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The woman in the security room was leaning against the radiator to keep warm. She was probably wearing red down jackets, which looked dark red under the dim light. Su He remembered that she said before that the thing she disliked the most was This kind of red clothes, the color like pig blood, looks old-fashioned.

Time is unlikely to change a person's taste and aesthetics, especially a middle-aged person who has been stereotyped in all aspects. Su He guessed that her life in the Yang family may not be as good as she expected.

The community where Su He lives is not big, but the location is relatively hidden, and the requirements for recruiting security guards are also young and middle-aged people who can control their mouths. Usually, there are two people on duty at night, and one person stays in the security room when he goes out to patrol. inside.

The patrolling security guard had just returned, and there were four people standing in the small security room, which was a bit crowded. Although it was not a family scandal, Su He didn't want to dissect his private life in front of outsiders, so he thanked the security guard. Take Su Jinhua upstairs and go home.

The woman sat down on the sofa in the living room somewhat awkwardly. After Su He changed her shoes, she went into the kitchen and took out two bottles of mineral water and put them on the coffee table. She sat down opposite her. Su Jinhua looked away and tried to find a topic to talk about: " It's a big house."

Su He unscrewed a bottle of water and drank a couple of sips. The cold liquid went all the way down, relieving his somewhat dry throat, but he felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach. He was still not used to drinking cold water, and thought about boiling a pot of water for a while.

"It's not big, one bedroom and one living room, just living alone."

"Did the company share it... or did you buy it yourself?"

Su He rubbed between his eyebrows, "It's from the company, I live here."

Suddenly there was a sound of scratching at the door of the bedroom, a wide crack appeared in the bedroom door, Xiao Hui's bulging head stuck out, struggled, the crack opened wide, and swayed through it come out.

Xiaohui, whose dreams were interrupted, walked over with sleepy eyes all the way, sat down at Su He's feet, raised her round face, squinted her eyes, and meowed aggrievedly twice.

Su He's originally irritable heart calmed down a little. Although it was just a small thing that he picked up, but now he is waiting for him to come back at home every day. The soft little ball snores on the bed, and there is life in the empty house .

Stretching out his hand to pat it twice, Su He called softly, "Come on, give me a hug."

Xiao Hui stood up and jumped lightly, jumped onto Su He's lap, rubbed back and forth enough before finding a comfortable position to lie down on.

Su He lightly smoothed Xiao Hui's hair, and it tasted delicious and delicious for nearly a year. Xiao Hui gained a lot of weight, lying on his lap in a heavy and warm mass, his fur was shiny, and he was no longer shy when seeing people. It looks like she is more and more able to act like a baby.

Su Jinhua endured it for a long time and said: "How can such a nice house have cats, they scratch everything..."

Su He interrupted her: "You came so late to discuss house maintenance with me, right?"

Su Jinhua choked up, and said awkwardly for a long time: "Well, Xiaohe...can I stay here for a while?"

Su He wondered, "Where's the Yang family?"

Su Jinhua hesitated for a long time and didn't make it clear. Su He guessed the outline from her few words. It seems that Yang Li has been not going well in his career recently. He listened to others' encouragement to do futures with others. Coupled with that person's malicious guidance, he lost nearly 500 million yuan one after another without telling his family!I didn't know until the debt collector came to the house.

500 million is not a small amount for the Yang family. In the early years, the main funds of the Yang family were invested in education. Although the family had some savings, they also spent about the same amount when Yang Li got married. .

Yang Delu never dreamed that his son, whom he had always been proud of, would do such a foolish thing, and he was so angry that he just let it go, but the most urgent thing is to raise money to pay off the debt. After much deliberation, he can only decide to put the old house sell away.

In the early years, Yang Delu almost offended his few relatives by relying on his own superiority, and when he was getting old, he had to drag his son around to borrow him.

Su Jinhua was "persuaded" by Yang Delu to stay at Su He's residence for a period of time.

Su Jinhua asked Su He cautiously, with a smile on his face, lowering his brows and pleasing to the eye, he didn't have the look of arrogance at all when he made a mistake holding a broom to beat himself to death, arguing with his father and throwing all the dishes in the house.

Su He's original small relief and a few words that made things worse were dissipated by this gesture. After all, she was still his mother, and he would rather she always had a high temper than the current cowardly and flattering appearance.The son is the flesh that fell from the mother, and I can't see the mother like this.

With his thoughts twisted and turned, Su He sighed and said, "Since life is like this, what's the point? You should make a plan as soon as possible."

Su Jinhua looked panic-stricken, and lost his voice: "What else can I plan, why not long ago... Where can I put my old face..."

