Self-help guide for non-professional young masters

This day was the happiest day for Lin Xici in the past 17 years.

He whipped Huan Yi, humiliated him in every possible way, made the man lose face in front of everyone, and finally was taken away from the Lin Mansion like a desperate wild dog, unconscious, and could only utter a weak moan from his throat Curse: "Lin Xici, I will kill you, I will kill you with my own hands..."

On the contrary, the price of such a carefree experience is also painful.

That night, Lin Xici ordered Jun Sigui to prepare his chariots and horses, and set off for Gusu tomorrow morning, so don't neglect for a moment.

That night, he hugged Qian Duoduo who was frightened, and gently applied an ice towel to her red and swollen cheeks, asking every once in a while: "Does it hurt, does it still hurt?"

Qian Duoduo always pursed his lips and shook his head, smiling silly at him, Lin Xici patted her head, and said helplessly: "You silly girl, don't you know how sad you are at all? If I didn't come back in time, I wouldn't know What are you going to encounter?"

"I know brother Xici will definitely come back to save me. I remember when I was a child, I was bullied by the bad boys next door. They cut my hair and lifted me up to a tall tree to laugh at me. I was very scared and sad at that time. I have the heart to die, it is brother Xici... It is you who saved me, and let the servants of the Hou Mansion clean them up. From then on, you are the hero in my heart, and it is I who believe that I will live forever People who are together, until now...you are still my hero, I believe you will save me."

Lin Xici took Qian Duoduo's hand, caressing her lower abdomen with his cool palm, and sighed softly: "Duoduo, do you still remember what you promised me on the wedding day?"

"I know I can't be a burden to you when it comes time to go. I should go, right?"

"You are very good, and you are so sensible that it makes me feel bad. But I still have to tell you that you will leave the capital with Mr. Qian and Sigui tomorrow morning. From then on, don't mention me again, let alone admit our love to others. If you don’t care, you can hide your name, take our children, and live a good life.”

Hearing his words, Qian Duoduo's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and restrained himself, trying not to let the tears flow down, forced a smile, threw himself into the man's arms, and hugged him tightly, "Brother Xici, can you allow me , call you husband?"

"……it is good."

"Husband."

"Ah."

"Husband."

"I'm here."

Qian Duoduo raised his face and smiled shyly at him, "Husband, today you haven't asked me what I'm afraid of."

Lin Xici put his arms around her, lowered his chin to her forehead, and said in a soft voice, "I know, you are afraid of ghosts, I will remember it, and I will always remember it."

"No, what I'm afraid of today is the farewell. Husband promised me, take care of yourself, even if we can't meet again after today, take care of yourself and don't make me worry about it, okay?"

Lin Xici was a little silent, cheating this innocent and lovely girl would make him feel uneasy, but after thinking about it, not all lies bring negative results, maybe this is the best farewell.

After a while, he nodded and hugged his wife tightly, so that his helpless eyes would be hidden behind the man's back and would not be noticed.

He said: "Okay, promise Madam, I promise to take good care of myself and not make Madam sad. Now Madam can leave with peace of mind. "

He watched Qian Duoduo get into the carriage, the heavy curtain was lowered, and that was the last time he saw his wife's face in his life.

Li Sansi had always hated this kind of parting scene, so sad and sad, he turned his back and wiped the wet corners of his eyes, and began to criticize himself for being ignorant of compliments and insisting on meddling in other people's family affairs.

After the carriage went away and the shadow was no longer visible, Lin Xici turned around and invited Li Sansi in.

"Lin would like to thank Xiangye for his willingness to help. Now that I have offended Huan Yi, I have become the target of public criticism. No one dares to associate with me at this juncture, only Xiangye..."

"It's okay to be grateful. If you really want to say it, what you want to thank is that you have a virtuous and virtuous woman like Mrs. Lin by your side. The last days of your life are considered complete."

"To tell you the truth, I really wanted to live this ridiculous life. I should leave a seed for Mrs. Lin to continue the hope of Jingshi. I also thought about finding a prostitute who was willing to spend the rest of my life with me. What troubles will it bring to other people... But I never thought that the person who carried all my expectations and hopes for the future would be Duoduo."

Li Sansi sipped his tea dully, "tsk" for a long time but couldn't think of anything good to say, so he could only ask dryly: "Master Lin, do you love Madam?"

"Maybe, but this relationship is a family-like desire for protection, which will never compare to what I have for Xiao Heyan. Isn't it ironic... In fact, people are like this, always chasing what they can't get, and ignoring the things that are close to them." So close, as long as you stop and turn around, you can get things at your fingertips. I am the same, and so are Duo. We are all the same stupid moths, desperately rushing towards the light we are chasing, and in the end, we are smashed to pieces. Ash."

Lin Xici stubbed out the wick of the candle, looked at the embers stained on the reddened wound on his fingertips, and opened his mouth again.

"I have one more request."

"...It's too much. I put my future, wealth and life on the line for you. Why are you still dissatisfied with your desires?"

"After I die, I beg you to burn me to ashes with a fire. It's best not to leave any scum behind."

