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The dark-brown soup swirled back and forth in the sea bowl twice, and all splashed down, and then came the big bowl with blue flowers on a white background.

With a bang, Fang Wenzhuo and Fang Wenzhuo fell to the ground. Fang Wenzhuo sat down on the ground, and the bowl shattered beside him. I only saw him sitting in the concoction, leaning back a bit.

The bitterness of the traditional Chinese medicine became stronger, and neither of them spoke.

Wang Nan looked at Fang Wenzhuo, Fang Wenzhuo looked at Wang Nan, their expressions were a little numb.After a while, Wang Nan suddenly began to take off his clothes, first the jacket, then the pants, and after a while, he stood there naked.

Over the past year, he has eaten a lot, but not only did he not gain weight, but he also lost a little weight. His skin was fair and blue veins were buried underneath, and he felt a strange sense of temptation. He held his head up: "Come on, aren't you Do you just want this? Do laundry, cook, boil Chinese medicine for me here, and serve me here and there, isn’t it because of this? Now I’ll give you a chance, come on!”

Fang Wenzhuo raised his head, he seemed to be a little confused about what he meant for a while, and looked at Wang Nan with a little numbness.Wang Nan couldn't care less about being shy at this time, he was holding back a fire in his heart, and just wanted to smash everything, Fang Wenzhuo's retreat and coaxing didn't make him feel better, it only made him want to do a big fight— — not necessarily to do anything, but to do something destructive, to destroy everything he has seen, including himself.

"Come on, come on, you're useless if you don't come!"

Fang Wenzhuo didn't respond at first, and then he blinked when he screamed hard, and then slowly stood up, he didn't speak, but with a coercion, Wang Nan was a little timid, but his fire He's almost dying, so he can't care about anything.

Fang Wenzhuo stood there for a while, then turned around and walked outside. Wang Nan was taken aback, and immediately became angry: "Fang Wenzhuo, you fucking bastard! You don't have handles, you bastard, tortoise son, bastard, bastard!" ..."

He was born in the market place, and although he didn't swear often, he scolded in a non-heavy way, but just scolding like this, he also felt a kind of resentment in his heart - Fang Wenzhuo actually left when he was standing naked like this!

He used to take a bath and swim with Fang Wenzhuo, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with being naked in front of him. What made him angry was that Fang Wenzhuo actually let him hang out here!He was not only angry, but also panicked. He didn't know what he was afraid of, but he was afraid. For a while, only constant cursing could relieve him.

He scolded for about ten minutes, and he didn't want to stop when his mouth was dry, but gradually, he felt a little cold, and at this moment, the door suddenly opened, and Fang Wenzhuo walked away with a mop in one hand and a dustpan in the other. After entering, the clothes on his body were also changed.

He swept the broken bowl into the dustpan and dragged the concoction.The floor is white, the concoction is thick, and there are still stains after mopping it once. He went to rinse the mop and mopped it a second time, and then sent the mop back. If you have to boil it again, your bowl of medicine will cost more than 100 yuan."

Wang Nan stared: "What the hell do you mean!"

Fang Wenzhuo glanced at him, went to grab his hand, Wang Nan wanted to shrink back, but he was not as strong as him, so he dodged for a while, but was still caught by him: "Fang Wenzhuo——"

He was about to say something, but Fang Wenzhuo suddenly grabbed his hand and kissed it, and then wrapped his hands around his: "This one is so strong, it even pushed me, why can't it be healed? This is already good. !"

Wang Nan stared at him blankly, then burst into tears.He couldn't bear to shed tears at first, then sobbed, and finally, he couldn't help crying.He felt uncomfortable, wronged, depressed.

For snooker, he gave almost everything.

Time, effort, dreams, hopes.

He also thought snooker was everything to him.But all of a sudden, these were gone, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't bring it back, as if in a nightmare, no matter how he ran, he couldn't see the dawn.

He was afraid, panicked, uncomfortable, and dazed, but at the same time, he had to pretend nothing had happened, because he didn't know who else he could resent.

Gu Hai?This name was very unfamiliar at this time. After that incident, he was sent to a juvenile labor camp. Later, he didn’t know what happened. Some people said that his family entrusted someone to commute his sentence, while others said He committed a crime and his sentence was extended.

These, he listened to, and then forgot.

He didn't have much feelings for Gu Hai, at first it was because he was full of resentment towards Fang Wenzhuo, but later he really became indifferent.He had heard many people talk about the situation in the labor camp, and knew that the place was [-] times worse than his family's courtyard. Even if he could make up for it in food and clothing, that kind of bondage was already comparable to torture.Thinking about the grievances with Gu Hai, he felt that there was nothing to complain about.

He didn't complain in the past, and naturally he won't complain now.

So, is it Fang Wenzhuo?

He seems to have reason to blame him, but he is not a fool, Fang Wenzhuo treats him well, he is willing to work hard, beating and scolding, no matter how he behaves, in fact, he has long since stopped complaining.

