Ji Da's husband's diary

On Friday, February 2th, it was sunny for several days in a row!

Looking at the sad face in the mirror, I let out a long sigh.I pressed my lips with my palm, closed my eyes gently, and recalled the sadness between the lines that had already been engraved in my mind, and the feeling of pain welled up smoothly again. I raised my head and let the tears overflow from the corners of my eyes...

tomorrow……

Tomorrow will definitely be smoother, right?

Today's status:

Physical Index★★★

Mood Index★★★★★

I don't think I will ever forget today...

—————————— Even Su closes the diary and drops the dividing line—————————

After the blizzard passed, the weather remained sunny.Even the owner of the hotel was a little surprised by this, saying that he had never seen such a peaceful snow-capped mountain in so many years.

The progress of the shooting was very smooth, or the director was full of inspiration and enthusiasm for shooting after restarting the shooting.Soon after he got out of danger, he locked himself in the room with the screenwriter, didn't care about the follow-up development of the "retaliation incident", and overhauled the script again overnight.

"The things I shot before are simply rubbish, even I despise myself. I decided that this time I will shoot a truly shocking work! So go back and reshoot the previous part!"

When the director said this, he clenched his fists tightly, and there seemed to be a youthful flame in his eyes that could burn everything?After being stunned for half a minute, all the people swallowed the phrase "you're a fool", and the sparse answers of "um", "yes", and "okay" rang out in the hall.

Probably the only good thing is that the kiss scene that I asked to add was also deleted, right?Ji Kongqing quickly used the keyword "kiss" to filter the new script in his hand, and exhaled quietly.

"What are you waiting for? The filming will officially start an hour from now, starting from the 29th scene of the fourth scene, let's get ready!" After the director signaled to disband, he put his hand on Jing Mingrui's shoulder, showing a serious With a flattering smile, "Mingrui, let's talk about the revised main issue!"

Looking sideways at the director, Jing Mingrui pursed his lips and nodded.

Hearing an affirmative answer, why did the director seem to smile even more?Ji Kongqing thought with some doubts, why not give me some special guidance, is it because this is not my first time making a movie?But...Compared to Jing Mingrui, who has been performing extremely well all the time, I am the one who needs guidance more, right?

Or is it that the issues they are discussing have reached a mysterious realm that I, who has no talent for acting, can't understand?Ji Kongqing suddenly felt that as the golden chrysanthemum award winning actor, he was under a lot of pressure...

After successfully shooting continuously for several days, the progress was finally stuck.

The main reason why it couldn't go on was that the director who suddenly became serious was not satisfied with Ji Kongqing's performance.

"Can you understand how he felt at that time? The feeling of being betrayed by the person you trust the most?" The director was furious while dancing, "What is your expression? You have a sad face, and you go to the bathroom strangely." Does the toilet have no suction? Do you have that deep-seated feeling? The sense of substitution, do you understand the sense of substitution? You should be sent back to art school to be remade!"

Ji Kongqing bit her lower lip: "Give me 5 minutes, I'll try again."

"Try again? It's No.20 five times, you want to murder the film?" The director waved his hand impatiently, "Forget it, give him garlic spray, and use the telephoto lens to shoot his back. Needless to say the lines, like An actor like you is only worthy of living with tear gas bombs for the rest of your life! Will you move your shoulders later? I don’t expect you to show a desperate back, so let’s change it directly on the film. Why are you standing still? Take your place!"

"Let me try again, I should be fine." Ji Kongqing didn't accept the small bottle that was handed over, and forced a smile.

"What else are you trying? I should have seen through you a long time ago, you are not that material at all!" The director snorted angrily.

"Director, let's give senior brother a chance." Jing Mingrui interjected, frowning, as if he didn't care about the director's murderous gaze, "It's already late today, and the lighting is not enough if we go down, why don't we continue tomorrow! This kind of thing can't be rushed Yes, don't you think so?"

The director opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end he just said "let's go", announcing the end of the day's filming.

Sitting in front of the fire in the fireplace, Ji Kongqing silently recited the paper in his hand over and over again.