Li Sansi was dumb when he heard the words, hiccup choked in his throat, unable to spit out or swallow.

Obviously every time I see this man, I feel that he is a poor unlucky guy with no tomorrow, but he is really going to die, but I can't bear it...

"She is afraid of ghosts, very scared, I don't want to scare her, so let me be wiped out. Anyway, I have no expectations, no regrets, I will die when I die, and I will die when I die. It would be better to let my rotten life quietly rot into the soil, no one should think about it, no one should miss it."

As he spoke, he suddenly laughed, "It's ironic and helpless. I was forced to marry the girl I loved as my younger sister. In the end, she was the one I couldn't let go of. But if I live in the world, I will definitely not be able to resist looking for her, so let me die completely, and save Xiao Heyan from worrying all day long that I will become a ghost and seek his life."

Li Sansi didn't answer, and it was so deadlocked for a long time that the tea was cold.

The man quietly refilled him with warm tea and issued an order to evict him.

"All the servants of the Lin Mansion have been sent away. I brewed this unpalatable tea with my own hands. After drinking it, go away. My time has come, and your life is still long. Don't let me ruin you In the future, I will feel guilty."

"It turns out that you are also a person who feels guilty..." Replied almost mockingly, Li Sansi, who was in a trance, got up with a cup of tea in his hand, and left behind his farewell words as he walked.

"Since people are going to die, you don't mind if I take something along with you. You asked me to help so much, you won't be stingy with a set of teacups, right?"

Lin Xici didn't answer either, and watched him walk out of the gate of the Lin Mansion holding the cup of tea.

"Madam hates farewells. In fact, I hate it too...or maybe it's because I'm afraid."

Li Sansi returned to the Prime Minister's mansion in a daze, staring at the cold cup of tea, sitting there from evening to dawn.

A confidant sent a message, saying that the emperor withdrew the Chiya guards guarding the Lin mansion last night, and the people from Dongxichang arrested Master Lin on the spot and sent him to prison.

"Isn't it because the eldest princess and Huan Yi were in collusion, seeing the deeds revealed, the villain first complained, and went to cry in front of the emperor. A few words made the emperor dizzy, and he was so cruel that he planned to hand over Lin Xici to them so that the Learn to be good...but he wouldn't have thought that Lin Xici would really die..."

"And there is... news came from an eyeliner in the palace yesterday that the eldest princess... is pregnant for three months."

"That's not too much different from Mrs. Lin's delivery date... Wait? What are you talking about!" Li Sansi was surprised, then jumped up, pointing at the confidant who sent the letter, speechless, "Princess... Pregnant? Who is she pregnant with, King Yuezhi's!"

"In terms of time, the eldest princess was still in Yuezhi three months ago, and she hasn't experienced rebellion yet. The father of the child should be the former king of Yuezhi... She is pregnant with such a wicked seed, and all the officials in the court look down on her. Yes, after the emperor found out about this, he only asked her to go back to the mansion to recuperate, and didn't say anything else. However, the eldest princess herself was hit hard. She had a body and was already weak. The asthma brought back by Yueshi relapsed, and it seems to be quite serious."

"She did it by herself, she deserves it!" Li Sansi seldom utters such hurtful words, but as long as he thinks about what Lin Xici will suffer, he feels that what Xiao Wanqing has suffered is not enough to repay her. sin.

In the next few days, he heard some bad news one after another, mostly about the relapse of Lin Xici's old illness in prison and the worsening of his condition.

"The factory owner had a broken leg and lost face in front of so many people. He couldn't swallow it. I heard that a piece of cold jade was paid as a tribute to southern Yunnan a few days ago. This thing is different from Runyu. From the inside to the outside It exudes a cold air, and the local people use this kind of stone to build ice cellars. Originally, the tribute was also used to store ice in the palace, but Mr. Huan took the initiative to knock down a piece, saying that he built an ice bed and forced Lin Sleep, my lord, otherwise his condition wouldn't have deteriorated so quickly..."

"Master Lin's health seems to be failing. I heard that Marquis Ding'an was worried about him. He even sent more than a dozen doctors to see a doctor, but all of them were turned away. The factory owner said that no one would dare to approach him without an order from the emperor." Half a step in the cell where Master Lin was held, a decisive decision..."

"The factory owner went crazy. He dug three feet to find Mrs. Lin who had fled. He vowed to skin her and make her feel bad. You can't get any pleasure from killing him, but you want to hurt the people closest to him... It's really amazing."

Li Sansi listened to these words every day, just staring blankly at the teacup brought back from the Lin Mansion that day, as if he was stupid and unmoved.

Until three days later, the bad news woke him up like five thunderbolts:

"Master, Mr. Lin was... playing the pipa."

Huan Yi is a person with a sense of severity, if he wants to torture Lin Xici, he will definitely not play him to death, every time he will stop when one of his feet is about to step into the gate of hell, and then ruthlessly pull him back to the world.

