspicuous, but it was also the last life-saving talisman he could leave behind for his own flesh and blood.

The author has something to say: The greatest tragedy in life should be killing the person you like with your own hands.

Thanks to Yun Shengsheng for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !

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