[Twilight] Bright sunshine

Everything was like an extreme nightmare, which made me feel so heavy that I had a splitting headache. I didn't know if I cried or not. When I fell asleep, I always felt that people were coming and going around.

"Esme, she'll be fine, she just needs time to calm down."

It was Carlisle's voice, he was still so gentle, I could feel someone put a hand on my forehead, it was cold, it calmed me strangely.

"I lied to her, and Claire never suspected these lies." Esme whispered in pain and self-reproach, she was so cautious in fear of waking someone up.

"We lied to her." Carlisle sighed sadly, he seemed to stand up, not knowing what to do.

I have lost all the ability to think, and the sense of confusion is getting worse and worse. I thought I was falling asleep, but my ears started to ring uncomfortably, and then I heard their voices vaguely in the noisy dizziness.

"Should I tell her?"

It was Rosalie's voice, I don't know if it was the aftereffect of my exhaustion, or if she had made her voice too high because of suppressed anger.I frowned harshly and tried to roll over to avoid them.

"Tell her what?" It was Jasper's hostile question, and I didn't even know who he was hating.

"Hey, Alice is guilty, but it's not Claire's fault, Jasper," Emmett said resignedly.

"Tell her that if she doesn't fall in love with Caius, then she will end up facing a cruel death. Shall we start by telling the truth and then watch this future happen? It's not Alice's fault, It's not Claire's fault, the biggest mistake is the bloody vampire love." Rosalie's voice became intense, even if she still had restraint, she just didn't shout out. "Hmph, eternal, love."

That mocking tone was more like a sharp knife, trying to cut away all the appearance of calm.

"Baby, it's not fair, you know how much I love you." Emmett was stimulated by Rosalie's words, he couldn't stand being questioned.

"Don't meddle in it, idiot," Rosalie said to him fiercely, her voice turned and dropped so low that she could no longer hear what she was saying.

Then there was a silence, and all sound fell down, and the desolate darkness and silence surrounded so terrible.I was terrified and wanted to do something, I stretched out my hand to struggle, but before I could make an actual movement, someone grabbed my hand.Then there was Carlisle's peaceful reassurance, "It's okay, no one's going to hurt you." He started to press on my wrist, and I could vaguely feel him helping me with the bruise on it.

No one spoke anymore, they became still, in pitch black and numb, the only thing that gradually became clear was the sound of rain.As if in the ear, the world is full of rain.

"He must see Claire, no one can stop him." Edward's words were like a stroke of heaven, he didn't know when he arrived.Then he asked, with a light tone, "Would you like to see him?"

I was immersed in a deep and stagnant half-drown, and only later realized that Edward was asking me. He was the only person present who knew that I was still conscious.Sometimes I really hate his mind reading skills. He makes people have no way back and takes away all your secrets.

Then there was Edward's apology, "I'm sorry, Claire. I know this ability will always make people tired." There was a strong sense of burnout in his tone, as if he was about to give up everything at any time, immediately It's like dying.

"If this pain keeps you up at night, would you like to listen to some music? I still have some of the CDs you lent me, and I can give you the entire CD rack, and you know it took me almost a century Go and collect them. You can take them, and burn them in front of me to injure me."

If the ghost wants to burn your CD rack, I can't do it at all. It's too despicable to let people who love all this do impossible destruction.

"See through so quickly?" Edward said with a wry smile, and I heard him walk away, as if he was picking out the bits and pieces of something.He murmured easily, "Angel, Sarah Ann Crochland. You lent it to me. It's a nice piece, although I don't want to see the movie. Did you like it?"

I paused, then replied, yes, I do.

Edward has the best audio equipment, and he has a special hobby of collecting them, which is horribly expensive, and my battered CD player can't compare with his.

I lay on my side, and Carlisle wrapped elastic bandages around my wrists. I couldn't open my eyes, and I couldn't stop the pain. I could feel the emotional pressure on the windpipe, and breathing became a huge burden.Accompanied by the clear and warm singing voice slowly, the sound of the piano flew up.This is more like a beam of light blooming from the water, so quiet and beautiful.

Edward and everyone left here quietly, leaving only the sound of the rain and the singing of the angels as my companions.

