Ji Da's husband's diary

On Sunday, February 2th, the dazzling sunshine made me want to see snow...

passionate!I

It's a big name with full horsepower and a small universe bursting out to experience the seventh sense!

It turns out that "entering the drama" is not that difficult. As long as you imagine yourself as another person and get caught up in his inner world, then you can naturally think and act in his way.

I finally understand why some people say that thinking about characters is a very interesting thing.Indeed, when writing the script, I seemed to see a real person standing in front of me, and when acting, I felt like being possessed. In short, it was a very novel and mysterious experience!Haven't been able to do this before, is it because I can't fully sync with the character?

Ps. What is reality, what is illusion, how to be sure that today's illusion will not become tomorrow's reality... I still don't know the answers to these questions, but I think... Trust probably doesn't need a reason.Believe me, it's that simple.

Today's status:

Physical Index★★

Mood Index★★

It wasn't until I lay down on the bed that I realized how tired I was today, Zzzzz...

—————————— Even Su closes the diary and drops the dividing line—————————

The icy snow and sand melted when it touched the temperature of the skin, and quietly flowed into the collar.Ji Kongqing fell face down on the snow, his mouth and nose were covered by snow.The wound on his back kept bleeding out, looking shocking.There also seemed to be blood seeping between his tightly clenched fists.

"Crack!" The director nodded in satisfaction, "After a 15-minute break, the next scene begins."

Ji Kongqing didn't take the ginger tea that Jing Mingrui handed over.He casually picked up the big towel in the assistant's hand and dried his face and hair indiscriminately. "I'll go in and change and take a hot shower." He nodded to Jing Mingrui.

"You won't be in the next scene, so take your time, remember to drink some hot tea." Jing Mingrui stood where he was, and told Ji Kongqing's back.

Ji Kongqing's figure seemed to pause.He waved his hand without looking back, and walked directly into the door of the hotel.

Qin Sisi touched C with her elbow, and pouted in the direction where Ji Kongqing disappeared.The big names seem to be in a particularly good state these two days, and their performance is so good that even the "old men" on the set are very surprised.

But in contrast, the big names seem to be getting more and more indifferent towards Jing Mingrui?Privately betting that the two of them are having an awkward fight in the Cold War, the big-name odds of turning grief into strength and turning frustration in love into success in the workplace have dropped to 1:1.2.

But judging from the situation just now, it seems that the big names don't give up on Jing Mingrui?Qin Sisi secretly rejoiced that she was not fooled by beauty at the beginning, and put the big name in the position of Mr. Right.Such a handsome man, it seems that he is not in love at first sight!The best proof is that he actually wanted to catch four women at once! "Maybe it's because of too much pressure these days?" C said uncertainly, he quietly pointed to the director's seat with the orchid, "The director has been following a demon since a few days ago, forcing the people under him to be very tight Ah. Even the stand-in actor in the morning was scolded and cried by him! The big name is the protagonist, so maybe he is being squeezed and beaten by the director every day?"

Qin Sisi mused suspiciously for a moment, then shook her head: "It's not like... But recently, the big name has gotten very close to the director, so maybe it's because of empathy?"

"You're crazy! They've known each other for so many years, they already have something." C was very disapproving of this guess.

"That's not necessarily true!" Qin Sisi is like a treasure, "Many people start as friends, such as the ooo in xxx, and the oxo in xox... all of a sudden, one day they realize that being raw is not as good as being familiar, and the rabbit should be Eating the grass beside the nest..."

"Ahem..." Seeing Jing Mingrui walking towards here, C immediately fake coughed a few times and interrupted Qin Sisi's words.

"The weather is so nice today! Haha...haha..."

"Yes, yes, it has been sunny recently! The sun is like a big light bulb, haha..."

Seeing Jing Mingrui walking away, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

"You were so fake just now!" C frowned.

"You're not fake? Well, you can't sprinkle salt on the handsome guy's wound!" Qin Sisi made a grimace.

Ji Kongqing fiddled with the straw in his hand sullenly.

Could it be that he caught a cold just now, his throat was a little sore, and the iced cola no longer appealed to him like it used to?

Ji Kongqing threw aside the folded and knotted straw that was obviously no longer usable, and let out a sigh.Recently, I have been inexplicably irritable and depressed. I don’t eat well, I don’t sleep soundly, and the most annoying thing is - I suddenly feel disgusted with the contact with Jing Mingrui?

