hole in one

At the beginning, Wang Nan was very restrained to Fang Wenzhuo, and felt that Fang Wenzhuo was not easy.But when his condition declined day by day, and seeing Fang Wenzhuo scurrying around beside him, he always felt depressed. He didn't know when, he began to lose his temper with Fang Wenzhuo, and he always felt that what he did was wrong. He is bored.At the beginning, he could control it a little bit, but now, he seemed out of control, and it was impossible not to get angry with Fang Wenzhuo twice a day.

Once in the morning and once in the evening.

Sometimes Wang Nan wondered if he had become a problem, and he knew it was wrong, but he couldn't control it.

"When he can't take it anymore, he will naturally leave. At that time...at that time, I will naturally stop posting." He thought this way, but every time he thought of this, he would feel empty in his heart.

In September, a new round of China Open began, but Wang Nan did not participate.The media only expressed their regrets about this: "During the last final, we witnessed Wang Nan reach the final. Although due to some special reasons, he gave up halfway through the competition, we believed at that time that the championship would be his sooner or later. But this time, we didn't even get to see him. I hope we can see him next year, and this year, let's look forward to Sun Mu together!"

Sun Mu did not live up to people's expectations and made it to the semi-finals. Although he was eliminated by Bondi in the semi-finals, it was an honorable defeat. Many people thought that if he hadn't met Bondi, he would have It is possible to reach the finals.

"Actually, Wang Nan got a good lottery last year, but unfortunately he couldn't grasp it. Sun Mu's luck is a little bit bad this year."

To be honest, Sun Mu's luck is pretty good. Before he entered the quarterfinals, he didn't meet too strong opponents, but in the eyes of the audience, with his strength, it doesn't matter even if he meets a stronger one. It is bad luck to meet Bundy and Carroll before the final.

At this time, some people were still talking about Wang Nan, but the direction of the talk had changed.In the past, they were full of hope for Wang Nan, but now, it is a pity.

The only hope wasted like this.

He could have become the first person in China to win the China Open.

What a pity, what a pity...

As time passed, Wang Nan was still receiving treatment, but fewer and fewer people paid attention to him.Soon, it was the World Championships again, and his name finally appeared in the newspapers again, but it was still a pity: "Huide said that because the treatment is not over, Wang Nan will not participate in this year's World Championships. Sad news. But what is gratifying is that both Sun Mu and Fu Honglian are determined to participate, and their condition has reached their best. Let us look forward to their performance in the World Championships!"

In the past six months, Fu Honglian has participated in some regional competitions in the UK and won some awards. Although they are not big awards, they can be regarded as a shot in the arm for the snooker world, because Wang Nan played in the UK. He didn't participate in these competitions when he was a child, so many people think that Fu Honglian is more promising and more talented than Wang Nan.

"It was also sent to the UK by Huide, why did Lianzi win these championships?"

"Wang Nan is just lucky. Looking at it now, he is not as stable as Mu Mu, and his skills are not as good as Lian Zi. If I really want to say, he is more spiritual? But what is spirituality? Everyone knows how to hurt Zhongyong!"

"Looks like it's still Liannan!"

……

In fact, Wang Nan did not participate in many competitions in the UK, which was determined by his characteristics.What he lacks is the foundation and background. Instead of spending time on games that don't have much gold content, he should hone himself more and then participate in real competitions.And because Fu Honglian is a boy, her foundation is extremely solid, so she needs competitions to hone her character and feelings.But ordinary viewers don't know about this, they only know that Fu Honglian has won more championships, so she should be more powerful.

"Lianzi! The top four!"

At the beginning of the game, his fans played such a banner.They said this: "Even that Wang Nan can enter the quarterfinals, our Lianzi is even stronger, at least the quarterfinals!"

"In fact, compared to the semi-finals, I hope our Lianzi can hit a 147."

"Yeah, I really hope that Lianzi can also have a 147."

"147 is hard to come by, otherwise how did Wang Nan type it?"

……

A year ago, people were talking about Wang Nan's 147, but now, this 147 is about to be questioned.Of course, there are still those who support Wang Nan and those who speak for Wang Nan.However, today, a year later, these people have to wonder, is it true that Wang Nan can no longer compete?Could it be that they will never see Wang Nan on the field?

At this time, Wang Nan was also nervously looking at the doctor.

"Let's take a look at these two photos of you. This one was taken last year, and this one was just taken yesterday. From these two photos, we can clearly see that there is a difference, right? ?”

Wang Nan nodded, looked at the doctor, the doctor knew what he wanted to ask, thought for a while, and said: "You have recovered very well, but I can't tell you that you are [-]% recovered, so I can't guarantee you During the game..."

Wang Nan's eyes dimmed, and then he said again: "Doctor, am I recovering 60.00%?"

"At least eighty!"