I knew he was approaching me, Edward let him in, and this mind reader could see through my timid and restless heart so clearly, I couldn't refuse Rick, even if he was Caius.I know his aura well enough that I can recognize him among 1 people all the time without eyes.Every slow breath I know he is walking into me, his footsteps are like ghosts, I don't need hearing anymore.

The singing is full of ethereal pity, which makes people almost unable to escape.The corners of my eyes are dry, and all the damp falls to the needles of the Foxwoods.He sat next to me, and slowly stroked the hair scattered behind me with his cold fingers. This kind of gentle strength seemed to be afraid of waking me up.His fingers touched the back of my neck, as if to confirm whether my pulse was still beating, I closed my eyes tiredly, ignoring this cautious touch.He followed the curve of the long hair, gently touching my side face, I turned my back to him, and he leaned closer.Like an embrace that borders on nothingness, he was almost close to my back.

I clasped my hands in front of my chest, which is a posture of self-protection, firmly enclosing my heart.

He didn't hesitate anymore, his fingers slid across the tear stains on my face, and then he held down my intertwined fingers. I heard his hollow breathing, which merged with the lonely and cold singing here.

We leaned quietly against each other, and I felt the cold in him without shivering.My thoughts are so persistent and slow to become clear, everything is a fact, he is a vampire, he regards human life as nothing in front of you, he once saved you like a hero, he will continue to kill in the future, and he loving You.

He treats everyone like a devil, but he is an angel by my side right now.

Having lost all courage to open my eyes, I let myself sink silently, my heart beating beneath my fingers.I knew that I was finished, everything was finished, I closed my eyes silently and endured the unspeakable pain and despair.

I long for the peace of this moment, as if we are far from danger and never need to be apart.

Don't talk, don't talk, let this second last forever, just the two of us.Claire and Rick.

"Claire."

The moment he opened his mouth, the eyes flowed out of his closed eyes uncontrollably.Broken dreams, fairy tales about the old witch and the little prince, what a simple destruction.

"Are you going to take me to Volturi?" I opened my eyes, the darkness still remained in the depths of my pupils, and my voice was hoarse after crying.I just found myself lying on Edward's couch, which Edward used to lie down and read late at night. Vampires are not short-sighted, so he can use any incorrect posture to destroy his vision.

I was facing the glass wall, and the rain outside was abundant and continuous.

"Live forever with me, fulfill my wish, I can't lose you." He easily grabbed my arm and held me in his arms, this action with such a heavy desire for exclusiveness is so handy.

I could feel his face buried in the fluffy blond hair on top of my head, and his calm tone was no longer arrogant and noble, but more like an ordinary man, begging me.

I would rather he hugged me and didn't say anything. I never wanted him to become an illiterate dumb.I took a deep breath, trying to remember this feeling of mutual dependence, maybe one day I will lose my memory again, and God will let me forget that I once gave my love to a villain who was full of lies.But I know that I will never forget him again, this kind of experience will become the most important oxygen in my life, and in every second of my life, it will continue to feed on my pain and live with me.

Crouchlan's singing faded away, the angel left us, and another song followed, in Italian.That voice is so young, the slightly magnetic singing takes away the last rain outside the window, the dark clouds are dissipating, and the singing seems to bring the moonlight at midnight, filling every corner here with sadness and depression.

"Don't destroy me, Caius." I finally came to my senses, his cold lips had come to my neck, and the warm blood under my skin, representing life force, was so alluring to him.

"This is eternal life." He became crazy because he didn't understand, and kissed the place where he wanted to transform me with restraint.

"I'm afraid." I stared outside the glass wall, at the distant sky, in the deep darkness, half of the moon was exposed behind the dark clouds that couldn't fade.

"I'm by your side and never leave." He hugged me tightly, as if we were living and dying with each other at this moment.

I closed my eyes, and the fingers bent on my chest were numb with tension. I kept silently repeating the sad tune of the singer. She was telling that the dawn was approaching, and I calmed myself down slowly.Eduardo knew me, he knew so well that sometimes a song can touch my heart, distract me from being overwhelmed by fear.I knew what he wanted. For Caius, turning me into a vampire was a natural idea. The only reason he didn't do it immediately was because he was waiting for my own consent.