"Brother, are you hungry?" Jing Mingrui sat cross-legged beside him.

How can you not be hungry?Several hours have passed since dinner time, don't say that I didn't even drink a glass of water for dinner.But the time is limited, and I really don't have the mind to eat...

Ji Kongqing twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's okay."

"The spring rolls I made myself, senior brother, let's try one!" Jing Mingrui smiled and opened the food box in his hand, "Just take it as a test of my cooking skills, and then I will tell senior brother the secret of acting in a unique drama of bitterness!"

The spring rolls smell delicious, and Jing Mingrui's smile looks even more warm. Ji Kongqing couldn't bear to refuse his kindness, so she nodded: "Is there only a pair of chopsticks? Have you eaten it yourself?"

"No." Jing Mingrui shrugged, "I'll come to my brother as soon as I'm done, let's eat together!" He pulled Ji Kongqing closer, picked up a spring roll and blew it before handing it to Ji Kongqing. Kong Qing's mouth.

……

"Mingrui's cooking skills are still as good as ever. I seem to be a bit overwhelmed!" Ji Kongqing leaned on Jing Mingrui's shoulder and let out a heartfelt exclamation.

Although he only wanted to eat one to taste the taste at first, but once he started eating, he found that he couldn't stop at all. It wasn't until the two of them wiped out a large box of spring rolls together that he realized that his stomach had been fully satisfied.

"Ming Rui, there really is a secret to that?"

"Are you talking about acting in bitter scenes? Yes, there are."

"What is it? Like the director said, is it because I don't have enough sense of substitution?" Ji Kongqing said with some uncertainty.

"Not at all! Brother has done his best, because every time I can feel the sadness in your heart, so when I watch you take pictures... how should I put it, I feel a kind of heartache!"

"Can you tell?" Ji Kongqing asked in surprise.

"Yes." Jing Mingrui turned his head to look into Ji Kongqing's eyes, and said slowly but firmly, "I can feel every mood of senior brother, whether it is expressed or not!"

Ji Kongqing was stunned for a moment, then smiled wryly and said, "Does that mean my expressiveness is really bad?"

"Brother is not expressive." Jing Mingrui took a breath, and seemed to think about his words before he said slowly, "The problem with brother is that there is no way to make any negative expressions naturally."

Hearing his words, Ji Kongqing thought for a moment, then nodded.

What Mingrui said really makes sense, he really just has nothing to do with negative emotional scenes.Could it be that I am too optimistic?Ji Kongqing analyzed the reason with some embarrassment.

"No matter what happens, I imply that I have to face it with a smile. After a long time, there is no way to show any negative expressions. Such a brother..." Jing Mingrui clenched Ji Kongqing's hand, and there seemed to be a flash of self-blame in his eyes , "It really hurts me! Every time you try to act in the role, because you can't express it, the sadness in your heart is almost doubled. I... I..." The surging emotions made He was a little speechless.

Ji Kongqing was startled, and suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment.Really!Since when did you stop crying?He looked into Jing Mingrui's affectionate eyes and smiled: "It's okay, maybe it will be better if you try more? Don't worry about me. After all, after the filming is over, I will immediately return to the state of a confident big name." oh!"

"Brother, it's not a matter of how many times you try."

"Ok?"

"This habit of being forced to be strong is generally irreversible."

"Ah? Then what should I do, I want to try again tomorrow!"

"So I want to tell you." Jing Mingrui looked at Ji Kongqing and said word by word, "Don't be afraid to show a sad expression. Because there is someone who wants to share with you, whether it is joy or sadness!"

"Mingrui, you..."

"Promise me, even if it's just to me, please express your feelings freely!"

"..."

"..."

"Ok."

"You can get my special comfort every time!" Hearing Ji Kongqing's answer after a long silence, Jing Mingrui finally showed a satisfied smile, and bit his lips fiercely.

"Uh...Mingrui you...uh...uh..."

Ji Kongqing struggled to catch his breath under the opponent's scorching offensive, and whimpered softly.

The fire in the fireplace crackled softly, and the flickering firelight reflected a small corner of the house red...