"So, in another year, will I be 100% back?"

"This one……"

The doctor hesitated. From an emotional point of view, perhaps he should give Wang Nan an affirmative answer, but his job does not allow him to say that.Seeing him like this, Wang Nan naturally understood. He thanked him, stood up, and walked out of the hospital in a daze.

It has been a year, Sun Mu has entered the semi-finals of the Open, Fu Honglian is also fighting hard in the World Championships, and is very likely to enter the main match, Xiaolong has become the coach, Xiaocheng has also achieved results in the UK, Ma Xuan And Xiao Zhu was sent to other places to station, everyone has changed, everyone is improving, only him.

Healing, healing, endless healing, endless regression.

One year, just like this, two years, still no hope, three years or four years?

"I'm done." He thought numbly, his snooker career was over, although he was only 23 years old, although he might be able to do other things, but he could no longer play on the ball without worries. Galloping on the table, there is no way to hit the highest position in the world with full confidence!

"I am done!"

People are coming and going on the street, cars are constantly flowing, people's faces are either in a hurry or joy, they are busy with their own affairs, but they rarely look at him - now that he is on the street, he no longer needs any disguise.

"I am done!"

"I can't play snooker anymore. Why, the world hasn't changed? I'm in such pain, why are these people still laughing so happily? What's the fun?"

For a moment, he only wished that the world would be destroyed. He wanted to rush into a certain building with a bomb, to cry, to shout loudly, but in the end, he did nothing, but walked home slowly. .

The small high-rise on the 26th floor is a new house, well maintained, and the elevator is smooth, bright and spacious.The one he bought is on the seventh floor, so even if the power goes out one day, he doesn't worry about not being able to climb up. Taking the elevator is even faster.There was also a little boy on the [-]th floor who took the elevator together. I remember that when he first arrived, he pestered him for an autograph, but now, he just stared at him with a pair of big black and white eyes.

"Maybe, it's because you think I'm pitiful."

He smiled a little self-loathing, and stepped out of the elevator.It is a large house with only four households on the first floor. His is on the left. When he came to the door, before he opened the door, he could faintly smell the smell of traditional Chinese medicine. When he opened the door, the smell became even stronger.

"You're back." Fang Wenzhuo poked his head out from the kitchen, "It's just right, the medicine is almost ready, so wait until you don't eat, and wait until you drink the medicine."

Wang Nan didn't speak, just went into his room, after a while, Fang Wenzhuo came over with medicine, seeing him like this, he said: "What's wrong?"

"fine."

Fang Wenzhuo knew that something was wrong with him, but if he didn't say anything, he couldn't rush to ask too much. After thinking about it, he said, "Brother Zhou introduced me to an old Chinese doctor in Hong Kong Island. He has good acupuncture and moxibustion skills. In two days we will Go find him."

Wang Nan didn't make a sound, Fang Wenzhuo squatted beside him, and said softly: "Go and try, don't worry, Chinese medicine needs to be adjusted slowly, and our country's culture for thousands of years must have mysteries, go and go. .”

He kept saying that Wang Nan didn't make a sound at first, but when he talked too much, he suddenly got anxious and sat up from the bed: "The mystery of fart! It's been a year! I've been drinking medicine for a fucking year It’s useless at all! These doctors are quacks, they’re all bastards! One year...fuck it’s been a year now, and I can’t play after a year! I’m dead! I’m dead, do you know What's the matter? Didn't you just ask me what's the matter? The thing is that I'm useless!"

After he finished speaking, he gasped and stared there, as if he was looking at Fang Wenzhuo, but he didn't seem to be looking at anything.The atmosphere in the room was almost stagnant, except for the breathing of the two, there was no sound. After a while, Fang Wenzhuo spoke slowly with some difficulty: "You went to see a doctor today?"

Wang Nan looked away, Fang Wenzhuo said again: "What did the doctor say?"

Wang Nan was still silent, Fang Wenzhuo waited and said: "Don't listen to him, he is only a Western medicine, and Western medicine is always like this. The medicine can also be taken in, you should drink it first, it will be more bitter when it is cold."

As he spoke, he brought the medicine to Wang Nan's mouth. Wang Nan frowned, and he said, "Drink it, even if it doesn't cure your hand, you should take care of other things. You look better now than before. It's alright, alright. You are an adult too, don't be afraid of suffering."

He was a little funny and wanted to feed Wang Nan, but before sending it over, Wang Nan stood up suddenly: "I said it's useless, didn't you understand!"

As he spoke, he pushed Fang Wenzhuo. Fang Wenzhuo was caught off guard and fell backward involuntarily.At that moment, in Wang Nan's later memories, it seemed to be in slow motion. Fang Wenzhuo tried his best to control his balance, but he couldn't resist the inertia, and finally fell to the ground, and the bowl in his hand fell off.