People have heard of the seven-year itch, but they haven't even known each other for seven months. Could it be that this is the seven-week itch?But what the hell is itching for a ball of wool?When I rejected Jing Mingrui's invitation to play billiards together last time, I was obviously very sad when I saw the disappointed expression on his face, but I just couldn't help but feel a strange sense of rejection every time I got close to him...

Really not understanding where her sudden emotion came from, Ji Kongqing had no choice but to try her best to blend in with the crowd, avoiding the individual contact with Jing Mingrui.It seems that when there are more people, his sudden "Jing Mingrui allergy" will be relieved a little?

"It's too much! Did you just let him take all your money and run away?"

Ji Kongqing looked in the direction of the voice, and saw an angry and angry Qin Sisi.

"Then what can I do..." C spread his hands helplessly, "I was filming outside at the time, and he only sent a short message to break up, and then the phone was turned off, and the phone line at home seemed to be disconnected. I can’t get in touch. In fact, we saved money to buy those things together. He can take them if he wants. I just can’t figure out why the seven-year relationship changed so quickly. When I was about to leave, he was afraid that I would not get used to the north. The weather also specially bought me a scarf and gloves."

"You have been together for seven years!" Qin Sisi looked surprised, "Then why did he break up with you?"

C lowered his head and thought for a while: "I seem to be saying that I'm...a mother? I really don't understand. When he was willing to accept me, he said that since he wanted to be the person around him, I had to be like a woman. I bought a lot of women's clothes, nail polish, high heels, leather bags, etc... Forget it, maybe he is straight at all, and has always used me as a woman, and later found out that a real woman is better?"

"It turned out to be such a reason! You are stupid! You obviously want to run away with money! With you, he hasn't gone out to work for a day, and seven years of savings have been given to him for nothing!" Qin Sisi looked angry.

"Okay, Sisi, don't talk about him." C patted Qin Sisi's shoulder helplessly, "It's been more than a year, and I've already put it down. Besides, he was studying painting, and he said he was because of He likes art, so he doesn’t want to sell his paintings or paint portraits for others. He said that would be like selling his soul. If he took the money in our passbook, he might be able to support it for a few more years. People who understand his paintings appear? Hehe, to be honest, I don’t know how to judge whether a painting is good or bad, but the way he draws is really serious, and I really fell in love with it at the first sight..."

"You! Oh...you..." Qin Sisi could only sigh angrily, "Seven years! He is simply a cold-blooded animal! Hey, do you think he will come back to you again if he spends all his money? ?”

Hearing this question for the first time, C couldn't help but startled: "Shouldn't he come back? He is a very proud person..."

"If he comes back, please remember to tell me." Lao Hu suddenly raised his head buried in the lunch box.

"Huh?" C was puzzled.

"I want to beat that bastard so that he doesn't know his last name." Old Hu said coldly.

C was stunned for a moment and smiled: "Okay, if he really comes back, I will definitely notify Brother Hu."

"People's hearts are really separated! True or false, it's too difficult to understand. And even if it was true at the time, who knows if it will suddenly change... Sigh..." Qin Sisi sighed.She suddenly caught a glimpse of the thoughtful expression on Ji Kongqing's face, and couldn't help being startled.Big names don't think I'm alluding to him, do they?

"Brother, so you are here." Jing Mingrui approached with a smile, "Do you want to..."

"I'm going to talk to the director about a problem, so I'm leaving first." Ji Kongqing stood up abruptly from his seat.Seeing the awkward expression on Jing Mingrui's face, he tried to slow down his tone: "Mingrui, uh...I may have to talk to the director very late today, why don't we talk about it tomorrow?"

Jing Mingrui pursed his lips and nodded: "Okay, it's more important to be serious, brother, go!"

Watching Jing Mingrui silently put away Ji Kongqing's boxed lunch and the bottle of Coke that he only took a sip of, no one spoke for a while, and the air in the dining room suddenly stagnated.

"Isn't the big name too ruthless? He was the one who chased him back then, and he almost saved his life!" Qin Sisi whispered after Jing Mingrui left.

"We don't know what happened, so it's better not to guess randomly..." C also frowned.

"Do you want this chicken leg?" Lao Hu pointed to the untouched chicken leg in C's lunch box.

"Huh? I don't like eating that, so..." C explained with a smile.

"I'll exchange it with you for Xiao Tang vegetables!" Lao Hu started to move the vegetables in his lunch box.

"Uh... okay."

"If the big name really dumps Jing Mingrui, I... oh... It seems that there is nothing I can do to resist." Qin Sisi sat aside and said to herself.