Reborn Beggar

Chapter 55

Murong threw a punch at Lin Yang's face without even thinking about it. Lin Yang couldn't react in time, and took a few steps back, almost falling to the ground.

Murong's cheeks became a little distorted due to anger and shock. He felt that he was insulted, and the touch of other people made him sick. At some point, he seemed to have contracted a kind of cleanliness, which belonged to Su Yi, like the world Only he is clean in the world.

Murong was wearing jeans today, Lin Yang was just making a movement, he didn't really want to touch him, and his hand just slid over lightly, but the sense of reality couldn't go away for a long time, Murong felt uncomfortable all over.

He really wanted to continue to make up a few more punches, but Murong's rationality told him that he couldn't do this.

Although there are few people, fighting will always attract attention. Besides, he doesn't want the third person to know about it. Murong clenched his fists, and the sound of his knuckles revealed his hidden anger. Murong asked calmly: "What do you want?" Sample?"

It's just that the anger suppressed under his calm face made his tail rise slightly, allowing Lin Yang to easily detect his emotional fluctuations.

Lin Yang was not angry when he was beaten, but straightened his clothes that were a little messy due to his movements, then looked at Murong contemptuously, spit to the side, and said disdainfully: "Disgusting gay!"

Holding his breath in Murong's heart, it was different. Murong watched Lin Yang's back walking into the sun, and a surge of anger surged from the bottom of his heart, which made him feel very painful.

Like opening a gate, Murong couldn't help but cover his face and shed a sad tear from the longing and loneliness that had been pent up in his heart recently.

There is only one drop, but the wound in his heart cannot be washed away by a drop of tears, but because it is his own choice, he can't cry, he has discarded the right to happiness, so he can't cry and complain.

No matter how salty or bitter the tears are, he has to swallow them alone. He has made up his mind since he said to separate, but the process is more difficult and more uncomfortable than he imagined.

The only good thing is that he was the only one who was said to be disgusting today.

Murong skipped class for the first time, and went to sleep when he came home, almost in a daze, ate something casually when he woke up, vomited, fell asleep after vomited, continued to eat after waking up, and so repeatedly, he could no longer tell day from night.

As if the pain was transferred to the body after knowing it, after not vomiting, Murong had a fever, Murong felt that there was a fire burning in his heart, it was uncomfortable, and the whole person became more confused, the only thing that made him feel at ease was that in the confusion he always I can see Su Yi's gentle smile.

Murong felt Su Yi's knuckle fingers moving across his face, itching and comfortable, every inch of touching was full of tenderness, Murong was stuck in it and couldn't get up, everything was so real, but at the happiest moment Murong Will always be sober for a moment.

After waking up, Murong clearly knew that it was just a dream, his heart was on fire but his body was cold, the quilt and pillow were wet, whether it was tears or sweat, but he couldn't stay awake for long and fell asleep again, continuing to dream.

Murong didn't go to the hospital and didn't eat, and when he felt uncomfortable with the burning, he went directly to drink pure water, and after drinking, he directly drank tap water. Once he woke up, Murong was lying on the floor of the living room.

The floor is cool, the chandelier on the ceiling is beautiful and bright, but Murong misses the rotten chandelier in the hut, secretly filled with a faint sense of belonging.

I don't know if it's the result of Murong's exercise some time ago, Murong messed around like this, and he recovered from his illness.

After recovering from his illness, Murong didn't go to school either, the tranquility there seemed to be broken, he didn't want to go in again, so Murong planned to open the book bar.

Murong went to check the money in the card, and found that there was a part of money in it, which was just three months of wholesale business income. Murong didn't touch the money, and went home and sat on the sofa with his mobile phone in a daze.

There was not a single number on the phone, not even Han Chao's number Murong, but there was a number etched in his mind, Murong pressed delete on the keyboard, deleted, and finally did not call.

Murong went to the mall the next day and picked out an exquisite box and put the card in it. He didn't plan to use the money, it was like his blood, he was reluctant to part with it, and saving the money was like saving that feeling. where.

Murong went to buy a safe again, put the box in it, saw the box lying quietly in the safe, Murong's heart was full yet empty, he thought about the clothes lying in the box in the closet of the hut, That was the first gift Su Yi gave him.

The first thing he did after earning money was to pack it properly and put it in the closet, which was better than the passbook, which Murong stuffed in the drawer casually.

His heart also closed with the door of the safe.

Murong went to check the card that Han Chao gave him. The money in it was enough for him to open a few books. The Han family was really good to Han Bin. The Han family was not as rich as the Ji family, but his monthly living expenses were paid by Murong. It used to be several times.

Father Han also slipped him a card, Murong knew what it was without looking at it, and Ji Rongchao gave it to him before, but he confiscated it.

Murong has no feelings for Father Han and the others, but since he is in this position, he will be responsible without feelings. It is only natural to raise the second elder. As far as the current situation is concerned, Murong's use of their money is a kind of comfort to them.

Even so, Murong never thought of using their money, just like a loan, he would pay it back.