This sentence just hit Su He's scar. He slammed the mineral water on the coffee table with a bang, and stood up from the sofa all at once: "Face, face, what you think about every day is your face, your face, you and He will have face by living together? But if he has considered your face, he should take you with him even if he is begging. If you kick you out in the winter, what if you don’t have a son? If I die! If it’s not for My dad won't die for your face!"

Finally, the huge rift between the mother and child is clearly revealed.

Su He will never forget the only fierce quarrel between the two of them before his father left. In the end, his father was defeated and decided to work an extra month in the coal mine to save extra money to buy a ring for his mother.

It's just a stone that the little sisters compare and show off their wealth. The father has to work overtime for a month, and uses the hands that used to hold pencils and drawing board design drawings to carry it at the bottom of the well day and night.

Just for her sake.

His father died, and those little sisters even came to his house to pay a visit, and whoever even gave out a penny to help his family get through the predicament...

No!

How many times, Su He felt distressed and angry with his father in his heart. If he persisted a little more, maybe he would not die. Now he gradually understands that no matter whether he persists or not, the result cannot be changed. Didn't he insist on it? , As a result, my mother thought that what she worked hard for was just a humble occupation. If she hadn't been desperate now, she probably wouldn't have come to seek refuge.

After thinking about it, Su He didn't suffer as much as before. It turned out that a large part of the previous pain came from her daring to admit that she had such a mother.

Of course, Su Jinhua didn't understand her son's thoughts, she actually had other calculations in her heart, and said anxiously: "If you have money... if you have a lot of money... can you, can you..."

"Borrowing money?" Su He brought back the frightened Xiao Hui and held him in his arms. After accepting it, he finally understood his mother's thoughts, "Do you want to keep yourself alive or take it back to the Yang family for emergency?"

"Do you think that as long as you take some money back to the Yang family, your status will rise, and their father and son will be able to thank Dade. You are another master worthy of the name?"

Su Jinhua didn't expect Su He to see her thoughts so easily. He was facing his own son. He felt ashamed for a while and didn't know how to answer.

"If you want others to love you, you must first love yourself. If you want others to respect you, you must first respect yourself. You should understand this truth, right?"

After Su He finished speaking, he stood up and carried Xiao Hui back to the bedroom. After a while, he came out with a quilt and put it on the sofa, and handed the bank card in his hand to Su Jinhua: "That's all I can give you now, but It is enough for you to rent a house and find a job to live well, or if you take it back to the Yang family, I don’t care, you make your own decision, the password is my birthday, you should remember this, right?” Su He laughed at himself and raised his head Mouth.

Su Jinhua stared blankly at the bank card in his hand, unable to say a word.

Su He was really exhausted, "I can't hold on after working all day, you sleep in the bedroom, I sleep on the sofa, what else can I talk about tomorrow morning, I will rest in the morning."

It's really sad for mother and son to come to this point, but now, Su He is powerless to turn things around, so let's let nature take its course in what will happen in the future.

He remembered what Long Yaoxuan said to him after his grandmother fell ill: "Maybe she didn't do her duty as a mother, but if you still want to help her, it's reasonable, after all, you are her child."

Maybe he never resented him, just disappointed, no matter what it is, everyone still has to walk their own way.Su He thought in a daze.

When Su He woke up the next morning, Su Jinhua had already left without leaving a word. The new bedding in the bedroom was neatly folded. Su He didn't want to know what decision she had made, after all, it was her own. Live it, don't you.

Opening the curtains, the sun outside was bright orange, warming his body. Su He washed up and tidied up, and planned to visit grandma. There was part of the card in yesterday's card that had to be paid for the nursing home. Fortunately, the company returned it a month ago. Send him some, you can pay part of it first.It seems that we still need to work harder to make money. Su He poked Xiaohui's wheezing head in the canned fish: "In the future, you should eat less canned fish. It's not delicious and it's so expensive!"

Xiao Hui flicked its tail to protest: How do you know it's not tasty? Have you ever eaten it? !

When he arrived at the nursing home, Su He frequently greeted the nurses in the corridor as he walked. Everyone knew that Su He was a singer, and it was not easy to visit him once. He told him enthusiastically that the old man was chatting with people in the room.

When Su He walked to the door, he heard laughter from inside. He pushed the door open and asked with a smile, "What did grandma say so... happy..."

The final sound was contained in the mouth, but it didn't come out after all.

Long Yaoxuan was sitting by the bed and peeling oranges for the old man. The old man smiled and pointed at Su He's childhood photos from the photo album and explained to him...

Long Yaoxuan handed the peeled orange to the old man, stood up and walked in front of Su He, pinched Su He's chin and closed his open mouth, and whispered with a pleasant smile: "Seeing me so happy."