The faces of heroes and devils rest on my shoulders, waiting for my choice, and no one can help me.I was almost scared away by such insurmountable difficulties, and wanted to be persuaded by Caius desperately to live with him forever.

The love of vampires is desperate and will never change. No one can change their hearts.Perhaps Caius now injects his poison into my heart, and my love for him will never change, no, even if I have been human all my life, I cannot deny that I will always love him.This kind of feeling is enough to cut my soul, so that I can no longer fall in love with any good man.

Love enough to make me hate him.

But there is an essential difference between human love and vampire love. I finally see the boundary clearly, which is the boundary of being a human being.I summoned up the courage to step out of the darkness again, and in my opened eyes, I saw the tops of the fir's gray treetops, and the hazy moonlight like tulle.I said to the people behind me, "Turn off the lights."

Caius didn't think this was the answer he wanted to hear. He was silent for a while, then suddenly changed his posture of embracing me, reached out and quickly pulled out a book from the bookshelf next to the recliner, and smashed the open book with a backhand slash. of light tubes.I sat up the moment the lights went out, it looked more like I was about to run away, I could feel Caius' anger, maybe in his heart he thought I didn't love him enough, because I didn't accept being with him Same non-human.

This is really a beautiful misunderstanding, and it is still difficult to clarify how implicit and full of various ideas the love of human women is.

"Okay, Mr. C." I pressed hard on Caius who was still lying down. The shoulder under my fingers was almost like a stone. I couldn't see anything, because the light source was lost here, and my eyes couldn't adapt to the sudden loss of light.I almost thought I became blind, almost, I love a vampire as a human being, I guess I have been myopic for a long time without knowing it.

He immediately grabbed me and pressed his wrist, I gasped in pain, it was still bandaged, and Caius let go immediately.My courage faltered a little more, but that couldn't stop me from this mad attention.There is no chance, just think I am crazy, I am really going crazy.

I straddled his waist directly. This movement was not smooth at all. If Caius hadn’t helped me, I would have stumbled in the dark, not to mention being able to support his chest with both hands now.Caius remained motionless, and he asked me with a sullen tone, slippery, "Are you planning to murder me, Claire."

I looked down, I could hear his voice, so I knew where his lips were, my long hair was all messed up, I heard Caius's breath getting thicker, he might want to hold his breath more, but he couldn't control himself .I haven't done anything yet, he shouldn't be so excited... Then I remembered Emmett's vampire health class, he couldn't let go of those lusts.I hesitated for a moment, would he be stimulated to explode?I don't understand men at all, especially since he's not human yet, and I don't have the experience to judge how uncomfortable he is.

My fingers have slid into his neckline, I can touch his smooth and cold skin.I found his lips, and the moment I kissed him, I told him, "I probably never said it, I almost fell in love with you at first sight." In the bright sunshine, you are as beautiful as a Greek god.

It's so dangerous, and it makes people uncontrollable to approach you.Maybe the vampire is the natural enemy of human beings, with all the conditions that can lure me to the bait.

How stupid and crazy it is to kiss a vampire, even if his teeth leave any tiny wound in my mouth, it is enough for me to taste the most unbearable pain in the world.How lucky I was that his obsessive kisses didn't inflict wounds on me, and I didn't have stomach bleeding, and the venom didn't have any chance to get into my blood circulation, so I survived.And now I repeat the death contact just now.

I kissed the corner of his mouth, and he seemed to raise his lips slightly, allowing me to kiss him in an unbelievably clumsy way.It's not a passionate kiss between lovers, it's more like a goodnight kiss from a child to an adult.I don't know how to kiss or play tricks with my tongue, it's so difficult, I even wonder if Caius looks down on virgins.Forgive me for never having experience with such high-end technology, so I can only kiss him lightly, like kissing a cold stone.

If I didn't lose all light sources, my heart would jump out of my chest because of shyness, and suffocation would be the only end.

My delicate kiss seemed to drive Caius crazy first. He was already stiff, but I made him stiffer. His whole body was so tense that it gave people a feeling of trembling.Before I figured out what the next step was, I was stunned by dizziness, and within half a second I was pushed onto the carpeted floor.