Apart from these two people, he couldn't find anyone else to blame.His parents and even Zhang Quan seem to be responsible, but ever since he was looking for a way out for himself, he never counted on his mother—and never even thought about his father. of.

He was the one who wanted to make that bet with Gu Hai, and he was the one who won the others. If he really wanted to find the source, it would be himself!

Therefore, he should blame himself, because he was young and ignorant, because he was too flamboyant, because he acted recklessly, because he didn't know how powerful he was at the time!But what did he do wrong?He just wanted to find a way out for himself, he just wanted to earn a sum of money that he could feel proud of, and he was stabbed in the end just to protect his and Fang Wenzhuo's loyalty.

The recklessness of his youth would cost him his whole life. He could not accept the price, nor would he accept it.

He didn't say these things, but thought over and over again, he seemed to have reached a dead end, groping around trying to find an exit that would make him happy, but he couldn't find it.The better Fang Wenzhuo treats him, the less he can find him.

Fang Wenzhuo hugged him, his hands were slippery, but at this moment he didn't think about it at all, he just felt sad.For more than a year, it was not easy for outsiders to see him. He had to work and take care of Wang Nan, but Wang Nan was still lifeless—he didn't get angry in front of outsiders, and he didn't look good towards him.

But he didn't feel the slightest pain.At the beginning, he was still a little doubtful about how long he could last, and he also thought about whether he would be bored or angry, but gradually, he knew that he would not.

It doesn't matter whether Wang Nan is angry or angry, even if he throws something in his face, although he will feel uncomfortable, he will not be angry, but feel pitiful for him.Seeing him working so hard, he wanted to cherish him even more.

He thought countless times, why he drank too much at that time, if it wasn't for the ignorance of personnel, he would never have hurt Wang Nan, even if he was killed by Gu Hai, he wouldn't have!But he doesn't have the ability to go back in time, he has no way to transfer the pain from Wang Nan to himself, he can only treat Wang Nan better, or better.

He turned and left just now, not so much angry as he was stunned.Wang Nan can take off his clothes generously, that's because he really doesn't have any thoughts in his heart - even if Fang Wenzhuo said, he only has such a little consciousness, and then the specifics are gone.

He has been with Fang Wenzhuo for more than a year, eating with him, and sometimes Fang Wenzhuo will sleep with him. They get along like a family, so although he knows Fang Wenzhuo's thoughts, he really doesn't want the two of them together. How to think clearly.

He dropped the medicine and couldn't do anything else—there was nothing around him for him to fall. He wanted to stimulate Fang Wenzhuo, so he took off his clothes—when he was thinking about it earlier, he also thought that Fang Wenzhuo was so kind to him. Is it because I peeped at his body, so when I want to vent, I just do it.

But Fang Wenzhuo is different. Fang Wenzhuo not only thought about it, but also dreamed about it, and even thought about every step in detail.Therefore, when Wang Nan stood naked in front of him, knowing that he couldn't, he still couldn't help having such a thought.

The traditional Chinese medicine on the trousers was still warm, and there was a kind of damp heat in the crotch, and the naked white body in front of him, Fang Wenzhuo felt that he had to go, and he didn’t know what he would do if he didn’t go—if he did, then That's it!

He went to take a shower and changed his clothes, calmed his mind, and then came to clean up, because he could restrain himself if he was prepared, and when he saw Wang Nan crying again, his reverie was completely lost.Holding Wang Nan in his arms, he felt that he should treat him well in his whole life, and he couldn't be so sad anymore.

"Let's go to Hong Kong Island to Taiwan. If one year is not good, it will be two years. If two years are not good, it will be four years. It will always be good, it will be good!"

Wang Nan didn't speak, but just grabbed the clothes on his back, getting tighter and tighter.

Wang Nan didn't know how long she cried, but she was finally tired, and then fell asleep in a daze. When she woke up again, she found that she was naked and couldn't help being stunned. When she thought about what was going on, she couldn't help but feel ashamed.

He put on his clothes hastily first, then hugged the quilt and started to be in a daze.After staying there for a while, he began to catch the voices in the room. It was very quiet outside, but he had an intuition that someone was there. This made him happy, but at the same time he was very embarrassed.

He thought that he must have been possessed by a ghost before, otherwise he would never have done that kind of thing!However, even if he was possessed by a ghost, he did that, and now it is, how will he face it?

He didn't want Fang Wenzhuo to leave, but he also didn't want to see Fang Wenzhuo at this time, but his stomach didn't want to. Not only was he so hungry, he also wanted to go to the bathroom. The master bedroom in the bathroom has been reserved as a snooker room—and there is nothing to regret, because it is the only room that can barely accommodate such a large table.

He stayed there for a long time, and finally had to get up.He got out of bed slowly, opened the door slowly, and saw Fang Wenzhuo working under the light at a glance.