I have to say that he admired Lin Xici. Ordinary people would not be able to bear the pain after being stabbed three times, and would cry and beg for mercy. Seven knives, not even a cry of pain.

"Tell me, what is your forbearance for? What are you planning now?"

Huan Yi pinched the dying Lin Xici, looked at the man's pale face, opened his eyes with difficulty, looked at him, and smiled softly... for some reason, it seemed that his heart was pulled.

This man is a goblin!As long as you look at him, you will be seduced, and you can't stay!

However, Huan Yi also had selfish intentions, he would not let Lin Xici die so easily to end the unfinished pain of this life, but he would ask that person to die clearly before his death, when his consciousness is still clear.

He raised Lin Xici's face, and this time his hand was very gentle, and his warm palm caressed the cold forehead of the man, waking him up in the gentlest way.

Lin Xici frowned, and because of the severe pain, his breathing was trembling, and a fragmented moan overflowed from his throat. He looked like a rose that was about to wither. He lowered his head, as if he would die at any moment.

Huan Yi showed mercy and fed him a dose of analgesic decoction, which soon took effect. The man's eyes were blurred and his expression was a little dull. After all, the pain was relieved. The culprit of the bottomless abyss should be asking why it was so unnecessary.

"I want you to die clearly, just like you did to Mrs. Chen back then. The fearful struggle of the prey must have given you a lot of pleasure in revenge? That's great, I want to try it too, to experience Back then when you took revenge, you felt hearty and delightful."

Lin Xici lowered his eyes to avoid his burning eyes, but Huan Yi didn't want to let him go easily, he pinched his chin suddenly, forced him to look at him, and stroked the curvy strand hanging from his forehead. The bangs, take a deep breath, still the refreshing fragrance.

"No matter what time you are, you are always so lofty, with a white moon and a clear face, never in a state of distress, as if you are above all living beings. I don't blame Xiao Heyan for wanting to destroy you. When I saw you for the first time, I also wanted to."

Huan Yi sighed softly, held Lin Xici's hand, interlocked his fingers, hugged him tighter, let him lean on his shoulder, put his cheek against his forehead, and hummed a familiar tune.

It was the tune that Huan Yi's mother used to sing when he was a child to lull him to sleep. Ever since the Jingshi was destroyed and the country was destroyed and the family was destroyed, he had never heard the tune again. Unexpectedly, he still remembered it clearly today.

"My surname is Lin, and I am the orphan of the former empress' relatives. I am also the most innocent one who shouldn't be implicated in this case... Back then, I was lucky enough to escape the extermination of the clan and fled the imperial capital alone. I should have had a peaceful and peaceful life Yu Sheng, but who did I meet... Heh, it was your useless father, the deposed prince Li Chonghua!"

In fact, Huan Yi, who was only seven years old at the time, was also among the remnants of the previous dynasty who were purged, but he was still young and unwilling to be buried for the royal family, so he escaped from the prison on the eve of execution by taking advantage of his stature. Life.

At that time, no one was willing to mobilize people to arrest fugitives for an insignificant kid, so Huan Yi's escape was very smooth. He even disguised himself as a beggar and sneaked out of the capital, but unfortunately he met the person who ruined his life, so he It was Li Chonghua, the deposed prince.

"Li Chonghua... this cowardly coward! He heard that Lin's family was ransacked and beheaded, and he was afraid that his end would be so miserable. He even ignored Queen Lin and escaped from Jingling overnight. I am also unlucky That's why I ran into him as a waste, was dragged down by him, and was captured by the pursuers in the end. I saved my life, but lost something more important. Since then, I have lived in pain that I can't turn back for the rest of my life..."

□□When the emperor saw that Huan was young and good-looking, he felt compassion and couldn't bear to kill him, but he did something that made him suffer all his life, that is, let him enter the palace to serve the emperor.

There are only two ways for a man to stay in the palace, either sit on the throne or be buried in the soil, and the way the first emperor chose was to deprive Huan Yi of being a man.

"Do you think that you are the only one who has experienced the despair of serving the king with your body, being tortured, suffering, and suffering? You are too naive. Compared with my previous experience, everything Xiao Heyan gave you is simply a gift."

Unbearable rape and torture, at the age of 16, Huan Yi finally couldn't bear it anymore, and raised a knife to kill the emperor who had been with him for several years.

After he did it, his heart was ashamed, and he didn't feel a dull pain in his heart until he swallowed his breath.

He knew that in the despair that he couldn't get rid of day after day, he gave birth to true feelings, and true feelings would destroy a person.

So he put the blade across his neck and smiled foolishly.

... If it is ruined, it will be ruined, he doesn't care.Anyway, he is a person with no tomorrow, let alone a future.

The author has something to say: I suggest that the father-in-law stop wishful thinking, don’t bully others when you don’t have the tools to commit crimes, and don’t deceive yourself (I don’t think the story of Daddy Lin’s story may seem a bit messy, please explain! I really like Daddy Lin The person is Lord Hou and the guard Jun’s father who raised his son for him. The scumbag Xianzong doesn’t deserve to have a name. Hurting him is not true love!

Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~