There is no bed in Edward's room, only the couch that can barely fit two people.Then I heard an earth-shattering loud noise, the couch had been pushed away with a brutal and terrifying force, together with the artistic bookshelf next to the couch, books, desk lamps, cabinets, and furnishings all mixed into a ball and collided with each other.

This loud noise lasted for several seconds, and the scene effect was as horrible as a series of car accidents.But I can't see, I can't see anything, I just feel that the carpet is very soft, and the surroundings seem to become more open.

I couldn't help but want to open my eyes harder, trying to see some traces in the dark night.The next second my lips were touched by a cold finger, and he described it meticulously. Just when I thought we would stay so peaceful forever, the volcano suddenly erupted, and Caius yelled at me furiously, "Do you want to Let me kill you, and at the same time..." he gasped heavily because of anger, "kill me in this way that makes me completely irresistible, you are the best conspirator in the world, you only need one Kiss, and you will get a loyal servant who is willing to serve you."

I don't expect him to turn into a servant at all, I'm just thankful he doesn't turn into a T-Rex.But I no longer know what I should do, and I am more ignorant about this aspect. I heard Caius' fierce orders.

"Don't regret it, Claire, you've lost all your chances."

He's a bloody murderer again, with a blade sharp enough to take down anyone who stands in his way.

"Don't bite me." I shouted shyly and urgently, this madman. "You dare to try to leave a wound on me, ah, stop."

He has already bit my cuff, I can clearly feel the scream of the flimsy fabric, and the whole arm is exposed to the cold air.I started shaking as his fingers brushed my collar, and soon I could hear them ripping.It was horrible, the burning heat of shame turned into the thrill of being scared.If it wasn't for sure who he was, I'd wonder why the monster came out.

I tried to take my hand back, but Caius had already kissed my palm, his voice was so sharp, as if he was in unbearable pain. "You'd better not struggle, I don't want to break your bones, I can't stop, no one can stop me - Alec, tell them all to get out of here."

Who do you ask to get out?It dawned on me that we were in Edward's room, and vampires generally have better hearing than humans, and even the soundproofing equipment couldn't block their ears.I can't stand this discovery, it's not like everyone knows what the hell we're doing.

"It's okay, it's okay, they're all gone, except you and me." He found me so easily, put his face on my cheek, and we almost became one.He whispered and nervously repeated some meaningless words, not English or Italian, his most instinctive language.

I have lost the strength to think, let alone understand where he drove the owners of this house.It was completely out of control, not in any way I imagined, no one told me that this kind of thing can be so violent.

Caius' hands grabbed the CD cabinets in the room, and he crushed them, including the precious collection.But not even a single shard fell on me, only his kiss could fall on me.I wonder if he is still sane?My skin was burning, and his breath was so intense that no amount of freezing temperature could suppress the fire of passion.

I could barely breathe, trembling became my only movement, ice and fire, hell and heaven, all at the same time.I couldn't stand it and tried to escape from this feeling, Caius angrily grabbed something and threw it sideways, the glass shattered, it was unbelievable, it was bulletproof glass.Broken glass shards flew in all directions, and he had completely blocked me. I suspected that there were glass shards all around us.This is a cage, and if I bleed a little, I'm done.

"Don't be afraid, leave everything to me, I don't want to hurt you." He was as gentle as a poisonous snake, and there was a morbid tremor in his voice that could not be suppressed.

Although I took the initiative, his performance made me feel that this guy is a pervert who is committing a crime.He tore off my trousers, his fingers were like knives, I didn't feel the pressure of the force, all my clothes were torn out by him.

This kind of movement is too simple for him, simpler than breathing.

He licked my fingers, I doubt my fingers would be eaten by him.I slowly got used to the darkness, and I could vaguely see the outline of his face. He blocked all the moonlight from outside and shrouded me in the shadow. I was his trophy, but he was captured by me.

His clothes were nowhere to be found. I didn't see how he took off his clothes at all. The silver light streamed down from his back.I saw that the skin on his shoulders was cleaner than white snow. I had never seen his hair messed up like this. He had completely crushed the so-called self-discipline and noble frame, and even his curvaceous arms were shaking.