He just wanted to be responsible for them for Han Bin, but he never thought about truly blending in and enjoying their love without any scruples. Their love was not for him, and he felt uncomfortable accepting it, and it was a kind of deception. He can't and doesn't want to.

Murong's life pattern is the same, but instead of taking notes in class, he will check the latest stock market prices online at home. Murong has only done a little research on stock trading, and he is not keen on making money. He wanted to learn more because of Ji Yan. .

Murong doesn't invest much, they are all short-term, there are some profits and some losses, but overall he still makes money. He is using a small part of this month's living expenses, and he doesn't want to attract attention.

It doesn't take too much time to do these things, and the book club won't be able to open for a while, and he hopes to earn all the money to open the book bar by himself.

Murong was mentally prepared for a long-term battle, and started to go to school again, but changed from taking all classes to only taking the necessary classes, and the time to go to the book city was also saved.

After Murong returned to school, he never met Lin Yang, perhaps because he was often in a daze and didn't notice him.The last illness did not make him better, but he missed Su Yi even more, and he often thought of Su Yi when he saw something.

Walking on the street and seeing a figure similar to Su Yi's back, or wearing similar clothes worn by Su Yi, he would follow him involuntarily.

The craziest time was buying milk in the supermarket. Murong grabbed the person next to him and said, "Brother Yi, let's buy this!"

The person held by him looked at him as if he was insane. Murong later rejoiced that the person he held was a man. If it was a woman, he would have become a hooligan innocently, although he would not be a hooligan to a woman when he is a hooligan.

Passing by the men's clothing store and seeing the clothes on the models, he would first think about how Brother Yi would wear them. As long as he was a little satisfied, he couldn't help himself not to buy them.

This day is not a walking dead, but like a demon, but Murong can't change it, at least at the moment when he was shopping for Su Yi, he really felt happiness.

Back home, Murong was full of joy when he saw another new piece of clothing that didn't belong to him hang in the closet. After the joy, there was a large area of ​​desolation, and many gaps that could not be filled. Feel better about yourself, even if it's a deeper pain afterward.

No matter how tired he is every day, how many steps he runs, how many push-ups he does, Murong always wakes up in the middle of the night and cannot sleep soundly.

Murong hid himself in the night, entered the number he had memorized into his mobile phone, but never dialed it out. The screen of the mobile phone always emitted a weak light, as if it was the humble and illusory happiness he created for himself.

Murong is living such a life, Lin Yang is not much better, in the final analysis it is his own fault.

Lin Yang is an adopted son, still a very strange adopted son, he can't remember whether Lin Yang was brought back from the orphanage, but he knows that he is not his own, because men cannot have children, although some people always say that he looks like a father.

Lin Yang himself is not homosexual, but he is very sensitive to homosexuality, and can detect signs of it almost at a glance. It is like superpowers, which annoys him very much.

His father and uncle raised him, and he was grateful but also deeply hated. When he was angry, he would think that he would rather stay in an orphanage for the rest of his life than travel around the world with a gay couple.

He was tired of this kind of life, from a very young age.

Lin Yang supports and understands homosexuals in his heart, but except for his father and uncle, he can't help but add disgusting words before describing them. He knows that it hurts, but he can't help it, because of this he Not less beaten.

Because of always moving, Lin Yang has no friends, and he doesn't know how to get along with others. His father and uncle are always tolerant of him. Most of the time, he speaks the wrong things outright, and the two of them laugh and treat him like a child. .

As time goes by, Lin Yang naturally thinks it's true.

Therefore, Lin Yang's biggest shortcoming is his outspokenness.

Han Bin hadn't been to school since that afternoon. Lin Yang didn't care on the surface, but he noticed in his heart. When he found that Han Bin didn't go to class for a week, Lin Yang couldn't bear to worry about him.

But Lin Yang didn't know Han Bin well.

Ji Yan appeared at this time, and he came to find Han Bin.

Lin Yang knew that Han Bin was the same at the first sight, and he asked him to say it because he saw Han Bin and Ji Yan going out for dinner. He mistakenly thought that they were lovers, and it was easy to associate Lin Yang with their clothes. Thinking of his father and uncle, he thought of the pain of moving and being separated from his children when he was a child. Those lonely feelings have been in his mind for a long time, so Lin Yang felt that he had to remind Han Bin and the others.

Of course, he didn't want them to break up, but just hoped that they would not have children, but he never spoke, and it was even more difficult to do things.

Later, when Lin Yang recalled his actions at that time, he wished he could hit the wall.

Besides, that person didn't come to class for a week, which was not the case before. Now that Han Bin's lover showed up, Lin Yang certainly wouldn't let it go. He felt that he should explain and apologize.

It's just that Lin Yang didn't know that he looked like Qin Murong, and what happened later was unpredictable for Lin Yang.

Lin Yang is not a person who can turn corners. When he saw Ji Yan, he ran over and asked, "What about him?" It was just because of those things that Lin Yang asked very awkwardly.

Ji Yan was stunned when he saw him.

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