Su He hurriedly knocked off Long Yaoxuan's hand, but Long Yaoxuan was standing in the right position, just blocking the old man behind him, probably the old man didn't see such an intimate gesture.

Long Yaoxuan turned around calmly, picked up the clothes put aside, and smiled at the old man: "Grandma, I have to go, I have something to do later."

The old man nodded with a smile, and said repeatedly: "Okay, let's go then."

"Then I'll come see you again when I have time." Long Yaoxuan said as he walked out.

The old man was even happier: "Okay, okay, pay attention to safety on the road." He called Su He again: "Why are you stuck there, go see it off."

Su He followed out the door resentfully, stopped him at the corner of the stairs where no one was around, and shouted in a low voice, "What are you doing here?"

Long Yaoxuan took the opportunity to narrow the distance between the two of them, his eyes full of indulgence, "Curve to save the country, please the old man."

To put it bluntly, Su He wished he could kick this bastard to death.

"I warn you, don't tell my grandma what's wrong, she has a bad heart!"

"Yeah," Long Yaoxuan took the opportunity to wrap his arms around his waist again, "I have a sense of proportion, don't worry."

Don't worry!Su He wanted to swear, but suddenly realized that Long Yaoxuan's claws were on his lower back and immediately pushed the person out: "Let go quickly! I beat someone!"

Long Yaoxuan saw through his sternness, so he didn't point it out, and didn't let go, his eyes gently traced his eyebrows, nose bridge, lips, all the way to his chin and neckline.

Su He raised his fist: "Let go!"

Long Yaoxuan was still smiling, and promised, taking advantage of Su He's inattention, he kissed him lightly on the center of the brow, successfully pinning him in place, and went downstairs contentedly.

After Su He went back, he told his grandmother what he said for a long time, only to realize that Long Yaoxuan had been here several times, and he didn't do anything else, just gossiping with the old man, helping the old man peel a fruit and handing him some tea, etc. Said it was his colleague, because he was too busy with work, he just asked himself to take care of him.

The old man kept telling Su He that he was such a good colleague, that he should get along well with him.

Su He really wanted to tell the old man that this person had bad intentions, and when he thought of someone's hooliganism just now, the heat wave rushed directly to his head, and then he groaned and talked about something else with the old man.

For a period of time after that, Long Yaoxuan often made some surprise attacks, hugging his waist, kissing the tip of his nose and eyebrows, eating little tofu endlessly, Su He couldn't be on guard, and he got really angry a few times, bared his teeth and stared, Long Yaoxuan flicked a thousand pounds, and said seriously: "I just like you. If you don't agree, I will keep pursuing you. Is there anything wrong?"

It has to be said that Long Yaoxuan's strategy was very correct, breaking the stagnant situation between the two of them, the sparks of the collision were flying everywhere, and there was no spark to be sparked?

Ni Qiao sometimes said jokingly: "Such a new and good man is often missed by others, and he will be snatched away if he doesn't hurry up."

Su He already has some resistance, and won't turn red all of a sudden, "You like it so much, I'll send you off."

Ni Qiao shook her head seriously: "You can't say that, my two brain waves are incompatible."

"Then we are compatible?"

After waiting for this sentence, Ni Qiao immediately followed and counted with her fingers: "Of course! Let's talk about the three title songs of your album first. Did you choose the same two songs, even in the same order? ?Let’s talk about the MV of “San Chi Yuan”, you are not satisfied with the originality of the first version, is there more than 90.00% similarity between your two ideas in the second version, making people think that you two came up with it together? The endorsement a few days ago was supposed to be enough to warm up the scene, why did Lao Qian ask you if you want to take the role, and you really like that concept, right?"

"In these days, brain wave compatibility must not be let go, not to mention that people are still hot and cold, and they are not bad. Although the gender is a bit unexpected, but I feel that this thing is the most real and not deceiving. Why do you have any hesitation? Don't tell me you're not tempted, I've seen it ready to move, self-deception and others are the most annoying!"

Don't tell me, Ni Qiao's words are really on point. If he just keeps talking about how good a certain person is, Su He may not listen to it. On the contrary, he values ​​the common thoughts.The result of his parents never having a common language has left a deep imprint on him, and he will never repeat it.

Seeing that all the favorable factors, both subjective and objective, were rushing towards Long Yaoxuan's benefit, the gradually tilting balance in Su He's heart was shaken by a phone call in the middle of the night.

In the middle of the night, Su He didn't pay attention to pick it up. The phone that kept ringing was the one Xie Minghao had left for him and hadn't returned it. While he was half asleep and half awake, Bai Yufan's voice had never been so distraught, desolate and hoarse...