He hugged me, and my hand stretched forward, the bright moonlight shone through my fingers, giving me a trance illusion, I was so pale that I turned into moonlight, and it was about to disappear on the needles of the forest.

"You are mine for ever."

I heard the voice of Caius, which became music in my ears.Then he had already held my hand, and we groaned in pain almost at the same time.

Why does it hurt so much?

I reflexively wanted to push him away, gnashing my teeth in pain.He easily suppressed all my resistance, and I realized that this guy couldn't stop.Then I heard that something was destroyed by Caius reaching out, and the power he transferred had completely destroyed the room.

When I woke up again, I felt like I had died several times before crawling out of hell again.My bones are protesting against me, and there is no place in my body that is not numb and tingling. I cover my eyes and finally stop my panting. I will never dare to have sex with a vampire again. surface.

After knowing it, I raised my hand up. I almost thought it was a bone fracture. I was already wearing pajamas. The sleeves were very loose, and they could easily slip down as I stretched out my arms. I saw the underside of the sleeve. The skin is miserable.How on earth did he do it, in such a violent situation, without leaving any cuts or bites on my body, all bruises.It's a miracle that I'm still human.

I get out of bed in pain. It's a bed. This is... Esme's room. Where did this bed come from? They don't need this kind of thing.My waist... I hugged the clothes next to the bed with a livid face, and then changed them tremblingly. Those who didn't know thought I had Parkinson's disease.I saw that no part of my body was white. His hug was more useful than a crane. I was almost crushed to death by him.

I found the bathroom, and the short distance felt like I was crawling.After finally climbing to the mirror, when I was about to wash my face, I saw a big bruise on the corner of my mouth. Is his kiss a brick?It made me look like I had just been raped by a man.

I touched the exposed neck, although this suit is very thoughtful with a high collar, but there are too many traces, if you look carefully, you can see fine traces everywhere.

I don't want to know who helped me take a bath after I fainted, as long as I know that I am still alive is enough.

After finishing my personal hygiene with difficulty, I sat on the bathroom floor for a long time before I recovered.Finally, take a deep breath, and then exhale, until all the pain is endured, and then stand up.Walking slowly downstairs, I heard the voices of Carlisle and Caius. Caius was surprisingly gentle. He was discussing with Carlisle when I would go to the Volturi.

I'm his, and he wouldn't suspect such a thing at all.

I continued to take a deep breath, and desperately found that the next scene was a suicide by jumping off a building. If I could, I would definitely jump off the stairs now.

Everyone was in the living room on the first floor. When I walked down, Alice gave me a sudden look, and she immediately saw the result.Then there was Edward, with a cold, penetrating glance at Alice, and then at me, with the same desperation in his eyes.Then he seemed a little crazy, and before I got to them, he was the first one out of the house, and I didn't know why he was running so fast.

Esme came to me, ran her fingers through my long hair, and looked at me worriedly. "You've been asleep all day, are you okay, Claire."

Just as I was about to smile at her, I was dragged into my arms. It was Caius.His movements touched the ubiquitous bruises on my body, and my face suddenly changed.

He immediately let go of me, and I stepped back quickly, trying to get away from this guy as much as possible.

Caius stared at me intently, he indulged my behavior, even if I am rolling around in front of him now, he probably finds it pleasing to the eye.

"Are you okay?" He smiled happily, his voice low and tactful.

I found that today is another sunny day, and the daylight is shining outside the window.But there was wind, and I heard the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves of the forest.I finally heard my own voice, colder than any rainy day.

"Let us part, Caius."

The author has something to say: When writing the first half of the chapter, the earphones were looping the song Angel.Then the second half of the chapter cycle is an Italian female singer's EL'AlbaVerrc

After tossing and turning, I actually didn't think about letting them have a relationship so early, because I didn't plan to have buns.Touch your chin, okay, steamed buns are steamed buns.Then the relationship can only happen quickly. Originally, the first time it happened after the transformation, becoming a vampire.After all, the scene between humans and vampires was too brutal.